Title: Runaway Wizard
Chapter: 1
Word count: 9,949
Rating: Mature
Disclaimer:
Except for the few original characters, all characters in this story
are the property of J. K. Rowlings, who has kindly allowed me to play
with them.
Warnings: Probably a little of everything. Fighting,
Living on the streets with everything that entails, Spanking, Bondage,
Blood, Gore, Bad Language, and Pissy Snape.
Parings: H/D eventually
Summary:
Harry finally gets tired of being mistreated by the Dursley’s and his
complaints ignored or dismissed by the faculty of Hogwarts so he runs
away. He learns a lot on the streets and in the world he falls into.
Not betaed.
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Harry Potter gave Headmaster Dumbledore the best pleading look he could
muster.
“But, sir, why can’t I stay over the holidays like I usually do?”
Dumbledore
sighed, “Harry, my boy, this season is different. I won’t be here. The
Order needs all of us for a special project. Snape has to attend Him
and Hagrid is going to his people. It’s just not possible.”
Harry
knew if he didn’t leave right now, he’d cry. He hated the Dursleys with
a passion and had only managed to avoid hexing the lot of them through
fear of what might happen if he did underage magic.
“Very well.
But I’d like to leave Hedwig here, if I may. She’s always miserable,
the Dursleys won’t let her out of her cage. She could stay, couldn’t
she?”
Professor Dumbeldore nodded. “Yes, there won’t be any need
for her to go, you’ll be back in three weeks. If anyone needs to owl
you...”
Harry nearly snarled. “Don’t bother. They won’t let me get an owl.
They’ve barred the windows so I can’t.”
“Now,
Harry, don’t exaggerate. I’m sure that you can get any owl that’s
important. I do understand their objections to you getting owl’s from
Mis Granger and Mr Weasley. It attracts too much attention. Now run
along and pack. Just a small case. There’s no need for you to take your
trunk.”
Harry nodded shortly, more a jerk of his head than
anything else. “Sure. I’ll just pack enough for a week. I can do
laundry. I’ll be doing it all anyway. See you after Christmas.”
Dumbledore offered Harry a lemon drop and patted him on the shoulder.
.
Harry
tossed some clothing into a small carpet bag and wiped at his eyes. He
didn’t even have a chance to say good holidays to Ron or Hermione,
they’d had to go before he was done at the Headmasters office.
He shrank his books and shoved them into a side pocket. He picked up
his present from Hermione and did the same thing with it.
“Potter,
I do not have all day. If you would kindly settle your sulks and come
on, I’d greatly appreciate it.” Professor Snape looked tired and cross.
Harry just sighed and called out, “I’m coming.”
He
checked quickly to see if he had forgotten anything. It didn’t seem
that he had so he picked up his bag and followed Snape to the
Apparition platform.
“Professor?”
“Potter.”
“I ... don’t want to go. They’re ... not nice to me.”
Snape
looked down his nose at Harry. “Mr Potter, I have absolutely no
intention of listening to this drivel. I’m sure the Dursleys are
exactly as they should be. Why would Professor Dumbledore leave you
there if it wasn’t safe?”
Harry just sighed and shrugged
sullenly. “I just ... never mind. No one believes me anyway. Why should
you even care. You hate me, although I never did anything to you. I’m
not my father, you know.”
Professor Snape opened his mouth to deliver a scathing lecture on
gratitude but the platform was clear so he refrained.
Snape took Harry’s hand. “Ready.”
“I suppose so.”
They
Apparated with a sharp crack. Harry gave the open street one longing
look and went into the house. Snape couldn’t help but see the look of
almost terror that crossed Harry’s face just before the door closed
with a slam. He shook his head, surely he was mistaken.
.
Harry waited in the foyer for a moment then called out, “Aunt Petunia,
Uncle Vernon? I’m here.”
Dudley
stuck his head out of the kitchen door to announce. “They’re not here
right now. I’m to tell you to go to your room and stay there. You’re
not allowed out. You’re not allowed to do that ... thing you do. Magic,
right, and you’re to cage that nasty bird of ... oh, you don’t have her
with you. Good.” Harry gave Dudley a dirty look but headed up the
stairs. “You didn’t bring your trunk?” Harry shook his head. “Well,
that’s good. But Daddy is going to go spare. He wanted to sell some of
your clothes, why, I couldn’t say. Well, don’t just stand there, go up
stairs.”
Harry just trudged up the stairs, settled in his room
and stared out the window. He wanted to be back at Hogwarts. He wanted
to be at the Burrow. He wanted to be anywhere but where he was.
He
sat there until the sun went down, then the moon came up. He was
hungry, thirsty and cold. Uncle Vernon would come feed and water him
like some sort of animal, slapping the inadequate sandwich and meager
cup of water down on the desk. Harry hoped it was going to be soon.
Sometimes he ‘forgot’ for more than a day. Harry had a bucket that Aunt
Ppetunia called a honey bucket for his needs. It stank in hot weather.
Sometimes he was tempted to throw it’s contents out the window.
Harry finally gave up on the hope of food and went to bed.
He
woke in the morning to a hard rap on the door. Uncle Vernon announced
that they were wanting breakfast and he’d better get up and cook or
he’d get no food himself.
Harry shoved his feet into his
trainers and clomped down the stairs. Uncle Vernon gave him a slap
across the ear for the noise and demanded coffee. Harry just put on the
pot and started making breakfast.
After breakfast Harry was
given a written list of chores to do, chores he was sure would never
please either adult, no matter how hard he tried.
Dudley watched him as he cleaned the kitchen after eating the left
overs right out of the pan.
Harry
scrubbed, cleaned and did laundry. He realized that he’d only packed
one other pair of trousers and two shirts. Of course Uncle Vernon had a
fit. He accused Harry of holding out on him, denying him his rights and
smacked him so hard it knocked him down.
Harry climbed back to his feet and mumbled, “You wouldn’t do that if I
could work magic.”
Vernon
had a few choice words to say about that, ending, “and you’re not of
age, so if you work magic, the magic cops will take you to prison where
you belong, ungrateful brat. No lunch or supper for you.”
Harry
shuddered at the thought of being locked up in Azkaban, just for
defending himself. He went to his room to be locked in for the night.
