Secrets, Lies, and Other Acts of Love
Chapter Seven: A Deal With The Devil
Lucky Spencer is afraid. More afraid than he can remember being his whole life.He feels numb and cold, his mind barely registers the hard steel of the gun along his head.
All he sees is her, fragile and vulnerable, but trying so hard to stay calm. He wonders if anyone else in the room can hear the fear in her voice.
They had come so far. She was finally beginning to trust him. She had told him the truth. And he had let this happen. He had bet the world on the belief that he could keep
her safe. What a fool he had been!
God, please dont let them hurt her....the words march across his head like a prayer or a benediction.
He doesnt know if it will do any good. He only knows that Helena Cassadine has sprung her trap and that he and Emily are well and truly caught.
Emily forces herself to relax even though her head is spinning and the fear inside her is overwhelming. She has been through a lot in the last month and her body and mind
are both near the breaking point. She nearly died from gunshot wounds, fled across the country when she should have been in the hospital, and tried all the while to keep a lid on
the secrets she had kept so long. And then last night had happened, she had broken down and finally told Lucky the truth- everything. She had finally let her guard down.
And look what happened next. Helena Cassadine, the monster she had spent seven years hiding from, was standing in front of her while her assistant held a gun to Luckys head. She broke her silence and now someone else is going to die because of her. Lucky is going to die because of her. All her fault.
She cant let it happen. She cant give in to her fear and panic. She has to think. She has to come up with a way to protect her son and keep Lucky safe. No matter what
the cost. What was it Luke told her once. Failure is not an option for the Spencers.
Well not for her either.
Think Emily. What else was it Luke used to say? Know your enemy. What did she know about Helena? What mattered to the old bitch? Family to a point. Greed. Her ego. Play on her weaknesses Emily. Does she have any weakness? Oh God if she does let me find them and use them. Let me keep them safe. Please.
Why Emily, my dear, Helenas cultured tone had the effect of fingernails on a blackboard to Emilys tortured nerves. How nice to see you again. Have you been enjoying your reunion with young Mr. Spencer.
Emily doesnt look at Lucky. She cant. If she does she will fall to pieces and neither of them will make it. Instead she turns her back on Helena (not unlike turning her
back on a Cobra) and casually heads to the kitchen. Can I get you something? she asks as formally polite as Helena had been. Coffee? Orange Juice? Arsenic?
Helena laughs. No thank you. Shall we discuss our business? I believe we have some mutual interests.
Emily shakes her head. Its been a while since Ive checked, but I think all of my portfolio is still tied up in ELQ. I just cant see Grandfather allowing me to invest my
money in any Cassadine enterprise. Emily takes a sip of her tea.
Helena is getting annoyed, but forces herself to remain calm. I do wish you would be a little more cooperative.
Cooperative?, Emily lets out a little laugh. Is that what you want me to be-cooperative? Tell me how you think having me shot, following me across the country, and
then breaking into the house Im staying at and holding my friend at gunpoint is meant to win my cooperation. Helena, really- most people would have sent flowers or tried flattery
Well, if you wont cooperate maybe your friend, Lucky isnt it?, can be persuaded to be more helpful. Perhaps if Jacob was to provide some instruction...
Helena gestures and the man Jacob pushes the gun further into the side of the head and pulls back the safety.
I wouldnt do that. There is a cold hard edge to Emilys tone that Lucky has never heard. She is sitting on a barstool at the kitchen table, casually playing with a small,
deadly looking knife. While they watch, she runs the knifes dull side across her wrists like a lovers caress.
Oh, God....Emily....dont..
She smiles, but the smile is dead and completely devoid of warmth. I wouldnt do that, she repeats her words, all the while playing with the knife. First off, I dont think
Luke would appreciate your hurting his son. Who knows, it might tempt him to start a whole new Spencer- Cassadine feud. Lots of blood everywhere. Revenge killings. Nasty
headlines in the press. That sort of thing cant be good for business. Not to mention that it would be pointless, since Lucky cant tell what he doesnt know. She looks up at
Helena. Please let me have gotten better at lying since I was a kid. I havent told him the truth. Not him. Not anyone. Its my secret. All of it is my secret. Who knows it might just
stay my secret until the day I die... The words trail off and hang in the air.
Why should I believe you? Helena scoffs. Youve been together for weeks and he doesnt know?
Helena, Helena, Emily still holds the knife, the blade is actually warming to her touch. All of these years and you dont trust me? I told my brother I was on the run from
a drug dealer. With my history he bought it. Of course it might have helped that hes brain damaged and a little naive, Forgive me please Jason. Emily forces herself to continue,
Lucky offered to help me hide out. Thats all. In fact, if you would have waited 24 hours Lucky would have been on his way to San Diego and it would have just been the two of us. A private part of sorts.
You see I may have been stupid when I was a kid, but Im grown up now. I know what would happen if I told anyone- you proved that to me in San Francisco three years
ago. Emilys eyes cloud over. He was just a kid you know. An incredibly naive kid who thought he was helping me like some knight out of a fantasy. Only the dragon slew him.
The dragon and her team of dragonlets. Do you honestly think after that night that I would trust anyone again- or tell anyone the truth.
Lucky can feel the undercurrents in the air between the two women. They have almost forgotten his existence. He wants to know what she is talking about but realizes
from the look in her eyes that it is bad and so he asks no questions. Yet.
