A Sound Of Bells Prologue 116, Age of Arcadia, Late Spring They had permitted him- grudgingly- to come out this far. But now the guards drifted in front of him like black ghosts, scowling and gripping the spears they held and didn't need. They could kill him with a touch, with a single look. For a single moment, he considered summoning safire, turning them into zombies, and making good his escape. But he discarded the idea almost immediately. He had underestimated the abilities of these people once before, and it had cost him dearly. If he fled, they would pursue him- including one he had no wish to harm- for he was a valuable hostage. And he found it hard to doubt that they would catch him. "All right," he said wearily. "Here, then. But withdraw beyond earshot, at least." They hesitated for a moment, duty fighting with their innate desire not to intrude on another Elwen's prayers. Honor won, at least temporarily. They did withdraw, hovering beyond earshot but still able to see him. Sapphiro Azurefire, sapphire Elwen leader, member of the Council of Arcadia, until recently master of the Troublestone- and now a prisoner of the death Elwens- fell to his knees and turned his face upward to the stars. Hands clasped in front of him, he began to murmur what was among the most fervent prayers in his adult life. "My creators, I implore you, do something! A force is loose on Arcadia now that, if improperly handled, could harm many of your children. And though I thought I had chosen the right handler, it seems this is no longer the case. She plots to destroy what cannot be destroyed. I beg you, act!" He paused, expectant and hopeful even in the midst of likely disappointment. As he had feared, there came no answer from the silver diamonds twinkling gently above him. They had long ago withdrawn from the world, leaving their children to go about their own affairs, in accordance with the principles of independence and pride they had taught them. Only if someone threatened that freedom would they descend. Sapphiro bowed his head and uttered a ragged sigh, strong enough to swirl his uncut green hair around his face. He hadn't really expected an answer, he tried to remind himself. Still, that did little to rationalize his crushing despair. The stars were still shining softly when a hand fell on his shoulder, a shadow blocking out the light. Sapphiro slowly looked up, wondering how the death Elwens had sensed his prayers were done. But standing over him was one who shone luminously white in the mingled brilliance of the three moons, his hair just as white and his eyes silver. On his wrists gleamed golden bracelets, quickly revealed and just as swiftly hidden. Those were what told Sapphiro that this was a mortal, and not one of the starfolk, as the awed death Elwens obviously thought him. And, of course, he did recognize this mortal: Azajir Kalurtum, representative in the Council for the snow Elwens and a lord in his own right, of the ablasi, the governing body of the atagarni. It made sense that Azajir, who had participated in the failed war against the death Elwens and been briefly a hostage of the churni himself, would come to free him. Only one question churned in Sapphiro's brain. "So long!" he hissed. "Almost two months. Why-" Azajir's hand descended over his mouth. "There are things you cannot understand," he hissed. Then he relaxed, silver eyes shining with the compelling magnetism that had helped his election to the Council. "Come, come, Sapphiro. I know we have been friendly enemies for a long time. But does that mean you will not accept my help in teleporting back to the Tableland?" His hand went to the amulet around his neck, the amulet that allowed a Council member to teleport himself and several other people wherever he chose, an amulet the churni had taken from Sapphiro. "Not so friendly," the somak murmured. But he reached up and gripped Azajir's hand after only a moment of hesitation. The death Elwens had caught the hint of the truth and were coming forward at the gallop. There came a blinding flash of cold light, and when it faded, and with it the slight jerking sense of disorientation, Sapphiro found himself back in his own quarters. He swept his gaze over the room, narrow-eyed, and smiling tightly as he noted the soft blue glow of sprung magical traps about several of his possessions, glows invisible to anyone but him. "You have been busy, I see," he remarked, turning on Azajir, who stared at him in astonishment briefly before recovering. "Evidently you didn't know that the map will open, and the nightcat respond, only at my command." He clapped his hands, and the sleek black statue of a nightcat standing along one of the sapphire walls came alive, stalking with the fluid grace of a living feline to stand before him. Azajir backed up, eying him grimly. Sapphiro laughed at him. "You'll get no gratitude from me. You rescued me for your own purposes, for the same reasons you do everything." Azajir spat at him, unafraid. Sapphiro did not flinch at the movement, but the nightcat crouched low, a growl reverberating like dull thunder from between the chest- length fangs. Azajir wisely backed away some more, but said, "Do you wish to hear the truth of my delayed rescue or not?" Sapphiro hesitated, then motioned for the snow Elwen to continue. Smirking, Azajir folded his arms and leaned back against the doorsill. What came at Sapphiro then was the unadorned truth, to his surprise and horror. "The Council decided that, valuable as a Council member is, they could not risk the lives necessary to get you back. And the ransom the death Elwens demanded was too high. They left you there." "Left me..." Sapphiro whispered, staring at his blue- skinned hands, though the nightcat's gaze never wavered from Azajir. He must have more political enemies than he thought. The atagarn read his mind and snorted aloud. "Hardly, Sapphiro. It was simply an example of the game you are always playing. What matters an individual, no matter who he or she is, when compared to the greater good?" Sapphiro gulped back bile. "No. It can't..." His voice slipped, then rallied. "I never meant it like this!" Azajir flipped an eyebrow upward. "Really? I must have missed something. You manipulated Meylona Darkhand into bearing the Lifesword, then made war on her people to lure her back to the mainland and hired a gang of assassins to kill her. With what action were you saying that an individual is worth more than the masses you purport to serve?" "If that's true," Sapphiro breathed, "if my politics have been perverted, why does it sound so natural when the Children of Dawn speak about it?" "They're dawn Elwens," said Azajir. "They have those infernal peace auras. It would probably sound natural for them to talk about murder." Sapphiro closed his eyes, but he was not seeing dawn Elwens dancing on the back of his eyelids. Instead, he was seeing Meylona Darkhand, standing beside the River Eluvorwave and staring into the night, telling him an old tale of her people. A tale about an Elwen who had killed the one who loved him most in order to protect his people- and learned in the end that nothing is worth losing one's soul for. Sapphiro had been working for over a century to preserve peace, and had at last achieved a delicate balance. The Lifesword that Meylona now carried threatened that balance, and so he had felt justified in destroying one person's life in order to nullify the threat. Besides, Meylona, said the songs that had led to discovery of the Lifesword, was destined to do something about the blade. What that something was, the songs weren't clear. Surely he had done nothing wrong by serving destiny? By serving peace? The door clicked shut softly. Azajir had gone. Sapphiro fell heavily into one of the room's two chairs, whispering, "We had better hope that I was right. Otherwise, we shall pay a price too horrible to contemplate." And he buried his face in the nightcat's fur and wept. Chapter 1 No Rest For The Weary Meylona Darkhand skidded to a stop, spitting curses. She knew she had seen Azajir Kalurtum hovering over Sapphiro Azurefire for a brief moment before the latter lunged upward, catching a pale hand. Then both had vanished in a burst of brilliance. And she had come in too late to catch either. Casting a disgusted glance back at the guards, she lifted and shook out her long mass of dark curls. They had been troublesome lately, especially since the comb that had once bound them back so effectively was now anathema to her. Lately, she had only been able to rake her fingers through them, wash them occasionally, and hope for the best. "My lady? Is something wrong?" Meylona turned to face Milmindeth Deepen, smiling helplessly. Though he had been hovering over and watching the sickly Dia, of course he would have come out immediately when he sensed, through the tentative emotional bond they shared, that she was upset. "Nothing major, Milmindeth." Meylona speared the guards with another glance from her golden eyes. "These dolts let Sapphiro escape, because they thought the one who came to rescue him was an aerifaerf." The akla'shoon started to ask another question, but the female death Elwen lifted a brow and shook her head in warning. They started back toward the ka'cheer of Deathwield Klaina, she walking with the easy stride of both a noble and a trained swordswoman, he gliding at her heels like a shadow. The guards fell back before them uneasily. Meylona was not sure who unnerved them more: herself, with the eyes of a Klaina not her own and two swords riding on her hips, one of them sentient; or Milmindeth, one-handed, starry- eyed, and with the walk of someone it would be wise not to challenge. Perhaps both of them together, she thought with a fleeting smile. Word of their scandalous devotion to one another, and their willingness to fight to protect that devotion, had spread all over the ka'cheer. The guards at Aprim's gates nodded to her, and only to her, ignoring Milmindeth as one would a decorative object. Meylona sighed disgustedly over that, and even more when they emerged into the courtyard of Aprim. Though Deathwield was the most open of the Klainae- its members readily admitted their affection for one another, and filled their dark halls with light- it was also, in a way, the most hidebound. Though it had been nearly two months since the killing of the traitor Fimina, the former Heir to the Deathwield throne, people still went about on tiptoe and spoke softly, so as not to disturb the mourning of the Lord of the Klaina. Not even his son Cuenian, who needed to be Confirmed as Heir, had seen his father. It was expected, but in Meylona's mind, at least, enough was enough. He would want to know about Sapphiro's escape, anyway, she reasoned, striding across the death force flags of the courtyard and knocking smartly on his door. Her resolution faltered for a moment, though, when a voice, cold and dead and utterly without