All That's Glory Shines Prologue 927, Age of Ascent, High Summer "Laerfren, Lord of Light, if you are not displeased with me, if I have not misused this power you gave me, then answer me one question, I pray." His breath lofted in a cold cloud before him, even though it was the height of summer and the warm light of the aqua and golden moons poured through the windows, with the red-white winter one, Salsi, banished to a safe distance. It was the power of this ritual that was making it so. He had called on the fire of the stars, and they were answering him. With them came the coldness of the blackest depths of space, the spirit-void that lay between the lords and ladies of the Elwens, unimaginable distance filled with blackness and bleakness and death, anathema to everything Elwen. Herran Turnlong, Councilmaster of Rowan, did not flinch from the cold, did not look up or stir as he carefully asked the question he was required to ask by tradition. He had come through so much worse than this, not least to be kneeling here. This was the night before his wedding, and he was not afraid. No fear at all, except what the answer to this question might be. "My Lord Laerfren, is there any flaw in my soul, any crack, that will prevent my marriage to Tandra from being a happy one?" For a long moment, there was silence, and the cold that deepened until Herran wondered if he was ever going to feel starlight, or just the depth of the spirit-void. Then a brilliant shaft of silver light stabbed into the floor in front of him, and he dared to lift his head, staring out the windows of the small star-chapel in which he knelt. The clouds that had covered the stars when he came into the chapel were gone. Pure, radiant, they stared down in uncompromising, lucid beauty. Herran felt relief flood him. If he got no more answer than this, it was enough. The sudden appearance of the stars could, at the least, portend nothing evil, he thought with a small shiver, his only concession to the still-growing cold, a cold that raising his body temperature with magic would do nothing to defeat. Then the light touched him, and the world briefly fled from him. He found himself gazing at a vision he had seen many times- in dream, in nightmare, in memory. He had seen it for the first time more than two hundred years ago, when he was undertaking the vision test to become a Council member. He had not thought that it was possible to ever see it as a threat. But now, he saw how it could be. His sigh was loud in the silent and empty chapel, and he dipped his head. "I understand." The vision was gone- the vision of a burning emerald valley, brighter and more beautiful than anything that could exist in reality. Inside the valley was a silver city that burned the same color, with the same ruthless clarity. It was a vision of his city Rowan, as she could be, as he strove to make her. He had known that there might be times when the vision would come between him and Tandra. He had chosen duty over love once, or thought he had, and she did not want him to do the same again. At the same time, she might have to do so herself, Captain of the Guards as she was. And while she might not like it, she understood the necessity. She certainly was not willing to see him abandon the Councilmastery for love of her. Once, he would have. But now... He shook his head, telling himself to forget something they both accepted however uncomfortably it hovered between them, and stood, ready to begin the next part of the ritual. He began to pace slowly back and forth across the chapel, his head tilted back, relaxed, his eyes closed. He could almost feel the darkness watching him, waiting to see what he would do next. Waiting... Into it, he cast the questions, though really this was more meditation than asking of a higher power for guidance. Was there anything in his soul that might harm Tandra? Anything he should strive to control, to change, to tame? Anything he could do something about without killing parts of himself? Now that he thought about it, relaxed his mind and resolved to accept the truth no matter how much it hurt, he could think of things he had done that had hurt her in the past, things that had nothing to do with his duty to Rowan. She had been hurt when he had written songs for her, about her, or simply about Rowan and other things he loved, and then not shared them with her. She understood how difficult singing was for him, how he considered it a nearly unforgivable exposure of his soul, but she did want him to share songs with her, if he could do it. He had felt able to do it before. Simply too cowardly to broach the subject. He could change that. He could share the twenty or so songs he had written that she had never heard him sing. And he could do it for no reason other than their enjoyment, not simply to heal a grief or wound as he did at all other times. She had been furious that he would not tell her when his life was in danger, and refuse her protection when she knew it was. Herran grinned wryly to himself. Of course, considering the way she indignantly refused protection when her own life was in danger, her complaint lost a little on the grounds of hypocrisy. His smile faded into a sigh. Just a year past, with an act that had struck many of them as courage though him as the only sensible thing to do, he had won the hearts of his people. No longer did they see him only as a competent ruler they could not be bothered to depose because he did the things they did not want to do. Now they respected him, if not loved him. He treasured their loyalty because it was not blind. He hated to ask for their protection, because it seemed too much like something that a ruler taking his people for granted would do. But if it was for Tandra's sake... Yes, he could. And the final thing that he knew infuriated her more than anything... This time, the truth that came pouring into his mind as soon as he was ready shocked him. There was nothing that he could do about that. Herran's eyes snapped open, and he stared into the darkness. The clouds covered the stars again, but he could still feel the cold, and almost thought he could feel the black stars, which because of his land Elwen birth he could not see, sneering mockingly at him. His breath was loud in the stillness. He reached quietly outwards, through the shining net that bound him to the lives of all Rowanians, almost a million land Elwens and a few curalli, all tied to him, all tracked by him. He would know in an instant if any of them died; he would feel the pain of their deaths himself. And those that had died since a celestial dragon tied him to the pattern were represented as blank and wailing holes in the tender strands. He closed his eyes and blinked back tears. She knew that he felt pain from it, but she did not know that he was in constant pain from it, all the time. What could she do if she knew? There was nothing that could stop this, that could untie him. And it was another thing that made him truly Rowan's lord, that made it less likely that anyone else could grip the city and shove her into becoming something other than the radiant vision he had seen. He could not tell her. The simple fact of the matter was that she could not understand. But she would think she understood, and she would worry about him even more than she already did. Somehow, she had made her peace, as had he, with the fact that as Councilmaster of Rowan, his life was in danger every minute of every day. But to know that he was suffering, mentally bleeding, as well... Herran shook his head decisively. No, he would not tell her. That decided, he turned back and walked to the small altar stone. Stars never demanded sacrifice. Herran knelt, placed his hands on the edge, and bowed his head, as he sent his mind ranging on its final quest of the night. Children... children... It was the duty of a husband-to-be to try to envision his children this night, to tell in advance if bearing them would endanger his wife. Many Elwen families did not have children, and this- along with the fact that they lived thousands of years and needed a check of some sort on the birth of children- was the reason why. He reached. Not quite knowing what he was doing, for there was much that he did not understand about his gift, he touched the outer edges of the net of Rowanian life where birth spun new strands and new life, and wondered if, standing there in his mind, he could see his own children being born. And then, doubled vision overtook him. He could see two things. In one vision, he could see Tandra, her face clear and sharp as it had never been in his mind, standing, smiling, with two blurred figures before her. He could not see the faces or the sexes of the children, but he knew they were healthy. He felt joy flood him. But the other... There was thick and suffocating darkness in the other half of the vision, blacker than the darkness of the spirit-void, so mocking that the voices of the dark starfolk would have fallen silent before it. Herran shook his head, trying to shake one image or the other. Joy and fear mingled in him, and he wanted to know the truth, whichever one it was. And then he was quiet, and still, realizing they were both true, and he thought he understood. At last the vision faded, and he opened his eyes. Slanting, forerunning pools of gold huddled on the chapel floor. The sun was rising. Herran shook his head slowly, helplessly, as he rose to his feet. That was something else he could try to tell Tandra, knowing all the while that she would not understand. But she had had dreams and visions of her own, and hopefully they would be happier than his. If the joyous half of his image meant what he thought it did, then she would have more happiness. He was sure of it. He smiled faintly and cast a glance around the chapel, one more time, before he turned and left it. He did pause a moment in the sunlight, to let it banish the cold, and stare out the window, dreaming. The dawn had already banished the stars from the sky. He staggered briefly as a duel came to completion and one of his people took a sword through the gut. Then he shook his head, sent the dark thoughts the way of the stars, and went forth to wed his beloved. Chapter 1 Prani 1089, Age of Ascent, Late Winter "The word pran can mean many things in the Primal Tongue, but two meanings are preeminent. The word means 'joke' or 'trick,' in most contexts. The difficulty in translating the ancient texts where it was used lies chiefly in determining if the author means that the pran was a simple, harmless joke between friends, or a deceitful trick, played as part of the