Forever Released
Restless pain
I have yet to release
I'm sorry I never said goodbye
I guess I could have done,
just a little more
to open your eyes
and let you see the light I held that warm day.
Your face surround me in my sleep,
Always in my dreams,
Seemingly in my thoughts at every day.
How were we to know?
What was to come that painful August Day?
An Angel on this earth
Taken so quickly away
A moments notice
The snap of a finger
The turn of a switch
You are gone.
Cold August Morning,
the phone I hate to this day
For bringing me the sorrow
The loss that can never be taken away
My body numb all over
Your voice still lingers in my mind
A solemn crystal palace
Awaiting you in the sky
Why I breathe so deeply
Your presence so known
Telling me to comfort,
Everyone you've known.
Why did you have to go, and leave me in this place?
Children asking questions, still wondering why to this day.
Frightening thoughts brought unto everyone.
Mixed emotions felt by none.
Tears still linger in this place
A car so harmless
Took away your life
Tore you from this place
And left in return
An empty space.
Nineteen and gone.
Never to live on.
An Angel in your own time
You will always linger in my mind
Your face still haunts my faith
Your voice so close
Yet so far away
Your warm embrace,
now cold.
Gone forever from this place.
Tears shed for you.
So many,
yet none in vain.
I miss your warm smile
My hands still tremble,
My stomach still turns.
And tears are still yet to be released
Help me heal
Tell me why you're gone.
Nineteen and taken away
Please come home
And linger in your space
How I miss you so.
~ECW
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