Aqua Prologue 478, Age of the Swan, Early Autumn Sunlight. Rippling grass. Wind. Water. She could sense all of those without ever opening her eyes. And blood. Eara Dulef opened her eyes and sat up swiftly, shading her eyes with a hand as she peered into the distance. But nothing was visible above the swaying tops of the grasses, even to a cheetah Elwen's superior vision. Whatever had died had done so without a struggle. She could still smell the blood, though, rich and thickly sweet, causing her mouth to water and her stomach to rumble. No one else was supposed to be out here today, Eara's meditations on the Goddess being an integral part of the pre-wedding ceremony. But someone- even Kyayne, she supposed, unable to wait until they were wed- might have come out here to hunt. She could ask to share the kill. After all, she thought with a small smile as she half- stood and stretched a spine sore with sitting in one place for almost three hours, she had a right, as the high priestess of Chilune within Glelmari. She moved off through the grasses in the relaxed half-crouch that most cheetah Elwens used even when they were not Shifted into cheetahs. It kept her head from showing above the grass, and let her long legs do work that comforted and supported them. And let her ramble on and on about nothing, she thought, again with a faint smile. The scent led Eara towards the Sky's Eye, a small watering-hole where lazy cheernmae sometimes lay in wait for game. Eara paused, swinging her tail, at the medley of scents that came to her. Blood and water and sun-warmed grass were to be expected, but she thought she smelled something reptilian, too. And that scent. Elwen, but surely not cheetah Elwen. She crept forward slowly now, her tail snapping faster with both excitement and fear as something warned her that this was no ordinary hunter who might share a kill with her. Grass parted before her, and then there was no more. She crouched at the edge of the Sky's Eye clearing and stared in fascination at the scene before her. A bleeding antelope lay at the edge of the water. Strangely, it did not look quite dead, instead feebly kicking, and it had only one wound. Not the gaping throat wound a cheetah would leave, either. Just a small bite on the hind left heel that nevertheless bled profusely. Coiled beside it was a kind of snake Eara had never seen before, with beautifully patterned red-gold diamonds on its scales and dark blue eyes, several shades darker than her own aqua ones. The snake was speaking, in a voice that did not come from her mouth or mind but was nevertheless there, to someone lying just out of Eara's sight. The strange Elwen, presumably. "Come, Zar. You have to eat. I know what and how you feel, but this is ridiculous." A pause, as if the snake was calculating, and then she said in a subdued voice, "I don't think you've eaten since we left Cytheria, to tell you the truth." There was no response. Eara sniffed lightly, but there was no smell of death, either. Could the one the snake was speaking to be in a coma, or sick? Curiosity as much as compassion made her shift her stance until she could see him. She could feel her eyes widening and a small, startled growl escaping her lips. Her legs tensed automatically, as if to propel her into a leap or a lightning-quick dash away, and it took her some time to control them, all the while staring at the man lying on the ground. He slept, or was unconscious, with his face turned toward the grass so that she could not see it, his head cradled on his arms. But what she could see was remarkable enough. The wind stirred hair that resembled feathers, and visible through the slit in the back of his oddly cut tunic were neatly folded wings. His scent- she extended her whiskers to the sides, softly channeling the drifting air currents to her nose- was fresh and clean and wild, or would have been if he had changed his clothes any time in the last dance. A scent of the sky. It was her business to know the world beyond the Grasslands, for the good of her people, and so she was able to put a name to him. Duazad. Falcon Elwen. A member of one of the most reclusive races in Arcadia. What was he doing here, then? The snake seemed to become more agitated and concerned every moment. She slithered over to the one she had called- Zar? Yes, that was it- and flicked her tongue out to lick his face. Zar jumped and rolled over. His eyes, a bright, clear shade of gray, opened and focused on the talking snake. He didn't seem to recognize her at first, but then a piercing intelligence filled his gaze. He dropped his head as he sat up, speaking wearily. "Did you have to wake me up, Lamara?" His voice was low and harsh, the ringing of the falcon's cry present in every word he spoke. "Yes." Lamara slithered over to the antelope, which by now had stopped kicking. "You need to eat something. You haven't-" "I know I haven't," said Zar. His controlled bitterness made Eara wince inwardly. "That was the whole point. If I ate something, I would probably bring it right back up again." "It wasn't your fault." Lamara sounded as if she were repeating an old and tired argument, one she already knew wouldn't work. "I know that. But it happened, and there is nothing I can do to atone for it. I think that's enough." Zar glanced warily at the antelope, studying it as if he had never before seen such a creature. "What is that? Is it good to eat? How can I eat it if you killed it with your poison?" Poison, Eara noted to herself. Lamara seemed the more aware and dangerous of this pair. It might be good to remember that she had a poisoned bite. Lamara slowly tapped her tail against the ground, cocking her head as she watched the falcon Elwen. From her attitude, this was the most interest he had shown in anything in several days. "I only bit him on the foot. My poison is magical and doesn't really affect the bloodstream. So long as you don't eat the hoof, take a bite of whatever you like." "You didn't answer my other questions." But Zar was inching toward the antelope now, dragging himself along the ground as if it was too much trouble to stand up. In his eyes was a predator's savage hunger, familiar to Eara. "I don't know what it is, and I don't know whether it's good to eat," said Lamara, in a tone filled with carefully modulated sarcasm. "This isn't my world, remember?" Zar eyed her for a moment, then smiled. It changed his face when he smiled, weary as it was; it made him appear as if he might laugh, too. "All right. I'll take your word for it." He closed his eyes for a moment as if overcome by the heat. His hands appeared to shimmer, to cramp and twist, and Eara had to look away, her eyes watering. When she looked back, he was calmly slitting open the belly of the antelope with the talons that had replaced his hands. He had done something that was supposed to be impossible- Shifting only a part of his body- and he acted as if it were nothing at all! Her faint gasp must have given her away. Lamara reared up like a cobra, hissing, and seemed about to dart forward. Zar lifted a warding hand, but the look in his eyes as he scanned the grass at the edge of the clearing made Eara revise her opinion of how dangerous he was. Distracted by grief or not, he had survived fights before. "Who's there?" he asked, in a voice at once sharp and soft. He flexed his talons, sending blood spraying. "I know someone is. If you come out, it will go easier on you." Well, why not? These were her Grasslands, after all. Eara stood tall, a strange sensation with her long legs, and stepped forward. "Welcome to the Glelmari," she said formally, speaking Universal, the common tongue of Arcadia. "It is my hope that-" She had to stop then, disconcerted by Zar's intent stare at her face. No, not her face; her eyes. A moment later, the falcon Elwen bowed his head and began to weep. Chapter 1 Runeworking "Whether two mages trust each other or not is critical to the success of the spell. Along with whatever outside interferences there may be, it could be the most crucial factor of all." -From Sorteloni Omefa Toa Caon Altusteno An, or Some Ponderings on the Matter of Magic, lorebook, author unknown, written about the tenth century of the Age of Dawn. Just when he thought he had control back, just when he was certain... This happened. For days, he had dreamed of nothing more than Dhandra's blue eyes, filled with pain and fear, or love and longing, or wistfulness and incoherent need. Dancing around those images was Rhyar's laughing voice- laughing!- as he pronounced the curse he had laid upon Zar and five innocent women. Five blue-eyed women. Kalimarina Herves, daughter of the King of Carmai, with her eyes like the summer sky he loved. Eyes that changed moods in a moment, reflecting now joy, now demure maidenhood, now the anger that was the closest image of the darkness that lay inside her. Eyes that stilled and stared blankly at the sky when he killed her. Lamara, a Runeworker stranded on his world by the actions of some unknown enemy. Dark cobalt eyes that fought against the constraints of friendship, denying them, flickering with anger and arrogance. Their seeming lightness when he at last forced her to admit what already existed- that the alliance between them had become friendship. Dhandra Liluvi, light Elwen bounty hunter who had come after him... He couldn't continue the memories there. They were too painful. And now this. A tall, golden-skinned, dark-haired cheetah Elwen woman with aqua eyes, now green, now blue, now flashing to a concerned color that was almost gray as she knelt beside him. "I'm sorry. I didn't think-" Hesitantly, she reached out to touch his shoulder. Zar saw a flash in the corner of his eye and spoke without thinking. "Lamara, don't you dare." There was a hiss from the Runeworker, as there always was when he presumed to command her, but the flash retreated. A moment later, he felt the brush of scales against his arm, a silky, comforting rasp, and heard her hiss again, this time making it sound like an apology. The cheetah Elwen woman was sitting back on her haunches and staring at him doubtfully. Her ears- not normal Elwen ears, he noted absently, but smaller, rounded, and decorated with small golden tufts of hair- flicked towards him as if trying to bring the sound of his breathing to her more clearly. "I'm sorry," Zar said in turn, swallowing painfully and keeping his eyes from the woman's face. "I- that happens, sometimes." No need to tell her it had never happened before Dhandra's death. Dhandra's death at his hands. Stop it! Both his own thoughts and the tight squeeze of the Runeworker around his arm told him that roughly. Zar dragged his eyes back to the woman's face, and found it unexpectedly easier to face her. Her eyes had turned almost more