Game, vastin, intrigue." -From Vleini Emer Ko Call Rat Meluv, Or Strange And Beautiful Words In The Primal Tongue, attributed to the elven sage Alirnden Mireluvi. Herran sighed loudly as he finished eating the last of the bread. "I'm sure the butter is harmless," he said to the overprotective- as far as he was concerned- guard who hovered at his shoulder. "They tried it yesterday. They won't try the same trick two days in a row." "You do not know that, my lord." "I should," Herran countered in irritation. "I am the one who knows the minds of my enemies. Who predicted they would enforce the second threat they sent me, rather than the first?" Daemon flushed at the rebuke, the most response he ever showed. He folded his arms and turned his back a little, though he still watched every bite of fruit his lord ate, to make sure that he did not try to take some of the butter Daemon was sure was poisoned. "It was poisoned yesterday," Herran muttered under his breath, but not quite loud enough for Daemon to hear. The guard would think it childish, and he was already feeling his lord's irritation through the bloodvow bond between them in any case, Herran was quite sure. He ate a few indifferent bites of fruit and meat, swallowing the food rather than tasting it. He glared out the window at the white sky. He knew his mood was more than half-petulant, but, by all the stars, he had grown to hate winter of late. Though it had only endured two months, it seemed as though it had been forever since he had eaten fresh fruit. He could acquire fruit if he truly wanted it, but it would be magically grown, and even that growth forced by the earth-mages. And he could not taste that without feeling as if he wanted to vomit. His link to the land that he bore as Lord Turnlong ensured that he could gain nourishment only from natural fruit. He could eat it dried, as he did this morning, but he would not like it nearly as much, nor take any pleasure from it. Herran closed his eyes and shook his head, wondering if something else had been poisoned after all. His thoughts were rambling, drifting in all directions. Of course, he had had no sleep for almost three nights, attending as he was to a mixture of disputes between his tenants on his Claimed land and a sudden rash of duels that had broken out in the city. They always did this time of year, as the bored young hotheads grew frustrated with the difficulties of pursuing crafts or patrolling in the deep snows that came about once a dance. Never before, though, had one been coupled with the other. Shaking his head in disgust and frustration, Herran nearly missed the soft tap of the messenger on the door, asking for entrance. He lifted his head, eyes narrowed slightly, and said softly, "What is it?" "A message from the Lady Tandra, my lord," said the soft voice. "She asks that you attend her at once, or the moment that your duties permit." Herran smiled wryly. That last was a phrase that Tandra had only begun to attach to her messages in the last few years, as they became even more comfortable where the bounds of duty lay, and the bounds of love. "I will come." He came to his feet, glancing at Daemon. "Would you like to come with me, or would you prefer to stay here and examine the butter for flakes of silver unicorn horn?" Unshakable in his dignity, Daemon shook his head. "You will need a guard on the ride through the city. Never once have you gone on a crossing where something did not happen. Not once." "I will be traveling by ward." Daemon frowned at him. "You are growing too dependent on them, my lord. You will become vulnerable to attack through them if you continue, even as Quirrin is." Herran shrugged. "Until that day, I will use them. They are still the swiftest means I have of getting there, and it must be something very important, or she simply would have sent a mental message." Daemon nodded reluctantly, and moved with his lord to the corner of the room where the ward keyed to Tandra's presence, that would take Herran to her side at once, lay. Herran lifted a hand, and blue light took form out of air, the hissing, shimmering line of it settling into his hand and coiling there, as alert and beautiful as a cobra on the verge of striking. He had barely opened his mouth to speak the word that would trigger it, though, when there came another knock on the door, this one not nearly as deferential. Herran narrowed his eyes again. "Come," he said in a disgusted tone, dropping the ward back into non-existence and dismissing the guardian wards on the door with a slight gesture of one hand. He could not recognize all Rowanians from the pattern of their life-threads, but he could recognize those he felt most often, those most familiar, and he had once fought side by side with this man on an almost daily basis. He knew him, though Rai Leaflaughter had changed past almost all recognition. They all had. Rai stepped through the door and bowed to him. "My lord," he said casually, with the cool, emotionless mask so unnatural for a land Elwen, that nevertheless betrayed a touch of condescension in his eyes. Influenced by Herran's example, more and more of the Rowanians ignored the Laws banning open portrayal of emotion, and even Rai had some of that now, though he was still colder than anyone else Herran knew. "Yes." Herran did not move, merely gazing at Rai and waiting for him to make the point. "My lord," said Rai, with another bow that Herran was sure was designed to make him wait, and with a gesture of the hand that had been turned to silver by an efgoan's gaze, which Herran was sure was designed to try and awaken that old guilt. "I wish to ask for your judgment on a small matter." "Yes?" Even the Leaflaughter lord had his pride, and could be stung to defend it. Expecting a formal announcement of a duel, Herran was caught by surprise when Rai actually broached his point. "I have a daughter, Lexia." "I know," said Herran, trying to conceal his distaste. Collected, calm, devoted to the Goddess Suulta and the ancient forms, Lexia was perhaps the one person in Rowan Herran found more distasteful than her father. Even as a five-year-old girl she had unnerved him, and she would now be- he did some swift mental math- almost three hundred, at the youngest. Who knew what she might have become? "I understand that you have knowledge few possess of the current scion of Deerfriend," said Rai, his scarlet eyes burning. "Tell me. Do you think that he would obey his father were Alicalor Deerfriend to accept a betrothal to Lexia on his behalf?" Herran could not help himself; once past his initial shock, for formal betrothals were usually used only to confirm the choice of two young Elwens who had already made up their minds, he burst out laughing. "Keren Deerfriend?" he choked. "Do you seriously believe that such a one as he would accept such a one as Lexia? Anyone else could have told you he would not." "I fail to see, my lord, what makes my daughter so objectionable." "Her very nature," said Herran bluntly. "Keren is wildfire, my lord. Now that I have managed, with the help of allies, to stop the slave trade from bypassing Rowan, he ranges farther afield than ever, looking for trains to strike and slaves to free. He will not accept one who adheres to the laws of Rowan in letter as well as spirit, one who was the scion of a great slave-trading family not so long ago." Rai's lips narrowed for a moment before relaxing, not least because Herran's speech contained several insults. He did not respond to any of them beyond that small gesture, unless a certain tightness in his voice could be counted. "My lord, I would have wished for a better answer. But I think you are right, and are, at the least, being honest with me." "I am," said Herran, bluntly again. "Keren's foster brother, Sodiest Lafoxbane, has, several times, associated with your daughter socially, and you might ask if she fancies him." Rai tilted his head. "His blood is unimpeachable, of course. But Keren's is rather more so. He is the grandson of Eleriad, after all," he finished, in the tones of one making an indisputable point. He named Eleriad Deerfriend, who had been Lady of Rowan and the greatest Councilmaster in memory, until she had died in the War of Acceptance against the humans. "And Alicalor is her son," Herran retorted. "That has not saved him. Look at what he has become, my lord, and tell me that it does not cause you to turn your eyes aside in shame." Rai's eyes turned aside even as he spoke. He grimaced, shrugged, and said, "I wanted your honest opinion, and you have given it to me." "Good," said Herran, and turned away, waiting until Rai was out of the room before he grasped the ward and spoke the word that commanded it, the name of a dead friend. "Helena." There was a brilliant, sparkling burst of light, and blue brilliance surrounded them, filled the world. Herran felt himself moving, though he stood still; flying through space and falling at the same time. Then with a shuddering jolt, the world came back into focus around him, and he stood on the grass of the Guards' compound just inside the Swan Gate of Rowan. He ignored the immediate convergence of the Guards on them for a moment to look at Daemon, whose diamond eyes were narrowed slightly. The Councilmaster, with his people's facility for sensing emotion, could feel the pain around him, harder and crueler than the jewels those eyes resembled. "I am sorry," he said. "I would not have made her name the trigger, had I thought about it." Daemon shook his head. "It was not you who caused her death, my lord," he said simply. "I remember who it was." He fell silent, but Herran could hear the words that he did not speak. He remembered every day of his life. And every day of his life, he lived in quiet knowledge of the vengeance he would someday take, all the sweeter for the wait. Herran admired and respected that patience in him, a quality that he possessed himself, and that almost no one else could understand. Then the Guards arrived, and began to fuss around him at once. He was less important to them as the Councilmaster than he was as the husband of their Captain, because their first loyalty was to her rather than the Council. All of them objected in turn when he objected to the coddling they offered him, saying that Tandra would kill them one by one if he was hurt while on ground under their patrol. Herran always laughed it off, but there were days when he believed it. This was not one of them, though. Whatever news Tandra had called him here to receive, it was joyous, he thought as he saw the smile on her face. She was striding through the crowd to reach him, the