Will I ever see you again...?

"Hey hey!"Zac said as he made his way through the house to the kitchen. Tay and Ike followed..

"Hey girl wheres Brandi?"Tay asked as Zac made his way up stairs to get Lisa...

"Shes in her room."Clarissa repiled..

"Hey man get Brandi while your up there!"Tay called to zac..

"Come in"Brandi said to he knock at her door...

"Hey girl!"Zac said..

"Hey!"

"Man you look sad..whats wrong?"

"Nothing.."Brandi said putting on a fake smile so zac wouldt ask anymore questions..Brandi made her way on down the stairs and they all waited for Zac to come down stairs..They sat at the table,Ike lead grace and then they ate. When they were done eating Lisa had some how conviced Clarissa that she was going to stay the night with Zac and that nothing would happen because Zac was scared..how Clarissa ever came to belive that lie was not known but Lisa did saty the night with Zac and Ike and Clarissa were going to make sure nothing happend so they were going to stay at Ikes house too. They satyed and watched tv alittle while and then the boys were beginning to fall alsleep so Ike decided that they should go..as Tay got up to walk out Brandi came from the kitchen from where she was cleaning and asked Tay to stay..of course he did so then thats where it begins...

Ike and Lisa fall alsleep on on Ikes sofa while Lisa and zac are doing nothing but makeing out...MEANWHILE

"So whyd you want me to stay so bad?"Tay asked.

"Just dont know when ill ever see your face again.." brandi said as she kissed Tay like she had never kissd him before..

"woah..what did i do to desevre that?"

"nothng..I just am gonna miss you.."

"What are you talking about?"

"Nothing.."

"Yeah cuz youll see me in the morning and every other day of your life cuz i wanna be with you forever." This almost brought her to tears..I wish it were that easyshe thought.

"I know.."Brandi said forceing a smile on her face.."Tay I have to talk to you"

"about?" He asked.

"us.."Brandi repiled as she made her way to her room and sat on her bed Tay sat beside her..

"Tay you know I love you alot.."

"What are you cheating on me?" Tay asked.

"No!..i wish it were that easy..I love you and I wanna be with you forever and I..I.."

"What are you trying to say?"

I cant tell you..it would hurt you too much"Just that I love you with all my heart and I just wanna make sure you know that what ever happens with us are no matter how far apart we will ever be..youll always be in my heart and youll always have my heart in your hands."

"I love you too.."Tay said as he slowly leand in to kiss her. Brandi went along with it after all she may not ever be able to do this again..

The to kissed softly but brandi wanted to share something with him that only lovers do so she kissed him harder,he went along with it and began so fill around her neck with his lips. She unbuttoned her shirt as a way to let Tay know what she wanted. He pulled it off and began to kiss her chest and he unfif her bra...

"Are you sure you wanna do this cuz I dont wanna rush you..."

"Tay..im sure...please make love to me.."Tay didt say anything but just continued his sweet kisses across her breast she was unbuttoning his jeans and she could fell him hard as a rock she thought.She slid his jeans off with ease and he began to take her panties off.They were soon completly naked and were caressing each others body with sofft sweet kisses.

"Brandi if you dont wann..."

"Tay please just make love to me." Tay then knew that she really wanted it and placed his body on hers, he slowly placed hisself in side of her and began to move back and forth in motions that pleased both of them..Brandi grabed his back as he speeded up the pace alittle and they both began to moan. She sat up and wraped her legs around him and the two rocked back and forth as the slowly made love. He placed kisses on her lips and her neck as he filled her body with the most wonder pleasure that shed had since she kissed him for the first time. Tay got faster and Brandi moaned louder and he liked the fact that he was pleaseing her so much that he moved his motions faster and hander...they went on with this for about 5 minutes later and then Taylor shot off and Brandi fell onto her back with Tay still on top of her. He slowly made his way off and rolled over,she rolled beside him and layed there on his chest placing soft kisses on him..

"I love you so much.." She whisperd...Tay just layed there gathering himself..he was estacic because what he had just done with Brandi was so good to him and he had waited so long...

"Baby..im gonna go get a bath...you are welcome to goin me.."Brandi said with a smile as she walked into the bathroom...I may never see him again..I have to make are last few hours together count...god he was good.Tay had finally gotton up and was making his way to the bathroom..as he walked in he saw her climb into the huge round tube filled with hot steamy water.He walked over and got in,Brandi spread her legs and Tay sat between them and laid his head back and closed his eyes as the water slowly relaxed him...

"I wanna saty like this forever..."Brandi said strokeing his long blonde hair.."you were incredible.."she whiperd in his ear.

Tay turned around and looked her in he eyes.."I love you..and you know that right?"Brandi just nodded her head and then Tay kissed her gently on the lips. Brandi then wraped her legs around him and Tay slowly moved in and out of her once again...Brandi loved the way he did this..as if he was taking all the time in the world..she only wished that they had that mush time together. Tay moved faster and harder once again this time pulling Brandis body closer with every push inward.Then the refound pleasure of love that each body gave them hit once again and and Brandi began to trmble at the thought that she had to leave all this bbehindhis love,his kisses,and most of all his touch

"Whats wrong"Tay asked in a gaspy vocie as he regained his breath.

"Nothing its just..that I.."

"I know its okay..."Tay said holding her close to his warm soft body as he crateld her in his arms.The two got out the tube and and found them selevs in eachothers arms lying in her bed.She placed her head on his chest and he had his arm behind her and the two laid there...

"Tay stay with me tonight...please" Brandi asked

"You know I will.."He said kissing her forehead.Tay soon fell asleep and Brandi was left with the tought Ill never see him like this again..I cant belive I have to leave him,she said as she began to weep siglently to herself. She kissed his lips softly with out wakeing him and began to pack her things.She soon had most of what she would need and the clock was 15 till 3:00 am. She walked over to Tay,him still asleep and said...

"I love you and I always will no matter what happens" She then placed one last sweet kiss on his mouth tasteing his lips as if they were her only hope and then placed the letter she had written Tay and walked out closeing the door quitely. She stood outside the door and hesited walking downI cant let them kill him She said as she walked down the stairs and out the backdoor...

"What took you so long!"John asked as his two bad ass parterners grab her and shoved her in the car....

chapter thirteen