he says it's alright.
he says everyone does it.
he says if i really loved him it wouldn't seem like that big of a deal.
he says that it's okay because he loves me.

maybe he's right, maybe i'm silly.
maybe it's not that big of a deal.
besides, i can hardly remember what i want anymore.
maybe it's okay because he loves me.

he says he is happier this way.
he says he needs it and i should understand.
i guess, at least, that someone wants me.
i guess it's okay because he loves me.