He hoped Aunt Petunia burned the potatoes. She did.
The next
morning was a repeat of the day before and the day after that was the
same. Aunt Petunia went to club meetings and social ‘do’s’ Uncle Vernon
went to work. Dudley went out. Harry cleaned and cooked and went
hungry. He could drink all the water he wanted and he filled his
stomach from the tap.
By the fifth day he was ready to eat
anything he could get his hands on but the cupboards were all locked.
He slammed his hand on the door of the pantry and wished desperately
for even the disgusting Marmite. He flinched when Dudley came in the
back door.
“Harry. Hey! I want four grilled cheese sandwiches, chips and a diet
soda. And hurry.”
Dudley
flopped down at the kitchen table and watched as Harry took the key he
was given and started to cook. He put the plate on the table and
started to clean. His stomach gave a loud growl.
“Eat something.
That noise is disgusting. Here. This one’s burned.” Harry eyed the
sandwich for a moment then took it. It was the same perfect golden
brown as the others. He wolfed it down quickly so that Dudley wouldn’t
have a chance to change his mind. “Dad’s gone spare. He’s turning into
a real nutter. He smacked Mom the other day. You better watch out.”
Harry
blinked at Dudley, wondering where that had come from. Usually Dudley
was Vernon’s cheering section. Now he seemed to be trying to help
Harry, in an awkward, off hand way.
“Ok, thanks. I think I better go to my room. If you need anything ...”
Dudley
held up his hand. “I’ll do it myself. I’m getting better at it all the
time. Harry?” Harry looked at Dudley. “Really. Be careful around Dad. I
mean it.”
Harry realized that one, he was still nearly starving
and two, Dudley was developing a conscience. He went to his room to
check his list. He was done with the dozen or so chores he’d been left
but he knew he’d have to do at least half of them over. Neither Aunt
Petunia nor Uncle Vernon would be pleased, could be pleased. He sighed
wearily and wished for somewhere, any where, to go.
.
When
he got home that night Vernon Dursely was in a foul temper. Something
had gone wrong at work and he’d gotten a dressing down. So he took it
out on Harry. He slammed into his tiny room and yanked the wardrobe
doors open. He pulled every thing out and tossed it all on the floor.
He kicked it around then pounced.
“Ha! I knew you had something.
This coat is worth at least twenty pounds. Hold out on me will you. No
supper for you.” He snatched up the coat and stomped out. Harry just
bit his lip.
Things went on for another day or two then it
happened. Vernon came home early, in a bad mood and Harry was scrubbing
the foyer floor. He was on his hands and knees in a puddle of soapy
water. Uncle Vernon slipped in the mess and nearly fell. He grabbed
Harry by the neck and knocked him flat on the floor. He pulled off his
belt and lashed Harry over the back, buttocks and thighs until Harry
screamed in pain. He tried to crawl away from his uncle but Vernon
followed him, ruthlessly hunting him down through the hall, into the
kitchen and under the kitchen table. Dudley saw it all.
“That
ought to hold you, you little pervert. That coat wasn’t wool so I only
got ten pounds for it. And then leaving that mess in the front door. I
could have killed myself. Who’d feed you then? Huh?”
Harry couldn’t have kept his mouth shut short of a gag. “You don’t feed
me now, so what if you did?”
Vernon
turned a rather nasty shade of purple and took after Harry again. This
time he cornered him and kept at it until Harry passed out.
Harry
woke up in his bed, the sun shining in his face told him he’d been out
all night and most of the early morning. He tried to sit up but didn’t
quite make it. It hurt to move. It even hurt to breath, now that he
thought of it.
He rolled over onto one side and eased himself
onto his knees on the floor. After that it was a simple task to stand
up, simple not easy.
“Ow! Ow! Ow! Damn! Fuck!” Harry whimpered
in pain and reached for his wand. He had to get out of this house. His
uncle was crazy, certifiably nutters. If he didn’t get out he was sure
Vernon would kill him.
The soft peck on the door startled him
more than it should have but he felt like he had reason. The voice that
called to him made him even more nervous.
“Harry, I’m coming in.
It’s Dudley. I’m alone.” Dudley opened the door and peered in. When he
stepped in to the room, Harry flinched. “Look, I’m not going to hurt
you, I swear. I’m really sorry. Dad’s gone flat out flaming looney.
Here.” Dudley held out a small roll of bills. “It’s not much, only
forty pounds but it’ll give you a start. You’ve got to go.”
Harry
panted, trying to conquer the pain that wracked his body. He agreed
with Dudley, he had to leave. He just took the money, reached over and
picked up his wand.
“Dudley, you know what I can do with this,
don’t you?” Dudley gulped and nodded. “I don’t want to hurt you and I
don’t want Uncle Vernon to either. Go down stairs and get in the
cupboard under the stairs. I’m going to pack my stuff.”
Dudley
obediently left and Harry gathered up the few things he had and stuffed
them into Dudley’s backpack. He hurried down the stairs and riffled
Vernons desk, he found perhaps another fifty pounds and took it. He
slid the locks on the cupboard shut and heard Dudley say, “Thanks
Harry. Sorry I was always such a prat.” He pressed the palm of one hand
against the wood and walked out the door.
He felt terrible but
he didn’t have time to yield to the feeling. He apparated to Scotland
with a loud crack, then he apparated back to London. He went to
Hogsmead then to Manchester. From there he took a muggle train back to
London. He hoped he’d thrown the Aurors off, he could barely move now.
.
When
Harry got off the train all he could think of doing was find a place to
lay down. He managed to get into the depths of the station and find a
warm spot. He knew he wasn’t going to be able to stay there long but if
he could just rest a bit he thought he could find a youth hostel or
something. He carefully fastened the waist belt of his pack around his
torso before he fell asleep and a good thing. He woke to someone
pulling on it. He cursed them and watched as the pale hands broke out
in a rash. The patter of running feet brought him fully awake.
“Fuck!”
Harry knew that that curse had given him away or at least let the
Ministry know that someone was using underage magic. He gathered
himself together and hurried into the street. He had to get away from
the station.
