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1. Precious Declaration
3:39 (Roland)

Hitched a ride to the peaceful side of town

Then proceeded where thieves were no longer found

Can't crash now I've been waiting for this

Won't crash now I found some encouragement

Precious declaration reads

Yours is yours and mine you leave alone now

Precious declaration says

I believe all hope is dead no longer

New meanings to the words I feed upon

Wake within my veins elements of freedom

Can't break now I've been living for this

Won't break now I'm cleansed with hopefulness

Precious declaration says

Yours is yours and mine you leave alone now

Precious declaration says

I believe all hope is dead no longer

Once I jumped thru hoops of fire

High and far as you required

I was blind but now I see

Salvation has discovered me
2. Listen
4:13 (Roland)

Hey you're now thirsty

Walking in the desert all alone

Hey you're now searching

Lost in isolation from your soul

The bullets you bite

From the pain you request

You're finding harder to digest

And the answers you seek

Are the ones you destroy

Your anger's well deployed

Hey why can't you listen

Hey why can't you hear

Hey why can't you listen

As love screams everywhere

Hey you now hunger

Feeding your mind with selfishness

Hey you now wander

Aimlessly around your consciousness

Your prophecies fail

And your thoughts become weak

Silence creates necessity

You're clothing yourself

In the shields of despair

Your courage now impaired

You crucify all honesty

No signs you see do you believe

And all your words just twist and turn

Reviving just to crash and burn

You're fighting till the bitter end

If only your heart could open up

And listen
3. Maybe
4:08 (Roland)

The sky now divides

To bring you back into the fold

Welcome home

Still my need to recognize

Any comfort you may show

Only grows

Guess I'll learn to accommodate

While my heart just sits and waits

Maybe God you found

Maybe is all that you can offer now

Where am I to take refuge

When the storms of pain release

Shelter me

This blessedness of life

Sometimes brings me to my knees

I call on thee

I have not the words to write

A Farewell to you tonight

Maybe God you found

Maybe is all that you can offer now

I know hearts are weeping

While your voice is now singing

On high, angel on high

(Song In memory of Kib Browning)
4. Full Circle
4:06 (Roland)

Drowning to discover

I'd swim but then why bother

Wrestled with decisions

And fools with their opinions

One fine morning I'll awake

To sleep some more

To define my premonitions

Last judgement and conditions

I'd have to dig in my emotions

Then relinquish my devotion

One fine morning I'll awake

Then hope to learn

One fine morning I'll awake

To love's return

Round and Round and Round

I believe love goes Round and Round

Round and Round and Round

I believe love comes Round and Round

Singing the rendition

Of hope in my condition

Caught up in defending

That truth is never ending

One fine morning I'll awake

Then reaffirm

One fine morning I'll awake

To love's return
5. Blame
4:40 (Roland)

You pushed me down

For all the world to see

I guess that's your price

For my loyalty

So while you're tasting sin

And swallowing pain

Don't look at me

To take your blame

When you're willing to render

To the guilt you concede

When truth is your reason

Then lay that blame on me

When you unveil a conscience

And with peace you agree

When love is your constant

Then lay that blame on me

You lay me out

In hopes that I'd wilt away

But strength rained down

And love provided shade

So while the pageant of lies

Still glow from your tongue

Don't blame me for

Your Kingdom Come

Question your answers

Truth has no anger

Gather up your words

Redemption now offered
6. Disciplined Breakdown
2:53 (Roland)

I never ever can remember

All the things that go bump in the night

Quietness uncovers

Betrayal now hovers

And my comfort levels not quite right

I'd love to stay and evaluate

But my torture can't wait

It seems I'm losing ground

Welcome all to my disciplined breakdown

I never ever can decipher

Who listens to the words I say

While I sense I'm searching

I never know who's lurking

To scare my sacred thoughts away

I'd love to hang and chat a while

But my mind's become vile

It seems I'm losing ground

Welcome all to my disciplined breakdown

I never ever can contribute

To finding all the faults that sustain

Never mind the answers

To who spreads the cancer

When the questioning of why remains

I'd love to sit and rationalize

But my tongue's become dry

It seems I'm losing ground

Welcome all to my disciplined breakdown

Breakdown Reality

Breakdown my ability to get it back

Breakdown honestly

Breakdown now deliver me

From all this madness and all this agony
7. Forgiveness
5:01 (Roland)

In my silence I would love to forget

But restitution hasn't come quite yet

And with one accord I keep moving forth

I stretch my heart to heal some more

It used to be all I'd want to learn

Was wisdom trust and truth

But now all I really want to learn

Is forgiveness for you

As my seasons change I've now grown to know

When one's heart creates, one's soul doesn't owe

So I wash away stains of yesterday

Then tempt my heart with love's display
8. Link
3:03 (Roland)

I'm sleeping to encompass myself

I wake up then distribute what's left

With my anger well defused

The link to love I now may choose

With my heart no more abused

The link of love I now may use

I'm sleeping to develop myself

I wake up then relinquish what's left

With my anger well diffused

The link to love I now may choose

With my heart no more abused

The link of love I now may use

I was caught by your lies spinning

then was saved by truth's opinion

All's quiet now
9. Giving
3:06 (Roland)

Giving me cause so I may yearn

Giving me words so I may learn

I want more I want more

Giving me thoughts that I may keep

Giving me dreams so I may sleep

I want more I want more

Still all I need is love

So give me more

Giving me calm to fall into

Giving me hope to guide me thru

I want more I want more

Giving me light to see thru tears

Giving me strength to crush my fears

I want more I want more

Still all I need is love

So give me more

I won't break you down

I won't bring you down anymore

Giving me choice so I may seek

Giving me faith so I'll believe

I want more I want more

Giving me breath of your mercy

Giving yourself to comfort me

I want more I want more

Still all I need is love

So give me more
10. In Between
4:02 (Roland)

In between us

Good and evil wait

To lie beside us

In our bed we make

In between us

Caution never heeds

We prey on weakness

Then beg for sympathy

In between words

Silence parades so confusion is heard

Our voices afraid

To speak up and reassure

So in between words we remain

In between

In between us

Hope we've yet to see

We long for healings

But the scars never leave

Silence fills the void

Of love and hate

An effective tool

When used to separate

Now separate
11. Crowded Head
3:39 (Roland)

All the words that I want to hear

Are distorted by your weaknesses and fear

And your lies that I push away

I might accept them on your good self pity day

All of your sadness is crowded in my head

All of your madness is crowded in my head

And the peace that I really need

You substitute it for your policy of greed

Still your pride always suffocates

Any truth that your heart might want to make

All of your sadness is crowded in my head

All of your madness is crowded in my head

With all your static

I can't distinguish between what's being said

I have no room for this

You see I'm living with a crowded head

And the path that I needed shown

You left me stranded in the darkness all alone

All the promises you fed to me

I'm now choking from their taste of cruelty

All of your sadness is crowded in my head

All of your madness is crowded in my head
12. Everything
3:46 (Roland)

With the faces I now wear

It's only proof my thoughts

Have become impaired

And the courage I shall build

Stands at distance still

Everything is physical

Everything takes precedence

Everything's admissible

Everything is evident

And this comfort I've designed

Will only stay intact until

The truth I find

As some answers fly around

No cure have I found

Guide me, save me, teach me

I need to learn from this

Hold me, soothe me my Love

The reflection I now see

Is always trying to blind

And discourage me

But my patience shall prevail

And myself as well

Everything is comfortable

Everything's a brighter shade

Everything is suitable

Everything is KOOL-AID
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