Guards parting before her as the air parts before a dragon in flight. Herran could not help smiling as he looked at her; he never could, not since their wedding. Angry, mournful, elated, or in love, every expression on her face was the reflection of a spirit as pure in essence as silver, as untouched and unsullied. It was for that that he loved her, he thought as she reached him and they embraced briefly but intently. "What is it, love?" he breathed into her ear, and she rewarded him with a smile that he could feel as her lips moved gently over his face. When she stepped back, she did not leave the circle of his arms, instead staring at him and continuing to smile. "Well?" he prompted, expecting to hear that perhaps one of the outlaw leaders who harried Rowan, leaders Tandra had been tracking almost as long as she had been Captain, had been brought down at last. She shook her head, and then laughed and buried her head in his chest. Her orange hair mingled with his gold while she murmured words he could not believe at first, so desperately did he want them to be true. He caught her chin in one hand. "What?" "You heard me, Herran." Her smile widened, and her eyes sparkled with a joy that he had never seen before. "I am pregnant." The Guards, who seemed to have known or suspected something like this already and had been fighting back smiles, burst into laughter. Herran was sure that it was the look on his face that was causing it, or the way that he promptly hugged her again, letting some of the love that they shared only in private out into the open. "How long?" he breathed, again into her hair. He could not gather the strength to lift his head or raise his voice to a louder pitch. Her arms curved around his waist, tight and smug, just like her voice. "A month," she said. "Or two dances. I can feel our child's mind. That can happen between two and three dances." "Tandra," said Herran again, knowing at once when they must have conceived the child. A brilliant, star-stricken night, when they had had nothing else on their minds for once, and it had not been a night stolen from duty. "I- am happy." She smiled at him, knowing the profound joy those simple words hid, though she was not so sensitive to emotions as he. She raised a hand and gently caressed his cheek, continuing to smile into his eyes. "I cannot tell- male or female- at the moment," she continued. "It will take another few months before that becomes apparent." "I do not care." Tandra chuckled. "I know." The radiance shining from her eyes was also in her voice, and Herran thought it no wonder. She had once told him that nothing would ever give her as much joy as holding a child of her own blood in her arms, and so many things had seemed to prevent that for so long- not least the danger they faced every day, and a vow, now long- forgotten, that Herran had sworn to never wed- that the exaltation of this moment would be heightened. Herran at last looked up from the private joy he and his wife shared to notice Daemon's sincere and wide smile. "Congratulations, my lady," he said, extending his hand to Tandra, who clasped it as one warrior would take another warrior's hand and murmured her thanks. He turned his eyes on his lord. "My lord." "Thank you," Herran said in return. He closed his eyes and laughed then, not caring who heard. By all the stars, he had not known that he could ever know this much joy, nor this much peace. The Guards closed around Tandra then, almost tearing her from his arms in their eagerness to ask her what the child's mind felt like, to try reaching it for themselves, to offer remedies that would ease the pain of pregnancy, and to tease her about everything from being unable to tell if she carried a son or daughter to names for the child when it was born. Herran knew that the serious expression on Tandra's face as she considered some of their truly horrible concoctions was only for the benefit of her followers. At least, he hoped so. "You could name her Chemilli," Daemon offered at his shoulder. Herran darted a mock glare at him, and received a hesitant look in return, as though his guard, having dared to make the joke, now feared it would be turned back on him. Herran shook his head and reassured him with a smile that it was all right to joke about it, though once he would have found the words so painful that he could hardly draw breath. Yes, they had indeed all changed. "What makes you so sure that we will have a daughter?" he asked instead, changing the subject. "I am not certain, of course," said Daemon, in that same tone, the only difference from his normal one being the gleam in his eyes. "But I would certainly hope that the Captain would bear a daughter with all her glory and grace and strength, rather than a son, who would be more likely to share the unfortunate attributes of his father." Herran smiled. "And, of course, those attributes are so unfortunate that you would not be willing to let me cross the city by myself," he said, gently mocking the guard, who flushed and responded. It was a long moment before anyone, Guard or Councilmaster, looked up from the joking to note that someone else approached them, someone who had once belonged in the Guards' compound but had not for years now. Keesa Firehair. Herran narrowed his eyes as he contemplated her. Something was wrong, and it was not only the crystal gift, the way he had of reading someone else's emotions and pairing that with logic and knowledge to figure out what he would do next, telling him that. Keesa's face was flushed and hectic, as he had seen it before only in battle, but it was painfully obvious that she had not come here for that. She bore no weapon, and the silver chain around her neck that marked her as a Councilwoman of Rowan glittered in prominence on her tunic, where normally it was hidden beneath her shirt. She, like Rai, had once been his patrol comrade and friend, but that had changed with the end of the patrol and his alliance with the curalli, the shadowed Elwens, normally the mortal enemies of his people. Keesa hated the shadowed Elwens with a fierce, bitter hatred. She would not condone bringing them inside the gates of Rowan, as Herran was trying to do, or any of the other reforms that Herran put forward, which she was sure were all designed to advance that goal. She had voted against him almost from the beginning. And the fact that now she was looking at Tandra, whom she also had cause to hate... Keesa would have been Captain of the Guards had it not been for the fact that she had been Chosen to the Council. And that had come only after Tandra, the only Guard who had ever defeated her in battle, proved herself Keesa's better in other ways as well. Herran started to move, but he knew he was already too late, held away from his lady by the press of the crowd surrounding them. He could do noting but wait and watch for Keesa to issue her challenge. She did, bowing smoothly from the waist to Tandra, who regarded her with all the wariness that Herran could have hoped she would use, and then said in a loud voice, "My lady! I bear word of a challenge that I am sure you would like to hear of." "Speak," said Tandra. She had little patience for Keesa in the first place, and the Councilwoman not addressing her by her proper title would only deep and embitter the wound. Keesa nodded, her violently red hair stirring around her shoulders. "My lady, I came here this morning because I heard that two of your Guards intend to kill you. I thought you should know." "Who?" Tandra said, in a voice that said she would not mistrust anyone without more proof than Keesa had offered. "My lady, I do not know." Keesa widened her eyes in a very bad innocent act. "If I knew, I would have arrested them myself and saved you the trouble." She paused, giving Tandra a sly look from lowered golden eyes. "Of course, tell me whom you suspect and I will still do so. My lady." Her eyes flared with a dangerous mixture of bloodlust and hilarity. Tandra's face closed. She would take the risk of looking like a reckless fool before her Guards before she would show any doubt of their faith, and Herran knew it. He could hear no hint of a lie in Keesa's voice, and he lifted his voice to cry out in warning. The words never made it past his lips. More swiftly than he would have thought they could move, three of the Guards standing near him broke away and surrounded him. As he was accompanied only by Daemon, they had no trouble doing so. One of them pressed his knife to Herran's throat, while the other two held longer blades out before them, pointed towards Tandra, able to reverse direction in a moment if his wife tried anything hasty. Keesa laughed softly, and almost drunkenly. Herran refused to look at her, or to show any fear to the man holding the knife at his throat. Surprise showed briefly, before a mask of indifference dropped and the man asked Tandra if she was willing to bargain for her husband's life. Tandra's voice was steady. "I will not bargain for anything. Let him go." "What assurance do we have that you will not kill us?" asked the speaker. "You do not," said Tandra, looking at him with an expressionless frankness that could have put the most fanatic practitioner of the Laws to shame. "You have served under me for two decades, Verinan. You should know that you will die from this, no matter what you do." "Only one Elwen need die out of this," said Verinan, unflinching. "And that is one I cannot imagine you would be anxious to keep alive, with the Lord Herran dead." Every muscle in Tandra's body locked tight. She did not move, slowly breathing in and out instead. "Tandra, love," said Herran quietly. A hasty move of any kind, a show of outrage, could be as deadly as her running in and trying to free him. "Please, listen to me. Do nothing. Stay still. I will be able to-" "No." The knife moved, from his throat to his brow. The man held it steady there as he said, "One more word from him, and I will drive it through here. It will not be a throat wound, that you might still save him from, but damage to the brain. And that will not be so easily healed as you think it might be." Herran closed his eyes. He did not have to test Verinan's resolve to know the same would be true if he tried mental communication with Tandra. He stayed still and silent, listening rather than looking. He did not think he could bear to see the look of torment on Tandra's face. "What is it you want?" she said at last. Herran was perhaps the only one there who would recognize that tone. She was not bargaining, not about to give in. She was delaying them while the final movements of a dance