Children of Darkness Prologue 271, Age of Arcadia, Midspring He heard the singing as he made his way through the forest to the gates of the city. It darted out of the trees like a fox, swelled and rose like the sea in storm, and was gone as quickly. For a moment, an impression of sweetness lingered in his ears, as the smell of apple blossoms does to the nose. Captivated, he turned his head slightly, looking in the direction of the sound. Nothing revealed itself to him but trees, tall and old, some dragging limbs cracked in a recent windstorm along the ground, some still guarding stubborn, slushy snowbanks. Cool green shadow breathed and slumbered among them. He searched most carefully, but no sign of life showed. Of course, none would, this close to a darkness Elwen city. Yet he knew he had heard something... The song bloomed again, unfolding upward, and Zadok made his way toward the sound of the voice, slipping among the trunks more silently than the fading night. He never thought about what dangerous creatures might make music like this to lure hapless young zorkro. The song spoke to him in a voice he did not entirely understand, giving him the heart to follow. He had to see the singer. Swelling and falling, the melody faded again suddenly, but this time Zadok had her scent. He made his way to the edge of a clearing and paused, wincing, as his eyes were assaulted with the edge of a light much brighter than the soft light of the auras around him. After taking a moment to adjust his gaze from nightsight to daysight, he looked out into the glade. A fire blazed there, outshining the moons who looked down from their heavenly halls in scorn of the intruder. Zadok grinned slightly as he saw a bowl of water sitting beside the fire; the grin bared lengthening fangs. So she had decided to stop for the night so near to Darkfang, had she? He wouldn't get much of a meal on one so foolish as she, but a soul was a soul, most said... And then the singer moved into view, stroking a pearly comb through her hair and singing softly once more, and he slammed his mouth shut. Her hair was a startling cascade of silver; the purest starlight caught in a net, it seemed, or her song forced into solid form. It foamed nearly to her hips, and seemed to quiver and shimmer with a life of its own. Her eyes, large and dreaming and blue as summer evening skies, looked into the brightness of the fire without turning, without flinching. Here was one used to light. Which was strange, because the firelight played over- or rather was swallowed up by- skin the same color as Zadok's own, a sable so dark it made the night seem pale. The woman likewise wore the dress of a hunter, perhaps one just returning home. Of a soft cloth that billowed and yet allowed the wearer to move freely, often making the darkness Elwens appear like angels in the startled eyes of their victims, it was of a weave and cut that could only indicate one of high rank. And there was only one rank, in truth, in Zadok's home that meant anything. Soft breath hissed between his fangs. He knew who she must be, but had tried to deny it to himself for reasons unknown. Still, he had to admit it made no sense. What would one of the zorkro Trulae, the real rulers of his people, who often claimed they were allied with the Light, be doing out here? They stayed in the city, where their presence was needed. And singing like that! Most zorkro did not sing like that, like normal Elwens, like birds; the drug they needed to live froze the voiceboxes that would permit such a sound. And the Trulae, who did not use the drug but respectfully mimicked their people, tamed their voices as well. She turned her head sharply toward him, and he froze, fearing his impossibly soft sigh had given him away. Her face, he noted absently, was beautiful yet imperious, the face of one given to command at a young age and never trying to revoke the choice. The delicate, angular planes that formed any Elwen's face seemed to rise to especially sharp points on hers; the diamond-shaped eyes were as hard as the jewels they resembled. She rested a hand on something by her side, likely a weapon, moving slowly and easily, while her lips pulled apart and her own fangs, shining white against normal dark teeth, lengthened. "Who is there?" She spoke in his own tongue, Tinniltinoc, yet without the graceful command of it Trulae normally had. She sounded exactly like a child found out doing something naughty. The temptation to stand up and reveal himself was almost overwhelming. Zadok gritted his teeth and kept his silence, his natural caution fighting the injunction that one must always obey a Trula. Something very strange was going on here, and if he stumbled into the middle of it without knowing what it was... The Trula relaxed minutely when no one answered her call, settling her lips back in place and laying the weapon down. She leaned over the fire, coaxing it into brighter life with a few passages of her hands; Trulae were almost always mages. Then she lifted the pot of water and set it to boil. Zadok shook his head slightly. Trulae might not eat souls like the rest of his people, but making a stew...? Abruptly, normal instincts took over, and he darted a swift glance at the sky. He spat a curse as he noted gold creeping up from the east. Even the forest so near his home was not safe after daybreak; the light would not harm him, but there were those who would kill him if they could catch him, simply because of what he was. He paused, lingering, to take a last glance at the most unusual Trula he had yet met, and realized she seemed unaware of the danger. Not even a Trula could remain outside Darkfang's walls when their time, the night, receded- part of the price they paid for living so close to a store of victims who found their courage with the light. Yet the woman sat quietly, staring into the pot of water, never blinking, barely breathing. Zadok scowled. So now he had the choice of leaving her there, or breaking a mage's trance. Highly attractive choices, surely, with both resulting in almost certain death if anyone ever found out. Still... He hesitated, knowing he must save her, yet reluctant to reveal himself. Something about her song and odd actions had not inspired the normal faith and awe one found when facing a Trula, but suspicion and fear. A sharp sound rang out across the sky, and Zadok stiffened. It sounded like a whipcrack, like something heard any normal night by the pits, but he knew it was not. The light Elwens had hounds that barked so; the Dawn Chase had found a trail. More of the pack took up the chorus, belling eagerly. He barely had to listen to know they headed along the scents of two zorkro, toward the place where those scents converged. He had to run now- she had to run now- if they were to have any chance. Driven by fear, he found a stone in his hand before he knew what was happening. Before his induction into adulthood, he had been assigned to chase crows away from the reth fields, and had gotten quite adept at doing so without actually running at them. Yet he hadn't thrown a stone in years. Now, all the old skill came back to him, filling his arm with power and helping him to launch the pebble high and far. It hit the mage in the small of her back, stunning her from her trance. She started to her feet, angry eyes sweeping the trees. Zadok was a shadow already, slipping under the trees and toward the city with speed he could scarcely credit himself as possessing. He knew would what happen without looking. He could almost picture the sudden expression of fear on her face, the quick, practiced kicks with which she would bury the fire's embers and spill the water, the run she would take toward the city. The flash of a golden hound's body to the side prompted him to abandon his imaginings and run the faster. Thinking it had him, the dog snarled gleefully and sprang. Only to be knocked backward by the closing gates of Darkfang. Zadok leaned back against them, panting and cursing himself for a fool. Why did he do such ridiculous things? Because he was a fool, of course. Chapter 1 Lemakush "Children of darkness, exiles