12-05-02
~Ocean~
I知 standing on the shore,
Staring off into the ocean.
The water creeps up past my ankles,
But I知 not moving back.
Sharks swim in the distance,
Taunting me, calling me.
My mouth opens,
But no sound comes out.
I jump in.
The water is frigid.
I swim out,
The water is deeper here.
All emotions like an explosion,
You know more than you should.
It痴 not safe here,
Anything can happen.
Mass confusion,
I shut down.
The shore feels nice again,
But I知 too far out.
I already said more than I should,
Getting to deep with my thoughts.
The more I say,
The further out I swim.
Tears rush from my eyes,
Telling on me.
Muscles grow weak,
Coughing in the water.
Suffocating under it all,
I sink further . . .
I open my eyes,
And I知 on the shore again.
I dig in the sand,
Burry my thoughts here.
I値l drown again if I speak.
I値l die if I let it all out.