came to completion. She already had something planned. He smiled, though he did not think any of his captors, or the watchers, would know what to make of it. He was not dead, and she would not be forced to give anything up that she did not wish to give anything up. He knew her well enough to know that. He waited, in close-eyed, softly smiling confidence, for the answer. "You cannot fight to lead us if you are encumbered with a child," said Verinan flatly. "There are ways to rid yourself of it. Do so, Captain." "Why?" "You are our leader," said the man. His breath whispering across Herran's face was warm and not entirely steady, but it held none of the scents of wine or drugs that Herran had expected to find. The man's courage was his own, and Herran had to admire him for that despite the sheer sickness of what he was requesting. "You have to be willing and able to fight at any time, to lead us into war. That means that you cannot be pregnant. You must shed the burden of this child before it fatally encumbers you. We would kill your husband as well, so that never again could he get you with child, but we know that would destroy you. The loss of this child will not." She had a plan. Herran did not move, though there were things he could have done. This was a challenge to Tandra's direct authority, and she needed to settle such things for herself. "You know nothing," she said after a moment, her voice so thick with contempt that Herran would have thought her accusers would be gagged on it. "No, my lady," said Verinan. "We do not. We do not know why you should have chosen to tie yourself to husband and burden in your belly when you could have held glory among us. But we will end at least one of those burdens in this moment." "And how do you propose that I do this, without giving myself pain?" "Two ways," said Verinan. "There are drugs that we can provide you, or magic-" "No." Verinan paused a moment, then shrugged, but Herran thought he was taken aback. "Very well. Then fight us, until the child dies from the exertion. I have fought pregnant women before, and I know the places to strike, as do my fellows. That will give you pain, but one of us will grip your mind in the moment, and it will not be for long." "You suggest the death of my child will not cause me pain?" Tandra asked, and at the tone in her voice, Herran had to open his eyes, had to look at her. She was grave and straight, seeming almost too slender for the authority she bore, her eyes gleaming like the sun on the end of a sword-blade. Her hair flamed as well, a brilliant beacon against white sky and silver snow. "I do not suggest that, lady." Verinan's voice was low, and, ridiculously, respectful. "But you chose this post knowing full well where the responsibilities lay. You knew what it meant. You knew that you would have to be ready for battle at any and all times. And, in a few months, you will not be able to battle, with this child growing inside you. Waiting to shed it will be dangerous. We waited only confirmation of the child's impending birth before we moved." "You want me to fight you." "Yes." "The three of you." Tandra's gaze rose to meet the eyes of the other two Guards, who dropped their heads in their haste to look away from her. "Yes." "Then I will," said Tandra quietly, and Herran knew that was her plan. For a moment, he wanted to cry out in wild, instinctive protest. Tandra would be hard-pressed to battle three, as any Elwen fighter would, and at least one of them was a psychic assaulter; Verinan had implied that when he suggested they could seize her mind. Tandra would be fighting powers of mental magic she did not understand, had never been exposed to. She would be doing it carrying their child, whose mind she could feel, whose loss could kill her. Herran forced himself, working against the pressure of lungs that literally did not want to move, to breathe. He could do this. He could trust her enough not to interfere, to suffer through this thinking she must know what she was doing or she would never be risking the life of the child she bore. She never would. He knew that. That could mean only that this plan had some contingency he could not know about it, that would prevent the battle from being a risk to the child. But plans could always go wrong. No. He would not think that. He breathed, forced lungs to move and chest to heave, forced himself to think of the strength present in her face and form, in the nimble hands that pulled her blade from her belt and swung it in a dizzyingly deceptive arc, rather than the weakness symbolized by one point in her belly. He kept his eyes on her and her alone as they made him swear an oath on the stars not to interfere, and then moved forward, all three of them, to engage her. Keesa's hands were clasped, and her eyes were shining. Herran found himself disgusted. No matter how fascinating she found displays of swordsmanship, surely she could do more than feel bloodlust when the life of an unborn child was in danger? But it was not in danger. He had to keep reminding himself of that. He took his eyes back to Tandra and held them there. The sun was approaching noon, and though the light was not very bright at this time of year, especially compared to the pallor of the sky, it did outline everything in merciless brilliance, without shadows. Herran watched with nothing clouding his eyes as the four circled each other, their chests moving in slight, controlled rhythms and the light catching on the clouds of steam that drifted up before their faces. Herran closed his eyes and hoped quietly that it would be enough, then opened them again at the scream of steel and the startled curse from Verinan. Too swiftly to be seen, Tandra had leaped forward and snared the blade of his straight sword in her own slightly curving one, throwing her weight to the side and twisting. Her feet had remained perfectly braced, while Verinan had slipped in the wet slush that was all that remained of a light snowfall in the Guards' compound and fallen on his back. He glared, and gaped, at the swords poised in the air above him. Tandra gave him that frozen moment, and no more, and then twisted away again as the other two sprang at her like members of a wolf pack. They too slipped, falling a little short. Tandra whirled and kept her balance as she threw Verinan's sword at them, forcing them to duck. She did not fall. Moving slowly, gracefully, as though this were a dance and she would not give up her partner, she speared one of the men through the shoulder. He shouted something and convulsed, slipping to the ground and letting go of his sword to clasp the wound's spray of stinging, scalding silver blood. The other one came from behind, blade seeking to find a home in Tandra's spine. Tandra vaulted over the shoulder of the man in front of her, even though the motion tugged him down halfway through and brought her sprawling in the snow for the first time, belly up. Her opponent's sword still cut empty air, and she still came up wild-eyed, her hands spread and her snarl like that of a wild thing. Her rage exploded in flame that seared out of her in a blinding wave, searing the air and the sight of all those watching, and making snow leap and fall back from her in an enormous, hissing explosion. The man attacking her fell back, stunned. If he was the psychic assaulter, he would now be trying to reach through the pain of blinded eyes and burned face and hands to find his victim's mind. And through the tests he himself had endured when Quirrin had tried to introduce him to that particular discipline, before deciding at last that it was wrong for his spirit, Herran knew how hard it was to concentrate on the mental world with pain plaguing in the physical one. He looked at Verinan, who was climbing back to his feet, and retrieving his sword with a look of quiet, rapt fury in his eyes. This was not a trial, a test, or a demonstration. This was not even an attempt at making Tandra shed her child. This was an assassination attempt. He could only hope that she had recognized it as such, and that she would hold true to the rule that she had obeyed all her life so far, and which she drummed into her Guards the moment they joined her ranks: always fight as if it were to the death. You never know when it might be. He could feel the burning flare of anger and hatred slicing the air from Verinan's direction, and hoped the man would not think to use his own magic. The fact that he was coming up behind Tandra as she wounded the man on the ground further was worry enough in itself. But he had sworn by the stars and on pain of her displeasure not to interfere. He could not even shout warning. He only stood quiet and furious, more angry than worried, waiting for Tandra to realize the truth and the threat. She did. She spun like a cat whose tail has been stepped on, her hands wide and her face contorted. She lashed once with fire, and Verinan fell. But he had thought to shield his face with the sword's raised guard, and the guard at Tandra's feet with the sword-wound in his shoulder was trying to summon lightning, to aid his comrade who had not been blinded. They closed on her both at once, in a movement so neat they must have planned it. Still, Herran did not like to think what plan could have endured unchanged past the throes of magic and blind hatred. And, more, to what power these men owed their loyalty. The lightning bolt did not hit Tandra, but it struck close enough to distract her, and warn her that one of her enemies possessed a dangerous command of his magic and enough disregard for the Laws to use it. While she turned to deal with him, Verinan sprang ahead, the sword held before him. Herran did not think that Tandra knew he was not blind. Held by trust and the oath, he stayed silent. She hated to be protected. She always insisted that she could handle her own defense. Now was the time to see if she was correct. Herran only hoped that her life would not be lost in the proving, especially if the proving was wrong. No, it could not be. Tandra leaped upward, just as he had seen her do in the fight that had led her to best Keesa and become the old Captain's choice to take over her post when she retired. She was not as far gone in madness and anger as she seemed. Folded to protect her belly from any strikes below, she struck down with her sword as Verinan moved below her. It was a perfect move, a perfect judgment of her opponent's momentum and speed. The sword took Verinan in the back of the neck, impelled by speed and gravity and Tandra's weight as she settled on the body of the collapsing man. He was dead in an