~My Flaw Emotion~

Emotion is a flaw,
At least when you are me.
I care when I shouldn't,
And become involved in difficult situations.
Others mock my beliefs,
And that allows pain to enter my atmosphere,
As does speaking with you.
I can't be with you, and that idea hurts.
Siblings bring thoughts of anger,
At least my sister does.
So does dear daddy.
Peers bring waves of hatred,
And a sense of vulnerability.
You bring me an emotion of fear,
Fear of imperfection.
Nobody's perfect, but I wish I were for you.
Mama brings me love,
So do you.
The night allows me to feel safe.
Darkness heals me.
My demons enjoy the sun,
Not my desired moonlight.
Razors bring me fright,
I do not want to battle the urge anymore.
I've fought long enough, and am somewhat winning.
The gods bring me security,
As does our fair goddess.
Emotion is a flaw when you feel too much.
A different emotion everyday.
Jealousy, anger, hartred, fear.
Love, kindness, joy, serenity.
Depression, obsession.
Minute happiness.
All of which I feel.
Emotion is my flaw.