from light, Long ago you sought the ways of the night. What will it take for time backwards to flow, And return you to the paths you should know?" -Shia Wildharper. "The petitioners will come forward." Zadok smiled slightly, knowing the haft of the spear he held would hide it. Lady Koris's voice held just the right amount of languid boredom, mixed with dangerous interest. If the petitioners were smart, they would march forward in double-quick time. They did, coming to kneel before the head of the Council in abject terror. Two females, Zadok noted with the indifference trained into Council guards, both tall and crystal-haired. Sisters, then, most likely, arguing over some scrap of a possession tossed to them by their unknown parents. He stifled a yawn. So many disputes like this had come before the Council that he could almost predict how the lines would go. "You are here." Lady Koris folded her hands on the table before her, draped with the same soft black cloth woven of solidified darkness that her clothing, and the clothing of the Council guards, and of the sisters, was made of. "Commence your argument." She tossed her head at the sister who looked shorter, and therefore younger. Not that age made any difference. "You first." "Yes, Lady." Flashing silver eyes much like Zadok's own darted a venomous glance at her sister. "Our parents gave to us a small music box that plays the most enchanting tunes, but they can only be heard by one person at a time, the person who winds the box. And the magic can only be used a limited number of times-" "How do you know?" Raising feathery dark eyebrows, the Lady pounced on the possible mistake like a hawk diving onto a mouse. "So said the note that came with the box, Lady," the petitioner replied unflinchingly. Koris sat back in her chair. One has to have served with the Council as long as I have, Zadok thought, to see how disappointed she is. That cool face reveals nothing. "I see. Continue." "I found the box, my lady. I should be the one to have it, should I not?" The petitioner did not clench her fists, as that would have been a fatal mistake, but she came close. "I do not think it unreasonable that that be the case." Koris nodded slowly, liquid dark eyes still revealing nothing more than similar pieces of obsidian. Abruptly, the head turned with a sound like a whipcrack toward the other sister. "Your turn." "Yes, my lady." The woman's face revealed only terror, one of the Three Acceptable Emotions, as was proper. "It is as my sister said; she found the music box. Yet our parents meant it for both of us-" "And how do you know that?" The words seemed to ring in the silent hall. The sister wrung her hands, not seeming aware of it, as widening crystal eyes clouded with shock. "I thought so." Lady Koris turned slightly, nodding to the guards on either side of her. "Take her to Master Akhivan. Tell him he is to do a better job this time. That other one only lived-" a minute pause "-twenty days. I want her to last a month." Screaming, the woman abruptly stumbled to her feet and tried to run. The guards moved like the hounds of the Dawn Chase, surrounding her so swiftly she had no chance to escape. Locking their hands on her elbows, they looked silently to the Lady for changes in the orders. Koris eyed the trembling girl for a long moment; her lips parted in a smile, revealing her fangs. "Forty days, then." The woman would have fainted, but the guards held her upright, to hear the next part of the sentence, for obviously the Lady was not finished. "And use the soul- whips." This time, she did faint. The guards dragged her out as the Lady turned a bland smile on the remaining petitioner. She did not watch her sister, being wiser than that, but kept her eyes on Lady Koris's face. "Well spoken," the older zorkro congratulated her. "You may yet rise far, especially free of such encumbrances as a jealous, spoiled sister." The silver eyes were wide. She knows it could have been her as easily, Zadok thought; just because she remembered the prohibitions this time doesn't mean she will again. "I may, Lady," she whispered. "Indeed." Koris waved her hand. "Dismissed." And as the woman jumped to her feet, obviously glad to be gone: "Remember one thing, sister." The young woman turned very slowly, sable chin uplifted. Fear glowed through the facade of dignity, however, and therefore it was not punishable. "Yes?" she said without voice. "Generalizations are a bad habit. A very bad habit. And prohibited." "Of course, Lady," the girl said with a bow of her head, and practically fled the room. "I will send the tax later!" Lady Koris shouted. And to Zadok she murmured confidentially, "Get the music box for me, if you will. It sounds valuable, too valuable to be left in the hands of a girl like that one, sure to trip up and fall sooner or later." "If you say so, my lady," murmured Zadok, with a bow of his head. Koris gave him a quick, affectionate glance out of dark eyes. "Ah, beyond the prohibitions of that age, and yet you still won't generalize?" She put a hand to her throat, as if to scratch an itch. Zadok obediently brought her a glass of wine as red as the blood that splashed so liberally everywhere when a Great Hunt soul-hunted elves. "It is, as my lady says, a bad habit." Koris chuckled as she took a sip of wine. "And you don't trip over the laws that proscribe your own age, either? You are remarkable." Zadok inclined his head sharply, feeling more pleased at the compliment than he knew he should. Still, it was not often that Lady Koris gave approval. She might be the sham head of a sham government, but it was not often that she gave compliments. The Lady had already turned away, though, seeing the door of the Council Hall open again. She was the only Council member there this afternoon, alone except for the required guards, and thus condemned to judge all the petitioners herself. "Stay your steps-" she began, voice echoing in the vaulted, seemingly empty great hall. "Zadok!" The voice was shrill, impatient, that of a child too young to be bound yet by any of the strictures. The Lady settled back in her chair; this was no petitioner. She sipped at her wine, eyes moving back and forth with amusement from Zadok to the small shape hurrying toward him. "Faflin?" Zadok cursed himself for a fool again, as usual, the moment he opened his mouth. He knelt down to gather his sister close, ignoring the feel of Koris's suddenly narrowed eyes on him. One of the few prohibitions on one of his age and rank, if it could be called rank, was not to show surprise. Those incapable of living up to the expectations of their peers were culled. His sister grabbed him and shook his shoulders, golden eyes leaping with all the passion of her ten years. "I saw them, Zadok!" she cried, shivering as she buried her head against his shoulder. "I saw the evil men." Zadok's stomach tightened, but he spoke calmly. It would be disastrous if Koris discovered his sister's attitudes; it could result in a rare early culling. But he couldn't hide them now, as he couldn't lie either. "What evil men this time, Faflin?" "The-" Faflin paused for a long moment. The cloud of curly black hair inherited from their unknown parents, whose color was the only trait she shared with her brother, stopped swishing about her head. "The Council guards," she said at last, in a very small voice. "They were punishing a criminal," Zadok said carefully, trying to impart the danger to his sister by tone of voice and posture of body. They had an audience. "A criminal the Lady Koris condemned. You can understand that, right?" "Oh. Of course." The little girl turned and curtsied to the Lady. "I'm sorry," she said, peering up from between black bangs, eyes wide and fearful. "I'm really sorry. I won't do it again. You won't cull me, will you? Or Zadok?" The Lady smiled, a tight pressure of lips that did not reveal her fangs. Either she wanted to avoid frightening the child- a highly unlikely idea- or she was considering her answer carefully. Zadok took a step forward, putting a hand on his sister's tiny shoulder. It worked; the dark eyes shifted to him. And then the Lady