interest, asked, "Yes? What is it?" Meylona found her courage again by telling herself that this was the reason she had come. "I must speak with you, Lord Elshar," she said, trying hard to sound humble. What she sounded, she thought in disgust, was utterly silly. "A little matter concerning the escape of a prisoner, and who aided in that escape." Just weeks before, those words would have brought the lord mage bounding from his quarters. But now all that happened was that, after a long, considering pause, the door swung open. Meylona stepped into thick darkness, unexpected in light of the moons in the sky outside and her previous experience with Elshar's quarters. Lamps of cold fire should have been burning, and candles. Elshar was a lover of light, unlike so many death Elwens, and did not banish it from his home. But, of course, dark rooms were a sign of deep and desperate grief. Meylona's eyes made the adjustment swiftly enough, passing from daysight into nightsight. Pale radiance, auras cast by the force of existence, sprang into being about everything. But to Meylona, the shadowless, sourceless light was a pale thing compared to the remembrance of the fire in Elshar's eyes. The man who now sat hunched over in the one chair, playing at Lordship, was a copy of his former self, and not a particularly good one, either. Light fell on and was swallowed by lusterless black skin, dead-looking as a peeled blueberry. His hair, once tight curls of jet bouncing emphatically when he shook or nodded his head, now hung loosely, like a senile elf's gaping jaw. And his eyes, noble green of Deathwield Klaina, no longer held the starfire that had given him his name. That had died with his Heir, the daughter he claimed not to love. Meylona herself felt no such grief for the loss of the treacherous Fimina, and in any case, mourning periods were supposed to last a month at most. "Sapphiro has escaped," she said boldly, ignoring the small, startled movement of Elshar's akla'shoon, hiding behind the chair. "And he did it with the help of Azajir Kalurtum!" "Why should that matter to me?" Meylona snorted, at last ready to release the words propriety and lack of opportunity had prevented her from releasing before now. "You are the Lord of the Klaina, or at least you were the last time anyone bothered to check. Sapphiro tried to hurt your people once before. He could do it again. Are you not the least bit worried about them?" The akla'shooni started and flinched as though Meylona's words had been flaming whips hurled at the Lord, but Elshar sat still, staring at the floor. His only reaction was to bow his head a little, as if he believed he deserved the words and wanted to encourage them. Meylona opened her mouth again, but Milmindeth put his hand on her arm and shook his head. Following his gaze, Meylona saw Elshar's akla'shoon flowing to her feet with lithe grace. Her steady, bright eyes did not waver from Meylona's face, and the warning in her stance was unmistakable. It was the right of an akla'shoon to defend her or his lord or lady, a right not even a noble could gainsay. Meylona had never been a believer in caution, but before she could continue this needed tirade, the door to Elshar's sitting room opened. "Forgive me for disturbing you, Lord-" a familiar voice began. Meylona's father, Tumerin, halted as he took in the tense scene in the room. Shaking his head slightly, he gave his daughter the same look Milmindeth had. The former Darkhand noble ignored both silent critics and said, "Lord Elshar, this is a serious matter, one that might have repercussions we cannot foresee. We need the guidance of the Lord of the Klaina now. Will you deny us that guidance?" There was a long moment during which Elshar continued to sit with head bowed, like a beaten dog. Then the worn voice said, "What do you wish me to do? Sapphiro has already escaped, you said." "Only you can quell the rumors that will surely spring up-" Meylona began. "Excuse me, Daughter, but there is something you should know," Tumerin interrupted in a tone that Meylona had learned from childhood on not to question. "The deathtrotter healers asked me to tell you that Dia has gone into labor." The female death Elwen's annoyance lasted only until the impact of the announcement struck her. Her eyes locked, wide and incredulous, on Milmindeth's, even as she reached out with her mind for the deathtrotter mare's. The pain and chaos swirling there convinced her that Tumerin was right, though that did not dim her anxiety. Deathtrotters usually had easy births, but Dia, small and slender, had known from the moment she became pregnant that she would have trouble bringing this child into the world. And it was too soon! Deathtrotters usually carried their children for five months. This little one had timed her arrival fully two weeks before the expected birth date. Meylona launched herself back through Elshar's door, Milmindeth readily moving out of her way. Though his stallion, Skim, was Dia's mate, he did not follow her; only females were permitted to attend birthings. But the former noble felt the whisper of his mind across hers, a silent wish for good luck and a promise to lend her strength through the complicated bond the foursome shared. Meylona smiled in spite of the strain she could already feel. That was Milmindeth: willing to obey what he must, but still finding a way around the prohibitions. One thing nagged at her until she burst into the stable where ailing trotters were housed. Why had the healers sent Tumerin to inform her, instead of contacting her telepathically the moment the labor began? But when the wooden door closed behind her, she wondered no longer. The air was thick with the smell of blood, and with the silent strength that comes only from intense mental concentration. The healers were crowded close around Dia, who stood on legs as wobbly as a foal's in the wide stall she had been given. She managed to raise her head and nicker a weak welcome to her rider, but her white mane rained sweat on the floor, and the glow in her ruby eyes flickered and smoldered instead of flaring. And this was with all the healers and mares that could be found pouring inner strength into her, Meylona thought grimly. "What's the trouble?" she asked Dia gently, putting one hand on the ebony neck. Her fingers slipped almost immediately; Dia's fur, usually cold, was lukewarm and slick with foam. -I'm not sure- Dia gasped, in the voice of a deathtrotter- not quite physical or mental, more as if she had rearranged the past to fit her words in. -I think the baby's turned somehow, so that she's caught, but I can't- Her words faded into a miasma of pain that nearly buckled Meylona's knees and did buckle the mare's, sending her slamming into the straw. Meylona knelt beside her, ignoring the ugly feel of blood-matted straw against the leather she wore, and concentrated on their bond. She soothed the pain as best she could, mostly with memories. The taste of blood in Dia's mouth was replaced, at least briefly, by the crisp crunch of an apple. The mare was not lying down, Meylona managed to half-convince her, but racing across the Falchian Plains at a speed that made even the wind fall behind her. And the baby was born, a perfect little deathtrotter filly, running beside her mother and looking up at her with love... She felt Milmindeth and Skim join her, singing a chorus of hope and support to the mare with whom Meylona had bonded over five centuries ago. Meylona herself felt her eyes blurring with tears, and she leaned her brow against the steaming neck. It was so easy, sometimes, to forget the strength of her love for this mare. After a long, timeless moment of support, one of the healers said, "The baby's turned. Trying to come out the wrong way." Her voice wavered and blurred, but Meylona could not tell who was the weary one, the healer or herself. "I can see the hind hooves now. Tangled up with the birth cord, I think." Meylona shuddered. Deathtrotter foals came out head first in all successful births. The chances of Dia's baby surviving had just plummeted. Dia lifted her head suddenly, neighing and pawing the ground with one foot. -No! I will not let her die! I will not- But resolve and power both seemed to collapse, and her head dropped limply to the straw. Meylona worked her way around Dia's flank, wincing as she saw what the healer meant. Two delicate hind hooves and part of the slender hind legs were visible, almost touching the floor of the stall. But they did not move, and were wound with something thick and glistening that did indeed look like the birth cord. And no matter how Dia pushed and labored, no more of the baby would emerge. Meylona hesitated barely a moment before reaching up to catch hold of those tiny legs. Though not green-eyed, she had inherited the mage-Gift which was passed throughout the Deathwield line. In her, it took the form of speaking with animals. Though she had never tried, in these past few months, to speak with one technically unborn, she was willing to risk it if it meant Dia's life, or the filly's, or both. Can you hear me, little Sister? We are waiting for you to be born. All waiting most impatiently. She did not speak in words, but in images that would be translated to the baby as words. Not coming! The thought was surprisingly well-formed, quick, and agile. Whatever the smallness of her body, this youngster was already as swift in mind as her mother. Dark and warm in here. Bright and cold out there. Stay here. Dark and warm. Not want to be born! But you must, Meylona coaxed. She paused for a moment, then continued, hoping heredity was what she thought it was. Do you not want to taste an apple? Wary interest flickered. An apple? What is an apple? Meylona replied not with words, but with an image of the glossy red fruit, the crunch it made when bitten, the fragrance of apple blossoms in springtime, the sweetness and fresh taste exploding in one's mouth. As she had suspected, the filly was very much Dia's daughter, and had inherited her weakness for the fruit. There came a sudden sense of slippage, of breaking free. Opening her eyes, Meylona saw that the filly was now free almost to the withers. However, the birth cord had coiled tighter, wrapping itself so firmly that it might cut the baby in half, or strangle her, before she could be freed. Want out of here! the small, bright voice complained in Meylona's mind. Want apples! Why not out? You're bound, Meylona sent to her, trying to keep her thoughts as calming as possible. If they cut the cord, the tie between mother and child, too soon, she might die; if they cut it too late, she would die. If no happy medium could be found, they would have to chance it. But Meylona didn't want the little one to sense that. Well, get rid of bond! Out, out, out. Stuffy in here. Too hot. Meylona disconnected briefly from the tiny mind and looked up at the healer. "She wants out now. But I don't think she