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I've just been thinking... I've been kinda paranoid again the past few days. I get like this sometimes, when I think people don't like me. I guess that's pretty dumb 'cos today I spoke with my parents who are being totally cool about everything. And I hung out with my flatmates for a bit. And I had an email from Chad, and I was talking to Dutch online. And I had text messages from Jen and Dayna, and last night a phone call from Sarah. And I was talking to Raffey at the Raven last night too. So it's not like no-one's talking to me. But I still feel like people don't like me. It's not you guys I've mentioned. I dunno... And then I'll end up checking my email like every half hour. I mean, that's getting obsessive compulsive... That can't be good.
Maybe I'm just going insane...
Well, tomorrow I'm going to go to my class. That way I'll get out of the house for a bit and see people. Then maybe I'll feel better about stuff. Maybe...
I've been listening to The Beautiful South today.
Alone, alone
Half an hour is seven hours
One day is several months
Alone, alone
A month is a calendar
A year can be a decade spent
Alone
That's one of my fears - to end up alone. Maybe I should start listening to S Club 7 or something... ;)
