Standing on a street in downtown Budapest, Molly Parker and
Ralph Fiennes sip Hungarian champagne from plastic cups. It is late
morning. They have just wrapped their final scene together in The
Taste of Sunshine, a sprawling period epic being produced in Hungary
by Canada's Robert Lantos. Parker has spent the previous four weeks
pretending she is married to Fiennes, on camera at least. And now
she is flying off to London, to play someone else's wife in someone else's
movie. Fiennes seems genuinely sad to see her go. "Molly's
wonderful," he says. "I'm sorry we haven't had more scenes together.
There's this spontaneous quality of truth about her which has brought something
quite special to the film." And Istvan Szabo, The Taste of Sunshine's
director, is effusive. "Molly has this incredible radiance," he says.
"It's not something you can learn. You either have it or you don't.
What I really like to do is make a film with Molly as the lead."
Molly Parker seems to have an effect on people.
She first turned heads in the most unlikely fashion-suspending disbelief
with her uncannily sympathetic portrayal of a necrophile in Kissed
(1996), Canadian movie adapted from a short story by Barbara Gowdy.
The performance won her a Genie and rave reviews from around the world.
Since then, Parker has been busy, to say the least. Last year, she
cozied up to the couch potato Don McKellar in CBC's Twitch City.
As a congressional candidate's lover, she has congress with Billy Crudup
in Waking the Dead, a film produced by Jodie Foster's company and
due out next spring. In The Ladies Room, filmed last summer,
she gets to be "the hot young thing" (her words)- a stage actress who steals
the Husband of a diva played by Lorraine Bracco. In Snarl Up,
a Michael Winterbottom movie now shooting in England, she adopts a South
London accent to portray a Brixton woman about to give birth. And
she has been summoned to audition for directors such as Martin Scorsese.
But Hollywood is having trouble figuring her out.
This 26-year-old actress-born in Pitt Meadows, B.C., near Vancouver- blithely
turns down movies like Godzilla. Does she want to be a serious
actress or a star? In Budapest, Parker is a bit of both. She
has a serious role in a serious film. But she also gets to walk down
the aisle with Ralph Fiennes, the man who put the English in The English
Patient- then unwind with him after work. "We hang out," she
says. "He's just a guy. He's just a person who wants to eat
good food and be with friends and be normal." The cast members, she
adds, "make up a family. We all have dinners together and go dancing.
It's been so much fun."
The night before her last day on set, Parker shows
up for dinner at a slightly stuffy restaurant beside the Danube.
She is dressed up in an unassuming way: black pants and a white lace top,
which she continually rearranges around her bare shoulders. Her hair
curls into a Forties coif. Her skin is pale. And with just
a whisper of make-up, she risks looking plain, which makes her classical
beauty all the more striking.
Scanning the menu, she passes on the caviar ("Ever
since I've been here, I've been doing Russian caviar like a little starlet")
and orders chicken paprika, a Hungarian standard. Parker admits to
feeling a little down. That afternoon, she and Fiennes shot a poignant
scene in which their characters-Hungarian Jews who have been converted
to Catholicism-see each other for the last time before being led to their
separate deaths in the Nazi camps. By then, her character knows that
her husband has been having an affair with his brother's wife.
Parker has just one line in the scene-"Do you still
want to be married to me?" (He answers yes.) "It makes me so sad
what happens to these people," she says. "It's one thing to sit in
Canada and read the script and say, 'Oh, yes, I know about the Holocaust.'
But it's a long way away, and a long time ago. And then to be here-not
to be melodramatic, but sometimes I look at the Danube and think, Christ,
they locked Jews up, shot them and threw them in the river."
The actress recalls filming a scene in which the
SS takes her character to the Jewish ghetto. She walked onto the
set, a courtyard filled with 100 extras playing detainees. "They'd
been sitting there for hours and looked totally haggard-all in black and
with big yellow stars," she says. "It just looked so real.