can do anything to help herself. Do we cut the cord, or leave it on and perhaps watch it slice her in half?" Dia snorted at that, and swiveled to regard the healer. -This may be the only child I bear. Do whatever you must to save her, even if it costs me my life- They felt Skim's horror at that, then hesitant agreement. He respected his mate's decision, but he sincerely hoped it would not cost her her life. Any alternative, save his daughter's death, was preferable to that. The healer, though, was shaking her head, eyes pitying but mercilessly hard. "The child will die no matter what we do. The labor has been too long. The best thing for us to do is cut the tie and hope that we may yet save the mother's life." No member of the foursome would accept that, whether or not the healer thought they would. Dia lowered her head with a soft, determined snort and pushed harder than ever. Milmindeth and Skim fell again into their roles as supporters, lending their different yet complementary male strengths to the effort. And Meylona made contact with the filly again, ignoring the healers' efforts to dissuade her, trying to persuade the baby that everything would be all right as well as monitoring her health. A little of the tiny body slipped free, but then the cord tightened so roughly that the baby became afraid. Meylona, dimly aware that she was the only death Elwen left in the stable, reached out, asked the stars and gods for the best hope possible, and snapped the cord. It flopped into her hand, slick with blood and other thing she hoped never to learn the names of. Dia uttered something that sounded like a sigh of relief and pushed with more determination still. The baby slid free, encased in a slick sac and lying very still. As if she had been doing it all her life, Dia pivoted to her feet and bent to nip her daughter free of the case. Meylona, able to feel something other than sheer exhaustion at last, eyed the filly with quiet worry. Not that she was deformed; in fact, at least through the sac, she looked perfect in every way. Her head, bowed between hooves the size of Meylona's fingertips, had the delicacy of her mother's. The liquid ice curls of her short white mane wrapped her head like cloth- not a shroud, Meylona thought with ferocious determination. She had the sable tail common to deathtrotters, but a coat closer to gray than black, mimicking the coloration of her sire. But her eyes were closed, and there was no sign of movement, even to breathe, as Dia's teeth and tongue freed her of her confinement. Dia stood patiently, waiting for her daughter to stand and head for the milk-laden teats hanging invitingly near. Meylona had almost given up hope when the tiny lashes fluttered and the tiny head lifted. In breathless wonder, she watched as gleaming rubies of eyes were revealed, darting from her mother to Meylona and back again. -Hungry- said a faint but very distinct voice, a real copy of the voice Meylona had heard in her head before the birth. Dia nickered and swept her head down, nuzzling first the still blood-slick filly, and then her rider. -Thank you so very much- said the beloved voice in Meylona's mind. -I knew I made a good choice in partners- By now, Skim was knocking on the door with his hooves, impatient to see his daughter. Watching as the filly climbed to her knees, and then her feet, rocking as the stable was from her mate's pounding, Dia said absently- Meylona, would you please tell that great brute that he'll see my Nia when I'm darn good and ready for him to do so? He's making a racket- Meylona did as she was told, passing mares who were turning aside in their stalls to give mother and daughter a bit of privacy. The name Dia had chosen for the little one didn't surprise her. Nia was Primal for "thankful," which the mare must be. It took Meylona and Milmindeth several minutes to calm Skim down, even between them, and the stallion didn't stop pawing the ground sullenly until Meylona provided him with several detailed descriptions of his firstborn. Even then, he kept his nose by a crack in the stable door for a long time, trying to locate the delicate new scent, before giving up and retiring outside the walls for the night. Meylona and Milmindeth exchanged smiles. Meylona noted, half-absently, that Milmindeth's was his shadow smile, dark, fleeting, and just for her. "Exhausting," Milmindeth remarked, indicating the horizon. It had been nearly midnight when Sapphiro escaped, but dawn was dancing in the east now. Meylona nodded, then grimaced as she became aware how covered with blood and mucus her clothes and hands were. Milmindeth understood without being asked, and loped quietly across the courtyard, toward the bathhouses. The former Darkhand noble followed, scrubbing her hands futilely against her equally coated legs and hoping she wasn't leaving soaking footprints behind. "Meylona!" The voice was genuinely shocked. "What happened to you?" Meylona looked up, grinning. "Nothing bad, Thaloth, though it could have been. Dia has been safely delivered of a daughter, Nia. Of course, I had to help her." "Somehow, I don't think it would be wise to mention that in her hearing," her brother remarked dryly, stopping before her. He bowed deeply before she could ask him not to, but after a moment, she realized it was only a bow of sincere warmth and congratulations. "May little Nia grow as strong as her sire and as swift as her mother." "Thank you," Meylona replied softly, catching her brother's black eyes in a look of intense gratitude. Since she had been forced to flee her native ka'cheer, Holin, with the Lifesword nearly a year before, she had been uneasy in her brother's presence, but lately they had settled their differences. "I suppose you will be leaving soon?" Thaloth asked abruptly, his black eyes tight on the alicorn hilt of the sentient sword that had once nearly snared his soul with greed. "After all, the Forces of Death did give you a holy task." Meylona, rubbing the silky, warm hilt of the sword, shuddered absently. "Yes, they did." She smiled at her brother as she returned to the present. "We've had to wait until Nia was born, but I guess that's not an excuse any longer. Though she's extremely delicate, and it will be a few days before she's strong enough to run beside her parents..." Her voice trailed off as Thaloth gave her a look at once both understanding and pitying. He understood why she was trying to delay the task, but he did not think it wise. Meylona looked down, rubbing her fingers over the pommel of the sword that had now ridden at her side for nearly a year. Outwardly, there was nothing abnormal about it, except the ancient make of the hilt and the disturbing color of the blade, black swept by tantalizing hints of silver and crystal and red. But inwardly, the Lifesword was an enigma. It had been forged from materials that contained the life essences of four races- Elwens, elves, unicorns, and dragons- and so had enormous power. Its creator had also given it the ability to do things from bringing light into darkness to resurrecting the dead. It should have been a tool of good, and indeed it often proclaimed itself so. And yet, the Lifesword needed vital energy to fuel the tasks it felt destined to perform. That vital energy came from its wielder, who over time was slowly possessed by the Lifesword. In time, anyone who claimed the weapon would be only a mindless husk, a body for the Lifesword to manipulate at will, in effect wielding itself. Meylona's golden eyes and altered perceptions of the world were only some gifts from the blade. She no longer knew how many tiny scraps of life-force still held out against domination, and suspected the changes in her had gone too deep to be noticed on the surface- until it was too late. Thaloth clasped her arm a moment, eyes sympathetic without a trace of other emotion, then whirled and walked away, green curls bouncing. He wiped the hand that had caught her wrist absently on his leg, covered with shapeless and intricately wound strips of black leather. As if on cue, Meylona remembered their interrupted journey to the bathhouses. She hurried forward, using her desire to be clean as an excuse to deflect many of the questions she saw on Milmindeth's face. The bathhouses were places of steamy darkness, the only places in Aprim that had had no need to rid themselves of lights in order to facilitate Elshar's mourning. Basins of water, continually warmed by an unseen source, rolled and lapped with a soothing sound that relaxed Meylona's muscles as she stood listening to it. Small pots of the sand death Elwens used instead of soap stood ready on the edge of the basin. And there seemed to be no one else in here. Meylona stood patiently while Milmindeth freed her of the heavy, stinking bits of leather. Then she dove into the water, sending droplets of spray flying up to sparkle in the auralight. She hovered over the bottom of the bath for a deliciously warm long time- Elwens could hold their breaths indefinitely- before rising upward again to float lazily. Most of the blood had been washed from her body within a few moments, and, swept away by the pool's unseen source, it troubled her no longer. Even her hair, matted in clumps like the straw upon which Dia had lain, now floated in beautiful, sleek curls once again. She nearly went over when the opening of the door announced Milmindeth's return with fresh clothes, so relaxed had she become. Calling to him to wait, as she had not yet finished cleaning herself, she swam to the edge of the pool where the sand was located. