there ain't nothing like the feeling
of being lost in another
there ain't nothing like the feeling
of someone who cares
an arm around your shoulder
a hand in yours
a kiss on the cheek
none at all would do
id that was all it took
the thought of comfort is comfort enough
but when you see it everywhere
everywhere but here
everywhere but yours
something you threw away such a short time ago
you start to wonder what's it's all for
what it's all about
why i bothered with all i went through
the lonely nights can comfort a lonely heart
but the thought of what i am missing makes it hard
the thought of what i threw away and what i almost had
makes it harder
the thought of what everyone has
everyone but me
makes it hardest
the thought and the ignorance and the
reminder hurts most of all
don't remind me.
don't tell me
don't show me and point it out in exquisite
words and phrases and beautiful flowing
letters of love
you wouldn't understand
you don't know
you'll never be me
you'll never see from my side
i've been to that place where everyone thinks
they want to be
but noone has the courage to go
becasue i almost didn't
and now i'm here,
above everyone else
past everyone else
past all that sentimental
longing and hope and childplay
i long for a touch
but not what i hoped for before
i long for a touch that might stay
and i know it never will
i long for what cannot be
because i have lost
for life