green than blue again, and her pupils had dilated to the point where part of the eye almost looked black. Her eyes were affected by anger as his were, then, though the darkening of his eyes was more noticeable. Somehow that gave him the strength to talk. "My name is Zar Feathermaster, my lady." He dipped his head very gently, having no idea if that was the right title for her. "I am sorry if we are trespassing on your hunting grounds-" He looked toward the creature that Lamara had brought down and then at his own blood-stained talons. "We did not know." "Nothing of the sort," the cheernma woman said in a low voice. "Though some of my kin might not see it the same way. You are fortunate that I was alone here because of my meditations." She sat back fully and extended a hand that, like his own, had long, sharp fingernails. "Eara Dulef, high priestess of Chilune for the Glelmari." Zar let his eyes widen and his head dip in a small bow that he hoped would suffice for his failure to clasp her wrist. He had heard that the priestesses of Chilune, Goddess of Chaos and Mischief, held enormous power and prestige among the cheernmae, almost always leading at least one small group of mated pairs, children, and unattached young cheernmae- What were they called? His memory, once faultless except when he tried to recall the time before his exile, now seemed to slip and slide on him at every turn. It probably had something to do with the damage done to his mind. "I am honored, my lady," he said. "Did you see us land?" He must have been visible, spiraling down like that as if he had a wound in his wing. "No." Eara turned her head until she was looking straight at the strange creature lying beside the water. "I smelled the blood, and thought it might be one of my own folk come to make a kill and share it with me." Zar sighed. "Then we interrupted your meditations. I'm sorry," he repeated. Her ears cocked towards him, and the suspicion and worry both vanished from her eyes, replaced by lively curiosity. "You do say that a lot, don't you?" "Yes," surprise of his own compelled him to say. "When I've dropped in on territory belonging to someone else and insulted the high priestess for all I know. I've found it's best to be careful at such times." Her laughter faded from her face, and she went back to studying him, as if his words had told her more than he could possibly know. Pretending to be totally unconcerned with her scrutiny, Zar turned back to skinning the thing. He glanced over his shoulder at her, tilting his head. "What did you say this creature was called?" The speculation vanished from her eyes, but he had the feeling that she was still studying him covertly. "An antelope. And I didn't say. Your memory must be bad." That stung, unexpectedly. He jumped and hunched away a little, wings twitching as he muttered, "Yes, it is. Very bad." Eara stared at him in puzzlement, but didn't offer him an apology of her own. She moved forward in what seemed a natural four-legged crouch, as if she were as used to walking that way as upright. "Mind if I share it? The time for my meditations has passed, in truth, as has the time for my fasting. I could use something to eat." Zar ignored the slight hiss of the living snake- bracelet that he wore. Lamara knew as well as he that there was enough for everyone, and it would feel good to share a kill with one of the women that Rhyar had cursed. As if, he thought in some amusement, he thought he could rescue them rather than destroying them by sharing that which gave life. "You are welcome to," he said, and then found what he had been looking for inside the open belly cavity, the liver. He pulled it in half and offered part of it to her. She ate it in an unexpectedly delicate manner, as finicky as any tame cat with food, even licking up the blood that spotted her whiskers. Then she closed her eyes, and something like a heat shimmer took her over. Zar blinked and stared, wondering if she was calling on her goddess for power to perform some unknown spell. But, no. When he could see again, a cheetah crouched beside him, busily gnawing off a haunch of the antelope for herself. Zar nodded approval- that was more practical; it would let her with less mess and more ease- and reached over to get his own share. It tasted unexpectedly rich in his mouth, almost smoky. If course, he wasn't used to meat that didn't come from a rabbit or a bird. The few times he had eaten deer, always in Elwen form, it had tasted like this. Lamara slipped off his arm and took her own portion away from the two Elwens. She mistrusted everyone they met, he thought tolerantly. Of course, she had good reason to. Most Elwens, knowing a creature from another world was among them, might be as inclined to kill as to help, and she didn't know who had placed her in the form of a whip for a hundred years. It could be anyone, an Elwen mage or a creature for her own mysterious world. Lohtan. He looked around at the Great Grasslands and tried to imagine that grass as green as emerald, and lit by the faint, mysterious light of two suns, one of them blue. Lamara had told him, in a futile effort to cheer him up, that Lohtan's larger islands included stretches of green field that had never been cut, and shimmered with the diamonds that fell from the sky every morning. Diamonds were so common as to be worthless on Lohtan. Perhaps he would soon see for himself, and be able to amass a fortune. If he ever returned to Arcadia. If they ever reached Lohtan. Zar forced those negative feelings away, biting firmly into his meat. The taste distracted him for a long enough time that he became aware, later, that Eara had lifted her long, graceful feline head and was staring at him. "What?" Surreptitiously, he tried to rub blood away from his mouth. Perhaps he had breached some taboo after all, though overall this priestess seemed to be one of the more easy-going of the type that he had ever met. Eara's mouth opened, as if she would say something, but, of course, she couldn't in cheetah form. After a moment, she shook her head in frustration and lowered her head back to her meal. It was evident that she was disgruntled about something, and equally obvious that she intended to finish eating before broaching the subject. Zar continued eating, but the food lost its savor in his mouth and turned into a cold lump in his stomach. But forcing himself to eat was a skill he had acquired long ago, and honed ever since. You never knew when you might have to Shift several times in succession, or perform magic so often that you would faint if you didn't get what food and sleep you could. At last, he finished, and moved to the water to wash his talons, Only after they were clean did he change them back into hands. Hands could get sunburned in this fierce heat, unusually fierce for the time of year; talons couldn't. He looked over his shoulder, feeling something again, and again Eara was staring at him. And again she shook her head and lowered it back to the kill. Zar concentrated on not feeling ill, on letting the meal slowly cool in his stomach and making sure no stray traces of blood had gotten onto his face. At last, Eara left the body of the antelope, which still had plenty of flesh on it, and padded over to the waterhole. She spent a long moment gazing up at the sky, and another looking into the water, in what Zar could not doubt was some sort of religious ritual. Only then did she lower her head and lap her fill, tongue curling neatly out of her mouth and back in again. She was a perfect killing machine, like any great cat, but she also had manners. Zar was not sure why he found that thought so highly entertaining, but he did, somehow. At last, the heat-like shimmer took her over again, and a cheetah Elwen turned to face him. Her long fingernails traveled through her hair in a seemingly unconscious gesture of straightening, and she stared at him as if he were an interesting puzzle. Given the curiosity she'd shown earlier, he probably was. Zar sighed and braced himself for the questions. The first one that came hurt in a way he hadn't imagined he could still be hurt. "What happened to your mind?" Zar closed his eyes tightly, more to ward off the sting of her gaze than to ward off tears. He had accepted what had happened; he could reassure himself of that. What he couldn't accept was the horror and pity that lay just underneath the surface of her voice. "I- U paid a price when I went looking for someone who had gone ranna." Her uncomprehending stare quickly made him revise that. It was a Lohtanian word, one Lamara had taught him, and it had seemed so right, somehow, that he had kept on using it. "She had gone on wandering in the dream-realm. Spirit cast out of her body by a magical accident." "Why did you have to go looking for her?" Raised brows, tilted head, tail lashing, as if she thought that there was a threat for some reason in that innocuous question, or the way that he might answer it. "I had, in part, caused the accident." Zar was glad that Lamara wasn't here to hear that; she was sure to disagree with him, and he didn't really have the time or the strength to handle her contradictory opinions right now. "And it was recklessness of me that left me the way I am. I tried once and too soon, without Lamara's help, to rescue the spirit." No need to reveal it had been his sister. "It flayed my mind, and when I did it again, it was too much. I had to give up my telepathy and telekinesis, or give up my life altogether." "But-" Eara looked at him straight on, as a cat will, staring searchingly into your face, seeing so much more than you do. "It doesn't feel like a cauterized wound. I tried to touch your mind so that I could ask you how much magic you have, and it felt as if you were bleeding inside. A ragged wound, seeping, with pain flowing from it as well." Zar recoiled as if he had been slapped, even though part of him was fascinated. He had not heard anyone describe it before, because all the Elwens who knew had been courteous enough to refrain, and his communication with Lamara did not depend upon telepathy. "Well, I didn't know that," he said when he had recovered. "But I do think that you must be wrong about the pain. I don't feel anything," he clarified even more when she continued to stare doubtfully at him. Inwardly, he seethed. What was wrong with people, anyway? Why couldn't they leave well enough alone? Once, he had thought he envied his worst enemy, Rhyar, for having a home, family and friends who loved him, and a betrothed who was an even-tempered and intelligent woman. Now, he wasn't so sure. Even Lamara's presence had been an irritation this last dance. He wanted his old solitude back. That couldn't be, though, until he had fulfilled his promise to Lamara. "I'm not saying