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw him stiffen. Then he dropped to one knee and moved her starmetal sword and throwing knife aside. "Milmindeth, what is it?" she asked, curious but not really concerned. Relaxed she might be, but she was a trained warrior. If anyone had entered the bathhouses and rummaged through her equipment, she would certainly have heard them. His next words nearly made her drop the handful of sand she was currently applying to her arm. "The Lifesword is gone." Meylona cursed and gave a final scrub, then swam strongly for the side of the basin. She popped out of the water, shaking and wringing her hair by turns. There would be no time for the long, complicated drying with progressively cooler towels that churni nobles usually enjoyed. The thief must yet be nearby. And she meant to find him- or her, though in her secret heart she believed only a male would be stupid enough to do something like that. She stood, fuming with impatience, while Milmindeth wound strip after strip of leather around her. When it was finally done, she charged silently for the door, Milmindeth right beside her. They both skidded to a stop in the courtyard, though, staring around in bewilderment. Meylona had to admit it was a puzzling sight. The courtyard was calm and empty, its only moving inhabitants moonbeams playing hide and seek with clouds. Even the most persistent of night-lovers had retreated within the walls to sleep. The guards paced the outer wall, their footsteps rebounding softly from the acoustically inclined, solidified death force. The sound of their tread showed only unspeakable boredom. Feeling the first tight tingle of real fear up her spine, Meylona scanned the courtyard again, seeking to disprove what her own senses told her. She could not. The thief had left no trace behind, not even scent. Her thoughts nagging at her, she turned around, and then staggered back. Milmindeth's hand caught her arm in an iron grip meant to convey reassurance, but she could feel as she leaned against him that he was shaking just as badly as she was. Hovering before them in midair, its edges limned with light, was the Lifesword. The light was a faint silver radiance not coming from the blade itself, but rather something else. The weapon hung that way for a long moment, as if to make sure they got a good look at it. Then it settled tamely into the magic-damping scabbard Meylona had thought to buckle on her hip. The two churni exchanged uneasy glances even after the last of the light faded. Meylona licked her lips and glanced back at the sword resting softly against her hip once more. It might never have left. It seemed her fears were unfounded. And yet, Milmindeth spoke for both of them when he said somberly, "Can we be not be safe even in the midst of a ka'cheer, surrounded by scores of churni?" Meylona shook her head and let the ensuing silence stretch long. She, at least, had no answer. ---------------------------------------------------------- They would have reported the incident to Lord Elshar, but the ka'cheer awakened an hour later, with the full coming of dawn, and they decided to wait for a more private time. She needed to sleep, they both needed food, and if they were not in their rooms to receive the inevitable well-wishes over the birth of Dia's child, people would wonder what was amiss. Meylona had been given a room that opened onto a small garden after her triumphant return from Fimina's death, and it gave her peace, usually, to look at the trees and flowers under the moonlight. But now, as she stood staring from the open door out into the carefully groomed wilderness, she thought the reaching fingers of dawn tentative, even frightened. Instead of puddling in pools of molten gold beneath the tall earlyaspens, as it usually did, Uunul's light huddled in on itself. When a cloud cruised slowly by, it seemed grateful of the excuse to hide. Meylona shook her head grimly, then closed the door softly. Beautiful as the garden was, she had been raised in a windowless environment, and found it easier to sleep without fresh air when in a ka'cheer. Pacing over to her bed, she lay down and tried to relax her muscles. But they remained tense, and gradually she realized the annoying sound on the edge of hearing was herself, tapping her fingers on the Lifesword's hilt. Opening her eyes, she groggily regarded the damned thing. The alicorn hilt was warm and glowing with a soft light, but unicorn horn did that naturally anyway. The power had not yet returned to the sword, or so she sincerely hoped. The Forces of Death had quieted it for an unspecified period, that she might complete her quest to destroy it, and it was much easier to resolve she would do so when it wasn't speaking to her in that persuasive mental voice. As if contemplating her responsibilities had eased some hidden weight, her eyes slid easily closed, and sleep came to her. When Milmindeth shook her awake a few hours later, she stretched luxuriously and accepted the piece of apple he gave her with a gloved hand, gnawing it eagerly. "Have you fed?" she asked between crisp bites, when she could more easily think past her hunger. The starry eyes hooded themselves as the akla'shoon nodded once. Meylona noted that with curiosity, and also a bit of hope. She had once been like Milmindeth, needing the life-force of intelligent creatures to keep herself alive. But the Lifesword had removed that need, that curse, that gift, as part of its prices, the one things she had to thank it for. She now ate fruit, meat, cheese, bread- all the food a normal creature might. Milmindeth had never shown any sign that he envied her. But if he did... She forced the thought out of her mind. The quest to destroy the Lifesword was what they needed to concentrate on now. "Do you know how soon we will be able to leave?" she asked calmly, knowing that he would have gone to check on Nia. Milmindeth's face softened. "Yes. Nia is delicate and small enough to worry her mother, but both of them are sure she'll be able to run in two days." "We'll leave on Bluedance, then," Meylona said, naming the first day of summer. "If they're sure." Milmindeth nodded, and started to say something else, but someone began hammering on the door of the room. The akla'shoon had barely begun to assume his fighting stance when said door crashed open. "Lorina?" Meylona gasped in surprise when she saw who stood there. She barely recognized the healer. The long blue hair that had hung gracefully down her back now grouped itself in scraggly clumps all about her head, and the usually gentle blue-gold eyes had lost all their serenity. "Is it true," Lorina demanded, looking past the undeniably threatening Milmindeth, "that you challenged Elshar to rise up from his despair?' Not certain whether she approved or disapproved, Meylona responded cautiously. "I did. I think the period of mourning has gone on long enough. Sapphiro has escaped and might be plotting something, and his people need him." Lorina strode toward her, darting like a shadow past Milmindeth when he stood to block her. The male death Elwen turned, narrow-eyed and anxious, ready to spring if Lorina tried anything. Instead of slapping or shouting in Meylona's face, though, Lorina threw a hug around her that stunned Meylona into silence for a long moment. After a moment, the younger woman understood, and hugged the healer's shoulders in silent sympathy. Devoted to her Lord cousin despite the many grades of station that separated them, Lorina had evidently watched his fall into loss helplessly, hating it, but not sure of her place to interfere. Anyone who could safely do so, and did so, therefore assumed the status of a hero in her eyes. "Thank you!" the healer murmured brokenly against her shoulder, confirming her suspicions. "Oh, stars, he needed that!" "You agree with me, then, that this has gone on long enough?" Meylona asked, drawing back to search the healer's face. Lorina nodded determinedly, wiping tears out of her two-colored eyes with a vengeance. "I think he's proved that he loved her. And he's shouldered the blame, even that which was not his to begin with. If he wants to convince anyone of his virtue, he's done it. Now he needs to return to life." Meylona nodded, but suspected from the healer's half- tense stance that there was something more. "And how many of the sha'sheerini feel this way?" she asked, giving the collective name for the lowest caste in churni society, those born with eyes of more than one color and thus without the power to resurrect the dead. "All of us, so far as I know." Lorina shook her head back as if facing a challenger, her face calm and regal. "You may leave without fear, Lady. We will keep alight the flame you have kindled. Should it go out again, it can only mean doom for us." Meylona could only nod to that. Until Elshar had withdrawn from life, she had not realized how much of the fire and spirit of Deathwield Klaina was embedded in its Lord. Deathwield was, magically and physically, the most powerful of the Klainae, but such a position might not endure long if their ruler did not come back to them. "Thank you," said Lorina one more time, and went from the room like a breath of wind. Milmindeth relaxed at last and shut the door as soundlessly as possible. "On Bluedance," said Meylona, determinedly, picking up where they had left off. Elshar did need to be discussed, but she wanted to settle the details of their departure first. "The festival ought to make our leavetaking a little less grievous." "As will their premise that you will come back to them," Milmindeth said, softly and unexpectedly. Meylona shot him a narrow look. "Don't tell me they still accept me as a noble of Deathwield and are offering me a place in Aprim?" "Apparently so." Milmindeth said no more, no matter how she pried at him, so in frustration she switched the subject. "We'll need supplies," she murmured, beginning to tick them off on her fingers. "Food for me; grain for the deathtrotters- I think Dia should be kept on a rich diet for a while, to fuel her milk. We'll need mountain climbing equipment, spikes and rope and so on." Milmindeth interrupted, sounding alarmed. "Surely my lady cannot mean to go through the Coldors?" "Even if we don't," Meylona retorted, "the Council stronghold is located in the Unknown Mountains. We'll have to do a bit of climbing." "But you do mean to go through the Coldors." It was more of a statement than a question; Milmindeth knew her almost too well for comfort, sometimes. "It's the most direct route, when you think about it. We can stay on level ground east into the Frigid Waste- speaking of which, we'll need to bring heavier clothes, firewood, and other things to survive the cold- but from there, it's easier to swerve into the Coldors." "You are insane," Milmindeth said regretfully, eyes on the floor. "It is a pity, surely. You are a beautiful young woman." Her akla'shoon so rarely made jokes that Meylona laughed rather tentatively before going on. "I know about the winds and the dangers, Milmindeth. Actually, the number of wild beasts won't be any less in the Unknown Mountains, which we will have to enter. And we have picked the best time of year for a crossing. The winds and the snow must be less in summertime, at least a little." "They will not," said Milmindeth flatly. "How can you know?" "I have been over them before in summertime," said her always surprising akla'shoon. "Trust me, the mountains don't care, just as the Waste does not, what season it is. There will still be ice, and snow, and the creatures that thrive in those things." "Well," said Meylona with unshakable finality, "that's our course, and I'm going to hold to it unless you can suggest a better one. If we went east to the edges of the Unknown Mountains, yes, the ground would be level, but we'd be crossing the Barren Desert. By all reports, that's even worse than the Waste." "There's another choice, my lady. South through Gatethrough Pass and east through the gentler provinces to the Council's stronghold." "That would add too many miles to our journey. It would take us at least a day to cross through the Pass." Meylona rose to her feet, tucking her still-wet curls behind her ear with an absent sweep of her hand. "No, Milmindeth, as I said, we'll stay with my plan." "And