Thinking

I lay awake at night...
Thinking
About what you ask
About everything
About you, about me
About how much I love you
About how beautiful you are
About how much I want to hold your hand, to be able to carrass your soft skin, your blushed cheeks
About how much I want to play with your soft, sweet smelling brown hair
About how much I want to look into those beautiful ocean blue eyes and find your deepest secrets and desires
About how I want to kiss you softly, and then deeply letting our tongues dance around each other expressing how we feel for each other
About how I want you to feel my hot breath against ur neck as I softly kiss it, looking for that one sweet spot to send sparks of fire thru your body
About how I want to sit and stare at you and talk with you for hours upon hours
About how I hang on to your every word of how your day was.
About how I can comfort you when you have a bad day
About how much my heart crys out...waiting for all of these times, knowing that when they will happen those years will be the happiest ones of my life
About how I will not be ashamed to cry in front of you showing my longing love for you
About how much I want to show you in everyway that I love you
About bring home flowers for you in hopes of fixing a bad situation or even just because I love you
About taking you out to dinner at a nice resturant for some wine and dancing (slow because I get embarressed trying to get jiggy with it)
About how even as many times that I say I won't, will end up changing diapars at 3 AM
About how I can't wait to hold you in my arms as you fall asleep and I wonder what you are dreaming of
About how I will propose to you (in the future of course)
About how as angry as you think I am I would neverdo anything to hurt you
About how we will grow old, and spend our entire lives toghether