All My Pain and Suffering - Korn Lyrics
from the album "KoЯn"

BLIND

Are you ready?
There's a place inside my mind, a place I like to hide.
You don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain.
You don't know the chances, I'm so blind.
Another means I'll find to escape the pain inside.
You don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain.
You don't know the chances, I'm so blind.
Deeper cause I'm trying to live a life that seems to be a lost reality.
I can never find a way to reach my inner self esteem is low,
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay
If I don't find a way to see through the grey that clouds my mind?
This time I look to see what's between the lines.
I can see I’m going blind.

BALL TONGUE

There you are alone, with no hope of ever having
Something to be proud of, something earned without begging.
Yes, I know you’re a person, a person close to me.
Who do you think you are, what more do you want from me?
Ball tongue.
Why are you at home buried in your self pity?
Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me?
Yes, I know you’re the person, the person that took down me.
Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me?
Ball tongue.
You were my brother; where does our friendship end?
I’m not gonna give in.
How can you fucking doubt me? But not again.
Ball tongue.

NEED TO

I am confused, fighting myself, wanting to give in, needing your help,
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch, outside I know you, but inside I’m fucked.
Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch, each day confronted with what I have done?
You pull me closer, I push you away, you tell me it’s okay, I can’t help but feel the pain.
I hate you, why are you taken?
I love you, I feel so helpless.
Why's it you ripping my insides each time I lay with you?
Why do I cry, why do I really need to?
Why do I try, why do I fucking need to?

CLOWN

Anger inside builds within my body.
Why you hate me, what have I done? You tried to hit me.
Scream at me again, and if you like, throw your hate at me with all your might.
Hit me cause I’m strange, hate me, tell me I’m a pussy and you’re harder than me.
What’s with you, boy? Think hard, a tattooed body to hide who you are,
Scared to be honest, be yourself, a cowardly man.
I don’t run around trying to be what’s not within me.
Look into my eyes, I am free; you’re just a wannabe.
Scream at me again, and if you like, throw your hate at me with all your might.
Hit me cause I’m strange, hate me, tell me I’m a pussy and you’re harder than me.
What’s with you, boy? Think hard, a tattooed body to hide who you are,
Scared to be honest, be yourself, a cowardly man.
To come out.
Hit me, clown, because I’m not from your town.
Clown, you ain’t shit, turn around, get your face split.
I’m just too fucking little.

DIVINE

I hide only to defy you, take away the only love inside you.
I see your face through everyone, inside I’ve just begun.
You think I’m out to scare you, I’m only up to prepare you
For when you stop and turn around, your body’s going down.
You’re gonna waste your time, your life will soon be mine.
You’re definitely one of a kind, you’re suffering cause of me, it’s divine.
Tell me why you never liked me, tell me why it’s that you fight me.
Pulled out and wait for the perfect time to take what’s rightfully mine.
You think they’re dumb to defy me, you said you don’t want to find me.
You wait, you don't want anyone, oh well.
You’re gonna waste your time, your life will soon be mine.
You’re definitely one of a kind, you’re suffering cause of me, it’s divine.
You know what? Fuck you, I’m fed up with you,
I’m not as good as you, fuck no, I’m better than you.
Did you really think you’d beat me at my own game?
You try to see what you got, me ripping at your brain.

FAGET

Here I am different in this normal world.
Why did you tease me, make me feel absurd?
Walking stereotypes feeding their heads;
I am ugly, please just go away.
I can see inside you fine, this blessing in disguise.
Why you treat me this way? Make the hate stay.
A cell locked, I can never seem to escape all the laughing, all the pain.
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing, probably, you’d just go on your way.
I can see inside you fine, this blessing in disguise.
Why you treat me this way? Make the hate stay.
I’m just a pretty boy, whatever you call it.
You wouldn’t know a real man if you saw it.
It keeps going on day after day, son,
You fake, and you don’t want none.
I’m sick and tired of people treating me this way every day.
Who gives a fuck right now? I got something to say
To all the people that think that I’m strange,
And I should be out of here locked up in a cage.
You don’t know what the hell is up now anyway.
You got this pretty boy feeling like I’m enslaved.
To a world that never appreciated shit:
You can suck my dick and fucking like it!
Hear my gun, but he has a body mighty any say.
Hear my gun, but he has a body mighty anyway.
Hear my gun, but he has a body mighty, going to say.
Hear my gun, but he has a body mighty anyway.
I’m just a pretty boy, I’m not supposed to fuck a girl.
I’m just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world.
All my life, who am I? I’m just a faggot.
I’m not a faggot, you motherfucking queers!

