911
(Silver
Skins and Paper Flags)
My Heart-
It Breaks,
Each time I see that
plane,
That plane like an
arrow
Piercing the silver skin
Of the Palace of
Moneyed Cubicles.
My Mind-
It
Cracks,
Each time I see that
man,
That man like an
arrow,
An
upside down arrow,
Falling past the
Silver Temple of Money.
My Faith-
It Leaks,
Each time I hear of
the soldiers,
Those Pentagon
soldiers,
Who never knew that
The war was at their
door.
My Soul-
It
Aches,
For all of the
people,
Those innocent people,
Whose
lives ended and changed,
On the war-ravaged
streets of New York.
And a part of me
rages,
And a part of me
mourns,
A part seeks bloody
revenge,
A part whispers, “Do
no harm”.
I sit here safe in
the country,
They don’t tend to
bomb farms,
And grieve for the
lost and surviving,
And grieve for a
world gone wrong.
The Thunder Cracks!
The Lightning Flashed!
As if the spirits of
nature
Are venting their
rage,
And the rain falls
like tears
Over the ruins of
American Pride.
The people rage on
the street
Demanding acts of
revenge.
Revenge against a
nameless, faceless adversary,
As invulnerable as
the thunder,
As untamed as the
wind,
And as fluid as the
rain.
How do you punish
the wind?
How do you prosecute
the dead?
How do you capture a
shadow?
How to think through
the rage in your head?
Red is the Rage,
The anger and hate,
Red is a color that
is rarely opaque,
Red is the color of
blood recent shed,
Red is the color
that marks recent dead.
And what will you
do,
My fine rageful one?
How will you vent
the Red
That colors your
soul?
Will you strike out
blindly
to spread your pain?
Or will you wait
while the late summer rain
Washes the red out
to the bay?
It’s only pink pain
at the end of the day.
Do not rage out
blindly and
Attack out of grief,
Respond using logic
and reason.
Patience will dilute
the red,
This war can wait a
season.
And my heart,
It breaks,
Everytime I see that
plane,
Pierce the silver
skin
Of the temple of
money.
September 21, 2001
My Heart-
It
Bursts,
Every time I see the
flag,
That Great American
Flag,
That has appeared in every home,
Hung in every
window.
My Mind-
It
Bends,
As I realize the
magnitude
Of every flag sold
out in the aisles
Of K-Mart, Q-Mart, Walmart
And the stores of
downtown.
My Faith-
It Sings,
When I see the paper
flags,
The cutout newspaper
flags,
That takes the place of the cloth
That has sold out in
the mall.
(listen my
grandchild,
we flew paper flags
until the new ones were made.
We had none before 911 –
Patriotism was
passé)
The Masters of War
And the Public
General
Scream out for
Blood-
OPERATION INFINATE
JUSTICE
WANTED DEAD OR ALIVE
(is anyone else
scared now,
of that word,
that foreign word,
that means “a holy
war”?)
The President said
In his Address,
“YOU ARE EITHER WITH
US
OR AGAINST US”
And planes have
become frightening things
(at least until we
realize,
“been there, done
that,
got the t-shirt”,
as smallpox
or anthrax
fill the air)
Did you hear that
the missing
Is over six thousand
And most will never
be found?
(cremation free of
charge-
courtesy of
terrorists-r-us)
“Bomb them back to
the stone age!”
I think the
communists already did.
“Deport all the rest
of the Muslim freaks!”
Should we pull them
from the mosque,
From their sorrow
and grieving?
They are Americans
too.
(they came to the
USA
looking for freedom
and peace,
just like everyone
else did)
All the fire trucks
In the entire
nation,
Dress in Black
Mourning Ribbons.
And all the clocks
In all our minds,
Seem stuck at 8:47
(the moment the
world changed as we knew it)
All of the churches
are filled to the brim
Jerry Falwell says
that it’s our own sin,
That led God to
desert us in our hour of need
(does that mean God
is on their side?)
All the fornicators
And the sinners
(not to mention the
gays)
Are to blame for
this violence
Are to blame for
this pain
ALLAH AGREES
The soldiers are
saying goodbye
To all of their
family and friends
(the censors are
standing by with their pens-
SECRECY DO OR DIE)
And the terrorists
made out in the market
Selling out before
they caused the crash.
And our nation will
slowly crumble,
Since everyone lost
all their cash.
But still our paper
flags are flying
Held up with
cellophane tape
And burn candles in
corner vigils
(patriotism is never
realized too late)
We’re facing a war
of attrition
Only those left
living will win
We’ll kill everyone
who disagrees,
“Righteous Murder”
isn’t a sin.
(mr. president,
don’t kill any children,
or old folks or
parents or pets.
SORRY, ALL MUST BE
MURDERED
AT LEAST UNTIL OUR
DEMANDS ARE MET)
Excuse me, Mr. bin
Laden,
Why do you hate all
of us so?
What have we done to
offend you?
A bunch of us would
like to know.
I guess we all feel
patriotic
Cause it helps to
calm the fear.
Yet rage underneath
Old Glory
Rage red as the
stripes of Old Glory,
Builds in the hearts
of all wo/men.
WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE
SO ANGRY?
I scream into the
eye of the storm.
Genocide belongs to
the ghosts of the past.
Genocide is the goal
of this war.
And yet,
Still,
When it gets right
down to it—
My Heart-
It
Bursts,
Everytime I see that
flag,
That silly, little
paper flag,
That I have hung in
my windows.
© Beth Coulter 9/21/01