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But maybe I don't want to be happy
Maybe I want to let the depression wash over me and pull me under
To a place where I don't have to face the world anymore
And I don't have to try to be strong
And I don't have to make an effort to stay on top of things
To stop myself drowning.
Maybe I want to sink so low
That there's no hope for me anymore
And everyone will leave me alone.
And I can do nothing all day
And I can sleep, wonderful sleep
And I won't have to eat
And I won't have to remember to take my pills
Or brush my teeth
Or try to look nice for anyone or anything
Becasue all I want to do id lie still
And let the world take what it wants from me
While I don't have to give anything back because it's all automatic
I am a machine
Which doesn't function
So let me sleep
And let me be
And I will be happy
Jan '02