He managed to find a squat, a place where young
runaways congregated, and get a flop. He sighed. At least he could
sleep without worrying about being mugged. He realized that his
reflexes would wake him if anyone messed with him.
He woke to whispers and wondered what that was about. He found out
quickly.
“Hey! Hey!” A hand shook his shoulder gently. “Wake up! Come on, mate,
open your eyes.”
Harry managed to pry one eye open. He felt like shit and was shivering
from the cold.
“Ok, I’m awake. What is it?”
The
lank haired boy touched his cheek. “You’re burnin’ up, mate. And
shiverin’. Better go to the clinic. You want me to take you?”
Harry shook his head, the clinic wouldn’t do him any good. He didn’t
react well to muggle medicines.
“I can’t ... um ... allergies. I got a bunch and the clinics can’t
handle it. I’ll be ok. I just need some rest.”
“That’s too bad. You’re really in a bad way. Got a blanket?”
Harry
shook his head, rolling it back and forth on the wall he was leaning
against. “No, I’ve got a bit of money, could you get me one? I’d be
glad to let you keep the change.”
The boy held a blanket out to
Harry. “Don’t need it, thanks. We got a slop chest. Just replace it or
put this one back when you get your own. ... My name is Doug. What’s
yours?”
“Harry. Thanks, Doug. I appreciate it.”
“New,
ain’t ya.” Harry gave him a blank look, he felt so bad that he couldn’t
work up the strength to do more. “Just ran away. Look, mate, I’m
mindin’ your business. If you can, you should go back home. It’s really
hard out here. There’s almost no way to make any money and begging ...
well, asking for change won’t get you anywhere anymore.”
Harry
leaned forward to wrap the blanket around his shoulders and Doug gasped
softly, blood had soaked through Harry’s t-shirt. Harry smiled grimly.
“Don’t think I really want to go back to the Dursley’s. This time my
uncle might actually kill me. And yeah, I’m new. But I’m tough, a
survivor. I’ll do what I have to do to survive. Someday I just might
get a lucky break. But thanks.”
“Sorry, mate, you need a cream for that or you’re going to get
infected.”
Harry sighed, he wished Doug would quit squatting over him and let him
sleep.
Doug
seemed to get the idea because he sighed, stood up and announced. “I’ll
go away. But if you have some money you might give one of the younger
kids a couple of pounds and send them to the pharmacy and the chinese
place. Have whoever get some savlon cream and some egg drop soup. But
whatever.”
Harry decided that was a good idea and croaked out,
“Sorry, I really feel bad, I don’t think my brain is working too good.
Here.” He fished a ten pound note out of his pocket and handed it over.
“I hope that’s going to be enough.”
Doug bit at his lip for a
moment then made a decision. “I’ll make it be enough. But ya gotta pay
me back if it isn’t really. I only got a pound and a few pence.”
Harry squinted at Doug for a moment then pulled out another note.
“Here.”
Doug just accepted it with a nod and the admonition to sleep. Harry
fell asleep before the boy was two feet away.
.
Doug
woke Harry by gently kicking his feet. Harry woke with a start and
groaned at the twinge his back gave him. Doug handed him a Styrofoam
cup filled with chicken broth, egg threads and tofu. It was delicious,
hot and just what he needed.
When he was finished with the soup,
Doug told him to turn around. Harry did and Doug eased his dark red
shirt up over his shoulders, they both hissed as the fabric pulled away
from his skin. The shirt was stuck to Harry’s cuts by clotted blood and
pulling the new scabs off hurt.
Doug gently dabbed the cream on
Harry’s cuts, capped the tube and announced, “Well, that’s the best I
can do. You need to keep it clean and covered. Got a clean shirt?”
Harry
nodded and fished it out of his pack. He was glad that he’d shrunk all
his money and tucked it into the tin with his school books and the two
that Hermione had given him, whispering, “early Christmas.” the tin
didn’t look inviting and if anyone did open it, his things looked like
doll toys. He pulled the shirt over his head and winced as the cloth
scrapped over his cuts. It felt like Vernon had stripped half the skin
off.
“How bad is it, really?” Harry braced himself.
“Looks
really bad. You’re cut to bits. And the bruising makes it hard to tell
how bad it really is. You better take it as easy as ya can, mate. I’ll
take you out in a day or two and help ya catch a fish.”
Harry shook his head. “I don’t know what you mean.”
Doug
sighed and leaned against a nearby box that was being used as an
impromptu table. “Customer, John, money cock. Doesn’t make any
difference what you call it. Ya gotta suck it or ya starve.”
Harry paled then flushed. “I can’t.”
“Then you’ll go hungry. Pride don’t fill your belly so ya better get
over it.”
Harry
shrugged then hissed as the motion pulled at his back. “Not pride,
ignorance. I don’t have the slightest idea how to do it.”
Doug
looked impressed. “Well, that’s good. Not that you’re ignorant but that
I don’t have to get ya over that girlish squeamish bit. So I’ll teach
ya. Feel like listenin’ now, or would you rather sleep.”
Harry yawned. “If I go to sleep now, I’ll be awake all night. Talk now,
ok.”
“Sure.
First, never go anywhere alone. Always team up with someone, split the
take with them, unless they don’t do nothin’. Get the money first and
give it to the lookout. Always make the john use a condom and don’t let
‘em fuck ya. Questions?”
Harry thought for a moment but couldn’t
think of any. “Not really. I might think of some later. But...” He
yawned again. “...I think I’m going to sleep whether I want to or not.”
He started nodding.
“Well, sleep yourself out. I’ll come back around in a while.”
Doug smiled at Harry’s soft snore, he also passed the word that Harry
was under his protection.
Harry
slept until early evening the next day. He woke hungry but he was so
used to that that he didn’t give it much thought. He stood up, folded
his blanket and stuffed it into the pack then he went to find Doug.
.
Doug settled Harry on a small stool and handed him a condom. “You know
how to use this?”
Harry
turned the foil coin over in his hand. It looked like a half galeon.
“Not an idea in the world. Should I be scared? I’m out of scared if I
should be.”
“No. And I know just how you feel, sort of numb,
right?” Harry nodded. “Let it carry you for a while but you need to get
over it fairly soon. If you let it go too long it’ll set and you’ll get
yourself killed. Ok. Here’s what you do.”