blinked, and leaned forward, fingers digging into the darkness cloth. Her gaze remained on him, black and intent, weighing, for far longer than he liked. But Zadok did not allow himself to shift, or step, or make any other nervous movement. He met her eyes, exercising control over his features learned from the Lady herself. He hoped and prayed that her eyes could not penetrate her own mask. At last, Koris sat back. Doubt passed briefly across her face, like a skylark's shadow flicking along the grass, and was gone. "All right," she said. "I will cull neither of you. This time." But don't let it happen again. Those last words were not spoken aloud. Zadok bowed with cold precision. "If my lady will excuse me, that I might escort my sister home?" "I don't need-" Faflin began, but subsided when he squeezed her shoulder warningly. "I think it is as the child says," said Koris unexpectedly. "I don't think you need to leave, Zadok." It was one of the few times she had ever used his name, and she said it as if tasting the sound of it for hints of treachery. "You might be required here, at least until the others return." Zadok folded his arms over his chest as he slowly released his sister and stepped back to his place, his gaze never wavering from the Lady's. Her eyes told him quite plainly that she would be on him like one of the hounds of the Dawn Chase if he faltered now. He had seen it happen before, always firm ground faltering beneath the feet of the overly confident. He knew how suddenly it could take place. He had never thought to see it happen to him. This was his world, in which he moved like a fish through water and knew every rule. Only, of course, to be reminded that that in itself was overconfidence. Koris again touched her throat, and he brought her a second glass of wine. She studied his every movement, and sniffed delicately when he handed her the drink, as if for poison. Zadok felt his face flame darkly with humiliation as he watched Faflin make her foot-dragging way to the door. Stars, he would have to be careful now, for her sake, and for his own. Suddenly, his sister turned around, her eyes so wide Zadok was surprised he did not hear the sockets tear. "Oh, I have to tell you! I'm sorry I forgot." "Tell me what?" Zadok demanded in a growl, praying she would take the hint and be gone before anything else could happen. "The- Council guards." The pause in which she had almost said "evil men" was eloquent. "They were dragging the woman along, and she was sobbing, and screaming, and-" Faflin's face had started to screw up, as if the memory were too much for her. Zadok glanced at Koris for permission to hustle her out, knowing how the Lady hated displays of tears, but the Council member, looking fascinated, moved a languorous hand to stop him. "And then?" Koris seemed unaware that her parted lips showed her fangs. "Did they bring her to Master Akhivan at the pits? Did he begin to use the Art upon her?" Faflin shook her head, and now her eyes shimmered not with tears, but with awe. "No. A bunch of people came charging out of nowhere. I thought they were fighting, but then they grabbed the guards and threw them aside." "What!" Koris's pent-up breath exploded outward like the first wind of a summer storm. Zadok felt much the same way. To defy the authority of the Council, appointed by the Trulae themselves... "I'm not lying," said Faflin, and indeed she was not; her voice caused no buzz in the ears of either of the adult Elwens. "This really pretty woman- I think she was a Trula- told them they couldn't drag the prisoner off like that, and demanded to know who had sentenced her." "I hope they told her I did," said Koris, and in her voice, if not on that coldly perfect face, was the mixture of rapture and dread the Council members always showed at the thought of facing a Trula. Faflin nodded, eyes altering again to an emotion Zadok did not recognize. "They did. She said she was coming to see you." Koris rose to her feet as if the Trula had entered already. Her voice beat and fluttered in the air of the Hall like a trapped bird. "A Trula, coming here? Oh, I must prepare-" Zadok rescued the glass of wine, left tilting on the arm of the chair in a precarious position, and stood holding it as he stared at nothing. He felt strange, almost as if he were the one the Trula wanted to see. Excitement sparkled and cascaded through him, along with a fear he could not define, even to himself. Not fear the Trula would kill him indiscriminately with her magic, though she might; such had been known to happen. Not even astonishment that anyone would so openly defy a Council edict, whatever her rank. Mad exhilaration, it was, as if he stood at the edge of a precipice, a cliff so high he looked down only on clouds, and not earth, at once intoxicated by the height and lured to dream of what would happen should he fall. Which was silly, of course. "Zadok?" The Lady's voice rose in peremptory command. "Come with me. We must make the Hall ready to receive such an honored guest-" "No need." The Trula came into the room like a waterfall of light into a forest, like song from the beak of a lark, like a stream into a desert. She drew every eye as she moved; one could almost literally look at nothing else. Her eyes were cold, blue, haughty, the color of ice in the frozen domains of mountains or the Frigid Waste. Her silver hair, bound high on her head like the crowns none of her kind wore, nonetheless gave the impression of being free and flowing. Her movements only accented that impression; she paced about the Hall like a wild thing in a cage, looking at the solidified darkness windows and walls with thinly concealed scorn. She had changed, even the hint of gentleness fading from her face, leaving behind only the regal arrogance that permitted the Trulae to hold their chaotic people together. But Zadok knew her. The woman he had looked upon in the forest the night before was not so easily forgotten. She halted before Koris, who waited with eyes on the floor and hands clasping her dark, almost shapeless gown. "Look up, child." The voice, for all its musical and unrestrained beauty, barked and snarled. Slowly, Koris did so, until her eyes met the Trula's. At once the woman's hand shot out and slapped her across the face, knocking her to the floor. "Did I give you permission to look upon me?" "No, mistress," whispered Koris, holding her head level but her eyes on the far side of the room. "Better," observed the Trula with a swift nod, and turned to make another circuit of the room. Her eyes slid past Faflin as if she were not there- most adults discounted children, as they could not hurt them- and stopped on Zadok. Silver eyebrows rose. "Do you encourage disrespect among your guards, Councilwoman Koris?" Zadok's face heated again, though the ebony skin only grew darker, with no more visible sign, as he realized he was looking at her. His eyes were supposed to be on the floor. Yet, somehow, he could not move them. "No, Lady," Koris whispered, her voice soft and full of hatred for Zadok, and relief that the Trula's attention was focused somewhere else. "You may kill him for such disobedience, if you wish." The woman did nothing but reach out and grasp Zadok's chin in her hand, turning his face toward her. The guard's muscles tensed, and he fought down the urge to bat the hand away. Well he knew that Trulae could kill through touch alone, but knocking aside her fingers would only earn him a more certain demise. "Interesting," the Trula said at last, after long moments had passed. "I think I know his mother." "My lady!" Koris sounded scandalized. It was no light thing for anyone, even a Trula, to speak so casually of a zorkro's parents, of whom he or she was stripped at birth. Only siblings were known. "Please, I beg you, don't disgrace your mouth with words about this worthless dog's parentage. Kill him, or let him go. He is not otherwise worth a moment of your time." Zadok could not hide the flame that he knew leaped to life in his eyes. He walked the edge of death anyway; what matter if he reacted with anger to Lady Koris's pronouncement? The Trula