instant, Herran knew. The sword blossomed out of a long tear in his chest on the other side that no Elwen could have possibly survived. Tandra knelt there for a moment, catching her breath. She could afford to. The other guards were, respectively, stumbling around moaning about blindness and the failure of trust, and pinned under Verinan's collapsing weight and about to go into shock or unconscious from loss of blood. She looked up at last, and her voice snapped against the soul of the man she had blinded like a whip against bare flesh. "Tell me what happened, Younor. Your life is forfeit already, but I would know what happened." Words as coldly perfect as her sword-blade. She had once told Herran that being like this horrified her, that she could not stand having to be so merciless even with her enemies, but being so meant that another challenge and another opportunity for lost mercy was that more unlikely to happen. Herran, who did not have even that strength and had spared more enemies than he could count, admired her for it." "My- my lady-" He was stammering, and forgot to call her by her proper title. Herran could see the flame in Tandra's eyes as she considered contesting this, and then let it pass. "What was it?" "My lady," said Younor, and stopped yet again. Tandra waited in motionless patience atop the corpse of a man who had tried to kill her, and the blinded Guard broke into babbling. "My lady, he convinced us that you were not the most worthy leader of the Guards, that there was one who would do better." "Really." Tandra did not even have to ask the name. It was a foregone conclusion that the man, sobbing now in grief and remorse even though he could shed no tears, would give it to her. "The Lady Keesa Firehair." Herran nearly snapped his neck, so swiftly did he turn to stare at Keesa, who shrugged and chuckled and spread her hands as if uncomfortable with the attention. "I think I was right," she said softly. "Any woman who would slay Guards who have served her loyally, who truly only moved against her because she is no longer fit for the post, does not deserve the post." Tandra turned and raked her with a gaze that made the Councilwoman flush and clap a hand to her belt, where no sword hung. "Be silent," said Tandra. "There are only two people here who know what it is like to decide life and death for others, and you are not one of them." Turning her back on the Councilwoman as if she had ceased to exist, she addressed Younor. "You told me freely, and are sorry for the abrogation of your loyalty. I am minded to let you live to undergo trial. We shall see if the Council will perhaps judge you more fairly." "No." Younor sank to his knees, bowing his head. "No, Captain. Execute me now. No Councilman could judge me any more fairly than you have done, and-" He lifted his head, turning eyes scarred blind in the direction of Keesa's scent and voice. "I would not have it said that I served the Council more than I have already." Keesa went more still than Herran would have expected at that statement, staring at him. But if Younor had something more to say, then it would die with him. He had already turned back to Tandra, and she had assumed that air that meant she would grant his request. There was a softening in her eyes for the first time. She might have less compassion than Herran did for those who had tried to kill her, but she admired, as he did, all truly honorable enemies. "Very well," she said, and then almost gently slid her sword through his throat, ending him in a manner less ceremonial but infinitely less painful than attempting to chop off his heart. He collapsed to the ground, an expression that was not quite a smile on his face. Death had taken him before he could fully form the smile. Tandra turned away from him, as quietly and thoroughly as if he had never existed, either, and looked at the man pinned beneath Verinan's corpse for a long moment. Herran could only guess at the private sadness in her eyes when she turned to look up at him. "My lord?" "Yes?" Herran said at once, moving to her, mindful of the need that she would have to clasp his wrist and make sure that he was real and unharmed. And she did do that, but only briefly, giving him a swift squeeze with that hand and then letting go. "Will you take this man- his name is Liraron, and I regret to say that I do not know his surname- to the Council building, and confine him there until he can speak to the Council in his trial?" "Of course." Herran bent to shove Verinan's burning corpse from Liraron's body, and Daemon helped him shoulder it. While the guard was helping to settle the weight, Herran felt another light clasp on his wrist, and looked up to see Tandra beaming down at him. "Our child could not have a better father, or one more versed in the ways of trust and love," she said, softly enough that no one else could hear. Her hand gave him another soft squeeze, and she bent so that her hair swept his forehead in a gesture more intimate than a kiss. "Thank you," he said quietly, and then turned and stood to perform his own duty. "My lady," he said to Keesa. "You will come with me." "I have done nothing wrong," said Keesa. "You have the word of only a dying man, and a comment that could have meant anything from me-" Herran said nothing, only looked at her, but he did let down his emotional barriers enough that Keesa could feel the full force of his cold rage glowing through his pyrite eyes. Here, in this arena, he could gain justice for his family. The word burned in him as it had not done in centuries, since his mother and grandfather had fallen in battle and his father and grandmother had withdrawn beyond reach. This woman had tried to harm them. Keesa rocked back a step, and her face blanched. If he had screamed, shouted, even with his eyes, she would have answered; she knew all about the ways of burning tempers. But she did not know, and could not understand, the fury cold as steel that glowed in Herran's eyes and turned them to metal. "I will come," she said, in a flat and nerveless voice. "Good." Herran turned his back, and he and Daemon and the two prisoners began the transition back to the Council building, on foot this time, because four was too much for a ward to bear at once. ---------------------------------------------------------- It had occurred simply to prove Daemon right, of course. Herran would not have put it past the guard to have arranged it himself, he thought with a small smile as he watched the cut clean a final time. The dagger that had struck him from one of the high balconies had been coated with poison, and one could never be too careful. "I told you-" "That I can never cross the city without mishap," said Herran, finally giving way to laughter as he bound the cut with a clean strip of the bandages that he had on hand at all times. The cut was high on a shoulder, and would not, really, deeply inconvenience him. "I know. Are you sure this was not a training exercise?" Daemon was not amused. "My lord, we could not catch the one who threw the dagger." "Of course not." Herran remained amused, certain life was doing no more than pursue its normal course. Most of those who had tried to assassinate Rowan's Councilmaster down the years had gotten away. "My lord, this is not funny," said the guard, his diamond eyes wide and hard. "It is," said Herran. "You have at least shaken me out of the mood I was in this morning, if that is good enough. Now, leave me. I have things that I must do that will require privacy." Daemon stared at him. "Sleeping," he said flatly, and it was not a question. Herran shrugged. "There are more important things to do." All weariness had fled from him. With the shock of the attack, the joy of Tandra's news and her defeat of her attackers, and the importance of the two prisoners- one still unconscious in the cells, the other confined firmly but courteously to her quarters- he did indeed have more important things to do. Daemon would not approve of all of them, and that meant that Daemon did not need to know all of them. "My lord-" "Daemon," said Herran, in a tone the guard knew better than to question, before the guard could use a tone the Councilmaster could not question. His friend scowled and left the room more silently than wind. Herran waited until he felt the wards engage again on the door, sure proof that it was locked and no one was standing outside it, and then rose and went to his desk. The chair there was comfortable enough for his physical body while he went hunting with his mind. He reached out, finding the first man he was concerned with almost at once. ^My lord.^ The mental voice of the shadowed Elwen Master of Discipline came through his mind as both courteous and cautious. ^I had not thought to be speaking to you so soon.^ ^So soon?^ ^My daughter will be returning from Carmai soon, and I would like you to give her a formal welcome.^ Herran smiled. This was a test of his strength, again. They were constant, part of the truth of having an alliance with the curalli. ^I will be honored to welcome her in every way I can, my lord. In fact, it will fit in rather nicely with one of my plans, one I intend to speak to you about.^ ^Which is?^ ^Concerning curalli coming into Rowan openly, without fear of persecution.^ Silence, and then Kerlinde laughed, a sound with glee in it and yet not enough to give anything away. ^Have you taken the place of the Lady now, my lord? For, in truth, I do not see how you can weave such a miracle without being one of the dark starfolk.^ ^I can do so,^ said Herran. ^Corandra's coming will give me the lever I need, if you will give your consent and she hers.^ ^Free from persecution?^ ^I do not know if it will be simply any shadowed Elwen. I will begin with small quotas of merchants to sell curalli products at first, and from that point on, I will take it as it shines.^ ^My lord, you must at least have some dark starlight in your veins. Do tell me that you have curalli blood?^ Kerlinde asked, in what sounded like an honestly hopeful voice. Herran smiled. ^You would not want to think of such a one as I being land Elwen?^ ^I am glad that you are my ally.^ That was praise, for the curalli and given in such rare openness that Herran laughed. He swiftly sobered. ^Does this mean that you will represent my plan to the others? I would gather them in full council, but I am bound to stay here for now. The most bitter enemy of your kind's entrance into Rowan has endangered Tandra, and I think it will be some time before I am finished dealing with her.^ ^Keesa Firehair?