" Damnit!" I yelled as I pushed the door hope-n it would open but, it didn't move.
" TAY!!!" I yelled beating on the door wishing that what ever he was doing he would stop and come to the door but, that didn't happen either. I ran around to the back and and checked the glass door.
" SHIT!" I said slapping the glass. I began to get more scared by each min that flew by. Then I saw Zac's bedroom window was open. But how would I get up there? I thought to myself. I knew what I would have to do, climb the stupid fire escape later that was made on to their house. I hated it, once I tried it and I fell . But I had no choice. So I put one foot up and begun with the rest. One foot at a time until I was at the top. I climb through Zac's window and then fell to the floor. I sat there a min try-n to catch my breath until I remember about Tay. I ran into his room, I didn't see him I only saw his body on the bathroom floor, lie-n on the floor blue and lifeless looking.
" TAY!" I screamed running to his side. I fell down to his side and grabbed his hand it was still warm but fading fast.
" Oh God Tay please!!" I yelled as I listened for a heart beat. There was one but very slowly it was.
" OH GOD…WHAT DO I DO PLEASE GOD HELP!" I yelled as I tried to pick him up. Even though he had lost wait because of his drug addiction he still weighed more that I could possibly carry. I looked into his face, his eyes closed it looked as if he could be sleeping. I saw the straw where it had fell to the floor.
" Tay PLEASE…. Don't do this!" I said cry-n. I then felt the same warm feeling I had felt from earlier, I looked up to see the angel looking at me.
"Its not to late…" She said.
" I…I dunno what to do!" I said in-between the tears that fell from my face…" I love him…I do…its all my fault why didn't I go back to him!" I said cry-n into Tay's life less body that lie before me.
"Pick him up child." She said.
' I …I cant hes to heavy!" I said this time thinking that I couldn't even help to save his life.
" Try again child… for the lord will help you."
I did as she had said and believe it or not he lifted from the floor into my arms and over to the bed where I placed him.She then walked over to me..
"Do you love him child?" She asked me…
" Yes I do love him.."
" Then tell him"
I Took him by the hand and begun to tell him…." Baby please, I love you. Come back to me don't leave me here. I cant live with out you, we…we can make it work." I said tears rolling down my face but they soon stopped when I saw a white glow come from Taylor's body.
" Baby…are you okay?" I asked but he didn't speak he just lied there not moving but he was breathing on his own, and the color had come back to his face. His body was soon warm again and now he was lie-n peacefully on his bed his chest moving in and out with each breath he took. I keep hold of his hand and I didn't plan on letting go at all that night. I stayed right there by his side all night. My heading bobbing up and down from sleepiness, my eyes blood shot and burning. I finally went to sleep but I slept right there beside him. When I finally woke I found him still alseep. The light was shinning through his window gently shinning on his face. I stood up and lean over and kissed him on the forehead and I walked into the bathroom. I walked in and a sudden chill came over me when I saw the white substance still on the counter. I picked it up and tossed it into the trashcan that sat next to the sink. I grab and was cloth and wet it with warm water and walked over to Tay. I ran it over his pale colored face and then sat down in a chair next to his bed.
" Hey baby. How are you? God…Im sorry." I said breaking down into tears as I saw my baby lie-n before me in the shape he was in. I couldn't help it, My mouth opened and I started to sing ….
" Love wondered inside. Stronger that you, stronger that I, and now that it has begun. We cannot turn back, we can only turn into one. I won't ever be to far away to feel you and I won't hesitate at all, when ever you call. And Ill always remember , the part of you so tender. I'll be the one to catch your fall, when ever you call. And I am truly inspired, finding my soul. There in your eyes, and you have opened my heart. And lifted me inside by showing me yourself undisguised. And I wont ever be to far away to feel you and I wont hesitate at all whenever you call. And Ill always remember the part of you so tender. Ill be the one to catch your fall, whenever you call. And I will breath for you each day comfort you through all the pain gently kiss you fears away. You can turn to me and cry always understand that I give you all I am inside. And I wont ever be to far away to feel you and I wont hesitate at all whenever you call."
" I got up and ran, I ran down stairs then through the back door. I ran into the woods tears flowing down my face, pushing limbs out of my way and running through the darken wooded area. I tripped and fell to the ground. I lied there and screamed getting up on my knees. I cried and screamed some more. I couldn't take it. The pain of loving Taylor and the pain of leaving him. I couldn't deal with it. I fell to my knees and then to the ground in front of me. Gripping the dirt beneath my hands cry-n wishing It could be the same. I walked inside and saw that he was still asleep. I sat down next to him and reached over to touch his hand when he woke up….