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Love is given to us thru GOD,
an forgivness is given to us thru JESUS,
our loneliness is caused by our
misunderstandings in each
others feelings an wants,
for our wants can be great,
so great that sometimes we hurt inside,
very deep inside is my loneliness for companionship,
I give compassion to those who yearn for it
only to find myself hurting in the end
for wanting an not recieving,
yes the LORD Loves us truely,
but having someone of equal
is much easier showing Love back too,
don't get me wrong I Love my LORD deeply
it is that Love HE gives me
that makes me want more
from someone who can touch me deeply
the way nobody else can,
GOD Love is Beautiful to me
an I thank HIM for that Love HE gives me,
but i still feel I need the Love close to me
that can reach out
an hold my hand when I am sad
or hug me when I am lonely,
the compassion I feel inside me
is sent out to those
who need it more than me
for I become very hurt inside
when I feel alone,
even though the LORD is there for me
I still feel troubled
for that Love I Pray so much for,
am I too be left alone
without any company
to be with me in my time of sorrow,
I know the LORD conforts me deeply
an I thank HIM always
for that Love HE gives me freely,
it is that Love I want
to pass onto the special one
I want in my life but it seems
I am not aloud to have,
for it seems no matter how hard I try
I keep on goofing up
in finding Love from another
person such as a lady
why GOD am I to suffer so,
is it supposed to be this way
for me to know not what a womans Love is
Author:Louis Mowry

Looking for that special someone
Life is so meaningless without that special someone, to fullfill the fantisies, desires, it becomes hopless just once I would love to meet the one for me, it becomes most frustrating going through life so miserably , not feeling that special someone holding me so close, just to hold hands an walk the beach at midnight, or to hear the waves crashing in on the beach, an not being alone, finding that special someone is never easy, it becomes tiresome, I just want to cry myself to sleep most nights as I lay there by myself, I have prayed over an over again for that special someone, does the Lord hear my pleas, i pray for companionship, compassion, a lover, is my life all for nothing, does the Lord hear my prayers, I'm lonely for that special someone, I ask myself will I die alone an heart broken, I look towards the Lord an pray for that special someone, does the Lord feel my sorrow, haven been alone so long will I beable to open myself to that special someone, please Lord answer my prayers, for I grieve I feel so alone without that special someone to keep me warm, Lord how much longer must I keep looking for that special someone to enter my life an return the love I give so freely, how much longer,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
no more
Loneliness kills it eats away at me, taking a little each day, I give an re-give but it doesn't seem to help, I feel I'm lost to the world, my cause is no more, in time I will be no more useful to anyone, I try but it just don't seem to help, my life means nothing anymore, I wait silently for the Lord to take me away, I have no care anymore it was lost to me, a part of me is no more it left somewhere along the way, I tried to give love for it was supposed to be free, the love I had isn't anymore, for it was torn away from me, my life has been wasted away, I know I'll never make it to heaven, for my heart an soul are lost, I pray to the Lord for what I want most out of life, but it just doesn't happen for me, oh how loneliness kills, soon I will be no more, for I wait on the end to come.

Author: Louis Mowry
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