I'm never alone but alone all the time I am at one, no sense to even whine Like living in a wheel where everyone steals Snuffing out everyone as bad drug deals To find someone to love will it ever come true I have done all my time don't you think I am due And when I turn around to hold you, you're gone Why can't we ever seem just to get along I sit here looking out the window thinking of you And I can't get over this feeling of being blue The emptiness is such a big void filling my heart I cannot stand living alone and being apart Will you come back to me and make my life whole Before I take another hit from my bowl And numb myself and ease all the pain While I flush my emotions down the drain And I'm left alone to become numb I'll wait in my room for someone to come
© 2005, Allen Scott Culp I