I know it's only a movie. But afterwards I wept a bit as I was walking
back to my trailer, and this Hungarian girl who works in wardrobe came
up to me and said, 'What's wrong? You don't like your dress?'
I said, 'No, no, it's not that. I like my dress. It's just
that it's so sad.' And she said, 'Why are you crying about history?'
And I felt like such an asshole in a way, the North American actress who,
like, has a little cry."
Parker's emotions-undercut by a savvy self-awareness-ride visibly close
to the surface, which is what makes her such an intriguing presence on-screen.
The first time she met Fiennes was at a screen test in London last January,
and "I was very, very nervous, "she recalls. "It was a serious screen
test. The cinematographer was there. It was lit. There
was sound. We went through hair and makeup. And I had to do
an English accent-in London." Szabo filmed her with Fiennes for over
an hour. It was an argument scene, and the director pushed them through
it a dozen times, wanting it louder and angrier with each take, until they
were both screaming.
"Then he stopped," Parker recalls. "He said,
'Wait, wait, there's a problem because the character you're playing would
have had a corset on.' So he ran out and came back with this scarf
and tied it around my chest, cinching it really tightly. Then said,
'Do it again, louder!' I couldn't breathe. I immediately began
to blow my voice; I felt it crack. I started coughing and said something
about just getting over a cold. But all I could think was, 'Oh my
God, I'm auditioning with incredible theatre actor, and I've blown my voice
in a film audition. He's going to think I'm shit." As
it turned out, the role she was testing for went to English actress Jennifer
Ehle, but Szabo was so impressed he found Parker another spot in the cast.
She grew up on what she calls "a hippie farm" with
parents who owned a seafood store in rural British Columbia. She
studied ballet from the age of 3 before hanging up her point shoes at 17.
Discovering drama in high school, she passed up acting scholarships after
graduation to spend three years at Vancouver's Gastown Actors' Studio.
And after a string of TV roles, her career took off with the necrophile
notoriety of Kissed. Parker says she dislikes shooting sex
scenes- "There are two things you can do on film where everybody knows
you're lying: love scenes and death scenes." In Kissed, however,
she managed to do both in the same breath and remain strangely credible.
Parker now lives in Toronto with her partner, Matt
Bissonnette, a film-maker now shooting his first feature. But she
spends much of her life jetting off to auditions in Los Angeles, London-and
New York City, where she read for Scorsese. A huge fan of the director,
Parker was thrilled to hear he had seen Kissed and was considering
her for a part in Bringing Out the Dead, a Paul Schrader script
about a Hell's Kitchen paramedic played by Nicolas Cage. As the actress
sat in the waiting room of his office on Park Avenue, she was unbearably
anxious. "I couldn't stop moving," she recalls. "I was writhing
around in this chair. And the receptionist looked at me and said
in this thick Brooklyn accent, 'Honey, you're so nervous.'
I said, "I know, I just can't help it.' And she said, 'Well, baby,
this is the big time."
A casting director ushered Parker into Scorsese's
office and left her alone. She scanned the bookshelves and saw rows
of tall volumes with titles like Mean Streets, Raging Bull
and Goodfellas-leather -bound scripts of his films. "At that
moment," says Parker, "I literally had this thought, 'I'm not going going
to the audition, I'm not meeting Martin Scorsese. I'm just going
to steal all of these and take them home with me.' "
Then she was invited to meet the director in his
private screening room. "He's really talkative and enthusiastic and
he starts talking about Toronto and the Band and Robbie Robertson and shooting
The Last Waltz. And I'm thinking, 'Man you're so cool.'
We talked about Neil Young and all the cool Canadians." Then after
a long chat, her nerves were soothed and she did the audition, which went
well.
In the end, Scorsese hired Patricia Arquette for
the role. "But it was wonderful," says Parker. "If I'd gotten
that part I think I would have fallen down and died because I was already
so ecstatic about just having got the audition. It was so OK."
Parker's blue-green eyes glow with an enthusiasm that is so unaffected-
the radiance of a rising star who still appreciates the simple pleasures
of being a fan.