~I Guess your about now wondering why I have all these painful
writings and poems and stuff! My father is abusive, and most of my
writings come from me being in pain... its a real situation.
I can use all the prayer I can get, cuz sometimes, it really does seem
like its never gonna end, and my pain wont even stop.
I feel the pain of every child and adult, who has to live with this too!
Its like Im part of them, and my heart sinks to the floor and i cry.
I know those of you who go through the same things as me prolly feel the same way.
Im a very angry person, even tho i dont seem it. I am very sweet and loving person
dont get me wrong, but, So much anger has been built up inside me, and its hardened my
heart, and its very hard for me to love someone. I cant trust many guys, and i dont really
talk to too many anymore. I talk to my boyfriend and thats about it, but its hard because
I feel threatened by him alot. Hes a very sweet guy and would never hurt me, but, hes still a
guy, and it comes with the territory from me being abused by my dad, and he knows that.
I have tons of friends who stick with me through this stuff, and I thank you
from the bottem of my heart! I could never thank you enough. (((HUGS))) It takes me a while
to get to trust someone and open up to them sometimes, and sometimes, Ill open up right away!
Feel free to email me to chat sometime!
Email: icyblueyez16@hotmail.com