you should," Eara said, apparently not really put off by his vehemence. "But I do think it's strange. Unusual," she clarified, when Zar glared at her. "I had to ask, you understand. I thought that it might represent a threat to my people. Creatures that are Elwen in form, but not Elwen in reality, have harassed us before," Zar dipped his head in understanding. "You said that there was something else you wanted to ask me. About my magic?" "Yes." Eara leaned forward again, that half-hidden, not quite out-loud laughter playing in the smile on her lips again. "You Shifted your hands into talons without becoming a falcon. I have never seen such a thing done. How do you do it?" "I am a mage." He no longer scorned to claim that title, not since seeing what his people had made of themselves ion their long isolation from the world. He was more powerful than any of them. "I can focus my native powers to do- unusual things." "Like what?" She looked slightly suspicious again, but Zar spoke freely, both because he could understand her longing to protect her people and because he knew it would vex Lamara. Sometimes, it seemed as if vexing Lamara was the only way to have fun now. "I can speak to owls and eagles as well as falcons. I can Shift very quickly if I have to. I can call two winds at once, if I have to. Other things." He shrugged modestly, seeing how she studied him. "It's just a matter of staying in the world long enough, and using my magic to escape from enough sticky situations, that the powers developed. For all I know, this is how powerful they were originally supposed to be. But the isolation of my people-" "Yes." Eara interrupted hastily, which haste made him smother a grin. She was indeed a priestess; no other group was so close to magic and yet so disturbed by hearing mages discuss magical theory. Questioning the power that their gods or goddesses gave them was, to many priests, a questioning of faith. "Then you could be dangerous to us, if you wished." Zar hid his sigh as he had the grin. Everyone assumed he could be dangerous or useful, just because he had magic that was more powerful than the majority of Elwens possessed. It was as if the magic was all that existed of him, all that mattered. And can you blame them for thinking that? some part of him asked acidly. You certainly have done nothing to discourage that view. Zar dipped his head in silent acknowledgment of that and then shook his head as Eara looked a little more alarmed. "No, my lady, I mean no harm to you or yours. I came here to try and open a gate for my companion back to her own world-" "Must you tell her everything, Zar?" Zar shook his head again as his companion slithered out of the tall grass and glared at him. He loved her dearly, but there were times when he thought she could get along just fine by being a little less prickly and quick to suspect everyone of having an ulterior motive. She could read thoughts, after all. No need to get so defensive when there was nothing to get defensive about. "I'm telling her what she quite possibly needs to know," he told the Runeworker, and turned back to Eara, who had filed this exchange away with all the others, by the look in her eyes. "As I said, we'll be staying only a short time. We learned in Eriaa-ollo-Garameyt that another of her kind came this way, long ago, and there might be enough magic left in Minamar to effect the opening of a gate from one world to the next." Eara's face had changed during his little speech, and now she threw back her head and laughed. She laughed so hard her dark hair shook behind her and she doubled over her belly as if she were about to be sick. "I'm sorry." He could never stand to be laughed at when he didn't understand the reason. His dignity- what little he had left- didn't stand up well to mockery. "Did I say something funny?" "Just- your manner." Eara recovered with a gasp and studied him, eyes twinkling. "Are you always like this? You assume that anyone you run into will want you gone from their lands as soon as possible?" "I-" Zar's tongue tied, and he only stared at her in stupefied shock. It was the truth, but he had never paused to consider it before. It had always simply happened. That thought eased him past the moment of wonder and dismay at how perceptive she was. He spread his hands. "My lady, please tell your people that we will be gone soon. They need not worry about us." "You're so anxious to avoid conflict that you're ignoring the reasonable option." "Which is?" Eara stared at him as if he were mad. "Why, that you should stay with us, of course. Our cheerkya is the only one for miles in either direction, and the weather here becomes unpredictable in the autumn. Surely you would want shelter and some place to rest between your magical labors?" Zar hesitated, staring at her. Truth to tell, he hadn't even considered that they would need shelter, that he had no more sense of how to survive on these grassy plains than Lamara did. He had thought they would find a gate and open it soon enough to be gone before they had to worry about such things. He also hadn't thought that anyone would offer such a thing, not given the effect he seemed to have on most people. "I-" He stammered, looking towards Lamara. The Runeworker had similarly not thought about it, and he could see her tapping her tail now in a small smile. She was amused by his discomfiture. She was urging him to accept the offer, or perhaps resigned to what would surely be the sensible course. Then Zar looked back toward the sober, solemn face of the woman offering this to them. Eara might be the high priestess of Glelmari, as she had named herself, and secure in her power. But her people might well object to her bringing an outsider in. And he didn't want to hurt her any more than Rhyar's curse was already going to hurt her. That was the real reason. The eyes, now more blue than green, that gazed at him out of that black-spotted golden face. He couldn't take the chance that the curse would simply start to work by itself, without encouragement of any kind. "You are very kind," he said abruptly. "For my companion, I accept." Lamara stirred, staring at him- a surprised gesture that Eara didn't miss. She was observant, this one, perhaps one reason she had been chosen as high priestess. She let a moment pass, then cocked her head and said, "But not for yourself." "No, my lady. I am afraid that it would not be- politic. Or wise," he was forced to add, as her eyes began to darken with something closer to disbelief than anger. "Really." Eara looked straight at him, and the darkness in her eyes was now anger for what secrets he might have that might endanger Glelmari, and which he had chosen not to tell. "Do you have enemies after you?" Zar laughed humorlessly. "Yes, I take it." Eara leaned back, her hands lacing around her knees. "What makes you assume that we would give you up to them?" This conversation was taking more and more ridiculous directions. Zar struggled to keep the laughter out of his voice as he replied, "My lady, your people would certainly object. You may ask what reason you have for giving me up, but I ask what reason you have for sheltering me. I am trouble. I seem to bring that everywhere I go, and I disrupt the lives of good people, Innocent people." The faces of his family flashed in his mind, suddenly more real and present than this high priestess. "Your people would tire of me soon enough. I think we should spare everyone that unpleasantness." "That's not the real reason." Zar could feel his eyes narrow and begin to darken, and a silver haze hanging around the edges of his vision. He fought to force it back, but his temper was far more easily roused, and far less easily ruled, now than ever before. "Really?" His voice grated, taking in additional harsh overtones. "And how would you know?" Eara's hand lifted to touch something in her hair, something he had barely realized existed. It was a delicate blue ribbon made of something that smelled like silk and not so. "I am a priestess of Chilune. When she wills, she lets me see the private motivations of those who might threaten my people, or help them, or be neutral." Zar accepted that without comment, both because he'd had Lamara peeking into his mind as she liked for months now and because now, with his memory of his crime exposed even to him, he didn't think he had any more secrets left to hide that were too horrible for others to view. But he did have some, and he wasn't about to tell those unless he had to, for some strange reason. "No," he said, his casual tone apparently catching her of-guard. "That's not the whole reason. But the whole reason includes painful memories that I have no wish to dredge up, and some stories that your probably wouldn't believe. Let's leave it, shall we?" He stood up, stretching his wings, feeling better than he had in days. There was certainly no bleeding inside his mind, whatever she said. Eara flowed to her feet, also, and stared down at him. He was mildly surprised to realize that she stood taller than he. Those long legs, probably. The tail drifting and snapping behind her head added a few inches of height, too. "I told you," she said, with a low sound that might have been laughter or a growl, "that you need a place to rest. If nothing else, my people will feel- easier having you within their walls than having you roaming around out here, possibly disturbing things that shouldn't be disturbed." Zar realized, with a blink, that she really did feel as if he had insulted her hospitality. That was a first. Not even the King of Carmai had taken such things so seriously; nor had anyone else he'd met in his nearly three millennia of wandering. He bowed neatly from the waist. "My lady, if you like, I will come with you to Glelmari to reassure everyone that Lamara and I mean no harm. But it would be better for everyone if I did not stay there." "You crew sure of this?" Her eyes were darting, probing knives. He wondered if they were backed by god- power. "Yes." He shuddered to think of what those eyes might look like dying, as Kali's had, as Dhandra's had. "Stop it." Lamara's low-voiced retort was given in such a way that he knew he was the only one who could hear it. Zar nodded fractionally, and extended his arm to the ground so that she could slither up his arm. Eara was standing in front of him, tapping her chin with one long fingernail, smiling at him doubtfully. "You say you will come with me to Glelmari. How do I know that you are not planning on spreading your wings and flying away to seek this gate the moment my back is turned?" If she was unused to being insulted, Zar was unused to having his word questioned. He smothered his irritation, reminding himself that this woman did not know him and could thus not be expected to