I just try to keep it all inside
the hate, rage, love, and fear
that's built up inside of me
and wants to come out
I know it's not right and
I know it's not good
but I just try to forget
what's down inside of me
and it's all fine
until it's quiet and I'm alone
then I realize what I really am
it's what keeps me up at night and
makes me not know the difference between wrong and right
it's what makes me never want to see the light of day
it makes me unsure of what I want
I shove it all away
and leave it for another day
but today's the day and
I dont know what to do
it's come down to this
I realize my life sucks more than I thought it did
not sure what to do or who to trust
I push it all away again
it's what keeps me up at night and
makes me not know the difference between wrong and right
it's what makes me never want to see the light of day
it makes me unsure of what I want
