Memorial Garden



A PARENT'S PRAYER


Dear God,
You sent a child to me
To fill my life with joy,
And only You knew which was best --
A little girl or boy.

Somehow I took for granted, Lord,
That we would have a lifetime,
And I made so many future plans
For that precious child of mine.

Enchanted by that Miracle,
Caught up in each new day,
I guess I didn't hear You, Lord,
When You said, "This one can't stay."

I trust You, Lord. Thy will; not mine,
Yet I can't understand
This sudden loss -- the emptiness --
Caused by another's hand.

I know my child's an angel now
But my heart is aching so.
I'm sorry I wasn't ready, Lord,
To let my baby go.

There wasn't time for one last hug;
There was no final kiss.
Oh God, it's all those special smiles
That I already miss.

So Lord, could you do just one thing
For me especially?
Please hold my angel close to You
And say goodbye for me.
Amen









Olivia Anne Bevevino
Born: October 2, 1999
Died: October 2, 1999
Message: I think of you, every minute of every day. I remember your beauty and your warmth. In my heart you will always be. Please know that I loved you before you were born. Please forgive me, for not being able to know that you were in distress while still inside of me. I would never have done anything to hurt you, for you were MY baby. I am not the same since losing you, and I will never be the same person that I was before. I will devote myself to doing good things in your memory and in your honor. For my love for you has done that. I look forward to holding you for the rest of eternity.

Love, mommy








Jacklynn Elizabeth Stecker
Born: March 16, 1999
Died: March 16, 1999
Message: My sweet little Jacklynn, Mommy, Daddy, Danielle, Heather and John will always hold you close to our hearts. You are part of our family, the part that makes us whole. You are the corner stone little girl. I love you, and although I am not allowed to hold you in my arms forever there will always be a place for you there. I will hold you again. I strive to see the day when I can kiss your precious little lips and touch your soft baby skin. For now my love will transcend all boundaries. Being a mommy is not what you can buy or do for your child, it is the love that you can give. I love you!








Hope Christine Barker
Born: June 3, 1996
Died: June 4, 1996
Message: Our forever baby Hope....To hold you again would truly be heaven, and yet your death has made me for the first time worry what if there ISN'T a heaven, as to have that chance again is almost too much to even wish for. I think of you every second of the day, and feel your absence always. I carry your spirit with me in my heart, and try to change as many lives as I can with that precious gift. Forever loved and missed by Mommy and Daddy, big brother Austin, and baby sister Leila.








Isaac Livingstone Niosi
Born: 04 May 99
Died: 28 September 1999.
Message: My precious darling Isaac, I love you and miss you more than I could ever say. My heart and arms long to see you and hold you again. There is nothing I did not tell you when I was blessed enough to hold you. Daddy and I will see you in Eternity.
Love forever, Mummy.








Chandler Renee' McInelly
Born: October 11th 1998 @ 9:24pm
Death: October 11th 1998 @ 11:36pm
Message: Dear Chandler, Our family will not be complete until that glorious day when we will be with you again. I know that I will be able to hold you and raise you. You are our perfect child and that is why you were called back to our Heavenly Father so soon. Know that we think of you every day and you are in our hearts, thoughts and forever in our family. We love you, your mommy, daddy, big brother Preston, and baby brother Parker.







Payton Lindsay Burgess
Born: November 1, 1999
Died: November 1, 1999
Message: I never thought for one minute you would be taken away from me. I took for granted that I would watch you grow into a beautiful woman, but God chose you for another purpose. I hold you in my heart and every day I look to the sky and hope you are looking down at me. I love you more than I thought possible and miss you more than anything. Mommy, daddy and Jessica know that we have our little angel with us all the time.







Rachel Sabatel
Born: July 9, 1999
Died July 9, 1999
Message: My dear sweet little baby girl Rachel, I love you so much and I long for the day that I can hold and kiss you and be the mother to you that I was meant to be. You will always be a part of me and this family. You have changed my life forever. I love you with all my heart. Love Mom







Cameron James Kohls
Stillbirth: January 21, 2000
Message: Cameron, if I were able to hold you one last time I would want to shower you with kisses. I would touch your skin and outline every precious feature of you so that it would forever be engraved in my memory. Without you I am not the same. I will never be who I was before. My love for you has changed who I wanted to be. Because of you I want to devote myself to helping others. I want to be a better person. You have given me that. I look up to heaven and trust that you are there and that God is taking care of you. Just know that I look forward to holding you again when the time is right. I will be there, and I will then be with you forever. Until then I will never forget you. Wherever I go, you are there with me. You will always be in my heart. I love you so much.
Mommy








Vivian Elena Bradley
Born: July 17, 1999
Died: July 17, 1999
Message: Vivian, If I had you to hold, just one more time, I would whisper to you again, how very much you were loved and wanted. Your twin brother, Clay, is growing so quickly. He is beautiful, just as you were. We all miss you, and wish you were here, playing beside him. We love you, Vivvy.

Daddy, Mommy, Micah, Daryn, Clay








Gregory James Halinar
Born: November 15, 1999
Died: November 17,1999
Message: If I could hold Gregory again, I would tell him how very much wanted and loved he was, is and always will be. He was my "dream come true". I would also never let him go.








Tristan Lee Garrison
Born: May 18 1996
Died: May 18 1996 (unexplained still birth)
Message: Dear Tristan, not a day goes by that I don't ache to hold you in my arms and to be able to kiss your beautiful sweet face. How I wish I could have spent more time with you before we said our final goodbyes. You are forever in my heart!
Love, Mommy








Angel Knox
Born: August 2, 2000
Died: August 2, 2000(13 week miscarriage)
Message: If I could hold you in my arms today, I would tell you how much I love and cherish you. You are a special child, and you have two wonderful big brothers who give great hugs, and who will look out for you for ever more.
Love, Mummy








Roy Edward Cleveland
Born: March 31, 1998
Died: April 3, 1998
Message: If I could hold you in my arms again, I would tell you how much I love and miss you.
Love, Mommy








Nathaniel Thomas Jones
Died: 10-31-96
Born: 11-5-96
Message: Sweet angel, you are my life and my love. Nothing will ever end the love I have for you, you are my precious son and always will be.








