I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And praticed all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took back and
Made her dessert

Now I know
I'm being used
That's okay man cause I like the abuse
I know
She's playing with me
That's okay cause I've got no self esteem

We make plans
To go out at night
I wait till 2
Then I turn out the light
All this rejection's
Got me so low
If she keeps it up
I just might tell her so

When she's saying
That she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying
That I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess
I should stick up for myself
But really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right?

Now I'll relate
This a little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late night
She knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score

Now I know
I should say no
But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb
But I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

When she's saying
That she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying
That I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess
I should stick up for myself
But really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right?