know that he would come because he had said he would. "I have given you my word." He weighted that sentence with the careful heaviness she had given her offer of shelter, and was rewarded with seeing Eara's face grow a little more thoughtful. Her mule became introspective, as well, and she tilted her head up to the sky as if seeking an answer. "He will do it, my lady," said Lamara, who was coiled about his shoulder now. He felt her turn her head and lick his cheek with a kiss-light tongue. "I have never seen him break any promise he ever made, except when it was broken for him." Eara stared at the Runeworker, then slowly nodded. "Come," she bade, and turned to walk back into the grass, away from the watering-hole. Zar followed, having no fear of what might spot them. She walked two-legged this time, not using the crouch in which she had approached them. He wondered idly if she could sense any danger lurking nearby, if she was attuned to the Grasslands as the death Elwens were to the Falchian Plains, or if it was safety in numbers that reassured her. "Both." Zar started, and glanced over at Lamara. Then he looked back at the striding back of the priestess, who walked in an odd way, now standing tall, now hunched over as if she would like to drop to all fours. "Really? I'll keep that in mind, Lamara, thank you." The Runeworker took that as one of the invitations he rarely gave her, to spew out the contents of the minds she heard around her. Zar did not really mind, To a Runeworker, to read others' thoughts was as natural as breathing, and it must be lonely when she didn't have someone to share them with. "She came out here to meditate before her wedding ceremony. She's been betrothed to someone named Kyayne for about a century. Apparently, they had to wait to get married." Faint puzzlement crept into Lamara's voice. "It's because they probably couldn't have children before this," Zar risked trying to explain, even though he had only a sketchy idea of when female Elwens in general could bear children, and none about female cheetah Elwens. "Why? Are there too many of them?" Though Zar kept his eyes on Eara, he could sense Lamara turning her head to scan the Grasslands, which rippled emptily in the winds as far as the eye could see. "No." Zar could feel the silver flush rising in his cheeks, and was not quite sure she hadn't done that on purpose. "I mean- they couldn't. Their- ah- they weren't ready yet." "Oh! Like your people. Too young to be married." That was easier than trying to explain that there were simply certain times of life at which Elwens couldn't have children. "Yes," said Zar simply, and fell silent. If she wanted the real answer, she could go looking for it in his mind, rather than making him explain it to her aloud and causing him mortification. Triumphant laughter filled his ears, leaving no doubt that she had planned that on purpose. He turned his head to glare up at her. "Stop it, stars damn it." "Zar, you're much too modest about something that's a natural process, you know that?" Which his cheeks flushed farther to hear it described like that: "Oh come on, Zar. Why? Why can't they really have children, and why are you so embarrassed about it?" "My people have to be very careful about such things," he shot her in a quelling reminder. That silenced her, and then the tongue touched his cheek again that gesture that was sometimes comfort, sometimes apology, sometimes laughter. "I'm sorry, Zar. Really, I am. I should have remembered." He didn't say that yes, she should have, but she could sense it from him, and she fell silent again. Wound with it were too many memories of Dhandra for Zar to joke, and she respected his privacy. Dhandra had tried to win his love. She would then have rejected him, and that would have killed him. Falcon Elwens gave their hearts once, and only once. Sometimes he felt as if she had killed him. He seemed to feel nothing strongly anymore except anger and pain, bitterness and grief. He was not entirely sure he had not become a shadow of himself, drifting along, lost in a dream that only seemed like life- "A very substantial shadow." Eara spoke quietly into his ear. Zar starred and glared at both her and Lamara. The Runeworker looked loftily in the opposite direction. No doubt she felt he deserved it, not having the thoughts that she thought he should have. And doubtless Eara could not regret having read the thoughts with the power of the goddess. Her face certainly did not look repentant. "What would you know about it?" Harshness, deliberately calculated to make her back off. Zar had not understood what it was- still didn't- that drove so many people away from him, but he had long ago become adept at putting up walls that mimicked the effect, guarding against the probing of such painful things. "Not much, except what I can make out from your thoughts." The expression of irritating sympathy on Eara's face did not waver. "And I suspect that you know all about it." Zar turned his face away, squinting into the southeast for some sign of Glelmari- not that he would know what a cheerkya was if it knocked him over and sat on him. "It's not what you think." Eara's voice was soft, low with mocking laughter that he knew to be aimed at him. "I'm not a meddler who pries into people's secrets for the joy of doing so-" Exactly what he had been thinking of her. "Stop it!" He spun to face her, raising one hand, Immediately Lamara's tail shot out and coiled around that hand, binding it fast, but it wasn't the strike that counted. It was the intention, the motive, the willingness that surged through him to hit this woman he barely knew. And, on the heels of that anger and outage and uncontrollable fury, came shame. Zar doubled over as if he had been hit in the solar plexus, swearing softly, refusing to meet Eara's eyes as he murmured his apology. Her hand briefly clasped his arm in that warrior's clasp, then fell back to her side. "I'm not that kind of person, Zar. And you're broadcasting your thoughts with such force now that I can read them without going through my goddess. Or else she is bringing them to me, because she thinks I should have them. I'm not sure which. "The point is, I am a priestess of the Goddess of Chaos and Mischief, and as such, I am responsible for healing some of the damage that chaos does to this world. I think you have some of that damage. Would you care to tell me why I'm receiving that impression?" she added, as Zar's head slowly shook. "I'll believe you if you say you don't, but only if you say it in a persuasive manner." "Hatred did this to me, not chaos," muttered Zar tiredly, straightening at last. "Hatred I would like to go back and loose on Rhyar's head, if I could. But there's nothing I could accomplish with that except another death. Innocent people have died already, and will continue to do so." "Really?" The aqua eyes widened with the same kind of appreciative curiosity that a child listening to a horror story shows. "And why do you think that this hatred is something you must suffer for?" Zar glared at her, wary and confused. "I don't know what you're talking about. I am cursed, and the nature of that curse comes from the hatred. I refuse to answer the call of my own hatred, is what I am saying." Eara closed her eyes and slowly shook her head, her ears and whiskers rippling rapidly back and forth in what he could only guess was a display of exasperation. "All right," she said after a moment, opening her eyes and staring straight into his. "It seems that we're talking at cross-purposes, when only one question matters here. I will ask it, since you would never think to ask it." Zar felt irritation and resentment surge up in him. He was not sure if it was resentment of her power to touch his mind whenever she liked, when he couldn't, thanks to the loss of his telepathy, even sense hers, or if it were just male exasperation with women in general. Either way, he let it come out. "I don't see why you would wish to help me. In any way," he added, seeing her staring at him. "I don't believe it," she marveled, in a voice that really did sound wondering. "You asked after all. What an amazing thing." "What do you mean?" Zar fought the temptation to let his head fall into his hands, fought the temptation to scream at her, asking how meaningful she felt this conversation to be. This was nothing more than the same endless circling he had done with countless others, circling that had always led him to fly away and never look over his shoulder. "You asked why I should help you. The same question I was going to ask, if in a slightly different guise. Why do you think I shouldn't help you?" Zar lifted his head out of his hands after all to glared at her. "Haven't you listened to any one of my fifty million reasons? I'm cursed, your people won't want me, enemies are quite possibly chasing me-" "But," said Eara, "you were intent on not seeking out help before you ever met me, before you mentioned any of that to me. Why is that?" Zar's mouth opened, shut, opened again. Then he closed it for good, finding, under that remarkably steady aqua stare, that he had nothing to say. His shoulders lifted and fell in an apologetic shrug, and looked away. "I suppose," he muttered, when he realized she was still waiting fore an answer, "it's because- I didn't think of it. That's all. I didn't want to avoid people, even though that would be best. I just thought of plans that didn't include the cheetah Elwens or the plains Elwens or whoever might live here." Eara walked around in front of him. Her eyes were warm suddenly, her smile approving, and the hand she used to pat his arm the same light, gentle touch his reachers had used to use whenever he would get a particularly hard question right. "Good, Zar. Very good. And I'm saying that I will help you out of basic Elwen decency, as I would help any Elwen in distress. Is that enough of an answer for you, or must you assign ulterior motives to me?" "It's enough of an answer." One he had never thought to hear, one he hadn't thought to find good enough ever again. But enough. "Good." She started to turn away again. But Zar felt he had to try one more time to dissuade her, to show her the danger she was getting involved in. He spoke quickly, before Lamara could hit him with her tail to shut him up. "My lady, you saw that outburst just now. I might quite possibly be dangerous all on my own, without the curse and the enemies and who knows what else I bring with me." Eara looked back at him and shook her head. He had thought her similar to Dhandra at first- the same cool competence was there, the same self-confidence, the same ease with herself and the world- but the soft look in her eyes couldn't be further from the image. That, and the amused knowledge. "That? That