when you find the Coldor Mountains cannot be crossed?" Milmindeth tilted one brow upward. "We'll deal with that when we come to it," said Meylona rather abruptly, and refused to discuss it further. By that time, the first knocks were coming on the door at any rate, and the first churni streamed in, bearing gifts, both hand-made and hoof-made, for the new little filly. Meylona felt her face soften despite her impatience with such things when she saw a particularly clever gift, a rattle made of grain stuck together with honey and apple juice. Births were rare in both the trotter and churni communities, and babies were always welcomed a little excessively. She supposed she could put up with it. Besides, it was good practice for the treatment she would receive when she bore her own children- assuming she ever did. Her eyes lingered on the face of Milmindeth as he moved among their guests, joining the other sha'sheerini who had appeared as if by magic to serve the guests. The only man she loved, would ever love. Though he was better about it now, no longer insisting she be left free to find someone more "deserving," she was not so foolish as to think she had won him completely. "Lady Meylona?" The voice had the impatient tone that suggested the speaker had been trying to gain her attention for some time. Sighing, Meylona turned, an apology on her lips. Her breath blew away when she saw the gift the speaker held toward her. It was a circle of apple pieces linked together- how, she couldn't see- with three pieces of apple hanging from the top of the ring. Though the three slices of fruit had barely been cut into any recognizable shape, she knew what they were, or rather, what they represented. The circle with three golden drops of blood in it that was the symbol of Bloodquest, the life Elwen town on the banks of the Eluvorwave not so far away. The town from which Tublond, her friend, her enemy, hailed. Gently, she took the delicate toy and laid it aside, then turned to thank the giver. But the sha'sheerin who had held it shook his head, dispelling her last hope that the gift was from a death Elwen, given in reference to her adventures. "A noble sir who would not enter gave it to me to present to you," said the servant. Though he tried to conceal it, his aqua eyes sharpened with curiosity. "He said to give it with all his love. When I asked him what that meant, he said you would know." Meylona did. Tublond- confusing, evil, cheerful Tublond- had once claimed to love her. He had since proved that he was a monster only after the Lifesword, charged with bringing the powerful thing back to his own people. And yet, Meylona could not forget the friendship he had shown her, fighting at her side, nearly riding himself to death in order to distract Sapphiro's hunters. In his own way, he shifted alignments as readily as the sapphire Elwen who had given her the Lifesword and then tried to kill her. It was certainly nothing anyone could predict. "Tell him, if he is still there-" she began. But the sha'sheerin shook his head. "He departed the moment he gave me the gift, Lady. Pressing business elsewhere, I would assume." Sha'sheerini were not supposed to pry into the affairs of nobles, but this one did sound curious, as if hoping she would give him more of an insight into this mysterious personage. She obliged. "Did you see his face?" "No, Lady, only his eyes. Silver, and laughing as if he had just learned the ultimate fate of the world and found it rather amusing." "Tublond," Meylona murmured involuntarily. Though many Elwens had silver eyes, that description could only fit that most unusual of papiliferae. "My lady?" The sha'sheerin had stiffened almost invisibly. "Was that not the name of the life Elwen who was a guest in Aprim for a short time?" He bit off the word "guest": not even the open-minded Deathwields could bring themselves to love the life Elwens, who had cursed them long ago and kept them in a state of unremitting war since then. "It was, but it is not important." Meylona waved the sha'sheerin away, and after a moment of struggle he went, tradition being more important than his untraditional curiosity. Left alone with the circle of apples, Meylona turned it gently over, but could see nothing on it that indicated danger. On a whim, she used the deeper perception the Lifesword had bestowed on her, a sense not unlike the ability to sense that a wall was near without using one's eyes. To her surprise, the circle continued to reveal nothing. Obscurely disappointed, she started to probe further, but was disturbed by another well-wisher before she could get too involved. Sometime after that, someone drank a little too much of the honeyberry being served, a delicate golden liquor that normally did not affect Elwens, and lifted a wavering voice in song. "The children come in laughter and in joy. The children come to weaken and destroy. The children tease their sisters and brothers. The children can mean the deaths of their mothers. "Thus it is on us, a two-fold, mixed blessing- They come to us, their voices our minds caressing. We know the future of our race is secure, Or at least as much as anything can ever be sure. "But the children are born with soft baited breath, As each mother waits to see if her child from death Can reclaim those who should live. Some rejoice When they see pure eyes, and hear a healthy voice. "But some are born with eyes of the mingled hues, And the mothers only hide their faces at the news. Rejected by their parents, balls thrown with a curve, The sha'sheerini are born only to serve. "But still we welcome the children- may they be born With skin dark as night and souls pale as morn! May they be born ever; may it never cease. For our race has always, in this world, decreased." Meylona did not like the song, and wished she could ignore it. But she had to clap politely along with everyone else when the singer came to an end and looked around for applause. She was a noble, of course, Meylona thought in disgust as she moved toward Milmindeth. All at once the party had become faintly sickening, like a skin of scum on swamp water. After living outside the ka'cheeri for nearly a year, many of Meylona's attitudes were no longer those of her peers. She had come to see the world through Milmindeth's starry eyes, because quite often there was no one else she could emphasize with. Blasphemous as it was, she no longer thought mixed eye color automatically qualified a person as fit only for the lowest tasks. She nodded sharply to her akla'shoon, and they exited quietly into the garden. Though some churni might have looked around at the sudden buffet of fresh air and the scents of growing things, they would not notice who had departed. The party could continue perfectly without her help. Outside, the sun seemed to have overcome its earlier timidity and was shining with a vengeance. Gold showered from leaves that hung like emerald tears; rich as they were now, they would only grow larger and thicker in the summer to come, Meylona knew. Flowers nodded in the grass as the two death Elwens paced solemnly up the paths of crushed seashell and stone. Meylona stooped to admire the small purple petals of a hide-a-bloom, most delicate of flowers, and then stopped, staring curiously. She could have sworn a dark glint had flashed from beyond the trees, a starmetal blade or a sudden hint of black skin. But she and Milmindeth had noticed no other death Elwen since entering the garden, and they certainly would have. Except for Meylona, changed by the Lifesword, churni withered leaves and killed grass where they walked- one reason for the paths. Milmindeth had seen it too, she realized when she looked back at him. He was standing with a dart, tipped in deadly shoolin poison, held in his hand, ready to let it fly. Frowning, Meylona slowly scanned the underbrush again. The black glint flashed briefly, but vanished when she looked directly at it. Scowling now, the noble stood, loosened her starmetal blade in its sheath, and crept forward, throwing knife in hand. Perhaps they had found the mysterious thief of the Lifesword. If so, he would soon regret taunting them like this. The underbrush where the teasing thing had seemed to be was thick and wild, long grass that had braided itself with scratchweed and thorns. Meylona fell to one knee, pulled off a strip of leather, and wound it about one hand, then reached boldly into the bushes. Thorns rebounded, defeated by the leather, and pricked at her arm with sharp little teeth in revenge, but she found nothing. Frowning, she drew back, ignoring Milmindeth's immediate tending of the trails of silver blood on her arm. If whoever was here was powerful enough to move out of the area without her smelling any magic, then why would she be wasting her time in teasing games? She could destroy them at any time she chose, or take the Lifesword, if that was what she wanted, right now. Meylona did know a few people who might take twisted pleasure in this kind of thing, but she was reasonably sure all of them were very far away. Besides, Azajir would have shown as white, not black, and she doubted Tublond would have dared to venture back so soon after coming with the gift. Then, without transition, someone appeared before her, lying as easily in the thick bracken as if it were a bed. Milmindeth uttered a little gasp of astonishment and threw his dart. It hissed toward the reclining figure with deadly accuracy. The stranger did nothing to avoid it. The dart went through him, seemingly, or else simply missed him. Whichever it was didn't seem important, when he reached up one fur-covered arm and threw back the cowl that had covered his face. Meylona felt the blood drain out of her own features. Milmindeth fell back a step and wrapped an arm around her shoulders. Whether it was to comfort her or himself, she didn't know. The creature before them was an alfar, something Meylona had never suspected might exist. His face was thrown forward: his forehead slightly bulging, his cheekbones coming to an almost painfully sharp point, his pointed, wolf-like ears curving delicately from a high point on his head. His skin and hair were both darker than a churni's could possibly be- than, it seemed, anything could possibly be. Though she hadn't known they were real, all those features were real to Meylona from old tales. But it was the fires in his eyes that stole the strength from her and made her realize how far from the truth the stories were. His eyes were triangular, with a vertical slit of green down the middle, against a deep blue background. Those eyes stared into her soul, seemed to find it barely adequate, and then turned to Milmindeth. Unobtrusively, the akla'shoon let the dart he was holding fall. Alfari were the most powerful in magic of all Arcadia's inhabitants, and nothing could harm them if they did not wish to be harmed. "You have a question," said the alfar suddenly. His voice was