SHOOTS AND LADDERS

Ring around the rosies, pocket full of posies, ashes, ashes, we all fall down.
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head, into my childhood they’re spoon fed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil:
One, two, buckle my shoe, three, four, shut the door.
Five, six, pick up sticks, seven, eight, lay them straight.
London Bridge is falling down, my fair lady.
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head, into my childhood they’re spoon fed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil:
Knick knack paddy whack, give a dog a bone, this old man came rolling home.
Mary had a little lamb, its fleece was white as snow.
(Baa, baa, black sheep, have you any wool? Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full.)
Mary had a little lamb, its fleece was white as snow.
(Baa, baa, black sheep, have you any wool? Yes sir, yes sir, white trash crone.)

PREDICTABLE

I can in every way distinct the pain I feel inside.
It comes to me, evil thoughts is creeping through my mind.
Who are you to say that I can’t speak what’s on my mind?
It runs away, it’s so predictable.
I can in every way feel the strength that tingles up inside.
Too blind to see emptiness and sorrow of their lives,
You run away to the cover of their pointless ties.
You axe me, it’s so predictable.
I’m gonna try, I’m gonna die, I’m gonna try.
Another day, silence overwhelms my mind.
Who is to say if I have the time all wide?
Should I pray for all the hate to go away?
Another day I can never break free.
You wait for me, I call out to you, another day, I’ll live forever.
I’m gonna try, I’m gonna die, I’m gonna try.

FAKE

I can’t stand the sight of you, I can’t stand what you put me through.
Your life’s a lie that you hide; is it that terrible being you inside?
I can’t stand the thought of you, I can’t stand all the things you do.
What do you try to justify? You are just too scared to be you inside.
Let it all go.
I look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be.
I can’t stand what you put me through, I can’t stand even the thought of you.
Your secret lies that you hide; is it that terrible being you inside?
Let it all go.
I look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be.
You try so hard to be wanted, false emotions tells you fronted.
I think being a person relies on one thing: be yourself, let you come through.
You’re too afraid to really be someone who isn’t false and doesn’t care to be.
Let it all go.

LIES

I would like to search inside for all of the things that you all hide.
What’s the problem? Can’t you seem to set loose these problems that haunt and taunt you?
I smile, but you’re afraid; you run while you’re so in pain.
Do you ever see outside your fears,
Thinking about your life, thinking about your inner fears?
I would like to search inside for all of the things that you all hide.
What’s the problem, can’t you seem to open your body and let me touch you?
Do you ever see outside your fears,
Thinking about your life, thinking about your inner fears?
I want you to see the life you have disguised,
The world of things that hurt you for all these useless lies.
I want you to fear, fill you on up inside.
Once I’d took you in, I’d throw you out instead.
I try, you win.
My life is ripping your heart out and distorting my pain.

HELMET IN THE BUSH

I keep asking, 'What’s your lie?' It is disturbing, this isn’t mine.
Days keep passing one notch at a time, I don’t feel right, please God, let me sleep tonight.
Everyday confronted, fuck off, it’s giving in, I just want to know why.
Want to give it up but I can’t escape.
I keep asking, ¡®Again please try.’ It is haunting, this takes my mind.
Days keep passing line after line, I don’t feel right, please God, don’t let me die tonight.
Everyday confronted, fuck off, it’s giving in, I just want to know why.
Want to give it up but I can’t escape.
Please God help me, please God free me,
Please God save me from my painful situation.
Please God don’t let me slip in tonight,
Please God don’t let me chip in tonight,
Please God don’t let me give in tonight, don’t let me die.

