All Our Love

When Christyan past away our hope's for him ,
dream's, and our future died also.
We wanted everything for him, we wanted to give him the world.
But we will never get the chance too. When I cry for Christyan,
I cry of my lost. But, I also cry for
what will never be. We will never hear him
say Mommy or Daddy,or we won't ever be able to kiss his BooBoo's.
And tell him it'll be alright.
Or wake up with him in bed with us because
he was frightened. Those are just a very few things that will never be.
But I'm most grateful of the 3 1/2 month's
we had with him. We never one day took him for granted.
We do think everyday... WHY? The worse part of it is,
We Will Never Know.

Your tears flow within your heart,
Mine flow down my cheeks.
Your anger lies with thoughts and movements,
Mine gallops ahead for all to see.
Your despair shows in your now-dull eyes,
Mine shows in line after written line.
You grieve over the death of your son,
I grieve over the death of my baby.
But we're still the same,
still one,Only we grieve at different times,
Over different memories and at different lengths.
Yet we both realize The death of our Child.

:Pam Burden-Compassionate Friends

Grandpa and Grammy
and ChristyanRobert

Christyan's Godparents
(L-R)Daddy,Mommy,Cousin Christopher and Auntie Erin.

Christyan

As you can see,Christyan wasn't camera shy.
He grew so fast that he was only
in his swing a few times. The swing operates on batteries,
It didn't have enough power to rock him. When Christyan
left us he weighed 17lbs. 8 ounces. and was 24in.long. Christyan was a big boy,
" Big in size Big in Life".

Christyan and Mommy.

In Christyan's right hand was his favorite toy.
He just loved to put it in his mouth, and slam it around.
He was just so awesome, So full of life. One of a kind he was,(as every baby is) he was such a smart baby. He was learning quickly. At 1 1/2 - 2months he slept right through the night. He became alert to his surroundings rather fast. Laughing, smiling,gooing, and at an early age grew right off the growth charts. So, we enjoy all that our children our. We love them beyond all and everything in life. But, SIDS took all this from us. SIDS will not take our love or memories of Christyan.

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