Tracks: 1 C.P.K., 2.Shallow,
3.What About Me, 4.Suzanne, 5.Obsession, 6.Tribute, 7.Lessons,
8.Superficial Society,
9.Kill to Breathe, 10. Switch, 11. World War III, 12. Blurred (part 2)
C.P.K.
I remember the way when we used to play
All our troubles seemed so far away
That was when I lived from day to day
Do you remember the times
When all on our minds
Was having fun
And catching a buzz yeah That was life for you and for me
Oh I want it back
Oh I want it back, now
I've got my life to live
Looking back now at all of my friends
And asking myself why these times had to end
Well, I'm older now than I was then
And it makes no sense to try and deny it
There's no use to try and defy it
That's the way life goes for you and for me
Oh I want it back
Oh I want it back, now
I've got my life to live
Hey
Oh I want it back
Oh I want it back, now
I've got my life to live
Right now, right now, right now....
Shallow
Sometimes it seems you just don't understand
The way I think and who I am
When I'm told what I'm supposed to be
You think you know what's best for me
I want to see you standing next to me
Seems you've got nothing much to say
And when you're dying lying next to me
I'll turn my head and walk away
Sometimes it seems I might be losing touch
Or maybe I just try too much
Now I get told I'm crazy
Nothing you can say will faze me now
I want to see you standing next to me
Seems you've got nothing much to say
And when you're dying lying next to me
I'll turn my head and walk away
I walk alone,
My thoughts aren't always carved in stone
My life revolves according to me
And what you say don't mean a fucking thing to me
You'll see I'll make it further on my own
I want to see you standing next to me
Seems you've got nothing much to say
And when you're dying lying next to me
I'll turn my head and walk away
I want to see you standing next to me
Seems you've got nothing much to say
And when you're dying lying next to me
I'll turn my head and walk away
What About Me
Dear father thank you for this life
Hey mother why aren't you his wife
You expect respect from me
Where's your responsibility
I'm your responsibility
You're my responsibility, right now
And I'm shouting
Turn around and you have found
The shit now left by you
What it takes and you mistakes
Point only at you two
What the fuck has happened
To this thing called family life
Why weren't we the Grizzwalds
And why was I denied
When I was alone and down
You weren't there for me
This simple life lesson is all
That's taught the modern family
A united front is what
We claim for respectabilty
I'll walk around and I will shout
Hey what about me
Oh hey what about me
Oh-hey what about me
Oh hey what about me
Go
Oh hey what about me
Oh hey what about me
Oh hey what about me
Now
Dear father you can leave me be
And hey mom you ain't no mom to me
You expect respect from me
Where's your responsibility
I'm your responsibility
You're my responsibility, right now
And I'm shouting
Suzanne
She was the cutest girl I'd seen
With eyes so deep and colored green
It only took a look you see
When Suzanne had put a spell on me
It made me feel so high in ecstasy
Here I go, now you just got to know
The way I feel Suzanne
I knew I couldn't try to move too fast
I know this time I have to make it last
The way she made me feel had got
A hold of me was so unreal
The way she made me feel would never pass
You make the sun shine in the day
Why do you make me feel this way
You make me wanna fly away
Far away
Here I go, now you just got to know
The way I feel Suzanne
Here I go, now you just got to know
The way I feel Suzanne
Suzanne
Obsession
Caught in this endless trap, you neglect to see
All of the aspiration built up inside of me
I want to express myself and say what's on my mind
You're that perfect person and that's so hard to find
Something's burning inside of me, obsession, depression
Why won't she fall for me, obsession, depression
All I wanted was to be with you
I can't believe it's true
Obsession,
Obsession, depression
Obsession, depression
Killing my mind
You won't give me a chance you just say "leave it be"
I want to get in your pants is all you think and see
You've got a new guy now, what am I supposed to do
I guess I'm fucked, cuz I've been played you you
Somethings burning inside of me, obsesstion, depression
Why won't she fall for me, obsession, depression
All I wanted was to be with you
I can't believe its true
Tribute
Defness is a blindness deny through that burn inside
Will life go on any longer a blank page in the book of life
Conceive this time behind me because the future is gone
Meet face to face to face with a bad dream the thought remains
It can't go on
Will you be standing there
Call my name at the ending light
I'll set my sould beside you
God forgive this ending life
Dave where are you going
This burn in my heart is growing
Down on myself, I don't want to be
Set my soul apart constrict the feelings
I want to break free
Defness is a blindness deny through that burn inside
Will life go on any longer a blank page in the book of life
Conceive this time behind me because the future is gone
Meet face to face to face with a bad dream the thought remains
It can't go on
Will you be standing there
Call my name at the ending light
I'll set my sould beside you
God forgive this ending life
Dave where are you going
This burn in my heart is growing
Down on myself, I don't want to be
Set my soul apart constrict the feelings
I want to break free
Lessons
I tell you what I do
Inside of my bedroom
I wrap my arms around myself
As I'm feeling
These pains
Void from healing
I only wish I could hold back
This aggression
Please hear my confesion
I try to keep myself from
Thinking about you
I can't live without you
You turned away from me
All of the lessons that
I had to learn and
All of the respect that
I had to earn and
You're the one that
Makes me understand
Life!
