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Your Name

Still looking at your name
Written upon my hands
Engraved with such anxiety
Time has yet to succumb these feelings
I can't quite grasp
The indefinite feelings that u make me feel
Everytime i hear your name
You smile so faint in my memory
I can hear your words so calmly
Tell me how much you care
The pain i felt
The moment i found u truly don't care
Hurt me so
Everything i had put on the line
Given up morality and trust
Loss of conciousness
So many tears shed in your name
How many times
Did your calls soothe my pains
Echo sweet words into my weaking body
Help me through the endless mazes of confusion
Longing for a love
That still has yet to come
Forgeting won't come easy

I wish it would
to leave my memory forever
I wish it would

Yet everytime i think of your beautiful eyes
I hear those words you spoke so dear
And everytime i turn and see your beat up picture
My heart cringes
Tears do come into my eyes
And with every thought
Of your effortless hair
Your hands so sweet returning the perfection
Into relentless perfection
My breathe does stop
And the quiten creeps into my soul
I always seem to see you in my picturesque dreams
My calming emptiness
My wonder on wonder
I know it is the time
Deeply attached to you
In such a short time
And with every step I take
It all feels wrong, every part of it
I know within my mind
It is truly the right thing to do
yet deep within my heart
I know I should have called
to tell you how much that kiss meant
And tell you what your words meant to me
And how much the silence hurt
And i know from heaven above
the way i feel is true.