wasn't an outburst, Zar. I've seen far worse from people with little or no justification. You're having some trouble getting your emotions back under control, that's all. Completely natural, and actually better than that frozen shell you've been locked in. You're no danger, to yourself or others. Now come along. There are some people at Glelmari who will be dying to meet you when they hear a falcon Elwen has come." Still, he hesitated, not really believing that she could have any conception of the danger... "At the least, if you're going to perform magic in our hunting grounds, the least you could do is acknowledge our presence here." Her voice held a bite to it that was not quite sarcasm. "Perhaps even ask our permission to use Mage's Gate?" Zar nodded sullenly, and followed the confident cheetah Elwen priestess across the grass again. Confident that she would tell him what "Mage's Gate" was in her own good time. ---------------------------------------------------------- As it turned out, they met another cheernma before the ever reached the cheerkya. A voice called from the grass a short distance away, either speaking words in a language Zar had never heard, or simply crying out a wordless, guttural sound of welcome. Lamara's tail tapped against his neck, nervously, but Zar hushed her with a smile, seeing the relaxed grin on Eara's face as she turned and called back. Then she dropped to all fours, seemingly about to make a swift dash to the hidden welcomer. There was no need. The grasses rippled and parted around a tall male cheetah Elwen male who walked in the same odd, crouched way that Eara did. His eyes were glowing pools of liquid gold, bright with intelligence and joy. His hair was dark like Eara's, but clipped short around his head, resembling a lion's mane, almost. Eara flung herself forward in a two-legged run to meet him. He caught her almost before Zar realized that she had begun to move, hugging her and swinging her around in a circle as he laughed and spoke quick words in that guttural language. Teasing her, from the sound of it. Zar looked away politely as they began to progress from simple, open joy to a rather more intimate reunion. He sensed Lamara watching with avid interest and slapped her on the scales. "Look away." "Why?" "This isn't your world, Lamara. When we get to Lohtan, then I'll abide by Lohtanian customs. Until then, you abide by Arcadian. Now look away." "You mean that?" asked the Runeworker in a strangely eager voice as she looped her tail around his neck and her head around the tail, so that her eyes were looking into his instead of at the two cheernmae. "Mean what? About you abiding by Arcadian customs? Most definitely. Our hostess seems relaxed, but I wouldn't put it past others to be just a little more touchy about things like that." "No. About your abiding by Lohtanian customs if you ever come there." Zar gave her an odd look. "I'll hardly have any choice, will I? You seem formidable, and I can't imagine that any of your people are less so. I'd imagine that I'll have to abide by such customs if I want to get home with my Elwen hide in one piece. Or is something else bothering you?" he asked as the light into those dark blue eyes deepened. "Why do you ask?" "Just- you seem smug, that's all, and so far as I know I've given you no cause to feel that way." "Oh, that?" Lamara coiled herself up into an even more uncomfortable position, or what would have been one if she had possessed a less flexible spine. "You give me endless cause for amusement every day, Zar." Once, that would have been pronounced in a sniping, arrogant tone, Now it was said in a laughter-edged, strangely wistful one. Zar shook his head and gave up trying to understand her. "Are they done yet?" "How should I know? You told me not to look." "Stars damn you, anyway," Zar muttered, and looked away from her. He stared sightlessly at the rippling, sun-warmed, golden horizon until Eara's hand fell upon his shoulder. He thought it squeezed rather than tapped, as if conveying a silent warning, or perhaps encouragement. "Kyayne, this is Zar Feathermaster, a falcon Elwen mage," she was saying as he turned around. "Zar, this is Kyayne Gnilkraya, my betrothed." She flashed the male cheernma an adoring smile, and received one in return, before the golden eyes turned on Zar. The resemblance to another man Zar had known, Lord Corraebno, was eerie enough to be frightening. Never mind that Corraebno was a land Elwen, Lord of a powerful court in Carmai, a land three provinces away, and perhaps King of that troubled place by now. The look in the golden eyes was the same as it had been in the silver ones. Measuring him. Sizing him up. The look of a man who knew his own limitations and was checking to see if Zar knew his. Wondering if he would make a useful ally, if he could be trusted, or any other of a wildly varying number of things. Zar swallowed his annoyance and studied the man carefully in return. Other than that first impression, there was little revealing about him, other than his striking coloring. Like Eara, he wore a tunic and leggings that molded close to his sides, allowing maximum freedom of movement. The tunic and leggings were so close in color to his own skin so as to make him almost naked, and might be woven partially of his own fur. Zar had heard that some of the shapeshifting races, without ready access to the kind of cloth used for making clothes that would conveniently change shape with the wearer, did such things. His own magical senses instinctively reached out, searching for some estimate of this one's magical strength, and found almost nothing. He hid his suspicion and surprise well, or so he thought. He gave them both a full, formal falcon Elwen bow from the waist, his wings spread wide behind him. Lamara tightened her hold on his neck a little. Kyayne's eyes flickered to her, fixing her with the same steady stare he had used to study Zar. Lamara was no more easily intimidated than the man she called friend, though. She lifted her head, her tongue flickering madly, and hissed loud and low. "That is a most unusual snake," said Kyayne, in a voice whose deepness made Zar start. It had even less of music than his own did. "Your familiar, perhaps?" His eyes returned to Zar's face, and the dark brows rose in inquiry. So, he had enough strength to tell that Zar was a mage. That did not surprise Zar, only confirming his belief that this man was more than he seemed. He shook his head, before Lamara could make even less diplomatic objections, and said, "A friend, my lord. I have come to help her open a gate back to her world." At the word "gate," Kyayne's eyes leaped and flared like raging flame. Zar did not miss the minute flicker they gave in Eara's direction, and swallowed his bile only with difficulty. It was just as he thought. This man thought of the advantages that he could wring from the magic of a mage strong enough to open gates, and foolish enough to trust whoever came his way. It was all he deserved for agreeing to accompany Eara back to her cheerkya in the first place- Lamara's tail dealt his neck a stinging slap. Zar ignored her, though. In this, he knew he was right. There was a curious sense of hope and hunger in the way Kyayne looked at him, and he had seen that look before. People who needed help, who assumed that that need gave them a claim on him, and who managed to trick or persuade him into helping. Somehow, he always gave his word. HIs heart always betrayed him. "You are welcome," Kyayne was saying a moment later, his eyes expertly shuttered, just as Corraebno had been able to do with his gaze. It made one wonder where a cheetah Elwen, so far from the outside world where such games were a necessity, had learned such a skill. "I extend to you the welcome of the fighters of Glelmari Cheetah-home, my Lord Zar. No blade and no claw shall be raised against you while you are here." That was a surprise, and Zar found himself responding in kind before he stopped to consider it. "Thank you for that graciousness, my lord. In turn, I shall raise my hand against no one of Glelmari, except in defense of my own life." Kyayne chuckled. "I hardly think you need to raise your hand, my Lord Mage." Zar made his glare as chill as he could without letting his eyes darken or making it actually impolite. "I do not deserve that title, my lord. I came here for one purpose only. I shall soon depart, hopefully leaving everything exactly as I left it." Kyayne's head tilted; Kyayne's eyes blinked. "Ea was right about that," he murmured. Zar chose to ignore that as well, turning to Eara. "My lady? I thought the good citizens of Glelmari awaited us?" The high priestess laughed, linking her arm with Kyayne's as she spoke. "Yes, Zar, they do. This was merely the first welcoming party, the one who couldn't wait any longer." She looked up again at Kyayne- who overtopped her by several inches; Zar was beginning to feel dwarfed- and beamed. "You should have returned from your mediations hours ago, Ea." Kyayne's deep voice was soft with affection as he ran his fingers through her hair. "The sun-" He looked up at it, then appeared to slump. "I could have sworn it moved more than that." Eara laughed tauntingly and skipped away from him. "If you want me to forgive you for doubting my word about what time I would be back, then you'll have to prove that you can outrun me." "How do I know you'll not be using the favor of your goddess to help you?" "You don't," Eara said lightly, and then she was away, skimming through the grass with a speed that, even though she was on two legs, stole Zar's breath. Kyayne followed immediately, leaving the grass trembling in his wake. Zar followed the two earthly lightning bolts, shaking his head and smiling despite himself. They were beautiful to watch, effortless, graceful movers. "So am I." Zar glanced at her, smiling at the challenge in her eyes. "Really? Think you can compete with them?" Looking back, he saw that the cheernmae were out of sight already. With a grunt of annoyance, he spread and flapped his wings, calling on his magic to rise into the air. "No," Lamara said firmly, and her tail coiled around his neck when he would have flapped his wings again. "Drop back to the ground. It's time that I showed these Elwens what Runeworker magic can do." Her eyes sparkled with a look that Zar mistrusted immediately, but he slowly settled back to the ground. "And what are you going to do?" he asked, holding out his arm belatedly as she began to slither down it. "This," she said. Then she rose in a graceful curve that reminded Zar of nothing so much as a strand of spiderweb blowing in the breeze. She swayed back and forth with the same light, delicate grace, and a humming throb that Zar knew she was not making aloud seemed