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11/01/02-
Day one of the medication… My nerves were going mental before I took my first tablet. I thought I was going to be sick, but I forced down a slice of toast then took the pill. I haven’t been sick, although my stomach’s been doing weird stuff (I think it’s nerves), I’ve had the shakes again, and I got really tired earlier.
I got up this morning and went into uni to try to find my Director of Studies (DoS). I’ve emailed him twice, but he hasn’t got back to me. He wasn’t in his office, so I left him a note, which he probably won’t get until Monday… I was meeting a friend for lunch at 12, so rather than be too early I went into a bookshop and picked up a copy of I Can See Tomorrow – a guide for living with depression by P.L. Owen, one of those self-help books. I don’t know if it’ll be any good – I haven’t read any of it yet… After lunch, we went to the museum and wandered around. It was then I got tired, so I went home. Then I sat talking to the flatmates for a bit, then went on the internet. I went over to another friend’s in the evening to watch a couple of videos with the girls. So a few more people know now, which is good, although I still feel like a bit of an arse for missing classes while they’re still getting on with it… I said I’d try and meet them for coffee on Tuesday – that way I won’t feel so out of things…
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