^ ^Yes,^ said Herran, a little surprised. Keesa usually acted a little better in restraining her than to shout in public, and he had not realized that the reports he regularly gave the School Master of Council activity were detailed enough for him to sort out that one name as a threat above all the others. ^Then I understand,^ said Kerlinde. ^I will carry the message, and gladly, and I will make sure the others know who it is.^ His voice carried some remnant of a private grief to settle with the Lady of Firehair, and Herran did not ask. He did not want to become embroiled in more things than he already was at the moment. ^Thank you, my lord. I will welcome your daughter when she comes.^ ^Thank you.^ And then he was gone, and Herran, shaking his head and smiling once more at how much a conversation with someone whose darkness was visible could reassure him, turned to the next problem. "Korredian." The commander of his personal guards, bound to him by a bloodvow as Daemon was, knocked on the door a few moments after the speaking of his name, but made no move to enter, listening through the door and the bond. "Go the cells, and fetch out the prisoner- Liraron- whom we captured today. Bring him here if he is awake. If he is not, then have the healers tend to him, and go for the Councilwoman Keesa Firehair." "My lord." A bow that Herran knew was there even if he could not see it though the door, and he was gone. Herran settled back to wait, wondering if it would help to have Tandra there, and then discarding the idea. He knew that it would not help, would cause her more pain and probably the Guard as well. He was somewhat relieved, therefore, when Korredian came back with Keesa instead of Liraron. He clapped the wards to stillness when the names were announced, and rose to his feet as she was led in, though not in any courtesy that she would mistake for the real thing. Keesa smiled as she stepped inside and made a show of looking around, though she had seen the Councilmaster's offices more times than almost any other Council member, from the days when she had been a sometime ally. "These are much nicer than mine," she said, with a smile and a glance at Herran. "Let it never be said that you do not keep your comforts. Indeed, you do." Herran ignored the barb. He thought he knew what lay at the root of her strange, giddy, almost drunken behavior, and how to stop it. He leaned forward to her, motioning Korredian, a dark-haired, dark-eyed southerner, out of the room as he did so. The guard commander hesitated, and then went, seeming more than a little reluctant. "Wine?" "Please." Keesa smirked at him. "I would, if I am permitted, my lord, add to my earlier remark about your comforts. There are none that you neglect, including courtesy to a guest." "That has been a discomfort more often than not," said Herran, as he filled the wineglass with his own hands and held it out to her, noting the way her eyes flashed and widening in delight at the action. Oh, yes, he had read her correctly. "With you, for example, it will be so. I find that I cannot have much sympathy for the woman who attacked my wife and child." "You cannot prove that I had anything to do with it," said Keesa. "That man was accusing me because he believed it to be true, not because it necessarily was." She accepted the wineglass and started to sit down, and then realized that to do so would be to breach the courtesy Herran had established and offer him good opportunity to strike her with the poisoned barbs of his words. She could not sit as long as he remained standing. A faint, disconcerted look crossed her face, and then a happy smile. "Do you think that you can prove it?" she mused, sipping the wine and looking at him. She had learned to thrive on intrigue as she once had only on open warfare, Herran thought with a kind of distant pity, but that did not mean that she was any better at it. "My lady," he said with formal politeness, "I know the full scope of your ambitions." Keesa threw back her head and burst into peals of delighted laughter. "You do not!" she said, when she finished. "No one could know the full scope of them. You would kill me if you did know." She took another sip, smirking at him the while, openly taunting him. Herran raised his eyebrows and sat at last, she following him at once. Her legs must be more tired than they looked, he thought with a smile that he concealed at once. He knew the cause of their weakness, as well. "I would not," he said. "I kill no one who can serve the city of Rowan, even if that service is not originally what he or she thought it would be." "I serve the city of Rowan every waking moment," said Keesa, suddenly serious. "I would die in her defense. I would give my soul for her." "And that is where you falter," Herran murmured. "Even I would not give up that much. No Elwen should ever give up his or her soul." "Will you scorch me with your philosophy now?" Keesa looked at him with scorn. Her hand that held the wineglass shook a little, but she seemed unaware of that. She paused. "Are you trying to get me drunk?" she said with sudden suspicion. Herran laughed lightly and drank his own wine. "Are you satisfied now?" "Yes," she said, and then smiled at him. "Herran," she said soothingly. "It was just a joke that I meant to play on her. I did not know they would try to kill her. I approached the three who muttered the loudest and suggested they try the Captain's strength, in response to an insult she paid me a month ago. I did not know they would turn it into something more deadly than that, I swear," she repeated. Herran almost snorted. "A joke?" was all he said, raising his eyebrows again. "Yes, a joke." "A joke." With no change in expression, he was pinning her to the seat. "You threaten the lives of my wife and child, and tell me it was a joke?" Keesa blinked. She could have met hot rage, mocked him with her own temper until the conflict became armed violence, which she would win easily. Herran knew that, had seen it before. But she was unprepared to deal with the cold rage of his line, which all the Turnlongs back to the days of the first great one who had borne that name had possessed. "I would execute you," said Herran quietly, into the silence, "if I thought that Rowan could spare any Council member. I would do it, Keesa." Breath whistled through her lungs as she closed her eyes. "I know," she whispered. "I am sorry. I should not have used surrogates." "You wanted to see how well the Lady Tandra fought before challenging her to a duel," said Herran, in absolute quiet. Her golden eyes snapped open, searing him in their shock. "I am the Councilmaster of Rowan, Keesa," he said softly, holding her eyes and trying not to be amused at her expression, but failing quickly. "I do know the ways of the Game." Her expression turned at last to pure fear. "And what will you do should I challenge your wife to a duel?" she said softly. "Do it according to the accepted customs and rules, and I will do nothing," said Herran. "This is her choice, her decision to refuse it or not, to pay redress for the insult or not." "Her choice..." "Yes," said Herran, not liking the tone in her soft voice, but unable to disagree with it. It was indeed Tandra's choice. "Fight again with surrogates, or try to kill her, and I will do something that I would never have thought I could do to you before this moment." Her eyes narrowed, her head cocked, but she did not ask what the thing was, as almost anyone else would have done. Almost anyone else did not have her reckless courage, bordering on madness at times. "What has changed, Herran?" "You threatened the lives of my family, Keesa." Unnerved, she shivered and bowed her head, looking away from him. Herran smiled. She looked up to see the smile, and then away again with a sick, pale expression that made her look almost fragile. "I will see that smile in my nightmares from now on," she said faintly. "Good," said Herran gently. "As it should be. I wanted you to know, Keesa, that I will hunt you down and kill you like the mad animal you would be if you tried to harm my family again. But I would prefer to make sure that it does not happen again. Therefore, I will ask that you swear an oath on the stars before you leave this room. No more assassination attempts on her." Keesa looked up at him. "What means have you to make me swear this oath?" Herran said nothing, but merely waited. Keesa looked at him for long moments in growing uneasiness, but nothing happened. She made no move for a weapon, and neither did he. Then her eyes widened, and she clapped a hand to her belly, doubling over and cursing in a long, sobbing stream of dark words before the pain growing within her, ripping her bowels apart, possessed her completely and left her unable to speak. Herran spoke calmly into the shattering silence more frightening than a scream. "I did put a poison in the wine, Keesa. A two-part poison, one that I happen to have an immunity to." He studied her critically as she bent. "I do have the antidote. I will give it to you when you swear the oath never to harm my family." She tried to speak, fell silent. "The poison lodges in your bowels like a stone," said Herran, quietly. "Then it begins to grow. It will rip its way through your belly soon if you do not swear by the stars that you will never attack my wife and the child she carries again." Keesa opened her mouth in something that might have been a scream, a curse, agreement, or anything else. The pain overwhelmed her again, and she fell on the couch, writhing like a snake, her hands clasped over her belly. Sweat sheened her, ran down her face like rain or tears, and her mouth framed soundless, helpless movements that begged for help. "If the oath truly matters to you, then overcome the pain and speak it," said Herran. "That is the only way I will know that you mean it." Keesa tried, could not. Rowan's Councilmaster waited, cold, wrapped around by the blazing silent silver of his rage, wanting to make sure that Keesa knew the stakes. He would let her die before he would take the chance that his love would be attacked by assassins again, or in such a way that would make her lose the child. Keesa breathed quick and loud for a moment, then found her voice. "I swear- by the stars- to never start an attack for the precise purpose of killing your family." Herran rose leisurely to his feet, and tipped the wine in his glass down her throat, ignoring the way she fought him. Almost at once, as she swallowed, the spasms eased, and the nasty ripples of skin on her abdomen subsided. She doubled over for a long moment, even so, panting and glaring at him. Then she rose to her feet and raked sweaty red hair out of