Two years agoA call that would changeI received a call.
my life
as well as my best friend's
FOREVER
It was just another day.The phone rangI wasn't prepared
for that call.
and the voice on the other end
made me want to cry.
I didn't want to believe himSo, I picked up the phonebut I knew it had to be true
and he wanted to tell her
but I said I should.
and dialed her number
by memory
and when she answered the phone
I told her to sit down.
I uttered three wordsI told her "Janelle, Ryan's died."that had changed my life
and would hers.
She accused me of lying
and she started crying
and I knew I couldn't
hold my tears any longer.
Just one phone call.Now it has been two yearsIt was only one phone call.
And it changed my life forever.
since he died
for the call came
two days after he died.
Two days too late.That call changed everythingToo late to tell him
how I cared
how I was his friend
how he was loved.
and for that I will never
be the same.