DADDY

Mother, please forgive me.
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering.
Now that I am done, remember I will always love you; I’m your son.
Little child, looking so pretty, come out and play, I’ll be your daddy.
Innocent child, looking so sweet, I’ll rape your mind and of your flesh I’ll eat.
You raped, I feel dirty, it hurt, as a child,
Tied down, that’s a good boy, and fuck, your own child.
I scream, no one hears me, it hurt, not a liar,
My God, saw you watching, mommy why, your own child.
I didn’t touch you there, Mommy said she didn’t care.
I didn’t touch you there, that’s why Mommy stopped and stared.
Innocent child, looking so sweet, I’ll rape your mind and on your flesh I’ll eat.
from the album "Life is Peachy"

CHI

Buried so far away, enter my life of nothing.
Sick of the same old thing, so I dig a hole, bury the pain.
Hanging so high, always burying my life so slowly.
It opens my mind to feelings, I can’t face boredom without something.
Me, entering my head, feeling like I’m God, with the world around me.
Can’t you feel this pain, reaming through my heart,
Screaming through my veins, nothing I can kill, screaming a lie.
Can’t you feel this, can’t you take my heart away?
Sick of the same old thing, so I dig a hole, bury the pain.

LOST

Why can’t I decide, why my feelings I hide?
Always screwing with my mind, that thorn in my spine.
Oh sure, it feels fine, wasting all our time,
In the back of my mind, a thorn in my spine.
Wait, see it before my eyes, why go out that way?
Looking all the time at your face so blind,
Feeling uptight, always the same fight.
Hey man, now decide, go ahead, take your time,
Kissing all the time that thorn in my spine.
Wait, you cannot see my side, why play yourself out that way?
Why you and me always hate? Wait, weren’t you my friend?
The pain which I could not feel.
Hey man, look inside, know you’ll need your own life.
Remember me, guy, that thorn in your spine?
Waiting all the time, I’m doing mighty fine.
Remember me, guy, that thorn in your spine?
Wait, you can’t even see my side; why play yourself out that way?
Why you and me always hate? Wait, weren’t you my friend?
Wait, you were my friend.

SWALLOW

Always I’m locked in my head.
Know the pain, you don’t know what I have had.
By now, I’m so for sure, right now, I am yours.
My sorrow I swallow, follow me, oh hell no.
It came unknown to me, paranoia is controlling all of me.
Somehow I turned so pure, right now, shit, I’m yours.
My sorrow I swallow, follow me, oh hell no.
Was it me I swallow? Forget me, I don’t know, oh hell no.
This thing I follow, the place I’m too scared to fucking go.
A freak, that I’m sure, a freak that is yours.
My sorrow I swallow, follow me, oh hell no.
Was it me I swallow? Forget me, I don’t know, I swallow.
Punk ass sissy, I’m a freak.

GOOD GOD

You came into my life without a single thing.
I gave into your ways, which left me with nothing.
I’ve given empty smiles, I’ve dealt with all your games.
I wish you’d bet right now, I had to let you win.
Won’t you get the fuck out of my face now?
In the sea of life you’re just a minnow, live your life insecure.
Feel the pain of your needles as they shit into my mind.
I scream without a sound, how could you take away
Everything that I was, made me a fucking slave?
Your face that I despise, your heart inside that’s grey.
I came today to say you’re fucked in every way.
Won’t you get the fuck out of my face, now?
In the sea of life you’re just a minnow, live your life insecure.
Feel the pain of your needles as they shit into my mind.
You stole my life, without a sigh you sucked me dry.
Won’t you get the fuck out of my face, now?