to pulse all through her. It was a sound so sweet that he found tears flowing down his cheeks. He wiped them away with a grin and watched. It was not often that he got to see her work. Just watching, and not participating, in magic was sometimes more enjoyable than doing it. The red-gold light that he remembered from other times he had seen her form a rune radiated back and forth along her body, from head to tail, as if seeking an entrance or an exit. Lamara had formed a rune he did not know in the meantime, a delicate, curve with her head so that her body was lopped back over itself, while her tail clasped his wrist in a second coil. "Open your mind to me, Zar," she said calmly, in a voice that rang with music and magic. "As you do when we speak," she added as he hesitated, glaring at her suspiciously. Zar nodded cautiously and dropped those undefinable barriers, straining to hear her voice. Instead, what he heard was more of that faint, musical sound, a song now and not a hum, that raced through his own body and set his bones to humming. He laughed, the first time he could remember really doing it in ten days, and the music inside him danced and jigged as if delighted that he was joining it in creating harmony. He was still laughing when his feet rose a few inches off the ground. He caught himself with a gasp and stared at Lamara. "I thought you said we weren't going to fly?" Lamara, caught in the grip of her magic, did not hear him. His feet rose again, until he drifted easily clear of the golden grass, hovering as if borne by the gentlest of winds. Zar began to relax as he enjoyed the sensation. There was no jerking of muscles and beating of wings as there was when he flew, only this effortless levitation. He had never before thought himself clumsy in the air, but he was, compared to this glide. Then, with no warning at all, of course, they shot forward. Zar yelped and automatically tried to spread or fold his wings to check their forward momentum, his scrambled brain telling him one moment that he was not flying and the next that he was falling through the air. But it was neither. He swooped upright, without moving a muscle, over the Grasslands, faster than he had ever dreamed of moving. Faster than a falcon in a dice! The same pure, clean feeling that marked the hunting dive came to him, and he laughed aloud, throwing his head back and spreading his arms. The wind came and played with the feathers that grew on his head, so strong that it almost blew it behind like normal hair. He laughed even harder as the wind grew stronger for the moment it needed to deal him a stinging slap on the face. He thought he saw Lamara looking at him with one amused cobalt eye in the moment before it became glazed again with her magic. Zar tried to persuade himself, as they began rising and dipping again over the grass like some capricious songbird, that he had felt something more wonderful sometime in his life, But nothing came immediately to his mind. This- if it was like anything, it was like the dreams he had of flying as a child, before he realized how much was sheer muscle power, and how much was magic, both of which were work. This was magic, magic he need not expend, magic Lamara seemed not to mind using. They rose suddenly into the air, and he saw the two cheernmae just below them. They had been caught up in another embrace, but now they stared upward, wonder and awe coloring their faces. Zar waved cheerily to them, and pointed to the snake on his wrist, who had maintained the same position in defiance of gravity and the wind. "Talk to her, not me!" he yelled as he thought he saw Eara's lips frame a question. "I'm not doing it, even though I wish I was! You'll want to-" Then they were gone, disappearing behind the pair, falcon Elwen and Runeworker. He didn't know if they had heard him anyway, with his words torn away by the wind. It didn't matter. Zar spread his wings and beat experimentally once or twice, just to see what would happen. He immediately rose as if he had jumped onto something extremely soft and yielding. He shot up so fast that he hastily folded his wings again, fearing the power of his launching for the first time in his life. Immediately, the steady glide forward resumed again, even faster this time, or so it seemed. Zar laughed yet again- his throat was getting raw from the unaccustomed exercise as well as the wind- and spread his wings cautiously, just half-extending them. He rose in a gentle, magical curve that made his eyes water with tears not entirely caused by the wind. This was just like what he had dreamed. There was no work to it. He was ascending as effortlessly as the sun, the wings that bore him up ones of magic alone. Zar rolled onto his back, a move he had never dared try for an extended period of time, and stretched his arms out as if to embrace the clouds. This was even more enjoyable, like being on his beck in a warm current of water. He let his head loll and closed his eyes, feeling a smile play over his face, for one of the few times in his life truly content, truly feeling as if it were something that he wanted to go on forever. Something slammed into him, accompanied at the same time by a shriek from Lamara. The Runeworker magic faltered and failed, Zar reacted on instinct before he knew what he was doing, one hand cupping the arm that held Lamara close to his body, his wings flapping madly as he called on his own power to lift them. He was still reeling from that blow of the unknown projectile, but he recovered swiftly enough. And the magic did not leave him as Lamara's had so abruptly. His wings caught the wind, and lifted him up a good way above the Grasslands into a precise circle. Zar stifled a mental shudder to see how close the grass had been even after a fall that had lasted only a few seconds, and yelled at Lamara. "Are you all right?" His farsight took over, extending his perception in all directions, looking for the strange attacker. There was no response from the snake, and when he looked down, it was to find her just barely hanging on by limp muscles. He craft her close to his chest, murmuring nonsense words, all the while running a hand lightly down her scales. His farsight was telling him nothing useful. In desperation, he trained it on Lamara, unable to tell if she was unconscious or hurt or simply shocked into not responding. The farsight still sought out minds, in a pale shadow of the power that telepathy had once given him. Zar nodded in grim satisfaction when it told him that she was still alive, just knocked into blackness of a kind that was suspiciously like sleep. But what could have knocked a Runeworker, a mage more powerful than himself, into sleep? He got his answer when a hefty blow hit him in the middle of the back again. Zar rolled onto his back, wings working like mad, his right hand transforming into a talon even as he lashed out. The thing hovering there darted away too quickly for him to catch it, too quickly even for him to see what it was, but it did not immediately come back. Speed or no speed, it respected Zar. Perhaps it was as unsure of him as he was of it. He circled for a long moment more, his right hand slowly falling back to cradle Lamara when no more options immediately presented themselves. His farsight continued to reveal nothing. Well, two shocked cheernmae were drawing closer with incredible speed, but that was all. No one hidden in the grass below, and nothing flying above or around him. Then something hit him again. Zar screamed a battle-cry that conveyed as much fear as challenge and spun about. Again, nothing there. Not even the blurred flash he'd thought he'd seen out of the corner of his eye when he turned around the first time. For a falcon Elwen who hadn't been caught off guard physically in years, it was an unnerving experience. He spat at nothing in particular, and fell towards the ground with strong, practiced wingbeats that he nevertheless felt were not swift enough to carry them both out of danger. But he dared not try a dive. If something hit him with that kind of force while he was going at falcon speed, it could kill both him and the Runeworker. Wasn't something already trying to do that, though? But Zar didn't know for sure, and he was not about to risk it. He landed just ahead of a place in the grass that Kyayne and Eara would shortly pass, and sank to the ground. He knelt there, wings spread and trembling, every feather on end. His left arm, wound with stunned Runeworker, dipped close to his chest even when he saw the two cheetah Elwens. He barely stopped himself from hissing at them. He had not realized that he would feel so protective of Lamara if she were hurt or wounded; it had never happened before. "Zar? Are you all right?" Eara's face was ashen as she knelt down beside him. "Yes." Zar looked back down at Lamara. "But I'm not sure if she is." "Let me see." Zar willingly held out the Runeworker to the priestess. The gods and goddesses would sometimes heal if called upon by a priest or priestess they favored, and called with proper respect. Lamara stirred weakly, and coiled herself more firmly around his arm. Eara shook her head, smiling, when Zar reached out to dislodge the snake, and laid a hand on the red-gold scales. "I can work just as well- perhaps better- if I'm not holding her, actually. I've found it can interfere with the healing process if there's-" There came a blinding flash of light, blue and gold and red and white and green and dozens of colors that Zar had no names for. He fell back, away from the light, certain it was another attack. His suspicions were confirmed when he heard Eara scream from beyond the brilliance. He stood, about to fling himself into the air, when the light dissipated enough for him to see Kyayne crouching beside Eara. The male cheetah Elwen stared at the fallen priestess, then looked up at Zar with murderous fire in his golden eyes. "What did you do to her?" "She tried to heal Lamara, and- that happened..." Zar's voice trailed off as he realized that the timing was too great to be coincidence. There had been something that had prevented Eara from healing Lamara, instead of an attack upon the Elwens themselves. "I see," said Kyayne, and turned back to Eara, worry slowly diminishing as the priestess sat up. "I'm all right." Eara brushed away her betrothed's relieved hug and looked up at Zar with a faint smile. "It seems whatever magic protects her objects to a priestess of Chilune, or simply to me, healing her. I think you must do it." "I don't have any healing magic." "Perhaps not, but I think you can do it by calling on her magic," Eara said, her eyes watching him closely. Thy were almost the color of the summer sky now, bright with both hope and forceful decision. "I think there is a bond between