laughed gently, blue eyes holding his in a gaze longer than Zadok had ever shared with anyone, save Faflin. "He seems to disagree with your assessment, Councilwoman. As do I, as a matter of fact. He is worth something. What, I'm not quite sure." Zadok smoothed his face back to normality, though by now sore confusion was his only discernible emotion. Everyone had changed from the way he was used to them behaving, and now acted like strangers. "Lady Lemakush," said Faflin, with a note of both pride and worry in her voice, "he's my brother. Zadok. Don't hurt him. Please?" Her voice waned to a high note of both hope and desperation as Lemakush did nothing but stare at Zadok as she might a glittering toy. "Doubt," Lemakush murmured after a moment, greeting him as she would one of her own rank, by saying the meaning of his name. "Your name means 'I doubt.'" Zadok gritted his teeth and responded in kind; the firm grip on his chin was beginning to hurt. "Destroyer of destruction, yours means." The hand at last fell away. "Yes. And I mean to live up to it." Turning away as if she had forgotten his existence, Lemakush addressed Koris. "What did you mean, sentencing that woman to such a horrible fate?" "She had broken two prohibitions, one in trying to flee from justice," Koris said, her face reflecting the confusion that reigned in Zadok's own soul. No one knew how to act or what to say anymore. "Surely, the punishment I meted out lay well within the strictures-" "Perhaps, but it was still unnecessarily cruel." Zadok blinked and studied Lemakush a bit more closely, hoping, almost, to find a gleam of madness in her eyes. Surely only a madwoman could say such a thing. There was no such thing as cruelty in a darkness Elwen's world, and barely right and wrong. There was only what happened to you or those you cared about, and what happened to others. But blue eyes, now the color and firmness of steel, looked at Koris without the slightest sign of a glaze. Lemakush was telling the truth, at least as she saw it, and demanding an answer. "My lady-" "Never mind. I can see I will get no reasonable answer from you." Lemakush turned away with a suddenness that left the Councilwoman shaking on the floor and oriented on Zadok. "Why did she give the woman the punishment she did?" Zadok, confused, not knowing what the Trula wanted to hear, spoke the unadorned truth for the first time since his childhood. "Because she wanted to see how long Master Akhivan could keep her alive with the Art." For a single moment there was silence. Then the Trula's eyes lit with something very like approval. She nodded slowly, then rotated to face the gaping Koris so fast the Councilwoman had no time to respond to Zadok's accusation. "I see that you have not trained the spirit out of all your guards." Miserable, as frightened to jump in any direction as Zadok now, the Councilwoman still tried to give the Trula what she wanted to hear. "No, Lady. I haven't." Lemakush's face abruptly clouded over again, though she kept those haughty blue eyes on Koris, without moving them toward Zadok at all. "I mean, of course, spirit that allows them to question your orders. I wasn't particularly pleased when they questioned the orders of a Trula." "They did?" Koris gawked, and Zadok felt even his face, though he willed it to be cool, flicker with surprise. He had only dared defy her command to reveal himself last night because he had no audience; even one person watching would have made him obey without thought. "Tell me the names of the guilty ones, Lady, and I will punish them without fail." "I already have." Lemakush shrugged it off as of no importance. "They will not be troubling anyone ever again, and neither will that young woman-" Zadok saw questions gathering in Koris's eyes, though she did not speak. Why would anyone, even one of the unpredictable Trulae, criticize the punishment of a prisoner, then kill that prisoner himself? Lemakush's next words, of course, put it in perspective. "-If she's smart. I rescued her from one danger. I don't want to have to rescue her from another." "You let her go?" Koris's voice, soft and cold with disbelief, broke one of the prohibitions, but Lemakush didn't seem inclined to notice. "Yes." The Trula folded her arms and leaned close to the downed Councilwoman, who strove frantically to avoid meeting her eyes. "There is a new order in Darkfang, though you know it not. For too long, the Trulae have not interfered with our people, though your behavior every day violates our morals. Now is the time to end that." This was so ridiculous, and Lemakush seemed so little interested in the prohibitions, that Zadok dared a tactful cough. He smiled slightly when those burning blue eyes fell upon him, no longer awed by the fact that she was a Trula, comforted by the fact that she also had to be an idealist of some kind. "My Lady, though you strive, I doubt you will change the zorkro. We have been as we are for too many years." "And how long have you lived?" the Trula challenged him sarcastically, just as if they sat at the Debates, where one selected commoner with a grievance might speak openly to any one Trula. "Centuries?" Zadok shrugged, unperturbed. "Certainly a shorter time than you, mistress." He saw blended outrage and curiosity in her eyes at his shift to the lesser form of address, and decided his chances were at least good. "But since the dawn of this Age. And close to three centuries is long enough to read histories and know the truth. I was educated as a child." "Yes, you must have been." Lemakush's lips twitched, seemingly fighting a smile. She turned her eyes away from the dazed Koris and to him entirely. "You speak with surpassing eloquence, but you cannot defuse the Starsgifted, Zadok. We have grown too powerful." "Starsgifted?" The male zorkro flipped one black brow upwards. "Is that your name for your little band of madmen and madwomen?" Lemakush's voice and face filled with heat. "How dare you call them-" "With the same voice and daring that makes you proclaim them the new order." Zadok shook his head very slightly at the confusion in her eyes. In one way, the horrible way his people raised their children was good: it toughened them, made them ready to face realities. The look Lemakush wore now was that of a little girl who had never been made to grow up. "It will not work, lady. Not unless you have powerful help, and that help has something at stake in the continued order, or lack of it. Besides, you Trulae have always claimed you loved your people too much to convert us to the Light. When did that change?" "Since I learned we must change or die," murmured the lady, her blue eyes filling with tears. No zorkro save the Trulae ever wept freely, and yet, to the surprised Zadok, it did not appear unnatural. "The other races will annihilate us if we hesitate. They have endured our feeding on their souls long enough." Zadok examined her minutely. She truly seemed to believe what she was saying, facing him with shoulders thrown back beneath the piled crown of silver hair. She blinked once and again, the tears not sliding down her face but fading from her eyes. She looked ready to go on. And, the male realized with some surprise, she was waiting for his answer. He opened his mouth to give it, but Koris cut in, abruptly jumping to her feet. "Zadok, I command you to obey me. The Trula is mad. You know the procedure in situations like this." He did indeed, having performed it two or three times. Trulae occasionally went insane- from the horror all around them, it was said, and not being able to seek solace in reth. The normal action was to escort such mad ones to their homes and incarcerate them there until the other Trulae could decide what to do with them. Even in the throes of their evil, Zadok thought with a bitterness he had never expected to feel, they decide their own fates. They do not suffer us poor little ones, us ordinary ones, to interfere in their lives. And yet, for all his bitterness, for all his prior experience, he hesitated. Lemakush did not look mad, not now. She had met his arguments with rational logic, or rational to her, at