Time
8/24/03
Time. The ulitimate ruler in our short lived lives. The manmade solution to impatiance which causes impatiance itself. If we factor time, we factor death.
But enough with the poetic notions, "time" to get on with more informal reading. I believe that what we call the "present" is non existant, or at most, not in the flow of time. When you think about it, if the present were existant, it would have to have some length. What I mean is, what your seeing now is what you believe is the present, what you just saw was the past. If you havent read this yet this is the future. Did you see how I had to do the present sentance thing first, then the past and the future? If there is a present, It would have to somehow overlap the past and the future. I have gone off track a little on the subject but its 1:00 in the morning so you'll have to excuse me. If there were a present it would not be in the overall picture of time. This terrible drawing will illustrate what I mean. (assuming time is liniar).
Present
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Past (flow of time) Future
Now do you see what I mean about present having a lenth and not being in the flow of time. Because the present cannot interact with the future or past, so it would have to be outside of the flow of time. Maybe were just viewing time in an imaginary spaceship we call reality. and we can only see certian parts. maybe time determins how big or small things really are, because we can only a big enough portion of the flow of time. Im sorry if my thoughts seem very scatterd in this theory, but you have to remember 2 things, Its 1:00 in the morning, and its just a pondering, and I don't know everything.
10/8/03
Now in this expository, we will learn more about time. Time as we already know, is man made in its false existence. But what I'm talking about is what we know as seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, years, decades, centuries, mileniums and so on. That is the stuff that is man made. Any fool can take a quick moment or a long time and call it a name. But to get to my point, I think that I can proove that there is no such thing as fate. What I say, you might call blasphmey or sackreligious, but what I say applies to those who wish to believe it. In these next few lines, you will see things that defies religeon, and all that mankind has believed for centuries. So be prepared for a total mind expansion (not in the hippie sence). Think about what the future might have been if you had did something different in the past. Suppose that instead of going to the store the other day, you stayed home and diddnt get any food. You wouldent have food in the refridgerator (can't spell). But imagine this, what if in a different reality, you in fact diddnt go to the store and you dont have any food in the fridge. suppose in another reality, on the way to the store, you got hit by a car. Now what Im getting to is that there is an infinate amount of possibility and there are infinate altrenate realities. So there you have it. If you don't believe in altrenate realities, do me a favor, touch you nose. Now you see? There are an infinate amount of things you did in altrenate realities. To make an analegy, think about a train. Alaways switching tracks to get to a different destination. thats sort of how time works. But there are an infinate amount of tracks and trains. Maybe im a dreamer, maybe im a philosipher, but in the end, im just a human. But like I say, its just a pondering, and I don't know everything.
