everywhere all around
you see the things
and soak the sights in
yourself fugitive, all over
blending in
"quit while you're ahead" dec01 


but i don't see the end
too into it
and everything just seems to standstill 
somehow i'll find a way
drag my feet off a cliff
falling into oblivion
but the rush!
"bad advice" dec06


feel the rush again
as it washes over you
cleanses you anew
what can i say?
the chorals are singing a new song
a new day, a new dawn
as notes chime in the distance
got to make a way
for more room
more joy to fill my heart
"pieces of the cold sky" dec15


what can i say anymore
and what has been thaught to me?
feel so afraid, to stumble another
which of us will walk away
how will i lose myself again
and find it all once and forevermore
your words to me
sing and soothe the tempest of senses
they raise a glory more than mortal
is it about getting lost
or being found?
"worship" dec23


give it up
you'll never be free from it
for what seems to the infinte time
everything rushes back 
into a dead zone
weighing you down, the pressure's on
exhale, and your body caves in
it'll suffocate your lungs
interogate the terror playing in your mind
and don't stare out into the bleak black dawn
"a logistical nightmare" dec28


any last words?
did you say all you want to say
because we'll never get another shot
do all that you need
what you have
you gave
what's on the table
i'll take
how i wished the heaviness would just
turn itself into light
no more guilt
and i didn't have to worry about what
i said yesterday
speech that don't hurt
feelings that don't break your heart
affection that didn't sting
so don't go claiming the world and her daughters
the suns stop shining tomorrow
"bemoaned" dec31

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