Doug showed Harry how
to put on a condom using his left hand as a ‘member’ as he called it.
Then he rerolled the condom and showed Harry how to put it on using his
mouth, explaining, “Some guys just don’t want one, no matter what you
say. If they let you do it this way it’s good, but if they just plain
refuse, give them back their money and find another fish. It’s too easy
to catch something you don’t want and crabs are the least of it. Ok?”
Harry
nodded, wide eyed and a bit dismayed. He didn’t want to do this, but
Doug was right. If he didn’t whore himself there was no way to get
money. At least none he knew of.
“I know. It’s bad. Are you sure there’s no place you can go?”
Harry
shook his head. “It’s really complicated. My aunt and uncle are my
guardians. The headmaster of my school won’t believe me when I tell him
they aren’t nice to me. And ... well, I’ve got a damn destiny. I really
don’t want to talk about it.”
“You tell, they call you a liar.
Same ol’ same ol’. So I guess it’s time for me to give up on trying to
get you off the streets. Fine. I’ll take you out with me a few times,
you be look out. Get a feel for things. How’s your back.”
Harry
shrugged carefully. “Still hurts. And I feel hot. I’ll get over it. I
always do. When we go out the first time, I’d like for you to tell me
exactly what you want me to do.”
“I will. Don’t worry, though, I know a few places to go that are really
safe. Don’t pay much, but a good first place.”
Harry just followed Doug out the door. He still felt terrible, hot and
achy and trembly.
Doug
took Harry out to a small square where men were strolling about and
boys were standing about in small clumps and twos and threes. Every so
often a man would approach a group and speak to one of the boys. The
boy would either shake his head, in which case the man went on, or he
would nod and the john and boy would talk a bit. The john would hand
over money and the group of three would wander discreetly into a nearby
alley. One boy would peal off and stand at the mouth of the alley for a
while then the client would leave, followed shortly by the other boy.
Harry
learned quickly, the john would ask for a service and Doug would either
say he would do it or tell the person he didn’t offer that particular
kink. If Doug agreed the john would hand Harry money and Harry would
follow them to the alley, stand at the mouth and watch then go back to
the square with Doug to do it all again. They knocked off at midnight.
Doug said that the really rough customers came out about then and he
didn’t do S/M.
So Harry got a lecture about S/M and BD/SM as
well as info on D/S all the letters jumbled up in his brain. He felt
feverish again.
“Harry? Mate, ya look like hell. Come on. We’ll
go back to the flop and I’ll tend you again. Get some rest. Tomorrow,
I’m turnin’ ya out.”
Harry cringed. “Ok. I guess.”
“Better
not guess. Guessin’ will get ya killed. Ya gotta be sure. Ya gotta top
from the bottom and you got ta be subtle. Understand?”
Harry
did. He nodded his understanding and realized that most of his hangups
sprang from his uncle. The Wizarding world wasn’t that hung up on who
did who, only whether it was consensual or not.
“I do. But I have to say, I’m not happy. I don’t want to do this. But I
hate being hungry. I just wish ...”
Doug
said sourly. “Well, mate, wish in one hand and shit in the other. See
which one fills up first. I’m not thrilled with sucking cock so I don’t
starve either. Hungry hurts. Believe me I know. So ... back to the flop
with us.”
Harry and Doug returned to the squat only stopping
long enough to get something to eat. Harry counted the bills and
announced, “Well, there’s about two hundred pounds here. That ought to
last a while. Why do you go out every night?”
Doug turned red. “I got a hundred and fifty pound a day habit. The rest
goes. Dunno where, just goes.”
Harry
felt his stomach fall. If Doug had a drug habit that explained a lot
and it made Harry very uncomfortable. You couldn’t trust a druggie.
“I
see. Well, here’s a hundred pounds. You said we’d split it and that’s
exactly half. One hundred three pounds, six shillings and tuppence.”
Doug bit his lip. “Don’t suppose you could spot me fifty quid, could
ya.”
Harry
thought about it. “No. You’ve been a good friend to me but I won’t help
you support a habit that is killing you. If you’d wanted it for food,
that’d be different.”
Doug looked like he wanted to say something but they were back at the
squat so he didn’t.
Harry
took off his shirt and let Doug smear the antibiotic cream on him. Doug
capped the tube and sighed. “Harry, I gotta go back out. I’m gettin’
the shakes. Be good an’ stay here, ok?”
Harry nodded, he wasn’t
feeling the best, in fact he felt worse than he had this morning. He
rolled up in the blanket and lay down to see if he couldn’t get some
sleep.
.
He was awakened by cries of “Coppers!” and
“Scarper!” he groaned and stuffed the blanket into his pack. He hid
behind a pile of boxes for a moment then decided, he apparated away
clear to Dublin again. He hung around a small square for most of the
day then went back to the squat. It was empty.
Harry looked
around with despair in his heart, he was alone again, with no idea what
to do next. He decided to try to pick up a john, he had money but it
wouldn’t hurt to have some put back. And he was sure the square would
be sparsely populated since the squat had been raided.
He
settled on an open heat grate, a metal grate set in the pavement, over
some machinery in this case. After watching the people walking around
for a while, he decided to just stay where he was. There weren’t enough
johns to go around and the more skilled of the boys were all up front
and center. He wouldn’t get a ‘kiss my foot’.
He dozed off and
on for a while, until a cop kicked his foot. “Sorry, son, you got to
move on. I don’t want to arrest you for vagrancy, so I’m going on. If
you’re still here when I get back around, you’re going in.”
Harry
got up wearily. He was tired, cold and hungry. He didn’t have a good
coat because his uncle had sold it. All he had was a light windbreaker
he’d taken from Dudley. He hadn’t taken the heavy coat for two reasons.
One, he didn’t want Dudley to be cold and two, it was huge on him. Then
he thought about the money in his backpack pocket. He’d been hoping to
keep most of it for a while but he was going to have to use it sooner
or later. He dug into his pack only to find that the cash he’d gotten
from Doug was gone. He knew exactly what had happened to it too. Doug
had looked a bit shamefaced before they got back to the squat. Somehow
he’d gotten it out of the pack while Harry was distracted. Harry dug
deeper and found his box. He took one of the bills he’d stolen from
Uncle Vernon and returned it to it’s normal size. He’d just have to try
to get it exchanged into smaller bills. The stash was all 50's.