beautiful, whispering with the music of strange instruments, even though somehow flat, due to its lack of emotion. "You know where you must go to destroy the Lifesword, and yet you delay and summon reasons for delay. You want to ask someone if you should go." All thoughts that this could be a hoax blew out of Meylona's mind. No one save those who had seen Fimina summon the Forces of Death, or those they had told, knew about her quest. Those she had told would not betray her, and she was reasonably certain Elshar had spoken to no one of that day. She didn't know why the alfar was interested, so she simply nodded. "You should." The alfari, who obeyed their own codes, had no idea of the indirect niceties of courtesy imposed by other peoples. His feline eyes stared into hers with compelling intensity. "When you hear a sound of bells, you will be free." Meylona blinked. She had dreamt of bells ringing about the Council's stronghold, but that had been a delusion, brought on by the drugged fumes of a fire in a religious rite she shouldn't have observed. She thought. "You will be free," the alfar repeated. Somehow she didn't get the impression he cared whether she believed him or not; the words pleased him in some obscure way. "I think you will soon see what I mean." He looked up at her, scrutinizing her face for no reason at all. It was an almost friendly stare, and yet Meylona felt a hot wind sweep her soul. She would have backed away, had any of her movements fallen under her own power. "Go, and win what I have promised you," said the alfar, laying his head back on the bracken as if it were a soft pillow and closing his eyes. "Go." That seemed to be a command, and Meylona stood and walked away, very careful not to disturb him. When she glanced back, he was still there, seeming to be sleeping peacefully, save that his eyes were now open and staring directly at her. She shivered and walked a little faster. "My lady?" Milmindeth dared to put a hand on her shoulder when they had turned a bend in the trail, hiding the strange creature from sight. "Are you all right?" "Yes." Meylona drew a breath and forced the memory of those eyes from her mind, lightheartedly commenting on the utter strangeness of their encounter. "He didn't come to hurt me, or to warn me either, I suppose. He simply came here." Milmindeth chuckled suddenly. When she glanced at him sidelong, he explained with a reminiscent smile, "I was thinking of the way Elshar used to react on the moment to everything he was told. It might wake him up from his lethargy to know there was an alfar sleeping in one of his gardens!" Meylona joined in the laughter, though it was painful to share memories of the Lord as he had once been. "Not that I will tell him. I think he has enough to occupy his attention. Besides, by the time we got back the alfar would be gone, anyway." Milmindeth nodded in agreement with her decision, and they walked on in silence for a few moments. Then the akla'shoon asked, as quietly and pedantically as if lecturing her about flowers, "What did he mean when he said you were delaying the journey?" Meylona was so startled that she responded honestly before she could catch herself. "I don't really want to do this, Milmindeth, holy quest or no. I want more than anything to throw the Lifesword in the River Eluvorwave and be rid of it." Since she had said so much, she figured she might as well say a little more. "The Forces of Death quieted the Lifesword, yes, but for how long? I think it will awaken before the end and persuade me to spare it." "You are afraid of failure, basically." Though his tone was not condemning, Meylona bristled. "Why, yes. What's wrong with that?" "Nothing- save that when fear prevents someone from even attempting a task, the world loses." Meylona sighed and looked down, stroking the hilt of the Lifesword. "I will make the journey, Milmindeth. Never doubt that. But as for the end-" Her shoulders lifted and fell in a helpless shrug. "I suppose I can't know until I actually find a way to destroy it." "What did the alfar mean when he said a sound of bells would make you free?" "On Feathergem, I dreamt of what Aklamba said was my future," said Meylona, naming the gull Elwen island where they had spent several months, and the gull Elwen priestess who had translated several runes on the Lifesword for them. "It showed the Council's stronghold, and I heard bells ringing about it, though none were visible." A smile worked its way onto Meylona's face despite herself, in remembrance of the glorious music. "I remembered the dream, but I didn't know what it meant. Perhaps, as the alfar said, the bells will set me free. But that can be taken any of a thousand different ways." She shrugged. "Who can say what a dream, much less an alfar, means?" Milmindeth nodded. However, his attention was focused on something else. Bending down as if to admire one of the delicate white flowers nodding at the edge of the trail, he murmured in her ear, "My lady, someone a few paths on is watching us. I just saw him duck behind the trees." Meylona stiffened and started to reach for her sword, but Milmindeth caught her arm and stepped back, smiling easily. He spoke without moving his lips. "No! Give him no clue you have seen him. If this is the stealer of the Lifesword, I intend to capture him." Though Meylona wanted that honor for herself, she looked on the seething fires in his eyes and did not disagree. Silent as a shadow, Milmindeth slipped down the path. Meylona understood her part in the deception and went on talking as if he stood beside her. "You don't think hide-a-blooms smell good? You're the first person i ever knew who didn't. Are you sure, Milmindeth? Here-" She knelt and started to reach for one of the purple flowers, but a muffled cry told her the task had been completed. She followed Milmindeth less silently than he had gone forward, her boots making a thumping shuffle every now and then. Milmindeth held a struggling figure completely swathed in silver cloth. His head had worn a cowl, which had been flung back in the struggle, but a mask was still strapped tightly across his face. Smelling nothing other than cloth, Meylona suspected he had used magic to disguise his scent. Signaling to Milmindeth to hold him, she boldly strode up and tore off the mask, the face of a snarling leopard. A sullen face stared back at her. It was pink-skinned, streaked with black and white patches. Here and there, the skin rose in transparent bubbles. His silver eyes, beneath a shock of hair the rich warm yellow of butter, were not laughing now. "Tublond." Meylona worked to keep the shock out of her voice and face, to let him think she had been expecting this meeting. "You had the audacity to venture into a ka'cheer so soon again?" Tublond finally stopped struggling, accepting the simple truth that Milmindeth was stronger than he was, missing hand or no missing hand. Standing straight and proud, with no indication of how that must hurt, he bowed from the waist. "Lady Meylona. Did you appreciate my gift?" "I don't understand why you thought I would keep it." Tublond shrugged. "Births are nearly as rare among my people as among yours. Why should I not congratulate the mother of a child? Your deathtrotters have done nothing to me personally." Meylona shook her head in reluctant admiration. Whatever world he lived in, it had a logic all its own, if he could think nothing of venturing into an enemy stronghold to deliver a gift. "Where's Flight, by the way?" she asked, referring to the quicksilverbrute Tublond had bought while they traveled together. Though an animal in form, Flight possessed intelligence, and he had loved his master. "You don't need to know," said Tublond indifferently, his cool mask showing his composure would not alter even if they tortured him. "I didn't come here to discuss pleasant things, anyway. Business unpleasant to us both summons me back to your side." "I'm not going to give it to you, Tublond. Would you store that idea in your head?" Tublond smiled. It did not touch the silver eyes, which had laughed so much before he broke the facade. "My people were meant to have such a powerful talisman of life, Meylona. Only we have the strength to control it." Meylona didn't justify that obviously silly statement with a reply: in a life Elwen's hands, the Lifesword's chances to do what it termed "good" and the "ordering of the world" would be great. "I was sent to retrieve it for them. I plan to return in triumph. Give it to me, Meylona. You never wanted to carry it anyway." "You've hit upon truth for once in your life, Tublond." Still, she held her hands insultingly high, making it clear that she had no intention of reaching for the Lifesword. Tublond shook his head pityingly, then abruptly slammed into motion. An elbow crashed into Milmindeth's solar plexus, doubling him over in agony, and the papilifera lunged toward Meylona. She dodged him, throwing knife ready to fling. But he puffed into vapor before he reached her, and his mocking laughter informed her he had had no intention of completing the maneuver. "Let us draw the game out, if you will," he whispered, his voice lingering teasingly on each word. "It's ever so much more fun that way." Then the voice turned deadly serious. "But I assure you I will never rest until I have that sword, Meylona. You may escape for a week, a month, a year or a century. But when you look over your shoulder at the last, I will be there." Meylona was still shivering when the vapor faded from sight altogether. Chapter 2 Farewells And Greetings Meylona knocked softly on the door before her, hesitant still, even after all the arguments they had held on this very subject. Still, she couldn't simply leave without a word to him. She had done that once before, and it had cost her more than she cared to think. Tumerin opened the door at once, his face soft, as if he had smelled her scent before she even knocked. "Meylona, my daughter." He clasped her shoulders in a brief hug, then stepped aside. "Come in." He knew what it was about, Meylona realized when she sat down on the other chair in the small yet neatly appointed chamber Tumerin had claimed as his own. His eyes followed all her movements as if to hold them in memory, as if she might fade before his eyes as Tublond had faded before hers. The thought of Tublond, and the way the Lifesword dug into her hip as she unwarily shifted her weight, reminded her that she couldn't waste time in reminiscing. "Father, I've come to say farewell," she blurted. It wasn't the right thing to say, and she lowered her eyes in confusion. She simply wasn't sure how to behave around her father, the stranger. For the past five centuries, since his wife's death, Tumerin had been a pale shadow of the man Meylona dimly remembered from the first hundred years of her childhood. Though he had remained alive to care for his children, Tumerin had retreated as they grew older and more