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*Katsuya*

I sat in the living room in a daze. My head was aching badly. I felt so sick. I’m sure I hurt Sakura-chan again. Sometimes I remember what I did to her while I was drunk. Sometimes I don’t. Either way, I feel so guilty about it. Every time we fight, I storm off in anger and go to the nearest bar open. Alcohol has consoled me since I was thirteen. It is like me other girlfriend. But the problem is a drink for me turns into six or seven whole bottles. When I get drunk, I turn lusty and violent. I am so violent that even Sasuke and Kakashi avoid me when I’m drunk. Sakura is the only one who has the heart to stay with me when I had too much to drink. I guess I drink to forget about Okichi. I can never forgive myself for what I did to her. It wasn’t my fault! It wasn’t my fault!

Then, I heard footsteps. I could tell it was Sakura-chan. She was heading to the kitchen to make breakfast for us. I hated to see face after whatever I did to it last night. It would just tear me up inside. Seeing my damage to her would be like seeing an angel after a war with a devil. Well, time for some damage control.

“You know baby,” I began in a loud voice. “Today is the day to start over. So let’s forget about our fight we had yesterday and kiss and make up.” I heard water running from the sink. She was trying to tune me out. “I really am sorry!” I called out. I still didn’t get an answer. My love didn’t seem to believe me. I became angry as usual. Sakura-chan used to forget on the bat and we would be hot and heavy again. But lately, she stopped believing me. I clinched my chopsticks tightly. “HEY BITCH!!!” I yelled. “I AM APOLOGIZING TO YOU!!! SAY SOMETHING!!!” Then, the water cut out abruptly. Now, she was mad too. Here comes another fight. “You always say that!” Sakura yelled. “But it’s always the same story!!! We just end up back where we started! Nothing changes! You’re not really sorry! You just say that to make stay!!!” That really pushed it for me. I rose to my feet, stormed into the kitchen, and grabbed my love by the wrist violently and flung her against the wall. “WATCH YOUR TONE WITH ME, YOU WHORE!!!” I snapped. Instantly, I felt her trembling in my hand. I looked at her face. Sakura looked as if she was going to cry. I did it again! I scared her. Why did I always end up doing so to her? She didn’t deserve to fear me. Sakura-chan didn’t want that and neither did I. I had become a heartless monster to her.  We never had this problem before. We used to be loving and understanding to each other. Now, everyday was hell and winter for us.