Why is the wall so pale today?
I looked at it not long ago and it seemed bright
All the colors of my life decorated it
Today it is naught but gray
Why is the wall so pale today?
Why is my heart so lonely today?
Even yesterday I felt I had friends
Why, I know not how I came to be here
Perhaps I am more confused than ever
And why is my heart so lonely today?
Why does my head hurt so today?
Filled with thoughts of anger and fright
I know not where to go for help;
Every corver leads to another false friend
Why does my head hurt so today?
Why is the world full of lies today?
A world that yesterday seemed true
Those who I trusted betray me,
Those who I feared I still do
Why is the world full of lies today?
Who can I go to for help now,
When even my god turns away?
How can I trust even you, friends,
When I cannot even trust me?
Who can I go to for help now?
Why should I bother to try today?
Why should I bother to live?
Why should I bother others with myself?
Why should I bother my friends?
Why should I bother the future?
Why should I bother the past?
Why should I bother to think and to plan,
When I haven't the guts to begin?
