i have lots of plans 4 new sites i'm gonna make! a panda shrine, a photo page of my garden as it progresses, maybe a london photo site, maybe a music site with a forum, sample mp3s, links etc, a hmm lets c what else, oh yes i wanna do more animations but when i do my comp frezes and wont save my work. ok well well what else.. hmmmmmm

Jack Off Jill- Vivica THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG
Oh Vivica I wish you well
I watch you burn in humid hell
No sleeping pills no old tattoos
will save you now

He'll never change he's just to vague,
he'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do,
I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stay awake
recalls when she was capable...

Oh Vivica I wish you
I watch you sit I watch you dwell
No crooked spine no torn up rag
will save you now
He'll never change he's not that brave
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do,
I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stay awake
recalls when she was capable...

Oh Vivica I wish you well
I'll sit right here I'll never tell
no tender scar no twist of fate
will save you now.
He'll never change, he's just not there
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do,
I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stay awake
recalls when she was capable...

She's empty and so beautiful
I'll keep her here with me

Jack Off Jill - Strawberry Gashes. my second favorite JOJ song..
Turn her over
A candle is lit
I see through her
blow it out and save all her ashes for me
Curse me
Sold her
The poison that runs its course through her
pale white skin with strawberry gashes
all over - all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over


Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
she said feels fine it's wonderful
- wonderful here
Hex me
Told her
I dreampt of a devil that knew her
pale white skin with strawberry gashes
all over
all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all ove all over

I lay quiet
waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose
and some things you just give away"
Scold me
Failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her pale
white skin that twisted and withered
away from away from

Watch me lose her
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else
get away from me
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
Kill me faster with Strawberry gashes
all over
All over ME

http://www.lyrics.com/j/jack.off.jill/clear.hearts.grey.flowers.html

The devil is in TV......TV NEEDS TO DIE!!!!!!!!
television has gone down hill. theres nothing on and the only things that are on bomb-bard you with offensive commercials. GRRRRR. tv is so anoying. too hard to watch. *puking* i have lost all faith whatsoever for what i ever liked about tv. i feel alone. alone with only educational programing and reality shows. NOOO NOT REALITY SHOWS!!! i feel i'm loosing sanity. ok so maybe i'm not insane cause of tv. but... its horrible mindless garbage. not made for those who have brains of any sort in their subjected heads!!! WHAAAA. i give up on tv. when i move to my next house i think i will avoid owning a tv.

more bands i like see the 9th for the first list...

Orgy
velvet Revolver
Powerman 5000
Gravity Kills
Einsturzeade Neubauten
Seether
Ulalena
Dropkick Murphys
NOFX
...

wishing wells and cockle shells they swim throughout my head i lie inside my bed at night wishing i was dead.

today i called a friend then we hung up, then i walked aound the house. then i realized i was still holding the phone. hehe so after like 5 minutes of walking around w/ it i put it back on the reciever. hmm that was my whole day.. o yea i also went kayaking. it was cool. not very exciting though, found a couple of towels, dirty towels, but still good towels, colorful dirty towels, and i found a hat, a guy trying to strand his two small chilren out in the water, a dead fish. the hat was dirty, red and dirty but still a hat. hey did i mention there was a guy fixing to leave his children in the middle of the water until he saw me heading that way, then he went back 4 them. ergh!! anyway i think the towels can b washed they were just a little dirty... ATHF is so freaking awesome!! hehe. i love this show. its my new obsession! i like inu-yasha alot too. i cant wait to see the movie i've only heard vaguely of. my fav episode of aqua teen hunger force is the one w/ danzig! that episode is awesome!!! gahhh.. w/ the blood coming out everywhere in the house! heh heh i'm out 4 now.