He
entered a small shop and picked up a sandwich. He went to the checkout
and handed over the bill. The lady behind the counter squinted at him
for a moment then swiped a marker over the face of the bill.
“Get out! Go on! You’re not playing your tricks here. I know
counterfeit when I see it. And leave the sandwich. Get!”
Harry
snatched the bill back, clutched the sandwich to his chest and ran.
Followed by the woman’s shouts he scurried into an alley and ran on. He
kept going for several blocks then ducked into a cul-de-sac where he
scrunched himself into as small a ball as he could manage, wrapping
himself around his pack. He gobbled the inadequate sandwich then
settled to sleep until dawn.
As soon as he was sure that the
place would be open, Harry went to a bank. He approached the counter
and waited until the teller looked at him. He knew he looked scruffy.
He was dirty and disheveled, he was sure she’d send him to the right
about. But she just looked at him so he handed the bill over.
“The lady at the shop told me it was counterfeit. Is it?”
The
teller examined the streak of marker on the bill, held it up to the
light and snapped it between her hands. “Yes, I’m afraid it is.” She
put the bill under a weight and gazed at Harry. “Thank you.”
Harry waited, and waited. “Excuse me. Could I have my money?”
The teller gave Harry a funny look. “What money?”
“My fifty pounds. I brought that bill in. I’d like my money.”
“The bill is confiscated. Counterfeit. Sorry.”
Harry felt confused, he’d brought the counterfeit in. Why weren’t they
giving him his money?
“Yes,
so could I have my fifty pounds please.” Harry felt the security guard
move closer. “It’s all the money I have right now. Could I please have
it?”
The teller gave Harry a sympathetic look. “I’m sorry.
Counterfeit is confiscated, you don’t get it back. You’re out fifty
pounds. Please clear the window.” Harry just stared at her for a moment
as a cold chill rippled over him. They were actually going to just take
his money? It wasn’t fair.
“But that’s not fair. How was I supposed to know it was counterfeit.
What am I supposed to do now?”
The
teller got defensive. “I’m sure I don’t know. But you have to leave the
bank now. Please don’t make a scene or I’ll have to have the security
remove you forcibly. Go home. Make up with your parents.”
Harry
just stood for a moment trying to get his head around the fact that the
bank, in the person of this rather snooty woman had just taken fifty
pounds from him. “If I had parents I wouldn’t be in this fix. Thanks
for nothing.” Harry just walked away. He didn’t need the additional
attention throwing a fit would bring and he knew it wouldn’t do any
good.
.
Harry trudged along the sidewalk looking for some place to settle for a
bit. He finally sat down at a bus stop.
Thinking
furiously, he realized that if one bill was counterfeit the rest
probably were too. He couldn’t afford to try to pass another. The woman
had looked at him closely too. He suddenly realized that a boy like
him, living on the streets, wouldn’t have a bill that large unless it
was counterfeit or stolen. He sighed, he was effectively broke. He had,
he pulled the small roll of bills Dudley had given him out of his
pocket and counted it, twenty-one pounds, six shillings and a few
pence. He wondered how long he could make it last.
He realized
that he was feeling even worse than ever, hot and shaky and so hungry.
He was more used to going without than he liked to admit, but even he
had to eat sooner or later. He decided to try a market. There were
sandwich fixings and other cold foods. He’d rather a hot meal but he’d
make do with whatever he could afford. But he figured at two pounds for
breakfast and no more than five for supper, he was going to be out of
money in no more than four days. He had to find a stand somewhere.
He
walked into the grocery store and realized that there was a small café
there. He looked at the menu and knew that he couldn’t afford it, not
if his money was to last very long. He slumped dejectedly and went to
the cooler to get a preprepared sandwich. He paid at the check out and
wolfed the food down before he was out the door.
Harry spent the
better part of the day walking. He couldn’t stop for long, if he stood
in a doorway, he was in the way of people going in and out so the
shopkeeper ran him off. If he tried to sit at a bus stop, a transit cop
or beat cop would make him leave, threatening to lock him up as a
vagrant. He couldn’t win. He knew he was losing it. The streets were
eating him alive but he didn’t know what to do about it. All he could
do was try to find a john, make some money and find a squat.
He
worried at his lower lip for a moment. He’d never actually done this,
all he’d done was be look out for Doug. He’d seen everything the other
boy had done, including attracting the john. Now he had to do it and he
was scared.
“Excuse me. Would you like a blow job?” Harry picked
this man because he was obviously gay. He winced as he realized that
his approach was ... bad was too nice a word.
“Honey, I sure would, but not from you. You’re too fresh a fish for me.
What are you doing out here?”
Harry
opened his mouth to reply but all that came out was a faint croak. He
felt his knees buckling and tried to catch himself. Then he blacked out.
.
Frankie
gazed at the recumbent figure for a second. He hadn’t done more than
ease the boy’s fall. He was to much a light weight to do more.
“Well,
well. This is so not good I can’t even start.” Frankie sighed, looked
like they were going to adopt another ‘orphan of the storms’ “Johnny!
Come here. Hurry, mate.” Johnny hurried up to him and wrapped an arm
around him.
Johnny peered down at Harry and made a face. “You
want to take him home with us, right? He’ll probably steal all the
spoons or something. And how are we going to get him there? I’m not
spoiling my manicure packing that great gowk.”
Frankie shrugged.
“I’ll just call Mac. He’s driving tonight. And a fiver will get him to
stuff Mr Unconscious into the cab for us. Easy-peasy. Come on.”
So
the two got their friend, Mac, to put Harry in his cab and take them
all back to the apartment. He was kind enough to carry Harry into the
small guest bedroom and put him on the bed. He was rewarded with a
quick kiss and a promise of a lap dance, gratis, the next time he came
to The Silken Cage.
Then the two turned to their new charge.
“Well,
he’s out cold and shivering. I bet he’s got pneumonia at the least. We
better get him out of those filthy rags and into something clean. I’ll
get a pan of water so we can get him marginally clean. See if you can’t
get him out of that shirt at least.”