self- sufficient, forcing them into distant roles as well. His soul had followed his wife's into death, and he looked forward with unmistakable longing to the day when he would join her there. When Meylona had returned to the Plains to save her people from Sapphiro's army, she had found her father under the spell of Baalma, the former Lady of Darkhand Klaina. He had forgotten Elide and his daughter, everything but devotion to the Lady. Following the release of that spell, he had changed yet again. He loved Elide still, but living among the members of Deathwield Klaina, people who cherished the memory of their gentle cousin and could speak to him about her, eased his pain. Meylona had learned how to react to Tumerin, how to cope with his sudden, pathetic interests in her affairs and the rare bursts of fatherly affection he would show her. In one way, he had merely hastened the process that would have happened anyway; death Elwens were encouraged to have no ties of affection to one another, to think of the Klaina before any individual. But now... "I will not ask you to bring back the dead past, my daughter," said Tumerin evenly, looking her in the eye. His eyes were the noble black of Darkhand Klaina, the color of Thaloth's, the color hers had been at birth. "But I will not ask you to forget it, either. I have a long road yet to walk." He glanced at the painting above the fireplace, a treasure one of Elshar's spies had been able to slip into Holin and retrieve. Meylona looked at it, too, without expression. It had hung in her own chambers for longer than she cared to think. It showed two death Elwens, one Tumerin and one a beautiful woman with soft, wavy green hair and dreaming green eyes. At their feet sat a little girl, Meylona herself, staring defiantly into the world. Tumerin still missed Elide with a terrible grief. Meylona had acclimated herself to living without her mother. It was only one of the many walls between father and daughter. Walls that would perhaps never come down, for Meylona did not intend to return after completing her quest. The outside world was too wide and beautiful, and had left too much of a mark on her, for her ever to be content within the walls of a ka'cheer again. Tumerin was tied, heart and soul, to the Klainae and the Plains. "I know, Father," she said formally, when she thought she could speak calmly. "And I am sorry I will not be here to help you walk it." "But your duty and your heart lie elsewhere,' Tumerin finished softly. "I understand." A sad, proud smile widened across his face. "What unusual children she and I birthed! Thaloth wants to spend a few more years in his native land, perhaps even a few decades, but in the end he too will leave." "How did you know?" Meylona was compelled to ask. Her brother, or so she thought, had told no one but her of his desire to live outside the Klainae and marry his akla'shoon. "I am not so inept at reading the eyes of my children, however poorly I know them." Tumerin looked up at her. "You came here for more than just a farewell. What do you want to know?" Meylona paused, astonished. She was tempted to retort that she would never see him again, and was that not important enough? But as her immediate indignation calmed, she knew well enough. "You told me right before I left to try and stop the army that my mother would have been proud of me. I wondered what you meant by that, and why you had never said it before." Tumerin had never related her and Elide in speech before, save to lament that no fragment of his wife's beauty lived on in his daughter. "You are the kind of person she would have been, had her soul not been too gentle," Tumerin said softly. "She often longed to do something drastic, and she deeply cared about her people. But she was too compassionate, too- indecisive, I suppose is the word. She could see every consequence of her actions in her mind, and some were too terrible to contemplate, at least to her. "What I meant, my daughter, was not that you have at last become your mother. I would not want that memory to rule you as it rules me. Rather, you have become what Elide always wanted to be." Meylona could not speak. Her eyes were filled with tears that fell warm onto her hand when she scrubbed at them. "Father, thank you," she whispered at last. "This is a farewell gift that cannot be damaged no matter what happens to me." "Then I hope you will forgive me for saying this again. Will you not stay? Life as a churni is not so bad, Meylona, for all its closure and its formality. There can be a quiet satisfaction in knowing you are carrying on an Ages-old tradition. And seeing Elide and me, can you doubt the possibility of love even in an alliance marriage?" "I will never make an alliance marriage, Father," Meylona said peacefully. Just a few days ago she would have been angry, wanting to put the issue behind her, but now she could discuss it rationally. "The man I will marry is lower in station, and no matter my dedication to churni principles, that would never be accepted by our people." Tumerin smiled wistfully. "As much as you love Milmindeth, that's not the only reason, is it?" "No, father." Meylona closed her eyes suddenly, tears stinging her for some disturbing reason that she determined to reason out later. "Have you ever looked out into a garden at sunset and seen the light running like water among the trees, the shadows like patches of liquid darkness, the closed flowers nodding to the chanting of the wind?" "I have." Tumerin's voice was soft with wonder, but whether at her description or at the memory, she did not know. "Well, the outside world holds a thousand such scenes, every sunset, and I will never see enough of them. It's for that, too, that I'm going back." "Understood." Tumerin came to her and touched her hands, then her face, in blessing. "May the Forces of Death go with you," he whispered in her ear, "though it sounds as if you should have been born into light and life. And remember that your father loves you." They embraced, then stepped back. Meylona walked through the door without a backward glance. Hadn't all that could be said been said? Still, after walking a short distance down the corridor outside her father's room, she leaned against the wall and attempted to analyze her tears. She was astonished to realized that the feeling that had caused them, and which lingered in her belly still, was homesickness. But why? she asked herself as she wandered back to her room. Milmindeth had let her go to the meeting with her father alone. Why do I feel a longing to return, when I'm already in the place I should return to, by all the rules of duty? Aren't I already home? It was a disturbing question, and the answer equally disturbing, at least to the last orthodox death Elwen part of her. Perhaps not. ---------------------------------------------------------- Thaloth, too, knew, but unlike his father he did not prolong the farewell. He shook his sister's hand, looking solemnly into her eyes- solemnly, but not so deeply as he would if they would never see each other again. When she asked him about that, he smiled, a heart- shatteringly sweet expression, and said, "I will not give up all hope that we may meet again someday, Sister. I will follow you soon, after all." Though, to the long-lived death Elwens, "soon" might mean anything from a day to one of the eighteen millennia their lives spanned, Meylona held faith that he would indeed follow her soon. Two death Elwens might not find a large welcome, but four together might have a better chance. For Thaloth, like Meylona, shared a forbidden bond of love with his akla'shoon, a red-haired woman named Kyaviga. She winked at Meylona over her charge's head and waved a hand, further confirming the female noble's belief that the separation would not be long. That done, she knew what she had to do next. Still, it was hard, and she made her way toward Elshar's chambers with reluctant steps. The fire that she had roused in him with her news of Sapphiro's escape had indeed been only temporary. Now he sat with his head between his knees, like one fainting from grief. A rumor was already circulating among the sha'sheerini that he had had one heart attack. It would not be long before that rumor would reach the nobles, those who depended most on Elshar's example, possibly panicking them or inspiring them to imitate Fimina and grab for the throne. It was an extraordinary situation, with the ruler killing himself, the lawful Heir dead, and the other lawful Heir not yet formally Confirmed. Some ambitious noble just might pull it off. Meylona would not permit that. If nothing else, she would do this one last thing for her people. Elshar was the leader Deathwield needed, and no other. She was going to shock him out of his catatonia if she had to half-kill him to do it. She knew as soon as she rapped on the door to his chambers that something was wrong. There came a slight scuffle, and then the soft, breathless voice of Elshar's akla'shoon. "My lord, please, don't-" Breathless, Meylona sensed, with fear. And not anxiety over her charge, either. Smashing her shoulder against the door, Meylona promptly rebounded back again. She spat as she saw a blood-lock on the door, a device that only responded to Deathwield nobles, or those who carried their blood. She could tell at a glance that it would take someone who ranked higher than her to undo this one. A tinkling crash, almost obscenely beautiful, like the music death Elwens sometimes made themselves. And again the voice, helpless with a fear that caused bile to well up in Meylona's throat. "My lord- please-" Cursing, for the first time, the lack of windows in a ka'cheer, Meylona did the only thing she could. Stretching out one arm, she sent a call for help ringing through the mental air. The darkness in the corridor seemed to rustle. A black gull formed out of the shadows, studying the door for a moment with sharply curious dark eyes. Then it slammed its beak onto the lock a few times in rapid succession. The lock tore apart in a sparkling burst of blue light, which naturally did no harm to the bird that embodied the divine part of Meylona. Meylona ran silently inside, the proudly squawking gull landing on her shoulder as she did so. The scene inside would have stunned Meylona to silence had she entered speaking, and it did silence the gull. The room was a shambles. The delicate table had been shattered, the chair overturned, a glass decanter of wine on a table hurled to the floor. Absently, Meylona noted that the wine on the glittering shards was silver, as silver as Elwen blood. Elshar had his akla'shoon on the floor, and was clasping her throat firmly in both hands. The green eyes he turned on Meylona had nothing of sanity in them. "You killed her," he snarled suddenly, his eyes fixing on Meylona. "You killed my daughter, my Heir!" Without a further glance at his akla'shoon- who was still breathing, if unsteadily- he