the least. She gazed at him with the calm look of one born to inspire awe, to inspire followers. She seemed confident he would obey Koris, but she was not worried about it. And besides, Faflin stood between him and the Trula, unusual golden eyes pleading. "Please, Zadok- no! I know her. She's nice, she's good, she wouldn't hurt anybody!" His tiny sister shook her curls out of her eyes, gaze never wavering from his face. In those eyes he saw all the trust of a child whose big brother had never disappointed her. But those eyes reminded him of something else. Faflin was too young yet to eat reth, and so too young to eat souls; she still needed ordinary food. That cost money. One way of getting money was his Council job, one of the reasons he had taken it in the first place. He couldn't disobey Koris, or he would lose it. He lowered his eyes to the floor, to avoid the gazes of both sister and Trula, and moved forward. Faflin wailed, and tried to stop him, but he moved her gently out of the way with one arm even as he grasped Lemakush's arm with the other hand. "I hope, lady," he said, trying not to reveal how awful he felt, "that you won't make this any more difficult than it needs to be." He could feel her gaze on him, and the cool voice spoke the truth they both knew. "Struggle, you mean? No, child of Council, child of tradition. I won't struggle." Her words were only truth, yet stung. He met her eyes before he could conceal his anger, and then left them there, for she seemed to gaze into the depths of his soul with understanding. He heard Koris make an impatient noise, but it was still a long time before he could tear his eyes away and exit, pulling Lemakush behind him. Faflin trotted at their heels forlornly, a puppy abandoned by people she had trusted. ---------------------------------------------------------- "My house is on Zamina Street, near the Water Garden," said Lemakush in a voice silvery with winter's cold as they stepped from the Council Hall. "Do you know it?" Zadok sent her a sharp sideways glance, wondering if she were taunting him. He often went to the Water Garden- circumspectly, for it belonged to the Trulae- to gaze into the fountains some said were capable of telling the future, and to dream. But the blue eyes met his with grave deliberation, none of the malicious sparkle he'd expect from a teaser. He nodded, and set off down the street, silently arranging the spreading tree badge of the Council openly on his chest. There was no other way for someone to safely manhandle a Trula. The lady continued walking silently, not giving him any trouble. At last, Zadok let her wrist go, as a test. When she continued walking obediently at his side, he felt free to begin paying attention to their route. He knew the streets around the Council Hall well, since not only his place of business but also the communal barracks where he and Faflin lived were there, but beyond that, he had to rely on sketchy memory. He hadn't been to the Water Garden in some time. Also, to keep the commoners in place, the Trulae switched the streets outside the Common District around with their magic. The boundary between the Common District and the rest of the city was subtle, an invisible line whose presence was signaled most clearly by the sudden increase of magic. Zadok felt the air tighten and tingle around him, something he had never been able to distinguish from his own fearful reaction. A hot, sugary, sweet scent came to him, as Trula defensive spells examined him minutely. They had orders, he knew, to kill any commoners not accompanied by a Trula or wearing the livery of a Trula servant. He stood, and sweated, and wished he had thought to bring his stolen livery. At last, the feeling of eyes scrutinizing his every move went away. He glanced over at his shoulder as he guided Lemakush on, and saw that Faflin had halted at the line, her resentful, smoldering golden eyes fixed on him. It was the first time he had ever betrayed her, and Zadok sighed heavily. Well, better now than some other time, some harsher time. Better she learn the truth gently. "You seem familiar with the procedures of the Eaa'Mvann," Lemakush observed in her cool voice, giving the Trula part of the city its formal Tinniltinoc name. "Have you been here before, often?" Once again, Zadok cursed the prohibitions of his age that kept him from lying. "I have been here several times, yes." "Ah." The cold look in her eyes did not soften with her smile. "So you are a member of the Eaa'Vgadi?" A long moment passed. The silver brows lowered, and the voice became a low hiss, dangerous in its ferocity and speaking of an intellect perfectly undamaged by the madness Koris had proclaimed her lot. "Well, answer me, or I shall cull you here and now." Zadok nodded slightly. That had been a silent test, to see how she reacted to being crossed. She liked it not at all, it seemed, and her strong reaction could be a weakness. "I am not, Lady. But I have managed to convince several of your kind that I am." Lemakush blinked. He had the feeling she didn't know whether to be amused or outraged. Strangely, her response was passionate, but she did not fasten on his point, as he had suspected. "Why do you call them my kind? They are your people, too." Zadok breathed a sigh of relief as he heard splashing water. Soon they would be on Zamina Street, and then he could be free of this encumbrance, this woman who had ideas even Faflin had given up years ago. "No, my lady. Your kind and mine may share the same color of skin, but we live in different worlds." He gave her a sidelong look, unable to resist tossing a barb. "The Trulae are quite thoroughly segregated. I was always under the impression that that was the way you liked it." Was it his imagination, or did a faint black flush touch her cheek, making it as satiny and dark as the petal of a flen flower? Her voice showed nothing of possible embarrassment, however. "Some of us do like it, yes. Others have always tolerated it because we are reluctant to change. But if I change the structure of zorkro society in general, then I can see about changing my own folk, as well." She spoke so blithely of toppling something that had endured so long that Zadok laughed. Lemakush stiffened; it was her turn to look sideways at him. "I wasn't aware I had said something amusing." His grin died, but remained there inside. "You didn't, lady, not to you. But I happen to think it will take more work than simply waking up one day and deciding you don't like the way society's organized." She flushed again, but said nothing. They turned onto Zamina Street, whose only distinguishing features were the Water Garden and the wonderfully sculptured Trula mansions. Otherwise, it looked exactly like any other avenue in Darkfang: wide to foil the flight of lawbreakers, crafted of solidified darkness, and lined with lawns of the blue-black grass known as dobluth, which could grow without the sun. A good thing, that, for zorkro magic ensured no sun reached here. Zadok would have liked to pause a moment and look upon the Water Garden, filled with artificially channeled streams, fountains, and pools, thick with dobluth, flen flowers, otherwise known as black roses, evening glories, night-lilies, and more night-blooming plants. But Lemakush leaned and pointed to a mansion just before the Garden. "There. That is my house." Zadok had to admit it was a nice house, though his opinion on such things had been forged entirely by his ventures into the Eaa'Mvann; the communal barracks were not much to look at. Long wings, walled quadrangles that no doubt surrounded gardens, swept out to the sides as if to embrace the carefully and lovingly tended lawns of dobluth. The house itself was a quadrangle, with, seemingly, another garden in the center. The four columned walls were little more than that, walls, though they might hold a few private rooms: bedchambers, audience rooms, study rooms, kitchen. Trulae, like children, ate ordinary food, though they grew most of their own instead of buying it. The things hovering about the house lent it even more of a mystical and other-than-ordinary air. The