rinse off the suet burned into your jacket
the decay; ashes and grey fades away
the sunset enlightens your glorious beauty
so that everyone can see the abuse marks
that i’ve made, just lay there nocturnally

cremations of your buried remains appear spit on
not now; i don’t think i could possibly allow
another nerve in my body to feel attachment
pain; is not worth the expense; all it leaves it dents
in my bulletproof heart; as we’ve grown apart

i will not, die in this place, WAITING FOR YOU
take your leave; but don’t ever take my hand
understand; this is self brutality, and you win
these scars mark the times of trouble, and i can’t
do this again, i’m sorry; but you deserve the worst

cleanse the anger; wipe off the blood from my lips
where i last tasted you; you bled like a holiday
happily and paid for; suffer, you un forgiven whore
my malice; and your sense of clashing insecurity
bleed slut; remind yourself of my ongoing purity

here; this is my heart, it’s waiting to be blackened
like your eyes; have i told you that you’re beautiful
these words turn to actions quickly, and you’ll regret
ever leaving; tell anyone you got beat, no one is believing
you’re conceded and leaded to a life of lies and distrust

i will not die, i will not die in this place(x2)
i will not die, i will not die in this place, i will not die in this place waiting for you(x3)
here’s to you, my soul, my pride, my dignity, you have it all now, make me suffer like i’ve made you