“Fine, fine. I’m your slave.”
Frankie gave Johnny a quick peck on the cheek and Johnny hugged him
then said, “And don’t you forget it.”
They smiled at each other in the way that couples have then Johnny went
out to find the pan.
When he got back he was startled by the look of fury on his generally
gentle lovers face.
“What is it? Did he do something?”
“No. Just take a look.”
Johnny
took one look at Harry’s back and quietly exploded. He kept his voice
down but he cursed and swore for quite a while. If he’d been a wizard
the house would probably have caught fire.
“Well, fuck. I’ll call Angus. I wonder who his master was.”
“Me too. I’d like to black ball the bastard.”
Frankie
took the basin and went into the bathroom to fill it and get a flannel.
Johnny went to call the local Head Master, not to be confused with
Headmaster, two completely different things.
.
Angus
McNair took one look at Harry’s back and flew into a rage of his own.
“I don’t recognize the young man, but if he was sceneing with a certain
group I might not have. I’ll ask around. When he comes to, you talk to
him. We need to find out what happened to him.”
Harry woke just in time to keep Dr. McNair from killing him.
“NO! I can’t!” Harry slapped at the hypodermic and scrambled across the
bed to get away from the red haired man.
Dr.
McNair kept calm and just moved the needle out of the way of Harry’s
slap. “Now, take it easy. It’s just an antibiotic. It’ll help with the
infection. And ye’ve got a dandy.”
Harry peered blearily at the
man and realized that he was not in a clinic or hospital. In fact he
wasn’t sure where he was. He decide to handle one problem at a time.
“I’m
sorry. You scared me. But I can’t have an injection, I’m ... um ...
alergic! That’s it, allergic to ... I don’t remember what one it is,
though.” He settled back carefully to see how that went over.
“Ach!
I see. Well, I’ll have to give you a cream then.” The doctor fished in
his satchel and found the tube of cream. He handed it to Frankie and
sat down on a chair. “Do you know where you are?”
Harry shook
his head. “No. All I remember is ... um ... oh, hell. I can’t be here.
I better go. Excuse me. But could you give me my pack?”
Johnny
nodded to the pack, propped in the corner. “It’s right there. But you
really can’t go anywhere. Not yet. You’re in no shape to leave.”
“But ... you can’t want me here. I ... um ... approached you. You
know!” Harry’s face flamed in embarrassment.
Frankie
nodded. “Of course, I know. And very sweet it was too. So innocent. But
... that’s neither here nor there. You can’t leave, you’ll die. You’re
sick. Now ...” Frankie reached out to Harry. “Get back in the bed and
let Dr Angus see to you. We’ll take care of you until you’re well, then
we’ll figure something out. But right now you just need to rest.”
Harry
glanced from Frankie to Johnny to Dr Angus. They all seemed to be nice
people so Harry followed his most reliable guide, his gut, and eased
back into the middle of the full size bed and lay down. He was still
very tired and hot.
“Ok, but I’ll pay my way. I’m no charity case, no matter what anyone
says.”
Harry
endured having his back cleaned with his typical stoicism. The cream
had an analgesic in it, so it wasn’t too bad. Harry wondered if he
could work a healing charm on himself later. He was too sick to think
about it much now.
He felt a gentle hand pat his cheek. “Um ... sorry. What did you say?”
Johnny repeated himself patiently. “I said, we need to know who did
this to you, so we can go to the police.”
Harry turned his head away. “No. Please, just ... no.”
Dr
McNair cleared his throat. “Listen. I know how hard it is.” Harry moved
slightly, a physical denial. “Yes, I do. When someone you’ve placed
your trust in, misuses it like this, it’s hard. But we need to do
something about your master before he does this to another sub.”
Harry
rolled over onto his side. “I don’t know what you’re on about. Master?
Sub? It was my uncle, ok? If you tell anyone, I’ll have to go back.
This time he just might kill me. Please. I heal fast, I do. I’ll be
gone in a week, maybe not that long. I’ll pay. I’ll work really hard.
I’m strong.”
Dr McNair’s Scottish background showed abruptly.
“Och! Ye pur bairn. Devil take him.” He took a deep breath. “You’ll be
safe here. We’ll hide you, if we have to.”
Harry just sighed and rolled back over. “Thank you.” He was asleep
before they could say another word.
Frankie
and Johnny had been careful to put all Harry’s things on the bedside
table, including his wand. They had no idea what it was but, since he’d
clung to it like grim death, they’d decided that, what ever it was, it
was important to Harry. They’d even taken care to polish it with a dry
cloth.
Johnny sighed, frustrated and angry. “We better go
through his stuff. I hate to but he’s not going to let go of any
information. And we need to know who he is and where he came from. If
that’s the work of his uncle, we need to know who the bastard is so we
can spread the word.”
Frankie ran a hand through his hair,
disarranging the artful curls. “Yes, and, damned if we do, etc. So...”
He picked up the pack and carried it to the parlor.
The settled
at a small card table and dumped the contents of Harry’s pack onto the
table. They sifted through the mess of clothing with grim expressions.
All Harry’s clothing was obviously second hand. His blanket they folded
and put aside to be laundered. Harry’s little box was of interest but
they didn’t know what they were looking at. They thought its contents
were keepsakes of some sort. They carefully returned its contents and
closed it.
“Well, that was depressing. Poor little guy. I’ll
wash all that. But we’ve got to get him out of those rags sooner or
later. I’m not having him ruin our reputations.” Frankie preened a bit
and Johnny rubbed his shoulder.
“You’re right. He can’t wander
around looking like that. Horrible. And those glasses? Not in my house.
So. When he gets better you want him to work?”
“Why not? It’s
not like we’ll let him be harmed. And he looks so sweet, and innocent.”
Frankie rolled his eyes. “Would you like a blow job? I nearly fell
over.” they had a good laugh at Harry’s approach.
Johnny stretched, examined his fingernails carefully for damage to his
manicure and, not finding any, led his lover off to bed.
.
Albus Dumbeldore looked and Severus Snape with hopeful eyes. “Did you
find anything?”