scents of flowers and dobluth filled the air with a thick, sweet miasma that almost made Zadok choke, even at this distance. And the green, barely visible trails of light racing about the porticoes and columns, twining themselves along the roof as if to bask in the invisible sun, and darting merrily in and out of the gardens gave it an undeniably magical aspect. Those trails of light came down to tag at their heels as Zadok led Lemakush toward the house. The Council guard did not fear them; he knew what they were. The last remnants of a curse once put on Darkfang, dispelled when darkness Elwens had again taken up residence, they guarded the city still from intruders not of zorkro birth. To the inhabitants of the city, however, they were nothing but kind and affectionate. As they stepped onto the first series of stairs that led up from the street to the house, perched on a small hill, a figure emerged from between the columns. A young male zorkro, Zadok saw, with silver hair and silver eyes, in the livery of the Eaa'Vgadi. He stood still for a long moment, his widening eyes not moving from Lemakush. "Mistress!" he cried at last, and rushed toward them. Zadok shifted his stance, prepared to draw one of the brace of spears strapped to his back if need be. But Lemakush laid a hand on his arm, the first time she had touched him since the Council Hall, and shook her head. Looking up into her blue eyes, bright with tolerant amusement, he relaxed. The servant slowed his run when he realized Zadok was not using his lady as a hostage, or making any other sort of threatening movement. He came at last to Lemakush and bowed, sliding to one knee while splaying his arms out to the side. "Mistress, command me," he murmured reverently. Lemakush moved forward and laid a hand on his head in some kind of blessing. "Rise, Gihal," she murmured affectionately, and looked toward Zadok. He saw a new look in her eyes, the look of one who led not through fear or even birthright, but through love and respect freely given. "Gihal, this is Zadok, my escort from the Council. Lady Koris has declared me insane, and that means I must stay at home until I can come before the Tri." The Eaa'Vgad stood and scowled at the guard. "I warn you, if you try to hurt Lady Lemakush-" "I will not." Zadok made no effort to keep his own amusement out of his voice, and ignored the way the servant stiffened and straightened. He looked at Lemakush with a cocked eyebrow. "Will you continue your history of not giving trouble, or must I escort you into the house?" "I do not require your presence to enter my home," the Trula replied equably. She paused for a long moment, causing Zadok to wonder what this unpredictable woman had on her mind next. Gihal seemed to know better than he; his face had assumed a resigned expression, and he looked at his mistress with the first hint of disapproval Zadok had seen from him. "Lady," the Eaa'Vgad said when the silence continued to stretch, a pleading note in his voice. "You have come this far. You are home; you are safe. Please, come inside and do not push away the luck the stars have granted you." The use of the unusual phrase caused Zadok to stare at him a little more closely. Though the stars had created his people, or the ancestors of his people, it was not usual to swear by them. Thus, the glittering silver star pendant at Gihal's throat, which the guard only now noticed, seemed out of place. So did the pendant beside it, displaying a white owl flying on some unseen wind, wings spread. Zadok paid it little attention, however. Compared to the star, it wasn't important. Time to test his theory, and gather, if he could, information to bring back to Lady Koris. "I assume he is part of your Starsgifted?" he remarked to Lemakush. "Funny, he looks almost sensible." Gihal's chin went up, and Zadok nodded inwardly. Here was one who reacted with more passion than sense. "If you are suggesting the insanity Koris has mantled upon my lady's shoulders is real-" "I already know it is. I just wanted to see how you would react." Gihal would have charged him then, but for Lemakush's restraining hand on his arm. "No, Gih," she said with restrained ferocity. "We fight only the Council, and others who obstruct what is right. This Zadok is too young to know any better." Despite himself, Zadok bristled. It must be his unusual distance from Koris, and the feeling Lemakush wouldn't punish him for breaking the prohibitions, that was letting him express his anger so freely. "I am young, yes, lady, but I long ago learned what truth and reality are. You could stand with a little educating in them. Both of you could." Lemakush did not react to his words except with a slight smile, the kind of sad smile the Tenders used when the children disobeyed them. "So, Zadok, you think you know what truth is? The truth of the world?" "Not that, but the truth of Darkfang." Zadok cut himself off with a grimace. What was he doing? He was supposed to escort the Trula home, not engage in philosophical discussions with her. "If you will excuse me, lady, I should return to the Council Hall. Lady Koris will be expecting me." "Stay a moment, Zadok." Still holding Gihal back with one hand, the Trula reached out to clasp his arm. "I do not have many guests, save for your sister, Faflin, and she does not come to this house except in my company. I would enjoy having you as a guest for a few minutes, at the least." Zadok paid no attention to her last words, but stared at her intently. "My sister!" he repeated softly. "You do corrupt them young, don't you?" Lemakush shook back her silver hair; it spilled over her shoulders like a glittering waterfall of starfire. "Not corrupting them, Zadok. Saving them." She tugged gently on his arm. "Come in, and allow me to speak to you, and you will see what I mean." Against his better judgment, Zadok allowed himself to be pulled along. He owed it to Faflin, he told himself, to hear the bitter nonsense this witch had been pouring into her ears. ---------------------------------------------------------- The inside of Lemakush's house bore the same sweeping grandeur as the outside. As he had suspected, some spaces between columns had been walled off, making them into small private rooms. But every one had at least a single window, letting the occupants view the garden in the center, a miracle of tangled heather and vines and almost tropical vegetation. "Wine?" He turned from the window to see Lemakush holding a carafe of glass, one eyebrow upraised. He nodded absently, fascinated with the faceted glass of the wineholder. Most things in Darkfang were made of solidified darkness, but the zorkro did trade with the outside world for things of beauty and usefulness- like carafes; wine spoiled in darkness carafes, for some reason. Still, few but the Trulae ever saw what the merchants brought, as their needs had to be met first. Gihal snorted, removing Zadok's attention from the lively play of auralight in the glass. The servant had made it abundantly clear he wasn't happy to have the Council guard here, in his mistress's private sanctum. He lounged against the wall in a deceptively casual pose, never taking his eyes from Zadok. Zadok shook his head and turned to accept the goblet Lemakush held out. That, too, was glass, though of a smoky, rare red color that it took extra effort to blow. Zadok sipped his wine judiciously, appearing to take in far more than he actually did. Let Lemakush think him drunk if she so desired, and more amenable to her persuasions. In reality, he would remain on the alert. The Trula offered wine to the Eaa'Vgad; Zadok suspected he accepted only so as not to seem impolite. Certainly he did not drink it, clutching the goblet in his fist as he watched Zadok fixedly. Somehow, the guard managed to ignore those intrusive eyes. Lemakush made it easier by leaning forward, splaying her hands on the table, and beginning to speak in a low, soft voice, thick with passion. "I think I tell you the truth when I say that the youngsters who are converted to the Starsgifted and the worship of Nirnez are better off than the average child of our