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kryptonite
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i can't forget you,
i'm a captive audience to your memory.
i love you better when i miss you,
i miss you more now:
i can't see you.
your pretense, though much desired,
is never as sweet as the edges around my pain.
your face has been the comfortable blur that visits my mirror,
keeping my face company,
and making a mockery of my own.
you watched as they carved their oblivion into my sides,
they left a little indifference, too
(my face is scarred by yr words).
I only wanted a part
of you,
just to borrow for a little while until you left:
maybe it was too much to ask?
I don't think I can say enough of what I feel about you,
not *to* you.
my heartbeats won't speed up for you anymore,
it hurts too well.
and my stomach won't knot up when I see you anymore,
the butterflies have taken a break.
being martyred to your disapproval is growing old.
I can't believe it's gone on for so long,
but you never stopped me,
never said:
I love you
is my only substitute for good girl,
for sweet, little girl go home now.
I believed in your affection,
I trusted in your love,
and then I woke
up to what it was:
just words.
written by Isis919
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