Hello

I?m feeling cheery considering I should be depressed. I?m letting my sadness be like a monkey in a pi?ata waiting with the candy hoping the kids don?t break through with a stick... Well I?m watching adult swim yet again. Hehehe this crap is funny. Yet not most of it. Commercials need to die!!! So do web advertisements!! yes always remember never to click on ads!!! NEVER!!!!

oh yes. I have updated my site a lot today. and I?m starting another page but I can only put text on it so it will be very, very not ummm.. what?s a good word for it.... not pictuerful. yea, yea I know that?s not even a word! o well. it will still be nice so u better visit it!!!!! I will put lots of nice text on it. I hate using HTML though. I really need Microsoft Front Page.

I think my garden will be on hold for a while or forever. I have to freaking save my money now cause I have to pay for my own tuition and such. U know i work hard and I'm going to be taking hard classes but now i wont even get to go to a really good school. This is very very unfair to me!!! I'm so worried now. i need like a billion scholarships and grants now. :'(
g2g for now....

tooday


lalala i'm sooo bored. I'm watching Aqua Teen Hungerforce. This show is so frigging funny and i'm not really sure why... hehehe i love the boost mobile phone commercials. the ones where the old people party. i do not get what peoples obbsession with scions is. they may have cool crap in them but i mean seriously they are ugly cars. i love meatwad frylock, but shake, he can just die i really don't care, the cold hearted @$$. heh heh one mans waste is another mans soap. and now shake is on the aliens space ship, hehe i don't think he'll find a way off... hmm, hubcaps aren't sleds. damnit damnit shake was on the escape pod. there are risks when u want ur lawn cut... man i'm bored........ hmmmmmm i'm sure i could find something to do but....i just don't want to.. damnit shake made his way back to earth..sigh. that jerk will never die... so. yea.. see this is why i shouldn't be allowed to get bored.. viruses suck, i deleted almost 40 last night, but i know they'll just come back, or more will come. i think i get hidden popups from my own site..crap i shouldn't have said that now i'm gonna loose fans, hehe fans riiiight!!! but i guess u can get them anywhere so my site really shouldn't get discriminated against. anyway... futurama was cool today too. but i've already seen this episode of inu-yasha. so immature, why is this series of cartoons called adult swim... i've eaten 3 candy canes today, left over from x-mas, uuughh toooo much sugar, need real food. man i really want the aqua teen hungerforce DVDS hehe 13 episodes of oddness to make me laugh like a frigging crazy person. hmmm overall i had a good day, stayed busy, swam, most importantly prayed to the gods using insense learned much about myself and what i need to do..well i'm out.

As of yesterday
I'm planning on building a Japanese Garden. I know its crazy, and expensive, but i must, I have a goal for once!!! I'll need funds though. i'm going to make mostly everything and get solar powered things. but its great cause i have a big piece of land to use so its like having a nice semi-blank piece of canvas that already has a few trees to add shade!!

My Art

i posted some sketches, and a painting on my website. https://www.angelfire.com/oz/saprocide
u may post ur opinions.

Victorian Age Vampire

I'm reading Victorian Age Vampire A Morbid Initiation. Although it has small print it doesn't take long to read and u get hooked easy. So i would reccomend it to vampire, witchcraft, and even Egyptian enthusiasts. It aint for the kiddies though (SC). Anyway its by Philippe Boulle, check it out!





And MANGA wise I would highly reccomend Mars for anyone. I'm at book 10 :) its getting intense!!
heres a pic!!

SLEEPING PANDA!!!
Isn't this the cuteist thing u've ever seen!!!!!

isn't this cute



i love pandas!

I'm back
hello i'm back. not that anyone missed me or even visited this while i was gone. my trip was fun. i bought lots of clothes but damn do u know how much cheaper america is compared to england??? ... hmm so... not much to talk about... i saw lots of cool things and places, never got lost, bought lots of souvenirs, and even met nice people. so... thats it on that 4 now.

the ramblings of freaks part 1
My nice trustworthing friend has allowed me to put our im convo on my blog page. SO TAH DAH!!!!!