people, Zadok." Caught, Zadok felt his eyes narrow. "You said nothing about the Goddess of Wind before," he remarked suspiciously, taking another sip of wine and letting his speech slur slightly. He could not lie directly, but he could lie through his actions, making himself appear drunk. In answer, Lemakush tucked a few radiant, unruly strands of hair away from her neck. Zadok stared. There nestled two pendants much like Gihal's, though her owl pendant was bigger, clearly made of diamond, and depicted a bird sitting on a branch, head cocked in a listening attitude. "Yes," the Trula declared in the silence. "I am a priestess of the Lady of the Wind, the Lady of the White Owl. Nirnez." She leaned near Zadok, who controlled every muscle in his body to keep from flinching away. Her eyes burned with a fanatic's light. "She will be the salvation of our people." "Where did you learn of her?" Zadok charged. "I was not aware such a cult existed in Darkfang." "Not a cult," said Lemakush, looking offended for the first time in hours. "A religion. And a message. The Lady has charged me to lead our people forth." She spoke rapidly but without raising her voice, eyes and face glowing with more than wine. Behind her, Gihal nodded, his face reflecting oddly mixed rapture and distrust as he clutched his owl pendant. "Where?" "I beg your pardon?" "Where will you lead them?" Zadok took one more sip of the wine, among the sweetest he had ever tasted, and set the glass down, leaning forward himself. No use pretending, he knew now; at best, Nirnez would tell her priestess of the guard's deception. "You admitted yourself that the other races of the Rivadan would like nothing more than to annihilate us. Any zorkro who leaves us is killed within a few days. Where would you go?" "To a new place," said Gihal, before Lemakush could answer. His eyes blazed with an ardent conviction that altered into love whenever he looked at his lady. Zadok wondered privately which he loved more, the message or the bearer of the message. "And not necessarily a physically new place. A new place of the spirit. Darkfang will be brought out of the darkness into light. Already the Starsgifted have taken to calling this place Lightsgift." "Although that isn't really appropriate, either," the priestess noted, with a slight rebuking frown at her convert, "considering what we preach-" Zadok clutched the cloth that covered the table. He couldn't really care less about what they preached. "Do excuse me, but I've never heard such stupidity in my life." He shook his head in wonder when they merely stared at him in silence. "You really think that Lady Koris, and all those whom she represents, who have almost succeeded in subduing their consciences without the influence of reth, will simply and quietly disappear?" "They will fall before the power of right-" Gihal began, but Lemakush cut him off, her voice soft and almost rational once more. Only the pendants around her neck and the remaining glow in her eyes reminded Zadok that he faced a priestess, one whose very existence was based on something other than reason. "You obviously have little conception of the power of our message, Zadok. Because it is the truth, we win converts daily. We teach zorkro to return to their denied hearts, to their emotions." "Obviously," Zadok muttered dryly. Lemakush flushed, but accepted his retort stoically. Her words barely showed any consciousness of being interrupted. "Nirnez encourages us, in all things, to imitate the wind. It roars and rages without taming its fury; neither does it tame or restrict the laughter of the gentle breezes. We must change to survive, and our best hope of surviving is to live as the wind has for billions of years-" "The wind is not a living thing, not in the same sense we are," Zadok interrupted. He wished he could stalk out of this house right now, but loyalty to Faflin and concern about what else she might have heard compelled him to remain. "I suppose you also suggest we tear down buildings, as the wind does? And tear leaves from trees? And behave as wildly and erratically as it does?" Lemakush impatiently tore hair from her face as she shook her head and answered. "No, Zadok. I do not accept every part of Nirnez's teachings; I cannot. They were created for the use of races different from the zorkro. But I do think they have much to give to the darkness Elwens. We will take what is best and live on it." Again her face glowed as if suffused with light shining through her skin. Zadok sighed heavily. Was there no way to reach her, make her see life as it was? Perhaps- yes. It would mean revealing something he had not wanted to reveal, but perhaps it was worth it. No, it had to be worth it. He wanted his sister back, and their association with this crazy priestess finished. "It does not seem as if you are quite ready to abandon traditional darkness Elwen ways. Or was it the trance of a priestess I saw you in last night?" Lemakush froze. The light became brittle, a mask hiding fear, and cracked. "You- saw me?" she whispered, barely moving her lips. "Yes." Zadok folded his arms, ignoring the glance of Gihal that said, as plain as words: I will kill you now. "It was I who saw you, and wondered at what you were doing. It was I you almost discovered. And it was I who saved your life-" "From the hounds of the Dawn Chase," Lemakush completed for him. "Yes, I remember. Yes, I owe you something for that. But why did you not come from hiding when I called on you to do so?" "I don't know," Zadok answered her bluntly. "I simply felt that something was happening I didn't want to get involved in. I would have been happier if I hadn't stumbled across you at all." "I was doing nothing contrary to the spirit or traditions of our people. But what I was doing, you don't need to know." The words were spoken quietly, proudly. In her eyes he saw once more the core of steel that had forged this woman into a leader both religious and secular. He nodded despite himself, impressed. The priestess relaxed and looked away, combing one hand through her silver hair. "Coincidence," he heard her mutter. "It must be. No more." "What must be?" Zadok asked with a curious brow raised. "I came to the Council Hall seeking not Koris, but you." The Trula gazed squarely at him. "Faflin is committed to the Starsgifted with a strength wonderful in a child so young. She had told me so much about her brother that I wanted to see if the same spirit burned in him." "I hope I have disappointed you," Zadok ground out from between gritted teeth. To have a Trula interested in oneself almost invariably spelled disaster, either from their magic or the jealousy of other commoners. "Ah, no, you did not. What has disappointed me is that this spirit is apparently at the service of my enemies." Lemakush made a tiny gesture, as of throwing something away. "I would be happy to have you on our side, Zadok. But so long as you spy on me in my own home, this can never be." Zadok clenched his fists to stop them from trembling. She had known all along. "Then let me go, Lady. And let Faflin go. You rightly named her still a child. She cannot choose her own sides and principles until she understands a little more of what life is about." "She does understand," said Lemakush, her voice softly accented with- regret? Zadok thought incredulously. "Far better than you, Zadok, you who so willingly closed your eyes so long ago. She embraces the message of Nirnez willingly and wholeheartedly. Will you not even try, for her sake?" Zadok met her eyes, saw there the compassion and cunning that begged him to yield, and for a moment hesitated. Surely he could pretend to go along with these people for just a little while, until he could convince Faflin to break free? But his response surprised him. It was composed of words he had never even thought, much less spoken. "I do not join something merely because another joins it, Lady, or give my heart where it has not been won. My respect must be earned." Lemakush blinked, and Gihal sat up as if he had just threatened the priestess. Zadok covered his own discomfort by gazing at them steadily, the usual mask draped