I tell you what I do
Inside of my bedroom
I wrap my arms around myself
As I'm feeling
These pains
Void from healing
I only wish I could hold back
This aggression
Please hear my confesion
I try to keep myself from
Thinking about you
I can't live without you
You turned away from me
All of the lessons that
I had to learn and
All of the respect that
I had to earn and
You're the one that
Makes me understand
Life!
Superficial Society
So I'm not good enough to hang out with you're friends
You say it's a bluff, it's no lie
You want to be cool and hang with both sides
But what would they say, I'm the fool
It's a superficial society
It's a bunch of bullshit can't you see
Why wouldn't you wake up to reality
I guess backstabbing ain't the way of life for me
Open your mind and close your eyes
To the things that really exist
It's not your hair or the things you wear It's hard to find yourself sometimes
Around the people with a cool policy
Why don't you let yourself unwind
And leave that lame society
Superficial society
It's a superficial society, hey
Superficial society
Yeah it's all superifical to me
Kill to Breathe
Completing life with cold blank eyes
My final thoughts race through my mind
With some breif visions of whats to come
Is there a light, it is just done
I'm running away from what I can't explain
A new location, strange vibration from a different time and age
On a trip, in a dream far away, forgetting the proceding day
I'm being chased, can't move
I'm running in place
Running-away
These endless days
The words were said, but I can't hear these voices in my head
Am I running away
Can't move, I'm running in place
Switch
Let me paint
You a picture
Or two just telling
You what I'd like
To do get a twelve
Pack and sit on
The beach and
Look at all the
Hookers that I'll never meet
Their saying
"Look at me"
"Look at me"
"Look at me"
"Look at me"
Maybe I'll bleach
My hair or grow it
Out long I'll buy
A surfboard and lay
Out all day long
I'm the mammoth
For you to nurture
And I just want
You to think you'll
Be screwing a surfer
"Look at me"
"Look at me"
"Look at me"
"Look at me"
Word War III
This is a question of the human race
Will this planet remain in space
Two world leaders get in a fight
We'll all be gone In a flash of light
When I die for my country
I'll take no part in the destruction
From World War III
I have no answer not my decision
And if I spoke no one would listen
Is this the end of history
why should I care
Why should I worry
When we die for our country
We'll take no part in the destruction
From world War III
Blurred (part two)
A man walks through the rubble of this cold and mindless
Land with a chip on his shoulder and a pistol in his hand
No emotions he has immortal thoughts
No friends or peers for a thousand years in a place
Where he's been dropped
Just a threat and a waste of a deaf, blind soul
His tricks and cons are carried on while the ignorant enroll
You won't be the first, you'll be the very last to know
When you're face to face with a man called death
And lifes the pending toll
So if you want to turnout like this bold and fearless man
The keep living your life in a reckless abandon
Thrown the dice, this gamble you have lost
Realize what you must sacrifice to pay the growing costs
Caught in a cage you slowly fill with rage
In a world where hates like a never ending plague
You won't be the first, you'll be the last to know
When you're face to face with a man called death,
And lifes the pending toll