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Drowning Real Fast
I like it in the back of my own mind
Dont need to deal with you I just keep to my own kind
When I look back I can see whats left is just fine
I'm drowning real fast but I'll never make it on time
I just want to run away and you don't know me anyways
Negative Scene
I can't come back
It's been too long
Memories lack
Everything's wrong
Perfect things to call my own
Never stay here, never go home
Trip So Sore
I want something out of reach
You shouldnt listen when I teach
I have had enough of waiting for you
Now I have nothing else to do
Sometimes sight is out of touch
Elderly thoughts feeling too much
Why must I go on waiting for you
Coming back makes me insane
Who has taught me who to be
Afraid to turn off my TV
Show me what has happened, make me believe
Fuck this fragile upbringing
Assholes running everything
They take my worthless offering
Life is artificial, but not as a dream
Things suck more than what they seem
Inject me with a disease one that I cannot hide
Shut me out and let no one else look far inside
'Cuz I think I've died
Don't want to be like you
'Cuz you're too much like me
Can't stand to be the fool
And that's what you've made me see
Don't want any more
'Cuz I can see what it does to you
Don't think it makes me happy
To trip so sore
If...
If it were day all the time
There'd be no stars in the sky
If she's really a sign
I must be wasting my life
If it were day all the time
There'd be no stars in the sky
If we learn to revive
Don't wake me up when i die
Things I'd Hate to Be
I know this nothingness I feel is life
I know the pain it brings is you and your lies
I know you think you help me out, I'm falling apart
I think you left me back in the gutter now where do I start
I'm falling farther than you
(I've) been trampled under your shoe
I dont't know what we can do
I have been blinded of the truth
Don't want to look because I know I'll hate what I see
I cant count all the things that I would hate to be
I'd like to take you and just throw you off a pier
I'd like to drown with you and quickly disappear
Run and Hide
You can not taste this
Perfect things to see
I am alone now
You never saw me anyways
I am lonely as you
When you are with me I pray to die
You think you're better than me
I've found a place I can run and hide
Escaping all this
I haven't learned how
To let you know me
You'd hate to trust me anyways
The sky is cloudy
That has no meaning
I'm staying home now
You can come over any day
Warm Forgiver
I lie beside her in vain
I hide and try to run away
This life is becoming routinely fucked and gay
I've died and want to stay this way
I think my pain is wonderful
I hope It'll last forever
This shit has eaten at my soul
Me and you I would love to sever
I can't help it but I think I need something else
Push you out and take her from the cold
New pussy is a warm forgiver
Use it up and throw away the old
Suicide has never seemed better
Come Let Me Know
Tearing Apart this world of mine, inside
She hasnt let me know what is mine
Swallowing all this guilt it hasnt let me go since
I dont even want to think about the mess
I never would have thought that this would take me but
Now i can tell
For what It's worth I wish I hadn't gone at all
I never would have thought that this would make me but
Now It's over
For what its worth I wish I hadnt come at all
Sadly leaving this consious feeling
Kill me I know theres nothing here but I'm still breathing
It's getting worse everyday 'cause I'm fucking angry
Kill you instead its easy I'm feeling sultry
I wish you had come let me know
Infatuated
I don't know what to do
I'm infatuated with you
Every time I think I remember
The way you hurt me is still
The most special thing
This is not how to be
You have made me sick with envy
This fucking shit that you can handle
Has torn me apart and left me
On the bathroom floor
'Cuz this is absurd to treat you holy
You listen to words spoken blindly
I swear no one can hear
What I think is bringing a tear
I'll just go to sleep foretting
The spell I'm under is still
My favorite feeling
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