“Not
a thing. The boy is ... impossible. He aparated three times in less
than twenty minutes. A thing I find difficult in the best of
circumstances. Then he took a train back to London and disappeared
completely. I have a few contacts in the Muggle world and have asked
them to keep a look out.”
Dumbledore offered Snape a biscuit
which he refused but he accepted the tea. “Do you have any idea what
prompted Harry to take off like that? Any at all?”
Snape sneered
over his teacup. “He didn’t want to return to the Dursleys. He said,
and I quote, ‘They’re not nice to me’ spoiled brat. Now I have to waste
my time searching for him. It’s cold out.”
Dumbledore nodded.
“He was well aware of Snape’s hate of cold weather. “I know. I’m very
sorry about all this. But we have to find Harry soon. He’s been gone
two weeks already. How is he living?”
Snape finished his tea,
tapping the cup with his wand to refresh it, he continued. “He stole
quite a bit of money from his uncle. Mr Dursley claims upward of a
thousand pounds he had put by for Christmas presents. That would allow
him to stay gone for quite some time, if he husbands his funds
carefully.”
“I see. Quite frankly, I don’t believe it. Harry’s
not a thief. We have to keep this quite close to the vest. If He finds
out... well, I don’t like to contemplate the consequences.”
Snape
nodded. “He is taking time right now to organize something. I don’t yet
know exactly what but he’s noticed that I’m ‘off’ as he put it. He
wants me to rest until I’m needed, in fact, he’s forbidden me to attend
the next meeting. I don’t like it. What the hell is he up to? What if
he has that repellant brat? Damnit!”
Dumbledore was suffering
from the same feeling so he didn’t say much. He just recommended that
Snape take the opportunity to do exactly as the Dark Lord ordered and
rest.
.
Draco Malfoy was delirious with joy. He was, at
last, going to be allowed to attend a meeting of the Death Eaters. His
father, Lucius Malfoy, had said that he was ordered. Draco was proud
that the Dark Lord had asked for him by name.
The meeting place was disappointing, just an open and rather muddy
field. He wasn’t even sure where it was.
The Dark Lord approached and Draco trembled in anticipation. He found
the true appearance of his lord less than attractive.
Then
Malfoy Sr was called to the Dark Lord’s side. He approached and Draco
was disturbed to realized that he was nearly cringing. What was this?
It was an honor to serve.
It only got worse.
“I am not
pleased.” Lucius froze about half way across the clearing. “I have told
you to find Potter. You have not done so.” The Bonebending Hex hit
Lucius in the legs, making him fall to the ground with a sharp cry.
“Now come here. And leave that bratt of yours there. I don’t want him
now.”
So Draco watched his father drag himself to his lords feet, forced to
grovel in the muck.
“My
lord, I am sorry that I have disappointed you. I’ve been searching for
Potter’s home diligently. It’s just not possible, with my humble
skills, to find him. Please, forgive.” Lucius bit his lip as he reached
to touch the Dark Lords hem. Voldemort twitched it out of reach.
Obviously
not ready to forgive him yet, Voldemort motioned for him to retreat.
All Lucius could do was drag himself painfully out of the way. Draco’s
heart broke. He loved his father so much, this was unacceptable. He
couldn’t stand the sight of him, his fine clothing muddied and scuffed
from groveling on the ground. His face was smudged with dirt and grass
stains. His beautiful silvery hair full of grass stems and filth. He
made a life altering decision in a split second.
Draco
approached Voldemort carefully. “Please, my lord, allow me to take my
father away. It is plain that he has displeased you. He should come
home with me. If you allow.” Draco tried to make his voice and demeanor
humble and self-effacing. He succeed well enough that Voldemort sneered
at him and said that, if he could get it done, he was welcome to do it.
Draco helped his father turn over onto his back and dragged him from
the clearing.
In the trees, Draco stopped to rest a bit then
took out his wand. “Levi Corpus.” The spell lifted Lucius into the air
and Draco guided him away.
When Draco got Lucius home, he took
him directly to his quarters. It didn’t take the house elves long to
get him stripped of his filthy clothing, clean, and into bed. Draco
realized why his father hated the house elves so much. They saw him
when he came from a disaster like the meeting and he resented it. He
had a lot to think about, so he made sure his father was comfortable
and left.
The first thing he did was research the curse to see
if he could brew a potion to counter it, but it seemed that it had to
wear off of itself. He grumbled a bit but resigned himself to waiting
until his father was back on his feet before the confrontation. It was
going to be hard enough on both of them without the added stress of
Lucius being flat on his back.
It took him three long days to
recover, three days in which Draco see-sawed between revulsion,
disgust, fury and fear. He wasn’t brave, he was a Slytherin after all.
But this was unendurable.
Lucius was sitting in his private study, feet on a stool. He looked
better but still not recovered.
“Father, I wish to speak to you.”
“Yes, Draco, I imagine you do. Please, sit down.”
Draco settled in the other chair and sighed, shoving his hair off his
cheek.
“I hope I have always been a good and dutiful son. I’ve always tried to
be.”
Lucius wondered what this was about. “You are all any father could
want. I hope you know that.”
“Thank
you.” Draco inclined his head slightly. “This is very difficult for me
and I will understand if, after you’ve heard me out, you ask me to
leave Malfoy Manor.”
“Draco. Please. I’m still not feeling quite the thing. Get to the point
without all this roundaboutation.”
Draco
took a deep breath. “I refuse to take the Mark. I will NOT serve
Voldemort. If you cannot support me in thi,s I will leave. I cannot
stand to see the way he abused you again. And I will most certainly not
submit myself to such ... indignities. Now, if you ask me to, I will
remove to the London residence. And, if you wish, I will find other
accommodations when I graduate.”
Lucius sighed, he’d thought this might be coming. “I see. You won’t
reconsider?”
Draco
just shook his head, looking remarkably stubborn. “No. Absolutely not.
As you know I have sufficient moneys of my own to support myself. I
would hate to cause a scandal but I will if you force me to.”
“No,
Draco, my young dragon. I will not force your hand in this. The only
reason I have managed to submit to him is that I feared for your life.
I have watched him descend into madness. He’s completely batty.” Draco
winced a bit. “What? I’m not allowed to use the current slang? Please.