the two of you that will permit such a thing." Zar hesitated no longer, but laid a hand on Lamara's smooth scales. Almost immediately, the same brilliant, fitfully twinkling light edged his hands. He could feel warmth stir in the scales, an alien magic reaching towards him to include him in some connection he did not understand. But he didn't need to understand it. When the warmth briefly increased and then faded along with the light, and Lamara stirred, lifting bright eyes to his, he thought it was worth it. He hugged her close, murmuring the nonsense words again, trying to deal with the relief crashing through him. Did he treasure her that much? Had she come to mean that much to him? Before he could ask if she felt the same, Lamara asked in a quiet voice, "Where did that attack come from?" "I don't know- I couldn't use farsight to locate the attackers," Zar stammered, puzzled by the intensity in her eyes. That intensity turned to despair when Lamara turned her head away and spoke a single word. "Nightwalkers." Nightwalkers. The enemies of Lamara's kind in Lohtan, a type of evil creature serving the Night instead of Lamara's Rune. She had always refused to talk about them. Zar shivered, despite the brightness of the sun and the residual warmth of the magic, and embraced her again. "We'll have to fight them?" he murmured, in a question as much as a statement. His blood grew even colder when she didn't argue the point. Chapter 2 Eara "When help is offered, and if one deigns to accept it, one then must offer help in return." -One of the First Lessons, taught to falcon Elwen children in Eriaa-ollo-Sweptor. Lamara cocked her head into the corner of his vision and hissed, long and deeply. "Yes. This. I would know it anywhere." Here eyes flashed with a strange light that Zar thought seemed eagerness as much as fear, and her tail lashed out so hard that it strung the side of his neck. "I never thought I would see it again, though," she finished, and now fear lingered alone in her eyes and his voice. Zar laid a comforting hand on her head just behind the scales, even though he was conscious of what that meant. She had never expected to return to Lohtan for a hundred years, and had never thought to meet them here. That might imply that she didn't know how to deal with them. Lamara surely sensed his dark thoughts, but she flashed him no reprimand, only a grateful look and a quick, flickering kiss from that forked tongue. Even now, he had to control a desire to flinch from it. "Squeamish." She spoke to him on that band indicating that the was the only one who could hear her, her thought tinged with laughter. Her tail tapped slowly against his shoulder. "Yes," he admitted blandly, and went bask to looking at the thing Lamara had said she recognized, and which Eara and Kyayne hadn't stopped staring at since it was discovered. It looked like a footprint. Or so Zar's mind said, because there was nothing else it could logically be. Granted, it was not the track of any creature he had ever known, being seven-toed in both front and back, and with some of those toes, at least, looking as if they bore irregular lengths of claw. But better to call it a track than- Than a hole into nothingness, he answered himself with a bluntness that surprised him, He hadn't thought he would have the courage to actually say it. The track was utterly dark. So far as he could tell, the Grasslands under it had simply ceased to exist. It might be a hole all the way to the center of Arcadia, or a portal into the void between the stars, the void that was said to kill Elwens if and when they ever went there, with sheer wrongness, sheer opposition. He thought he could see it widening as he watched, expanding, drawing him in... "Stop that, you idiots!" Lamara's warning was meant for all of them, but that didn't stop the slap she gave him with her tail from seeming especially sharp. He rubbed the side of his neck, already almost resigned to it, while Eara and Kyayne blinked and shook their heads like people awakened from a dream. "What is it?" were Kyayne's first words as he turned to Zar, his eyes bright and belligerent, glowing with challenge. Eara put a concerned hand on his arm, but he shook her off, turning his head from Elwen to snake to pin them both with bright stares. "What?" "I think the rack of a Nightwalker," said Lamara in what sounded like abstracted interest, staring at the track once more. Zar was about to ask why it didn't hypnotize her, when he noted that her body was curled into a subtle parody of the rune of healing she had used on him before. She was protecting herself from even this faintest sign of her enemy's presence. Somehow, that only increased the churning fear in his gut, rather than his delight that she could protect herself, that she had means of defending herself against the evil magic after all. "What is a Nightwalker?" Kyayne's question sounded more than a little desperate. Zar gave him a sympathetic glance, deciding that the man didn't really want to believe evil of them, but was bent on protecting his home and his people. He had been badly shaken by this enemy he could neither see nor understand. "Is it something from your home world? Are you going to destroy it, or do we have to get rid of it ourselves? What drew it here?" Eara put a hand on his arm again, this time gripping, so that he could not simply shake her away. "Are they going to answer your questions, Ky, if you don't give them time to do so?" Kyayne flushed and briefly bent to sweep a kiss over his betrothed's brow. "I'm sorry," he said to Zar, his scent and his face reflecting pure chagrin. "But what are we to do?" Zar realized, in some dim surprise, that the man didn't blame him for this, after all, as so many people had blamed him for things that came in his wake. He was simply asking for help to solve a problem that he could not solve by himself. "That's because it's not your fault, silly Elwen," said Lamara to him, before speaking to all three. "The Nightwalker was likely drawn to my Runeworking. They hate and fear all powers of the Rune, but they desire it, too, much as some creatures of darkness in your world feed upon the light." She looked again at the track, and this time the flush of magical energy through her resonated in Zar's own bones. "Though why one would be here in the first place..." "They are not common visitors to Arcadia, then?" Eara asked this question in a calm voice that Zar could almost feel guiding him back to reason. "No. In fact-" Lamara hesitated, then looked the other way. Zar could feel her projecting an aura of confusion and hesitance that he wondered if the cheetah Elwens could feel. He touched her gently behind the head again. "It's all right, Lamara," he whispered, taking no care to disguise his reassurance from Kyayne and Eara. They must not think that she was refusing to tell them out of sheer Runeworker arrogance. "And why mustn't they think that?" He stared at her, his face blank, knowing she would pluck the answer out of his thoughts: because it wasn't true, that was why. She tapped her tail in a smile and then looped it around his neck. "You and your honesty. All right." She looked back at the cheernmae, who had remained silent throughout the entire little performance. "The Nightwalkers have to be brought into Arcadia, rather like animals escaping a cage." "Through a Runeworker gate?" Kyayne's eyes widened, and he looked in all directions, his tail lashing, as if Nightwalkers might spring out of the grass and attack at any second. "Yes." "That can't be true." Eara's voice, soft, full of disbelief for the first time. Zar, looking at her, saw her shaking her head with a wide, puzzled frown overcoming her face. "There would be more of them here in Arcadia if that were so, if they escaped every time a Runeworker opened a gate. "Ah. Well." Lamara looked even more ill at ease. It took another patting from Zar to reassure her. "You see, the Runeworker- must- ah-" "Invite them through." Zar spoke for her without meaning to, and received a dirty look before she turned her head away, moving it up and down in a slow, reluctant nod. "Why in the name of Chilune would you wish to do that?" Kyayne said, visibly upset. His tail snapped back and forth with the speed of a whip now, and his golden e eyes flared and danced like raging flames. Zar wondered how often he got angry like this. "To remove them from Lohtan, of course," said Lamara, as if it were the most natural thing in the world. "They breed like rabbits. We don't want them cluttering the place up." She paused, as if studying his reaction, and then added, "Same thing with humans." Which announcement staggered Zar. But he supposed he shouldn't have been surprised; humans had come from other worlds, he knew. He chuckled and shook his head at Lamara. She just looked smug and watched the cheernmae. Kyayne's face was so bright a gold that he looked as if he was going to spontaneously combust at any moment, without waiting for death. "You- you were responsible for that plague on our beautiful world, our peoples, the devastating wars that-" He lurched forward as if he meant to strike at the Runeworker with claws or teeth. Zar raised his wings and hissed, forcing him back. Lamara, he thought, looked amused by the whole affair. As she had planned to be. "You did that on purpose!" he muttered from between gritted teeth in her general direction. "Yes." Again, that private communication. She hadn't done so much of it in months. He wondered if she trusted their hosts less than she admitted. "I want to see how he reacts, Zar. I read your thoughts about him, and I don't think that's the real Kyayne- whatever the Rune hid last name was. I think he was only acting that way to impress Eara, and he is really quick to anger, and a bit simple. Let's see, shall we?" Zar understood her desire to test this man about whom they knew far less than they knew about Eara, but her little "experiment" seemed likely to get them killed. Eara had to lay a hand on his arm and shake her head, murmuring several long sentences in the cheetah Elwen tongue, before the flames in Kyayne's eyes died and he turned his head sullenly away. "Accept my apologizes, please, my Lord Zar," he muttered. Zar sighed and dropped his wings, folding them to his back. "An old, old score, Lord Kyayne, settled with the blood of humans and Elwens both an Age and more ago," he said softly. "Forgive me for also losing control of myself." He saw Eara's face twitch, and her eyes go briefly unfocused as she tried to reach out to him with her mind. Then her eyes came back to the present and she scowled at him. He shrugged helplessly, holding his hands out as if to say there was nothing he could do. Lamara hissed in his ear, saying the things Eara had probably