You know I had quite forgotten about that young boy, Helena turns to Jacob.
You remember he was how old..
Fourteen, Emily interrupts. Just a fourteen year old street kid who shared his home under an overpass with us, who tried to protect us, and who your men shot in cold
blood because he wouldnt reveal where we were hiding. And then they hung his body up as a warning for me. Well I got the message. .
Lucky wants to be sick. He had known that Emilys life had been bad for these last
years. But he hadnt known the details. How had she survived it?
But Im digressing, Emily continues. I havent really gotten to the most important reason that you are going to let Lucky go. Her heart is beating so fast she
wonders if the rest of the world can keep up. She feels unreal, out of touch, and totally on her own. The only reality is Helena. And the knife in her hand.
And what would that be my dear, Helena motions to Jacob and the pressure on
Luckys head is removed slightly.
Because if you dont, her voice is barely a whisper. If you dont let Lucky go, I will be forced to use this knife.
Im not afraid of a paltry knife. And if you have any more silly ideas, than I should warn you that Jacob is not the only man I brought with me. This place is heavily guarded.
There is no escape.
Oh, Helena, Emily speaks like a mother to a child. Of course there is no escape.
Ive known that from the beginning. No escapes just little delays. She straightens up and
goes to look at the window. Now that it is lighter outside she sees the men stationed at the
perimeter. But you misunderstood me... I dont intend to use this knife on you. She moves the knife until it lies against her neck. For the first time, there is fear in Helenas eyes. Emily smiles. You understand now, dont you? If anything happens to Lucky, I wont hurt you. I will use this knife to hurt myself. I will die. And die committing a sin nonetheless. But it will be worth it. Her eyes are clear and focused. If I die, my secrets die with me. All of them. Including the location of your precious Cassadine heir.
She isnt bluffing, Lucky realizes the fact at the same time Helena does. Shes
going to kill herself to keep her child safe. Whatever it takes, she had said to him only a
few hours ago.
I dont need you to find my great grandson, Helena responds. I have all the
Cassadine resources at my beck and call. I will find him in
How long will it take? Emily voice is soft. The knife is still at her neck. She is
amazed at how calm she is. She is no longer afraid, just impatient for it to be over. A
year? Two? Five? Ten? My son is already six Helena how long can you wait? Each year,
each month, each day that he stays out of your reach he becomes that much stronger, that
much able to resist you. Youve lost your chance to mold the infant. The child will be
harder to control. The teenager probably impossible. You are running out of time.
Helena is silent. Then, What are your terms?
You let Lucky go. Word of honor as a Cassadine. No strike that. You have no
honor. When I know Lucky is safe, I will take you to my child. I will take you to your
precious prize. And you will win the game, Emily looks down. God help us all
God, this time Helena laughs outright. My precious and foolish child. God has
nothing to do with this.
Emily waits, her heart in her throat. Please let her agree. Please let me protect
them. There is no sound in the room as they all wait.
Agreed, Helena says finally. She reaches into her pocket and pulls out a cell phone. She presses the button. This is Mrs. Cassadine. Have the helicopter ready. We
have company. She turns to Emily and motions for another assistant to enter and restrain
her. He lives. Now its time to live up to your side of the bargain.
Emily nods. She puts the knife down. She is almost out the door when she stops. I want to say goodbye.
Helena nods and the guy holding her releases her for a moment. Emily runs across
the living room to the couch where Lucky is still sitting, Jacob looming over him. She flings herself in his arms and he holds her.
Emily, dont do this. There has to be another way. Lucky is not sure whose tears
he feels run down his cheeks, her or his.
She shakes her head. There isnt. We both know it. Take care of yourself. I trust you Lucky. She reaches over and kisses him, lightly, gently, hesitantly on the lips. He
wants to hold her forever but Helenas goons grab her.
Thats enough of a goodbye. Very touching. Helenas voice is cold and
mocking. Jacob. Jacob turns to Lucky.
No! Emily screams. You promised.
You wanted him alive, Helena intones passionlessly as Jacob hits Lucky in the
head with the gun. You never said anything about what condition hes in.
Is he dead? Emily whispers.
Of course not, Helena answers. It wouldnt be fair of me to not live up to my
end of the bargain would it. Emily makes no answer as she is led out of the house. All she can see is Lucky lying unconscious. She hopes she made the right decision.
When Lucky wakes up, the first thing he does is check the time. It is nearly midnight. They have more than 12 hours lead on him. He could already be too late.
He grabs the cell phone off the couch and dials. His head is pounding and he his
vision is blurry. He forces himself to think.
Whoever you are its 3 A.M. in the morning so you better make it good?
Dad?
Cowboy?
Dad..I lost her...They have her...Helena has He cant finish his sentence.
There is silence for a second.
Are you okay?
Im fine.
Luke doesnt buy it, but he doesnt have the time to argue with Sir Galahad. If
Helena has Emily every second counts.
Ill call Jason. Are you coming home?
I want to go after her, but I dont know where to start.
Come home, cowboy. You, me, Jason, well save her.
Lucky is silent. He can still hear Emily. I trust you Lucky
Okay, Ill be home as soon as I can. I need to stop someplace first
Where? Luke is puzzled. What would be worth stopping for?
I have to go to San Diego and pick up something that belongs to Emily.