MR. ROGERS

(Boomerang soomerang toomerang.)
The time has come to realise what you are, what you’ve done inside.
The time has come, we’ll have something to talk about, I will too.
(Dumb old man.)
Looking back, now I realise how much you really liked him,
This child’s mind you terrorised.
You came to him, he really didn’t know your lies.
Now his innocence gone, he’s that child you terrorised.
This fucking pain that I feel, it came to me from you.
This fucking pain that I feel because of you.
My childhood is gone because I loved you.
Be my neighbour.
(Child fucker.)
Looking back, now I realise how much you really loved him.
This child’s mind you hypnotised.
You came to him, you really didn’t know your lies.
Now his innocence gone, I’m that child you terrorised.
This fucking hate that I feel, it came to me from you.
This fucking pain that I feel because of you.
My childhood is gone because I loved you.
Be my neighbour.
Fred, you told me everybody was my neighbour.
They took advantage of me, you let them take their turns hitting me.
I wish I would have never watched you.
You really made my childhood a failure, what a fucking neighbour.
I hate you! (I will too.)

K@#¨ª%!

Fuck you titty sucking two balled bitch with a fat green lip,
My dick conjoto bitch, oh shit, fucking ass licking piss sucking cunt.
These nuts on your lips, Kentucky fried kung pao clits.
I don’t know what to say, so what, don’t give up on me now.
Saggy tits swinging between your fat crusty armpits,
Big ass hairy mole between your pussy lips.
Cunt shit cock dick cunt tit barf piss balls ass pecker queef
Oh shit fuck bitch damn fucking diarrhoea slut with dicks.
I don’t know what to say, so what, don’t give up on me now.
I have fought to find stuff to say, but now I’ve found something to say:
Fuck you, punk ass bitch!

NO PLACE TO HIDE

I see your faces and I do not understand why
Each time I dream you’re standing there right by my side.
Why do you make me? You take my pride and in my eyes you come and rape me inside.
I have no place to run and hide, I have no place to hide, which I like.
Some who look at the time, I looked back into my life.
You want to touch me to see what’s in my eyes.
Why do you make me remember my hate, all this shame?
Don’t you hate me sometimes?
I have no place to run and hide, I have no place to hide, which I like.
I have no place to run, so come and follow me.

WICKED

One two three and I come with the wicked style,
And you know that I’m from the wicked crew,
You act like you knew, but I got everybody jumping to the voodoo,
You kick it, wicked rhymes, picket signs,
While me and my mob got a trunk full of nines.
Drop and I’ll slay you, bang, bang, birthday for the A. U.
Ready to buck, but it’s a must to duck before I bust you.
Looking for the one that did it.
You want my vote? No, your never gonna get it,
Cause I’m the one with the phat mad skills,
And I won’t choke like the Buffalo Bills,
Sitting at the pad just chilling.
Larry Parker just got two million, what a fucking feeling.
Shake that nigger and pass me the peel, and I’ll slam dunk it like Shaquille O’Neal.
Wicked, wreck it baby, I’ll rock that test tube baby, kick it, cause I get wicked.
Don't say nothing, just listen:
Got me a plan to break Tyson out of prison.
You going my way, you get served,
Still got a deuce, then I bunny hop the curb.
Nappy head, nappy chest, nappy chin, never seen with a happy grin.
Going flat frown cause I’m down, so take a look around.
All you see is big black boots, stepping, use my steel toe as a weapon,
And it’s awfully quiet, now they want to label this nigger too with a sticker,
But that’s nasty, cause I got a body count like Ice-T.
From here to New York, I get them skins, and I ain’t talking about pork.
You sly, you pig, dig, listen from the flow from a soul flowed Caucasian.
You pick it, now you know I was funky as wisdom picket budget talking, cause I get wicked.
People want to know how come I got a gat and I’m sitting at the window like Malcolm,
Ready to bring that noise and kind of trigger happy like the ghetto boys,
Cause April 29th was power to the people, y’all might just see a sequel,
Cause police got equal hate, a horse is a pig that don’t fly straight.
I’m doing Daryl Gates, but it’s Willie Williams, I’m down with the pilgrims,
I’m through with your picket signs, take this job and stick it, dig it, cause I get wicked.