Kristen Meadows Jones
Miscarried: 10-23-94
Message: To momma's only little girl, I knew I loved you , and still love you even though I never got to meet you.








Anna Louise Guilbert
Born: 1st August 2000 @ 8:06pm
Died: 1st August 2000 @ 10:02pm
Message: Our precious little angel, gone to dance among the stars.
All our love forever, Mammy & Daddy.








Skyler Leanne Collis
Born: July 1, 2000
Died: July 5, 2000
Message: Skyler, Too Beautiful For This World. We miss you so much baby girl. Until we meet again, you will live in our hearts. We love you.
Love, Mommy, Daddy and big sister, Raelle








Morgan Ressler
Meghan Ressler
Born: March 16, 1998
Died: March 16, 1998
Message: There is not a day that I don't think of you both. I am sorry for the doctor not taking care of your lives. I wish that I could have done something. You will always be in our hearts forever.
Love, Mommy and Daddy and big brother, Jakeb.








Mikhayla Elizabeth Peacock
Miscarried: May 18,1997
10 weeks
Message: My little Miki Angel....you are my little guardian Angel. My eyes never saw you, my hands never touched you, but my heart will hold you forever. Love forever Mommy (Stacey)








Alexandria Debra Peacock
Miscarried: March 10, 1998
6.5 weeks
Alex, mommy wanted you so badly and loves you so much. You will live forever in my heart and your light will forever shine in my eyes. Love you Always Mommy (Stacey)








Dillan Jesse Peacock
Born: September 17,1999 at 12:23 AM
Died: September 17,1999 at 1:52 PM
27.4 weeks
Message: Dillan, my world became a better place the day I found out about you. A gentle spirit, a beautiful soul. You are my love and my life. If I had one more chance to hold you, I would never let you go, I would tell you how much I love you and how much you are missed. I would shower you with kisses and thank you for giving me the gift of being your Mommy. You are FOREVER my little Hero. I love you with all of my heart and soul...,Mommy (Stacey)








Antoinette Marie Casalaspro
Born into Heaven: October 23, 1995
Message: If I could hold you one more time, I would tell you how much you have changed my life and that I will forever love you.








Austin Michael Morse
Born: January 12, 2000
Died: September 11, 2000
Message: Dear Austin~
You were such a good and brave little boy. Forever in our hearts you will remain. You always fought the good fight through out 4 open heart surgeries. We know that you are no longer fighting to stay with us. You have a perfect heart now. You have changed our lives forever. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH. Please watch over us.
Mommy,Daddy, and sisters Destiny (12-23-94) and Alyssa (9-06-2001)








Jordan Lawrence Martin
Born: December 6, 2001
Stillborn
Message: My Beautiful Jordan, mommy misses you so much. If I could hold you again, I would kiss your perfect little lips and eyes and forehead and ears over and over again. I would tell you I love you a million more times, and sing you one more lullabye. I love you baby boy.

Mommy








Jamie Sue Haynes
Born: May 17, 2002
Died: Stillborn due to Placental abruption
Message: Dear Jamie, I believe one day we will all be together again. Until then, I would like to thank you for all you ahve taught us. In just a few minutes of holding you, I elarned how to love more, give more, and be more thknaful for every one I love. Not a day goes by that you are not in our thoughts. Please take care of Ginger for me.

Love, Aunt Kim








Hailie Jordan Freeze
Born: Nov. 24, 1997
Born: Jan. 25, 2003
Message: Hailie we love and miss you very much. You are beautiful in every way. Until we see you again , Hailie, we will hold you in our hearts.

Aunt Lori, Uncle Jr. Kasey , Jonathan and Adam.








Ethan Kenneth Braley
Born: October 9, 2003
Born Still, 2 lbs 2.2 oz, 14 inches long
Message:
Ethan, If I could hold you one more time, I would tell you how very much we love you, I'd tell you our dreams, kiss you sweet little face a thousand times, take hundreds of pictures and hug your little body close to my heart so you could feel my love for you. It has been four weeks now since your birth and I feel so empty without you. I miss your kicks and hiccups, and I miss you moving around. Daddy misses you very much too, every time I look at him I see the emptiness he feels inside, the longing for his little boy, and the love he has for you. Until we meet again my little angel just know that we love you so very much and that we will never forget you, you will forever live on in our hearts. I know you are safe your big sister is taking care of you until we are together again.
Love Always,
Mommy, Daddy & Trevor


Here is a poem that is etched on Joanna & Ethan's Headstone

" Don't Wake Me"
Don't wake me I'm dreaming
of wonderful things,
Of castles and kindoms
and kitten's with wings.
Of teddybears tumbling
on magic moonbeams,
Don't wake me I'm dreaming
my sweet baby dreams.

***** Author Unknown******







Megan Katie Beaulieu, 20 weeks gestation
Born: July 19th, 2004
Died: July 19th,2004
Message: I got to see you , hold you and kiss you, but I never got to fight for your life, I am sorry...and I will always and forever wonder ...the day I saw you the angels whispered * perfect *
rest in dream baby girl...






    For those of you who wish to leave a memorial for your child,
    please e-mail me with the following information:

  1. Name of your child, full name if you wish.
  2. Date of birth and date of death
  3. Briefly tell me what message, or what would you say to your child if you were able to see and hold him/her again.






                 


                 


                 



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