wanted to say. "You weren't out of control. It was that fool who-" "Please, Lamara." To his pleasure, there was evidently enough exasperation in his voice to shut her up. "I think that they want and deserve some answers about the Nightwalkers." "I can tell you," said Lamara to everyone, "that I am not sure how Nightwalker magic translates onto this world. Not as well as my own, I think. But they are still a force to beware." She looked back at the black footprint, and her body again shimmered with energy. "There is a power in the darkness, for them, that will trap and hold the soul of anyone foolish enough to look into it. They use dark light in the preparation of their weapons. They also have powers all their own that are not so different from the Rune's. One of those is that they cannot be seen by any means that I know of, except normal sight when they are right in front of you." "Dark light?" Zar muttered. Her tail squeezed his neck briefly. "Nothing like the force we battled in Carmai, Zar. The name just happens to be the same." He fell back into silence, reassured, and looked at the cheetah Elwens to await their responses. Eara and Kyayne looked at each other. Telepathically speaking, Zar guessed, though he could not even sense the smooth flow of mental energy now. Some part of him ached with loss, but he forced himself to ignore it, and watch Eara's face attentively as she turned back to look at them. "Yes, I think you should come with us to Glelmari," she said, almost solemnly, as if there were no longer anything to be enthusiastic about. "It seems that you are the only one with some knowledge of these Nightwalkers and how to defeat them. Will you come with us?" Zar took a deep breath. That invitation was extended, very plainly, only to Lamara. Whatever the reason Eara had wanted him to come to Glelmari in the first place, the reasons had changed, and now, just as clearly, she wanted him to stay away. Lamara shook her head slowly back and forth. "I think my friend should come with us. He may have something to offer us, with his knowledge of magic." Contrary snake! Lamara did not slap him for the thought, but only turned his head and looked at him mildly. Somehow, his protests withered and died under that calm, dark blue gaze. He found himself nodding. Eara was biting her lip thoughtfully, her glance oddly imploring. But Zar did not have time to read in what way before Kyayne spoke up. "You think that we should bring them back, Ea? Especially when the snake as much as admitted that her magic lures them? Far better to leave them out here where they will draw off the pursuit, I say!" Kyayne folded his arms and glared down his nose at Zar. Zar stifled his chuckle, suddenly understanding part of Eara's reason. "No," said the high priestess of Chilune, her eyes the color now of the sea after the storm. They were fixed calmly on Zar's face. "She's right, Ky. They both need to come." "But-" Eara reached out and touched his arm again. "You saw him heal her, Ky. They are bonded in some way, as you and I are. She may need him to help her drive the Nightwalkers away." Already, the alien word fell easily from the priestess's lips, Zar thought. "Would you willingly separate them?" "Try to separate us," Lamara corrected in a sweet voice. Kyayne glared at all of them but Eara for a moment. When his eyes fell on her, they softened, and he nodded even as he stepped away from her. "All right. I agree. They can both come with us." His gaze turned to Zar as he spoke the next words, even though they were ostensibly addressed to both. "I trust they will remember that they are here as guests of Glelmari Cheetah-home, and behave accordingly." Zar nodded soberly, even though ye felt like bursting into laughter. He wondered how often Kyayne had these suspicions of some other man trying to steal Eara away. A dancely basis, perhaps? Or was it as rare as once a month? Once a day? "Stop grinning like a fool," Lamara hissed in his ear, not on their private link but softly enough that Kyayne would not hear. "It's just amusing," Zar whispered back. Her tail stopped twitching as if she would slap his neck and tapped slowly instead. With the air she was projecting, that was her equivalent of a reluctant chuckle. "Very amusing, I'll admit. He's one of those people you love to tease. But he's right, my friend. We have accepted the invitation, and we must act like guests." Zar nodded solemnly, and then saw Eara watching him. He smiled, looked from her to Kyayne, and shook his head. The priestess looked both relieved and embarrassed. She tilted her head and spread her hands wide, in a way that seemed to say she knew how annoying her Kyayne could be, and she apologized for the inconvenience, but she also wanted them to know that she loved him anyway and he would get better as he became accustomed to Zar. Even as Zar wondered how she had managed to pack that much meaning into a single gesture, she sprinted ahead to take hold of her betrothed's arm once more. He appeared much happier with her beside him, speaking quietly and constantly in the cheetah Elwen tongue, now and then waving his arm as if to direct her attention to something particularly wondrous. Eara always obligingly looked and made soft impressed noises. Any lack of sincerity that might have been behind them was more than made up for- at least to Zar's way of thinking- by the adoration with which she watched her husband-to-be. "I wonder why she's agreed to marry him?" said Lamara. "She seems to have fallen in love with him, but you wouldn't think that an intelligent woman could be happy with a stupid man." She paused, then added, "Actually, I have seen that happen." Zar laughed. "I know. But it's not for us to question their reasons or motivations, always assuming there is any reason for love anyway. We're guests, remember?" "That doesn't mean wet have to act like idiots." "I hope you remember that." Which comment earned him a reprimand with that oft- used tail and a glare that was not serious. Zar gently rubbed the scales on the back of her head, considered speaking about the way he had healed her, and decided to leave it for now. It could always wait for later. "Thank you." Zar nodded and followed the cheetah Elwens again, this time firmly on the ground. ---------------------------------------------------------- Glelmari was nothing like he'd expected it to be. Actually, he had never studied the cheetah Elwens extensively and didn't really know what to expect, but he would have said huts woven of the common grass on the Grasslands and adorned with conveniences that would serve the cheernmae in either form. What appeared instead were several soaring buildings that lifted and fell like things seen in a mad fantasy. Zar wasn't sure what they were made of. It might have been golden stone; it might have been grass that they had dried and stiffened without losing any of the rich color. Given the impossible angles and strange balconies that twined around the buildings like confections around a cake, they might have been built of dream-stuff itself. He simply didn't know. "Neither do I, if that's any comfort," Lamara muttered in his ear. "Not really." The temples- that was what his mind insisted on calling them; they looked most like temples to Chilune- were all open to the sky, and in places the walls were replaced by pillar-supported low roofs to let in the wind and the sunshine. He could see that the stone- surely it was stone?- had been carved into ledges that appeared to serve as sun-bathing places or even beds. Cheetahs sprawled at their ease in the sunlight, flanks moving softly as they breathed. He could not tell if they were animals or cheernmae. The "streets" of the Cheetah-home were largely trampled avenues of grass paved with the same mysterious material that the buildings were made of. They dipped past the temples with no apparent pattern, no rhyme or reason. But then, this people worshiped the Goddess of Chaos. Perhaps they didn't need rhyme and reason. Cheernmae strolled or scrambled casually, on four legs or two as they chose, through the streets, stopping now and then to watch a juggler perform or a brief, brightly color illusion spangle this or that building. Zar could hear their voices from here. Spoken by many of them, their language lost some of its guttural character and took on an almost musical note. "Beautiful," Lamara murmured in his ear,l studying the "city" as if she were a connoisseur of such things. He knew from the puzzlement and awe she was projecting that she had never seen anything like this either. "Yes, I think so," said Zar, and then had to shake his head as they simply passed into Glelmari. There was no boundary between the plains and the city. Cheernmae departed without concern for walls or guards, though a few turned to stare curiously at the newcomers walking beside the high priestess and her betrothed. None of them stopped, though. Zar began to wonder if this place was like Eriaa-ollo-Garameyt, of the cheetah Elwens, like his people, were so locked in complacency that they could not be bothered to evince even the simplest sign of curiously. "I don't think so," Lamara said. "FRom what I can pick up from their minds, they're happy, not complacent. They're ready to fight when they see a threat. You're in the company of the high priestess, and she's nor screaming for help, so I suppose they don't really see you as a threat." Zar shook his head, silently berating himself. If he had any sense, he would have thought of that himself. It was ridiculous that he automatically assumed something evil about everyone now. He made a conscript effort to relax. The stares grew more frequent and longer as they penetrated into the city. Zar noted that the city seemed larger, too, and when he turned, he could see nothing of the Grasslands. A border did seem to cut the plains off from Glelmari now, a shimmering wall of golden energy that enclosed many more buildings than he had seen previously. He turned back to see Eara smiling at him, almost mischievously. "Welcome to a home of those who worship the Goddess of Chaos," she said, width a slight bow that Zar felt was more mocking than anything. Kyayne must have felt so also, because he didn't object. He just stood here, smiling first at Eara and then at Zar, as if he were in on a private joke they might or might not share. "My lady?" Zar glanced over his shoulder, not knowing whether he feared more to find the wall still there or gone. But it was there, shimmering, rippling, as if it were cloth to be stirred by a wind that Zar did not feel. It was blastedly hot, he thought distractedly, and the heat seemed to be amplified by the city, even though it did not reflect from the stone. This was an odd place in more ways than one. "What's the matter?"