Wonder what it's like when you're living with someone like me
I'm a freak and I'm nervous when it's easy
Feral days and I'm sex crazed
I put it in with my animal ways
That's the sign I was living in
I ran around and gave the finger to the Ritalin
You know you calm me down and I can't say why
You say goodbye and burn my eyes
You burn my eyes
A thousand julys
I hope you find
I'd give you words
But know words come to mind
But you turn me so cold
So I tell you lies
When you let me in
It's like a thousand julys
When you left, I felt the drop like a boom
Wintertime all alone in your bedroom
I don't blame you and I know I'm not your friend
How we live, young Americans
I guess I've always known
I'd be own my own, I'd be on my own
And I don't know why, I don't know why
A thousand julys
I know you'll find
I'd say you words
But know words come to mind
But you let me in
And I dont know why
But when you come
It's like a thousand julys
A thousand julys
That's what you are
I'd tell you to come back now
But we've gone too far
And we've burned it out now
I don't even try
But I feel you gone
I lost a thousand julys
