i feel trapped by something. Something is holding me back, trapping me in a cage of fear. I can't see the steel bars, but I know they're there. My heart feels them; bumps into them when I try to think. but i can't stay right here forever. I have to move. I have to go somewhere. it would look dumb just sitting here forever, facing this curved and twisting stone, twisting like my head and my heart are at this very moment. i am so confused. i don't know whether to move or leave or flee like a scared rabbit in the wild. It's reflexes. they control me more than i control myself. I'M SCARED!!