Author: KKMSN
 E-Mail: sapphire_blue33@hotmail.com
 Title: Sorry
 Rating/Classification: G/PT Poetry
 TimeLine: Alt. Universe from Tom's POV about B'Elanna's death. Say, 4th-5th season.
 Disclaimer: Paramount owns all that is Star Trek, not me. No infringments intended.
 
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 ~*~*~*~*KKMSN*~*~*~*~


 Looking through my bedroom window
 Tears drip silently from my eyes
 I wonder why I didn't tell you
 But now you can never see
 That I did love you
 Just like you loved me
 
 I never got a chance to tell you before you left
 But now I won't ever have a chance to tell you
 The tears keep coming now matter what I try
 Your smiling face flashes through my memory
 You lie silently in Sickbay, close to death
 
 But you will never know that I loved you
 I was too blind to see
 That by not telling you I only hurt me
 
 The Doctor just contacted me
 You no longer live
 I cannot even try to stop the tears
 
 Harry tried to comfort me
 But that made it worse
 He reminded me so much of you
 
 Why I did not tell you
 I'll never know
 I try to sleep
 But I only see your face
 
 Your beautiful face that used to comfort me
 Now only haunts me
 
 The tears are still flowing
 Like a long awaited rain
 
 I wish you were still here to hold me in your arms
 To comfort me
 But that cannot be
 I miss you so much Bella
 
 I'm sorry Bella
 I know I should have told you
 But now I can see
 That by not telling you
 I only hurt me