But I digress. He’s lost sight of the prize, for lack of a better
simile. He now wants to destroy all Muggles, Squibs and sympathizers.
He’ll decimate the population of the UK for nothing. All he’ll do is
attract attention that will destroy the Wizarding World.”
“Exactly. So, father, what do we do next?”
Lucius
sighed. “You’re not going to like this one bit.” Draco just gave his
father all his attention and refrained from remark. “I’m going to have
to exile your mother to La Isle de Frazes. She’s too much the
sycophant. I ... we can’t trust her for a moment.” Draco started to
make a heated remark. “Son, I know you love her very much. But please,
be sensible. We can’t trust that she won’t lower the wards and let him
in. He’ll charm her with flattery and he’ll turn on her the instant
he’s inside. So she goes to France. Then we shut ourselves up in the
manor until he gets bored and forgets about us. Much like a petulant
brat forgets a broken toy.”
Draco nodded, picking at his lip. “Yes. I see. And when he forgets
about us?”
“We begin to repair the Malfoy name. I do believe he’s going to lose
this war.”
Draco
nodded. “If he’s as batty as you say, I know it. Potter is absolutely
the most stubborn git I’ve ever met. And I’m going to have to suck up
to him. If they ever find him.”
Lucius started. “What? Find him? What the hell are you talking about?”
Draco
gave his father a smug smirk. “Well, he’s been missing from that Muggle
place he lives for a while. I heard two of the Death Eaters wondering
if they should tell Him or not. I think they decided not.”
Lucius just eased back into his chair, thinking furiously. “Hummm.
That’s very interesting.”
Draco settled back in his chair, things were already looking up.
Lucius
raised his head from the contemplation of the fire that had absorbed
him for the last few minutes. “And, Draco? Don’t suck up to him. He’s a
Gryffindor. You better mean every word you say to him or we’re doomed.
Do you understand?”
Draco grimaced but admitted that he did. Gryffindors were so very ...
earnest.
.
Harry
woke feeling a bit better. He rolled over carefully and took a mental
stock of himself. He was stiff, sore and hot feeling. He glanced around
the room and liked what he saw. The room was small but nearly half
again the size of his room at the Dursley’s. The bed was in the far
corner from the door with a trunk at its feet. Against the wall
opposite the foot a small armoire stood and next to it a chair. The
wall containing the door was bare but tucked into the corner to the
right of the door was a small comfortable chair with a foot stool and,
at its side a three in one table-reading lamp-book case. Then, snugged
cheek by jowl, a student desk. Nearly hidden in a small nook was a door
that Harry assumed led to a loo. He liked the fact that the bed had
been placed so that he could look out the only window from where he lay.
He
eased out of bed and took the three steps to the door in the nook. It
was a loo, small and neat, with only a shower stall, sink and toilet.
But it was cosily warm and draft free. He stripped off his pyjama
bottoms and turned on the shower. He had to get clean and see what he
could do to earn his keep.
He washed quickly and towel dried his
hair. He went to his backpack to get some clean clothing and realized
that it was empty of everything but his box. He panicked for a second
then realized that someone must have taking his things to wash. They
had been rather dirty. He decided to find the laundry room first and
start a load. Then? The kitchen maybe. He picked up a pair of sweat
pants from the foot of the bed, one of the men must have left them for
him, thank goodness.
The kitchen turned out to be a galley
kitchen, very small and a bit narrow but efficient and well stocked.
Harry decided to clean it extra well and opened the doors beneath the
sink to find cleaning products. He started to clean then realized that
he’d better find the laundry first.
He put the cleaning things
on the table and went to find the laundry. It was the first door he
opened, the one right behind the kitchen. He explored a bit farther to
find the next door was a full size bath, it needed a bit of attention
too, Harry marked that down in his memory. The last door on that side
was locked so Harry moved on. The first door on the other side of the
hall was his room and the last one was a bed suit that obviously
belonged to ... Harry realized that he didn’t even know the names of
his rescuers.
After sorting the laundry, mostly his things, and
starting a load, Harry felt ill again. He returned to the kitchen and
started to clean. He took his time and did the best job he knew how. It
surprised him when a voice from the door drawled, “Young man, if you’re
not back in your bed in two minutes, I’ll be ... displeased. Go.”
Harry
took one look a the mans face and scampered back to his room. Stripping
off his clothing he got back in the bed and pulled the covers up to his
armpits. He was just finishing covering himself when his rescuers came
in.
“Well, that’s better. I’m Johnny and that’s Frankie. No jokes please.”
Harry looked puzzled but nodded. “Ok. No jokes. Thank you.”
“You’re welcome. Now, I’d really like to know what the hell you think
you’re doing.”
Harry blinked for a second. “Oh! Um ... I thought I was earning my
keep?”
Frankie sashayed over to the chair against the wall. “I see. Well,
first, we know your name. Harry? But what’s the rest?”
Harry experienced a moment of pure panic, then realized that the men
wouldn’t know him from Adam. “Potter. Harry Potter.”
Johnny
nodded. “Ok, Harry, it’s like this. You’re really sick. I ... we don’t
want you making yourself worse, so no out of bed until the doctor
allows. We don’t want you having a relapse, got me?”
Harry
nodded, he understood this, these men didn’t want to have to nurse him
any longer than necessary. “I do. I’ll be good. But once I’m better
I’ve got to ... contribute to the house somehow. Um ... unless you’d
rather I left?”
Frankie gave an irritated little noise, sort of
like “tich” “Sweetness, you’ll do no such thing. I’m not rescuing you
just to have you starve on the street. Now ... first you get better,
then we discuss what you can do to earn your keep. Rest now, worry
later. Ok?”
Harry couldn’t believe that these men, perfect
strangers, were being so kind to him. “Thank you. I’ll try really hard.
I won’t be a burden. I swear.”
Johnny gave Harry a shrewd, accessing look. “No, you won’t. I wouldn’t
insult your intelligence by letting you be. Now rest.”
Harry
settled back to do just that. He wished he had some potions, he’d feel
better for a Healing Draught or so. He nibbled at his lower lip for a
moment then gave up. There was no way he could brew any, even if his
skills had been up to it. The herbs and other ingredients weren’t
available.