A.D.I.D.A.S.

Honestly somehow it always seems that I’m in the middle of something I could never be.
It doesn’t bother me cause I will always be the pimp that I see in all of my fantasies.
I don’t know your fucking name, so what, let’s ...
Screwing may be the only way that I can truly be free from my fucked up reality,
So I dream and stroke it harder cause it’s so fun to see my face staring back at me.
I don’t know your fucking name, so what, let’s fuck.
All day I dream about sex, all day I dream about fucking.

LOWRIDER

All my friends drive a low rider.
See, the low rider is a little lower.
Take a little trip with me.

ASS ITCH

I hate writing shit, it is so stupid, what’s my problem today?
Maybe I’m depressed, maybe I’m helpless to what comes out my hand.
I hate writing shit, it is so stupid, why do I feel this way?
Feelings in my head, I’m in way too far, yet it won’t go away.
Before long my song is dying.
I hate writing shit, ain’t looking forward to it, what’s fucked up today?
Writing all this time, feeling all that’s mine come right out my hand.
Before long my song is dying.
Tell me now, I want to know, is it me inside you see?
Life isn’t fair, I got a little son, now set me free.
It just set me free.
Before long my song is dying.
That’s why I’m dying, that’s why I try.

KILL YOU

Living life, don’t you cry, my life, pain is god.
Many nights, painful thoughts occur, yell at me again mom.
In denial, I tried to be your friend, I tried to be a good boy.
All I see, a hate deep inside, startle me, someone save me.
Now these memories fill my heart. they bury me.
All I want to do is kill you.
(You are not my real mother; should I beat and stab and fuck her?)
Looking back, I was never ever right.
You were my stepmom who always wanted me out of your sight.
I would come walking in and I’d say hello, but you’d slap me,
And you’d make some fucked up comment about my clothes, but I tried to let it pass,
But the pictures in my head were with you with a knife up your ass,
Laying dead, so I popped some more caps in your ass.
Now your son is not so good, motherfucking bitch, never try to beat me!
You make me lie, it hurt so.
All I want to do is kill you.
(You are not my real mother; should I beat and stab and fuck her?)
Wish you were dead now, (right now)
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
from the soundtrack to "The Crow: City of Angels"

SEAN OLSON

What's your lie?
Warm lips, big smile has made your mind run wild.
This game you play, I like the way.
You expect to grab a child, you think I'm innocent not wild,
Take me, let's see how much I'm tame.
Never got a little, but I think he'll never know
How to live with somebody wild and to embrace your soul,
I'll share you feelings but your pain is remote control,
Let your body hang in there, what frustrating fear.
Warm lips, big smile, hatred runs through your insides,
This game you play, intimidation each day.
You think it's all a lie, they want to destroy our lives,
Anger twisted your life, but you pay.
I wish I could take control, I wish I could let go,
I wish I could break this mould, inside I'm so fucking cold.
It fits inside so the truth unfolds.
I am done while I suffer,
This was real, I'm dead for you with heroin.
What's coming on you? I'm coming on you.
from the soundtrack to "Spawn"

KICK THE P.A.

You simply defy, I cannot even look to the sky.
We try it single filed, take on me, and it’s my denial.
I cannot ever find something safe, not done on the fly.
I cannot live this way, flooring me will kick the P.A.
You want to play with me? I’m really gonna rock your world.
You want to come for me? I’m gonna rock your world.
You say everything is fine, I cannot compete with the skies.
My scene has crossed the line, come in me, I fly through the sky.
I cannot ever find, you and me will make all the lines.
If they could see the play, no one would want to be me.
You want to play with me? I’m really gonna rock your world.
You want to come for me? I’m gonna rock your world.
So I fly, take me, I cannot fly, most people hate me.
To fly away from this pain, please take away my P.A.

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