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Title: Change of Attitude (1/?)
Author:anon462
Prompt # 7: Dreams
Warnings: NC-17, m/f
Summary: Set in S6, after Doublemeat Palace, then goes AR.

As her orgasm rippled through her body, carrying her back to heaven, the muscles in Buffys pussy tightened around Spikes cock and brought him to his own completion. Even through her hyper aroused state she could feel Spikes cock inside of her as it pulsed heavy spurts of cum deep within her. For several moments that seemed to stretch out forever a sense of joy swept through her mind and body. But when she turned her head toward Spike she saw it in his eyes, the love and hope that he couldn’t hide from her in moments like this, and reality came crashing down again. She wasn’t in heaven, she was with Spike, backed up against the tree in her front yard as he held her tightly, trying to extend what they had just shared for a few moments longer.

Turning her head away to avoid looking into his eyes, Buffy pushed on Spikes chest, forcing him to release his hold on her and his cock to slip free from her pussy. Bending her knees she reached down till she felt the elastic tops of her panties and uniform pants bunched around her ankles, straightening she pulled them up around her waist. Shame washed over her as Buffy pushed away from Spike and hurried across the yard and up the steps to her front door. Searching her coat pocket she pulled out her keys and opened the door. Buffy heard Spike say her name softly, but she refused to look back. Stepping inside she turned to close the door behind her, catching one last glimpse of Spike. His eyes were closed and his head was thrown back in anguish, but in the light of the moon on his face she could see the tracks of his tears. Pushing the door fully closed to cut off her view another wave of shame washed over her, and with it overwhelming guilt.

Dropping her coat on the floor, Buffy slowly climbed the stairs to her bedroom. She knew she needed to take a shower, but she was to worn out. She was also vaguely afraid that a shower would wake her body up and deprive her of the sleep she desperately needed. Four hours sleep the night before, plus a twelve hour shift at the DMP and three more patrolling, then Spike, had her body trembling with exhaustion. Standing next to her bed she stripped her cloths off and let them drop to the floor. Pulling back the sheet and blanket she crawled naked into her bed. Turning on her side she pulled the covers up around her and closing her eyes she attempted to slip into sleep before her mind could start punishing her again with more thoughts of shame and guilt.

As she laid there trying not to think, trying to go to sleep, she could feel something running down the front and back of her upper thigh. At first she tried to ignore the sensation, until she recognized what it was, Spikes cum leaking out of her pussy. Without conscious thought her right hand moved down between her legs until her fingers were at the opening of her vagina. Pressing her two middle fingers deep up inside, opening herself, she could feel the flow of Spikes cum escaping onto her fingers, coating them. Wispy thoughts came to the surface of her mind. How was it that when Spike came inside of her she could always feel it? Her memories of her one night with Angel, and then with Parker, carried no remembrance of similar sensations. But more than that, with all the times that she had had sex with Riley, she could never remember, even once, of feeling him cum inside of her. But with Spike, from the very first time, and every times after that, she had always felt it as his cock pulsed and spurted heavy loads of cum deep inside of her womb.

On the verge of sleep, Buffy withdrew her fingers from her pussy and brought her hand up to her face. Her fingers were coated with Spikes cum and her own vaginal juices. Holding her curled finger directly in front of her nose she could smell their blended essence. Hesitantly the tip of her tongue touched her wet fingers, then with less hesitation she slipped them into her mouth as she licked and sucked their blended spending’s from her fingers. With the taste of Spikes cum in her mouth Buffys fingers slipped from her mouth. Her fingers closed into a loose fist that she unconsciously pressed against her lips.

For the rest of the night and late into the morning Buffy slept peacefully. Throughout her hours of sleep her fingers had remained pressed against her lips as she breathed in Spikes scent. Not once during the night did she slip into the nightmare of her resurrection and digging herself out from her grave. Nor did she find herself plagued by dreams of shame or guilt. Instead, her mind was filled with erotic dreams of kissing, licking and sucking on Spikes cock as he came in her mouth again and again and again.

tbc?

Change of Attitude - Dreams