stood and rushed at his cousin, hands spread wide and an expression that hungered for the kill on his face. Meylona jumped lightly aside and sent a second call for help out. Ordinarily, she wouldn't have. Elshar was a powerful mage, and in a contest of magic Milmindeth could not defeat him. But if he were intent on using physical force... Milmindeth was there in seconds, barreling through the open door and hitting Elshar in mid-stride, knocking the Lord to the ground. Elshar's akla'shoon howled a protest and started to rise to her feet, but Meylona held her back with one hand and a warning not to interfere. "He tried to kill you!" she finally had to shout in the stubborn woman's face. "Can't you see that he needs help?" Finally, the akla'shoon subsided. But her eyes never moved from her charge's prone form, shining with fear and the love akla'shooni quite often bore toward their nobles, whatever the nobles' feelings toward them. A good job Milmindeth had only had to punch Elshar in the mouth to send him into darkness, Meylona thought privately, or they would have had two problems on their hands. "What caused this?" Meylona asked at last, when Milmindeth looked up at her with a nod to indicate that Elshar was taking a nap. "I don't know, Lady." The akla'shoon stared at Elshar as she spoke, never moving her eyes from his face. "He seemed to convince himself that someone else had killed Fimina, and then he started to take it out on me, as if I were the murderer!" Hurt flashed in her pewter eyes. Meylona understood. The normal reaction of an Elwen when a loved one had been slain was catatonia and finally death- unless the loved one had been murdered. Then the survivor would seek out the murderer, no matter how long it took, and exact revenge, often a very subtle psychological one. It seemed reasonable that in Elshar's madness, subtle revenge had been disposed of along with sense. Meylona eyed the unconscious Lord's form with pity. In truth, Fimina had not been murdered, but taken by divine justice. She had tried to claim her father's throne, and the Forces of Death had punished her. But Elshar, who had loved Fimina whatever he said, couldn't bring himself to believe that. First he had wallowed in self-guilt, and now he was attempting to attach the blame to someone else. Meylona pitied him, but she had no thoughts of encouraging him in his fancy. That would be mortally dangerous. Whatever the cost- though his life might be judged too high- she needed to bring him back to sanity, to life again. She looked to the black gull for an answer; it might know something, as it was a divine creature and Elshar had collapsed right after summoning his divinity. The bird appeared to think for a moment. Then it hopped to the floor, extended its wings in Elshar's direction, and began to gently beat them. The Lord of Deathwield opened his eyes at once, though Milmindeth's blow should have laid him out for a good while longer. He stared at the gull without motion or sound for a moment. Then his scream seemed to rock the ka'cheer to its foundations. Meylona fell to her knees, her hands covering her ears and her shoulders shaking in helpless empathy. Though she had no idea of what Elshar was seeing, she could catch the outer edge of the horror he must be experiencing, simply from listening to his cries. Elshar continued screaming for a long moment, but was done before his akla'shoon could approach him. Then, abruptly, he climbed to his feet, face streaked with sweat, eyes wild and staring. Fearing he would run out of the room, Meylona started to motion Milmindeth to seize him again, but the Lord of Deathwield looked at the akla'shoon sanely as he approached and spoke calmly. "There's no need for that. I'm back." "Lord!" his akla'shoon cried, throwing her arms around him. Meylona almost felt like doing the same, for the old Elshar was back again. He embraced his akla'shoon in turn, then put her gently from him and looked up at Meylona with the starfire that had once driven both him and his Klaina in his eyes. "I suspect things are rather in a mess from my- illness." Meylona saw no reason to hide the truth from him. "Yes. Your strength was needed, Lord, and without it the nobles and the Klaina faltered." "I will see them restored," Elshar promised. "But first, what might I do for you, Cousin?" His eyes had gone to the pack Meylona had slung over her shoulder; the thought of having to escape suddenly never left her. "You seem to be going on a journey." Though he must have known, having been there when the Forces of Death laid the quest on Meylona, he looked tense and unhappy, his mind refusing to let the knowledge in. Meylona nodded gently. "I planned to leave today if I could for a long time, Lord Elshar. The festival of Bluedance will ease the sorrow of my departure and give them some hope I might return as the summer returns, even if it isn't true. And, luckily, Dia's filly has been born and is able to run. I have no concrete reason for delaying any longer." Elshar signaled his understanding, then reached out and clasped her hand in the motion that meant equality. "You have been one of the few people I could trust these past weeks, Lady Meylona, whatever the color of your eyes. If you do find yourself compelled to return, make Aprim your first resting place." "We will." Meylona clasped his wrist tightly in return, trying to convey the depth of her gratitude and the gladness she felt at seeing him up again. Elshar nodded to Milmindeth and then strode from his room, his akla'shoon floating at his heels and fire in his eyes. Meylona envisioned him breaking into a plot to supplant him with a faint smile. Deathwield would receive a shaking up fairly soon. Still... What did you do to him? she felt compelled to ask the gull, who had returned to her shoulder and now showed signs of leaving if she needed it no longer. Showed him the truth, came the simple response. He already knew the truth, Meylona started to argue, but then she fell silent. She had seen too many examples recently of how people who knew the truth could be persuaded that one particular thing was not so. Exactly. He had persuaded himself that someone else had killed Fimina, and that he'd find justice by murdering the killer. The gull shrugged its wings. An interesting insanity, but very dangerous, and not only to other people. He proved strong enough to accept the truth a second time, but if he had not... Meylona left it at that. She was not so sure she wanted to know what would happen if he had not. Milmindeth had gone into the courtyard to make sure no one had been attracted by the noise of the scuffle or the Lord's screams. He came back in to report, with a faint smile, that the crowd gathered around Lord Elshar might include many people who had been hastening toward the screams. They would never know now. Meylona stood up, casting a final glance around the room, the last death Elwen room she would ever see. Though the broken furniture and spilled wine were unfortunate and atypical details, she thought the room could comfortably live in her memory as typical. Then she walked through the door, compelling herself not to look over her shoulder. It would only hurt more that way. She had intended to leave after dawn, the point of actual celebration and the peak of joy, but the Klaina members, guards, sha'sheerini, and nobles alike, were crowding so thickly around Elshar that she wondered who would be left to celebrate. Therefore, she made her way to the deserted stables where Dia rested with Nia, unnoticed in the throng. In a way, so much the better. Dia, to her surprise, did not delay them further with last-minute worries over the health of her filly, but tossed her head with longing when Meylona placed a gentle hand on her neck. -I do so want to run again- she confided to her rider, bunting her shoulder with a cold nose. "Are you sure you're strong enough?" Meylona asked in concern. Though the healers had been unable to estimate how much blood Dia had lost during the birth, the amount had been high. The mare tossed her head as if insulted, but it was Nia who answered first. -You doubt my mother? What kind of person are you- ^I see you have her well-trained,^ Meylona remarked dryly to Dia through telepathy. -In truth, yes- the mare replied serenely. Meylona nodded, unhooked the door of the stall, and led Dia out. Her fears were quickly allayed, for it was Dia who struggled to keep up with Nia, rather than the other way around. The filly tore back and forth with restless energy, returning to her mother's side for only a few moments at a time. Dia was at last obliged to curtail her movements. -Save your energy for the Plains- she advised her daughter, getting obedience and a sullen look from tiny red eyes in response. They met up with Skim and Milmindeth in the courtyard. The stallion could not hide his interest in his daughter, whom he was meeting for the first time. He bowed his head and nuzzled her gently. Nia went skittering three steps backward and rebounded in with a vengeance. -You think you can do that? I'll show you- -Please accept my apologies, Nia- her father said, and somehow with a straight face. -I had no idea you were so delicate- He spoke the word delicate with the twist that made it a compliment. -I like you- Nia decided after a moment, scraping the ground with a hoof. -You're nice. Who are you- -Your father- -What's a father- -Like a mother, only not as mean and without food. I'll let you play some more- With a squeal, the filly danced over to Skim's side. Meylona turned an amused look on her mare, who flicked her tail and calmly replied -She'll come back when she gets hungry enough- Already the first faint hints of the summer dawn were overcoming the eastern horizon. Meylona, knowing how fast the sunrise was on the first day of each season, hesitated no longer, but jumped to Dia's back. Though the ride was bumpy on a deathtrotter ordinarily, it was even more bumpy on an annoyed deathtrotter. Quite apart from the fact that any trotter wearing a saddle or bridle would be annoyed, the death Elwens considered it degrading. They were intelligent creatures; why should they wear the symbols of servitude more common to horses? The gates were already opening, compelled by Elshar's magic. Someone in the crowd was paying attention, at least. Meylona tossed a salute over her shoulder, still without looking back, and galloped Dia through the sudden opening. Skim followed, not as swift as his mate, with Nia alternating between her parents like a little black comet. Just as they broke free onto the Falchian Plains- a mass of cracked gray clay that stretched unbroken from horizon to horizon- the sun likewise shattered its bonds and rose into the air. For a moment, although seeming triumphant and brighter than usual, it was just a rising sun, a golden hole in the pale green sky of spring. For one moment, it seemed to hang still. Then the sky began to change.