ME [3:27 PM]: hehe i love how random i can b with this weblog, but i'm still having a mental block
him [3:27 PM]: lol
ME [3:29 PM]: hmmmm *makes thinking face*
him [3:29 PM]: *poke*
ME [3:29 PM]: *twitch*
ME [3:30 PM]: *still thinking hard*
him [3:30 PM]: *poke the forhead
ME [3:31 PM]: *woke up "WHAT WHAT WHERE WHO oh just u" starts falling asleep*
him [3:31 PM]: *poke nose*
ME [3:32 PM]: *falls out of chair*
ME [3:32 PM]: *hits head on keyboard*
ME [3:32 PM]: *wound bleeds into keys*
ME [3:32 PM]: *keyboardsparking*
ME [3:33 PM]: *hair on fire*

Him: my hair feels like dry weeds
ME [4:21 PM]: hehe it looked cool though

ME [4:27 PM]: how about this one?
him [4:27 PM]: yum
him [4:27 PM]: i want some
him [4:27 PM]: hey that rhymes
him [4:27 PM]: say it out loud
him [4:27 PM]: lol
Me [4:27 PM]: lol man that does look yummmy

him [4:40 PM]:lol thats funny you giggle alot and i lol alot
ME[4:35 PM]: hehe i know
ME[4:35 PM]: i really am giggling too

him [4:37 PM]: there is nothing more scary then a
evil panda. exept zombie cheerleaders
him [4:37 PM]: i mean really that would be scary
ME [4:37 PM]: hehehe really
him [4:38 PM]: ha ha so i make you giggle
him [4:38 PM]: *tickle*
ME [4:38 PM]: hehe
ME[4:38 PM]: stop it
him [4:38 PM]: lol
ME [4:38 PM]: hehe
him [4:38 PM]: *tickle*
ME [4:38 PM]: heheh
him [4:39 PM]: *tickle*
ME [4:39 PM]: hehehehe
ME [4:39 PM]: stop that
him [4:39 PM]: *stops
ME [4:39 PM]: ah *sighs* thankx
him [4:39 PM]: i don?t want to get kicked in my face lol
ME[4:40 PM]: hehe
ME [4:40 PM]: ok
ME[4:40 PM]: i'd b too busy squirming to kick u
him [4:40 PM]: lol

ME [5:11 PM]: hahaha
him [5:11 PM]: ok?
ME [5:11 PM]: *laughs histericly for no reason
him[5:11 PM]: *joins in*
ME [5:16 PM]: *suddenly stops laughing to stare at u
him [5:17 PM]: uhhhhh
him [5:17 PM]: IT WAS HIS FAULT!!!


him [5:22 PM]: you get it?
ME[5:22 PM]: OOOO
ME [5:22 PM]: NO
ME[5:22 PM]: I MEAN YEA
him [5:22 PM]: ok
ME [5:22 PM]: SRY I GOT CONFUSED
ME [5:22 PM]: WHEEEEEEE
him [5:23 PM]: *sits on a couch*
ME [5:24 PM]: *sits on floor cause ur taking up the whole couch
him [5:25 PM]: *scoots over*
ME [5:28 PM]: *sits down but glares suspiciously
him [5:28 PM]: *glares back* "what?"
ME [5:29 PM]: *"do u know theres a monkey peeing on ur head????"
him [5:30 PM]: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
him [5:30 PM]: *Runs in the bathroom*
ME [5:31 PM]: *looks bored "hmmm guess he didn't know"
him [5:41 PM]: *comes out of the bathroom* "ya i do enjoy my showers. Stupid monkeys!"
ME [5:42 PM]: *looks sad "what did u do with my monkey?????"
him [5:43 PM]: *lifts up his shirt showing off his new monkey belt* 'but on the plus side i did get you a panda!" *pulls out a sleeping panda*
ME [5:45 PM]: *glows with happiness "oooo a panda how cute, thanku!!!! awe he's awake!!" panda tackles and starts eating at flesh*
him [5:46 PM]: *pulls out a stun pole and stuns panda*
ME [5:47 PM]: *screams "how dare you hurt my panda" skins falling off face fresh wounds dripping blood all over the ground*
him [5:48 PM]: he is fine
him [5:48 PM]: look at him he is sleeping like a baby, a baby that has just put a fork in a light plug
ME [5:49 PM]: awe ok then, when will he wake??
him [5:49 PM]: maybe
him[5:49 PM]: i dont know
him [5:49 PM]: disreguard the maybe
him [5:51 PM]: *picks up the panda* "Hmmmmm"...
wow so u read all the way to the bottom good boy/girl whatever u are!!!! pat urself on the back!
alright part two coming soon if part one gets good reviews. :-O

Summers Begun





The summer has come. Beginning the long separation from the people I love. I?m going overseas though, which is an advantage. Hmmm maybe I?ll post pictures when I come back. If my lazy ass allows. One of my dearest friends once told me that I ramble and get off track when I write so I?ll try not to talk to much. Oh what the hell this is my blog I can ramble all I freaking want I?m not forcing u to read this am I????? Why are u reading this any way??? Really I?d like to know. Eventually I?ll put some of my art on here so I can show off heehee. Riiight show off. Well everyones gotta start somewhere. Hmm i know I'm not making sense but i guess thats the point cause then u wont know whats truly in my head and u wont be able to make any ligit judgements heh heh heh. well i need to devote more attention to the person i'm instant messaging right now..