her eyes, not actually daring to meet his calm, cool gaze. "You- bastard." "In what way?" "The antidote was in your wine the entire time." Herran sighed. "No. It is the same poison. Ingesting one glass of it causes the symptoms that you experienced. Did you see me pour from a different carafe?" He paused, looked at her face locked in stubborn disbelief, and then shrugged. "I truly am immune to the poison, and it does not matter how much I drink. I gave you just a little more, and the pain subsided. I know that you will have a little discomfort for a few days, but after that it will truly be gone." "It is magical," said Keesa flatly. "It has to be." Herran met her gaze, and nodded. Keesa shivered, spat as if she could taste the wine upon her tongue, and then reeled to the door. Speaking harshly to the wood, she said, "You have convinced me. There is no way that I can threaten you, no way I can strike against you." "And you are not invulnerable," said Herran. "Find some way to break the oath, and I can kindle the pain in your belly again, more quickly than thinking. And as you do not know the name of the poison or even what this wine is called, you cannot find the other part of the poison in time to stop it." Keesa only stared at him for long moments before bowing her head and moving to the door, looking wearier and older than she had before this confrontation. Herran unlocked the wards for her and listened and felt as her footsteps faded. Then he turned his attention to the bloodvow connecting him to Korredian. "Yes, my lord?" Herran smiled. This was not telepathy. It sounded as if Korredian stood in the room with him, his voice speaking from empty air, though the Councilmaster would be the only one who could hear it. "The prisoner. Are the healers still tending him?" "Yes, my lord. He has lost more blood than was originally thought, and he may not live." Though there was no trace of worry for the man in Korredian's voice, the fact that he voiced such thoughts at all, mere assumptions, showed that he was concerned. Herran sighed. "I will come, if you think it will help-" "No, my lord," said Korredian. "I do not think it will. His spirit, the healers say, knows what it has done and is trying to flee from the shame of facing you. He will only flee further from the sound of your voice. The choice to return, if it is made at all, must be made on his own, without any outside influence." Herran nodded shortly, knowing Korredian would sense the movement even if he could not see it. "Very well. I have another task for you, the moment you feel you can be spared from the prisoner's bedside. I want a close watch kept over Lady Keesa." There was silence, and then Korredian said, "What of her guards, my lord? Keesa's own will sense any watch we put over her, at least for the moment. It pains me to admit it, but we are still training the recruits who replaced our soldiers from the last attack." Herran nodded, managing not to wince at the memory of the magical attack last dance that had killed nine of the bodyguards accompanying him. With his ability to sense magic, not unlike his ability to sense Rowanians, he had escaped, but they had insisted on defending him, and he had not been able to drag them away. "I understand. Call on the Prison guards working in my name if you must." "My lord, they grow more untrustworthy as time goes on and Quirrin has more chance of discovering them-" Herran interrupted again. "I know. But in this case, there is little choice. The Councilwoman was the one who persuaded the Guards to attack my wife, and while she claims it was a joke, I cannot help thinking it was a move in the Game. She now plans to challenge the Lady Tandra to a duel herself, and I cannot forbid either of them that. But I fear there may be more to it than that. I would like to know where she goes, and anyone unusual that she speaks to." "Of course, my lord. Should we set a protective watch over the Lady Tandra, as well?" "Her Guards will protect her well enough. And she would kill me if she knew that I was doing something like that," said Herran, faintly amused. His bloodsworn guard's silence was an answer, of sorts. Herran narrowed his eyes, and responded with a snap of authority that he rarely used in his voice, the kind Korredian could no more refuse than Daemon would. "No." "My lord, she deserves some kind of protection, as does your daughter-" "Daemon has infected you as well, I see." Korredian ignored his lord's acerbic humor. "If we place her under protection, all of us would sleep the easier, and she could not say the order came from you, because it would not." "I would know," said Herran. And here it was, an excess that he knew he should have curbed before now, save that there had been no such evident demonstration of its power before. "Besides, Korredian, need I remind you that the loyalty of the Councilmaster's personal guards is to Rowan and the office of the Councilmaster, not to the blood or the soul of the Councilmaster himself?" Silence. "Korredian..." "My loyalty is personal, my lord. I will fall on my sword if you command me to." Herran shook his head helplessly. Sometimes he thought the offer to do just that sprang from the same root as the knowledge that he would never command anyone who served him to do such a thing. "If you decide to do it, then be warned that I will not support you in the face of her anger. I cannot rule your actions as a free Elwen, but I will not support them." There was silence again, this time with a decidedly smug factor to it. Herran shook his head again and finished, "That will be all, Korredian." "Yes, my lord." The link finished, Herran hesitated, then closed his eyes. There really was no more pressing business for the moment, and he could feel weariness creeping back, slyly testing the edges of his endurance. Before it could claim him as helpless prey, he closed his eyes and fell into the darkness. ---------------------------------------------------------- He was awakened by a frantic mental call from Tandra that he did not even question, instead standing and going to the ward, speaking Helena's name, and appearing at her side in a wash of blue light. The first thing he felt was Tandra's hand on his arm, clutching until she pressed tendon to bone and he grunted in pain, but the first thing he saw was Keesa's flushed, triumphant face. "You heard me, my lady," she said, her voice smooth with false honey. "You have heard the terms of my challenge, and you cannot refuse them." "Tandra, what-?" he began. His wife looked up at him, her eyes shining with fear for the first time he could remember, and said in a softly forceful voice, "The Lady Keesa Firehair has challenged me to an Arbleronwa." Herran's eyes snapped at once to Keesa, understanding why she had thought Tandra's factor of choice so important earlier. She had called her with the duel form that could not be refused; the very name meant "irrefutable." Tandra would be fighting, encumbered with their unborn child, and she had no choice about answering. He looked into Keesa's eyes, and found there the mad, open-mouthed, tongue- lolling laughter of a hyena, hungry for blood and the killing of helpless animals. "You see," she said, "the challenge is properly registered with the master torturer." Nothing could change it now. Herran knew the truth before he asked, but he looked into his wife's eyes, saw the despair and the need there, and asked in any case. She closed her eyes and answered without looking at him. "Bluedance. The first day of summer." When she would be six months pregnant, and utterly unable to fight. Herran looked back at Keesa. "I thought you incapable of playing the Game," he said, in grudging compliment that had nothing of admiration in it. "I was wrong." He snapped his head in a slow, small bow. "It is simple," said Keesa, eying him with the lazy enjoyment of a hyena closing on a downed and helpless animal. "The Captaincy will be vacant if she refuses, and vacant if she does not. Or her womb will be." She shrugged, tilted her head and made an expressive move with shoulders and eyebrows. "You do have the coldest heart of any Elwen I have met," said Tandra, her dignity restored. Keesa's face flushed in panic, and she turned and strode away without a word. Tandra looked puzzled for only a moment before the look in her eyes hardened, and she turned to look at him. "I will not give up." Her voice was polished iron. "Not either this child, this Captaincy, or this life. I promise you." Then she bowed her head. "But I will need help." Herran could do nothing but hold her, listen to her heartbeat and the heartbeat of their unborn child, and nod. Burning in his own heart, though, was a cold star. Keesa did not know what she had awakened. Chapter 2 Student And Teacher "Rekwa'ticaticyu tasadal faithan." (You cannot cage a dragon forever). -Elwen Proverb. Herran met Keren's eyes. "You would not object to doing this for me, then?" he asked, studying the younger Elwen closely. Keren was only nearing his sixth hundredth year, but he was already as reckless as only an older Elwen with far more experience would have a right to be. Herran hated to ask this of him, as it would add to the risk, but if he was willing... "Of course not," said Keren. "You have given me too much, my lord, for me to ever object." He made a small gesture, and the fire burning in the hearth sprang up again. He seemed to delight in using emotional magic even when it was not necessary, when he could have easily let the fire die down, as neither one of them was cold. He looked back at Herran, the firelight catching on the unusual gold flecks scattered through his black eyes like suns glowing in space. "I would be honored to do this thing for you." "If you are sure..." "I am," Keren cut in briskly. "It is the kind of work for which I was born." Herran smiled. Only Keren could make that sound like something more than a declaration of blind faith in fate, and more like a declaration of blind faith in himself. "Thank you, my friend. The debts that I owe seem to continue increasing." "Well, yes," Keren agreed with a sudden smile that could have been called impish by someone less generous than Herran was inclined to be with the young Deerfriend heir. "Killing the slave trade near Rowan deprived me of the pleasure of killing slavers, for example." "You were supposed to be killing for justice, not for sport." "They scream so entertainingly." Wildfire glowed in the dark-bright eyes for a moment before they vanished as he bowed his head in mock humility. "I was having fun whether or not I wished to have it." "I see." Herran would have