Zac had brought them to a little cabin near the parking lot. It was hidden in trees.
"How on EARTH did you find this place Zac??"
"I was just exploring one day and I found it."
"How do we get in?"
"There's a window." He led her around back, and opened the only window that the small
shelter had.
"I won't be able to get in there. I can barely reach it!"
"I can help you." He cupped his hands for her. She stepped into them timidly and he
hoisted her up. She held herself on the ledge, and Zac put his hands on her @$$ and helped her up
more. "God Kait, how much do you weigh??"
"Are you saying I'm heavy???" She climbed in and dropped to the floor. Zac hauled
himself in and dropped to the floor.
"Actually, you're REALLY light!"
"Well thanks. I guess. I weigh 88 pounds."
"WHOA! That's like, NOTHING!!"
"This place is odd." She changed the subject and looked around. It was like stepping into
a new past world. There were a few dust caked wood shelves, a small closet with the door hanging
off, and a bed with one broken leg and a blue and white striped mattress. There was a pile of old
blankets or rags or something in the far corner.
"Here, let's sit." Zac pulled the mattress off of the bed, dusted it off, and layed it on the
floor. He sat down and patted his lap.
"Would you be hurt if I would rather lay next to you?"
"No. I'd rather you lay ON me, but you don't have to." She smiled and layed by him on
her stomach. He moved so that he was on his stomach right next to her. His hair hung in his face
and stuck to his sweaty neck.
"Here Zeus." She sat on his back and pulled his hair back into a ponytail with the pink
scrunchie she always carried on her wrist.
"Thank you." She got off of him and layed down again. He leaned over to kiss her. She
turned her head so that he kissed her cheek. "Where did you get Zeus from?" He was kind of
disappointed that he hadn't gotten her mouth.
"I don't know. Zeus is the Greek love god, and your names both start with Z."
"Oh. Are you going to answer my question now?"
"What question?" She turned onto her side and faced him. He did the same to her. She
reached over and slid her hand underneath his shirt and softly rubbed his stomach. It was kind of
damp from sweat.
"When you think you'll be ready to have sex."
"Oh. I don't know."
"But you aren't ready yet?"
"No, not yet."
"I am."
"No you aren't."
"Yeah I am."
"Zac, you aren't ready. I was 12 my first time, and I wasn't ready at ALL."
"I think I am."
"Zac. If I do this," she moves her hand around to his ass and rubs it once, then moves it
to the front and slides her fingers down the front of his pants, then she puts her hand back on his
stomach, "Does it make your breath catch and your stomach flutter?"
"Yeah."
"You aren't ready."
"But Kay, you ALWAYS do that to me! When I LOOK at you I feel funny.
You're beautiful and SO amazing!" He put his hand on her cheek and rubbed it. Then he moved
it to her ear and rubbed it a little. "I love you. And maybe I'm NOT ready for sex, but I love
you SO much, and I want a deeper bond. I want to fell like I'm the same person as you, even
though I could NEVER get anywhere CLOSE to being as wow as you."
"Zac, I don't know what to say to that. I feel like I've known you forever, but really
I've known you less than a week. I like you a lot, but I don't know if I could love you yet."
His hand slid off of her cheek and tears slowly welled up in his eyes.
"So I'm just another boyfriend to you? I'm not special at all?"
"That's not it. You mean so much to me. I just can't say it." She scooted closer to him
so that their bodies touched. Tears slid down Zac's face unceasingly. He sniffed.
"You do love me? You just can't say it?"
"I don't KNOW if I love you yet. Don't cry. You'll make ME cry."
"I don't want you to cry." He wiped his tears off and sniffed again. Tears slid down
her face anyway. "Don't cry."
"You started it." They both laughed and Zac wrapped his arms around her. When they
broke out of their embrace, Zac wiped away her tears, then his own.
"It's hot in here."
"Take off your shirt."
"If you take off your's."
"I'm not hot. And besides, we just talked about this stuff."
"Okay then, how about this, you take off MY shirt."
"I can handle that." She pulled his shirt off. Then she layed her hand on his stomach.
"Why do you like my stomach so much? It's chubby."
"I guess it's a fetish. Your stomach's not THAT chubby."
"Yeah it is. I like your ears." He moved closer and started to lick her ear.
"ZAC!"
"What?"
"You're licking my ear!"
"I know. I like your ears. They're cute." He continued to lick her ear slowly.
"Does this mean that I get to lick your tummy?"
"You can!" She pulled away from him and pushed him onto his back. She kneeled next to
him stomach and started to lick him. "Oh my gawd! I didn't think you'd actually do it!" She
smiled and sat up. She stretched her arms over her head and dropped them to her sides. She looked
at Zac. "Don't stare at me."
"Why not?"
"Cuz."
"You're very cute. I have to."
"I'm CUTE??"
"Yeah!"
"Cute's for babies. I'm not a baby."
"You're my baby."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"I'm still not cute."
"Okay, you're hot."
"Uh-uh."
"Yeah you are. Scratch my back." She layed next to him and he sat on her, stratling her
@$$. He started scratching over her shirt.
"Why am I doing this?"
"Cuz it feels good, and you're a nice boyfriend. You can go under my shirt."
"Huh?"
"You can scratch under my shirt. Or take it off if you want. I guess." Zac pulled her
shirt off and started scratching again. Kait layed her head on her arms.
"If I do this, you have to answer some questions."
"Okay."
"Who are the other guys you slept with?"
"Tyler Collins, Josh Geffen, and Mat Coom."
"Why were you ready with them, and not me?"
"I wasn't ready with Tyler. I THOUGHT I was ready with Josh, then again I
was DRUNK at the time, and with Mat I was kind of ready, and I went out with him for a
while. But I want our first time to be really special."
"You drink?"
"Not anymore."
"You were a wild chick, huh?"
"I cleaned up my act since then." He just scratches her back a little.
"You shouldn't have."
"Shouldn't have what?"
"Cleaned up your act."
"God DAMN you Zac!! All you think about is f-cking me!!" She jumped up and
pulled on her shirt.
"Kait-wait-"
"SHUT UP ZACHARY!!" She jumped out the window and ran away. Zac put
his face in his hands. He had screwed up again.
