I could help these thoughts of my future ahead. I knew this wasn’t going to last, but I was hoping that Chris and I would stay together. I don’t know what I’d do if he chose her over me…
Then a sense of reassurance washed over me. I had already won. He already picked me. He wouldn’t have came and did what he did if he didn’t love me, right? He must have decided his feelings and figured out that he loved me just as much as I loved him. I don’t know if I could ever love anyone else. He is like me soul mate, the only person in the world that completes me.
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“Danielle, I don’t know what to say. You’ve been moping around here the whole time you’ve been home. You already told me that you’ve decided to divorce him, so what’s the problem?” Angela asked.
“I’m not sure if I want to. I wanna try to work things out, but then he goes and does this,” Dani complained.
“I know and I’m sorry.”
“You don’t know, you don’t know one thing about this Angela. He cheated on me with that girl, yet somehow they both fooled me again.”
“What? About them running off? Is that how they fooled you?”
“No, that’s not it. I talked to that girl before I left him. She basically told me that she didn’t like him and she wanted us to be friends. She seemed so honest, yet she tricked me, just like she tricked Chris?”
“What do you mean?”
“Oh never mind,” Dani said harshly and sat down, “this is just so confusing.”
“Dani, how do you know he isn’t doing this to get back at you?”
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“Where are we?” Chris asked as he awoke from his sleep.
“Um…We’re going to hit Colorado Springs in about twenty minutes,” I answered.
“Why did you let me sleep the whole day?”
“Because you looked so cute,” I said teasingly.
“But I’ve sleep for hours, have you gotten anything to eat?”
“Yeah, I got you something to eat too. It’s in the white bag back there,” I said as he reached into the back and grabbed the bag.
“Why didn’t you wake me up?” he asked.
“Because you looked so tired, I figured that I’d just let you sleep.”
“Okay. If we hit some motel, how about stopping? You need to rest,” he said.
I shook my head yes in response and kept driving. Not too long after he said that, a motel came into view. After we got settled into our room, Chris ask, “Do you think you did the right thing?”
“What?” I asked, taken off guard by his question.
“I mean, do you think that you’d rather be with Austin?”
“Chris,” I said and wrapped my arms around him, “There is no place I’d rather be.”
“Really?”
“Yes, really,” I said and pulled slightly away from him, “Chris, I love you.”
He smiled and kissed me on my lips. His hands rubbed me all over my back and slowly began to take off my shirt. So caught up in the moment, I didn’t seem to think twice of what just happened.
I laid down on the bed and he crawled on top of me, kissing my neck and collarbone. My hands lifted up his shirt, and slipped it over his head. His lips found mine and he slipped his tongue into my mouth. His hands roamed my body until it reached the top of my jeans. He undone them and took them off of me, leaving me only in my bra and panties. He began to take of his when his cell phone rang. “Hang on,” he said as he picked it up and took it into the bathroom.
Half an hour later, he emerged from the bathroom and found me dressed into my nightgown, watching tv. “Hey, what’s wrong?” he asked as he sat on the bed.
“Nothing,” I lied. What was wrong was that he left me here so that he could go attend other business. Couldn’t even tell me that he was going to take so long. Yeah, I know I’m selfish, but I can’t help it.
“I’m sorry Jen. What did you want me to do? Tell my manager to go fuck off so that I could come in here and fuck you? I’m sorry but I’m not going to do that,” he said, with every word getting louder.
“Is that all I am to you?” I asked, hurt by his words.
“Huh?”
“Am I just a fuck for you? A little whore for you to play with?” I said with my tone matching his.
“No, I never said that. You’re putting words in my mouth, I hate it when you do this.”
“Do what, Christopher?” I asked with sarcasm dripping from my words.
“Being a bitch, like you are now. You know, I can’t stand it when your like this, its almost like you’re…never mind,” he said.
My mouth dropped open when he called me a bitch, but when he implied I was…I could have killed him right now. ”Its almost like I’m who? Danielle? Is that who? Is it Danielle?” I screamed.
“Shut up, I never fucking said that. Have I even mentioned that name, no, so shut up.”
“No, I will not shut up. You are nothing but a conniving, little asshole. I don’t need this shit right now,” I said and got up.
“Jen, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean anything by it. I’m just being an asshole as usual. I’m really sorry, please don’t go,” he begged.
“Fine,” I said and got back into the covers.
“Now where were we?” he asked with a grin on his face.
“I dunno,” I said innocently, “ I’m was just going to go to bed.”
“Oh no you weren’t,” he said and kissed me. He pulled the covers away from me and moved his hand to my stomach. He got back on top of me and lifted up my nightgown, revealing nothing but panties underneath.
His cold hands were all over my body, but rested on my hips. He slowly took off my panties and kissed me again. He quickly took off his pants and boxers. He pushed himself into me and soon after we climaxed, he laid down close to me and whispered something. Something that I could barely hear, but wasn’t sure if I really did wanna know if that’s what he did say.
Dani, I love you…..
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