said something else, to move the conversation in a more normal direction- they rarely got a chance to speak these days, as Herran had his duties and Keren had his raids far from Rowan- when the door opened, and a man that Herran had known too well ever to like stepped into the room. Herran regarded him with steady pity. Alicalor Deerfriend, once a hero of the war against the humans and a member of the Council who had served with quiet and steady dignity even if he had been unable to assume the Councilmaster's seat, now was little more than a man bewildered by his children and trying to tend the Deerfriend lands with an appalling lack of competence, immersed in studying how to control the earth magic rather than actually controlling it. Keren turned, casually, seeming to think it might be one of his sisters or his mother, with whom he was on fairly good, if shaky, terms. He saw the man within the door and coiled at once, his lips peeling back from his teeth and his eyes darkening until the golden suns were almost swept under in a flood of rage. The air turned thick and hot with the hatred that flowed between father and son. Alicalor, with hair and eyes the color of his son's but without anything like the spirit that animated Keren's features and made him the object of some envious comment among the Elwens his own age, reacted in much the same way. "Well," he said. "I thought that you would be far from here, chasing honest Elwens down and slaughtering them as you usually do." "And I thought you would be far from here," said Keren, "drinking and trying to understand why the earth refuses to obey you, drunken sot that you usually are." His breath hissed between his teeth, quickening, and his eyes darkened even further. His hands cramped on the arms of the chair and he looked as if he might spring forward, like a cat, to grip his father's throat in his teeth and tear it out. "My lords-" Alicalor spared Herran a disinterested glare, before returning his attention to his son. "I know that you are not too old for discipline." Herran looked back at Keren just in time to see the change begin. This change was one that he had never seen overcome the young Elwen before, though he had heard rumors of it and seen flashes once or twice. Keren's eyes were utterly black now, with no sign of gold, and his cheeks were the brilliant silver of his hair. He did not move; Herran could not hear him breathing or his heart beating. He stared at his father in unblinking silence, everything about him still. He would kill his father. He hovered on the brink of an explosion that would destroy him and Alicalor and everything in his path. Unstoppable as a natural disaster, he faced the father who had beaten him before until he almost died and had permanent scars and badly healed bones, and had confined him to his room for decades, and he stared. The rage coming from him was overwhelming, filling the room like thick black smoke. Herran remained still. There was nothing he could do, and not only because his duty as Councilmaster was to refrain from interfering in temviaq, blood feud between members of the same family. Any move he made was likely to trigger the wildfire. Keren took one deep breath, and then another. The fire in his eyes was awesome and utterly humbling to behold. He had more command of his gifts of emotional magic than even Herran, who had tried to obey the Laws forbidding its use at least a few times in his life. Keren could not obey them. He was not made, as he would say, to obey them. He could destroy them both, in this mood, without even moving a muscle. Which lent his enraged stillness all the more impact. Then he turned, rose to his feet, and went to the door of the room. He paused in the doorway, looking out the ladder that led from the belly of the stag that formed the Deerfriend home to the ground, and spoke in clipped tones that bore little relation to the voice most Elwens would have used in this situation. "Name Sodiest your heir if you like, father. I care not. Not any more." He did risk one glance over his shoulder that made Herran recoil, so certain was he that lightning would snap from those gold-flecked black eyes. Yes, he could see the gold flecks again, he realized with a strong rush of relief. "There is nothing that you can to do to hurt me any more." He began to climb down the ladder to the ground, his movements the quick and sure ones he had perfected climbing to the high ground for his raids. Alicalor stared after him for a moment before seeming to notice Herran's presence in the room. He stared, then flushed. "My lord," he said quietly. "Forgive me. I am afraid that my son sets the room afire no matter what I say or do." Exasperation glowed openly on a face more accustomed to the cool reserve of the Laws, and in front of one of those who had the power to bring him to trial for the breaking of those Laws, further evidence of just how upset he was. "I require no apology for his behavior, my lord," said Herran quietly. It took Alicalor only a moment to grasp the implications. No matter that he stank of wine; he was still a Councilman, and no stranger to the Game. His face drained of blood. "My lord?" he whispered, as he took a seat on the couch across from Herran, avoiding the place where his son had been sitting by design more unconscious than conscious, Herran was sure. "I have heard nothing of any arrangement being made to leave the Deerfriend lands to someone not of Deerfriend blood," said Herran softly. "The Councilmaster cannot-" "Interfere in inheritance," said Herran. "Of course not. But I speak to you now not as a Councilmaster, but as another lord of the high blood, and one who knows what rewards the link to the earth promises, as well as the price that it exacts. Why do you think that the lands will not welcome Keren? He has a strong share of the earth magic, as well as a natural talent for leadership." He had seen the way both trees and Elwens bent towards the young Deerfriend no matter where he walked. "I cannot leave the lands to one who does not want them," said Alicalor, with a sudden and rare flash of honest bitterness. All Herran could do was stare at him, wondering if Keren's objections were the same as his own and wishing that his father had been forced to acknowledge his own protests as it seemed that Alicalor was forced to acknowledge his son's. "He does not," said Alicalor, bowing his head. "The earth magic is not like any other form of power, as well you know. Here, desire not to wield it will only interfere with the smooth progression of everyday life, instead of setting necessary checks on the power. I know that much, even if I cannot wield it so well and have never really felt anything but desire for it." "Yes..." "And Keren desires his freedom and his fire," said Alicalor. Wine forcing him to honesty or not, Herran sensed that he was hearing the truth. "What can I do, in truth, but let him go? He promises no threat to the lands, and no threat can compel him. And he cannot be tied with bonds of guilt, as I know that your father tied you, and neither with bonds of compassion. All his compassion is given to the plight of slaves and others who have had their freedom reft away from them, and he does not know the meaning or name of guilt." Herran closed his eyes and shuddered. That last sentence did bear something dark, something more akin to the side of the man he knew: what kind of man would actually wish his son to learn to suffer pain and guilt, simply to prove a point? "And your daughters?" he asked, quietly and pointedly. If Alicalor would not be made to see sense in the matter of his son- that only kindness in turn could bring him to kindness, that matching fire with fire only worsened the matter- then there was nothing else he could do. "Lomona has too much power as a mage, and the people would never accept her." Alicalor fell silent, biting his lip and staring out the window, his hand clenching as if on a flask that was not there, as if he would raise it to his lips. "And Kalupa?" Alicalor shook his head violently. "Why not?" Alicalor closed his eyes in torment. "Because she is too much like her grandmother," he whispered in anguish. "She must serve on the Council, or she will never be happy. And I love her too much to not let her go to the one thing that will make her happy." "But you do not care that much about your son." Alicalor's head jerked up at his merciless words, the black-gold eyes flying wide. "What makes him happy is fire and destruction!" "No," said Herran softly. "What makes him happy is fighting, my lord, and I think we can all be grateful that he has chosen to turn his anger against a deserving target." "Deserving? Many of those who died were innocent merchants or guards, only on the trip to deliver the cargo or safeguard it-" Herran said nothing, but some shift in his eyes or stance, or even the emotions flowing from him that Alicalor's dampened senses must have picked up, reminded the former Councilman that this was the Councilmaster who had ended all slavery in the area by main force, and started a war with the southern city of Palm over this very issue. He bowed his head, swallowed hard, and put his hands over his face. On the wake of the words he had just spoken, another young man came into the room. Herran glared at him. This was Sodiest Lafoxbane, Keren's hated foster brother and the admitted probable heir of Alicalor Deerfriend. The calm, glossy black eyes, the pulled-back, severely-bound purple hair, and the completely emotionless features represented everything that Keren hated about the Laws, and had come to represent much the same thing to Herran as well. Though his hatred was not as intensely personal as his friend's, he had taken too much delight in seeing Keren defeat Sodiest- several times- in sword-dances before the whole of Rowan for it not to be hatred. Sodiest paused, staring at him, and then told his foster father, "My lord, I will be going to the market shortly. Is there anything I should bring back, anything that would be of use?" "Parchment, ink, and dried fruit," said Alicalor in disinterest, his head still bowed. Sodiest took a moment to study Herran, his head tilted to one side, and in that time yet another member of the Deerfriend family entered the room. Though he had only seen her a few times before and had never been introduced, Herran knew this had to be Kalupa Deerfriend. Her face was too open and friendly to be her emotionless sister Lomona's, and Lomona was said to have hair the color of the sunlight she was named for besides. This woman's hair was silver, her eyes the soft color of rowan berries.