over his features, allowing them to think what they would. At last, the Trula gave up her efforts to read him. With a slight nod, she made a gesture toward the door. "If that is the way you feel, I would be a fool to delay you any longer. It is quite obvious that you will not change your mind. Again, though, I find it a pity that so strong a spirit belongs to one with a closed mind." Zadok sighed and lowered his eyes. The mysterious strength and defiance were gone as swiftly and unexpectedly as they'd come, leaving him feeling empty and tired. "Lady, will you at least not require me to make up my mind tonight? I would like some time to think about this, and about Faflin and everything else." "But of course!" said Lemakush immediately, rising to her feet. "I gained none of my converts overnight, Zadok." As she reached out to grasp his arm, she added beneath her breath, for his ears alone, "But do not think to stop Faflin from coming here." The Council guard simply stared at her, then bowed toward the ground and took his leave. ---------------------------------------------------------- Once outside Lemakush's house, he drew in a great breath of fresh air, and made his way toward the Water Garden, steps both firm and light, as if he had every reason to be there. He might as well visit it while he was here. The fountains and streams plashed softly as he let himself in through the gate, unlocked as always, The Trulae assumed that someone with absolutely no right to be here would never make it this far into the Eaa'Mvann, and saw no need to lock the gate against children or anyone of that kind. Darkness and gentleness surrounded him the moment he stepped inside, cutting him off from the noises, faint though they were, of the rest of the city. He breathed in the scent of a climbing flen flower that twined the gate, wondering idly why he had likened the sweetness about Lemakush's house to a miasma, when this seemed to him to be freedom. He shook the thought away; he was not in the mood for speculation. He moved over the dobluth, which released a crisp, fresh scent when crushed, to one of his favorite fountains. Its centerpiece, a hippocampus or water horse, had long ago gone missing a forehoof and a fluke on the dolphin-like tail. Water spouted from a still perfectly sculpted mouth, leaping high into the air before making a splashing journey back into the basin. The edge of the fountain, which cradled his hands reliably and was thus perfect for leaning and dreaming, was carved with cavorting dolphins, dreamlike creatures with elongated snouts and flukes. Gazing into the clear water calmed Zadok, and so he did it for several minutes, uncaring of the possible danger. Here, in the heart of their own district, any Trulae who found him would question him before striking. And he had news of Lemakush that he could offer in return for good treatment. Lemakush. His smile faded, his good mood souring. He was unable to understand her. Had she really freed that woman, or was she only bluffing? And did she really believe she could change anything about zorkro society? For a moment, laying away the weight of reality that pressed all around him, Zadok dared to entertain the idea that the priestess could lead his people into the Light. How wonderful might it be, his recalcitrant mind mused, to live without prohibitions, to love where one chose, to see one's children- Reality crashed down, a crushing weight as thick as the scent of evening glories. Zadok shook his head in despair. No matter what happened, Lemakush could not rid her people of a fundamental evil, something that had driven them to the darkness in the first place: they ate souls. It wasn't always so, whispered a voice in Zadok's mind. He shook his head again, unable to tell if it were remembered history or his own stubborn hope. Of course, he did remember his history, remembered reading that the darkness Elwens and light Elwens had been, in the old fullness of time, one people. Something had happened to change the darkness Elwens, and the lukalia would no longer embrace them as kin, shunned to walk beside them. So Zadok's ancestors chose to accept and flaunt the change, eventually warping themselves into creatures of another kind altogether. No, they were different, and they could never return. Heaving a sigh two parts relief and one regret, Zadok stood and made his way back toward the Common District. He did pause out on Zamina Street, though, to stare at Lemakush's house and dream once more, briefly, of what could never be. Chapter 2 Bait "I do not believe an Elwen can be honest with himself unless he sees the truth in the same light as the lies he holds dearest." -Yubro Deerfriend. Still thinking, Zadok barely noticed when he crossed the line into the Common District. He did notice when a small shape barreled into him, arms wrapping around him as firmly as a clingspider's. "Did you see her house?" So many emotions in that one question, ranging from envy through hope. "Did you talk to her? Did she tell you about the Starsgifted? About Nirnez?" "Faflin!" Zadok knelt and put his hands on his sister's shoulders, gazing sternly into her eyes. "You are not to speak the Goddess of Wind's name anywhere but here, on the border of the Eaa'Mvann. Some of the Council members are very jealous of their power, and if they thought Lemakush was corrupting people so-" "Saving!" Faflin stuck her lip out, one of her more unattractive features. "The word is saving, Zadok. Didn't she tell you?" "Will you listen to me?" He gave her a small shake. "Do I have to remind you of the prohibitions? If someone asked me directly what Lemakush does, I wouldn't be able to lie, and then whatever powers she worships had better help her. The only thing I can do if Koris remains interested in her is get her killed. Better to distance ourselves from her as much as possible." Faflin looked up at him as he rose to his feet again, and a maturity he had never seen before glowed in her golden eyes. "No, Zadok. You still don't understand." She spoke in clear, precise tones, an imitation, conscious or unconscious, of his voice when he helped her with her history or mathematics. "Everyone who dies in Nirnez's cause receives a place at Her right hand. I fear death no longer, because I know it is merely a gateway to a better and brighter place." Those had to be the priestess's words; no such thoughts would have entered the head of a child on their own. Zadok cursed, something he rarely did aloud because it showed anger, and latched firmly onto his defiant sister's shoulder. "You come with me, you-" "Master Zadok?" The Council guard spun around, falling into a combative crouch. The other nodded approval of his readiness even as he lifted a hand in the traditional zorkro signal of peace. "It is nice to know our Lords and Ladies have such strength and quickness at their disposal, but you need not use it against me," he remarked. Zadok straightened, feeling foolish for not having recognized him at once. "Yurin," he acknowledged with a dip of his head. The minor Council functionary nodded, arranging the golden spreading tree on his chest more openly, to the point of removing the chain from a fold of cloth. "The same. The Lady Koris requests your presence, though she is sure you would rather return home after your trying experience. To cross into the Eaa'Mvann is not- a pleasant thing." His face, smoothly ageless as that of all Elwens yet exuding an indefinable sense of age, wrinkled as if in contemplation of a personal trial. Zadok nodded in resignation. Couched though it was in words of politeness, words of sympathy, there was no mistaking what it was- an order. He knelt down beside Faflin. "I want you to go straight home," he instructed her between teeth clenched in longing to hit someone or something. "Do you understand me? Go as a darkness fog, and don't stop to speak to anyone." Faflin drooped a little, though she could see the sense of it, and nodded. One of Darkfang's few exports was zorkro children, usually snatched right off the streets, sold by the merchants as curiosity pieces. Still, being Faflin, she had to push it. "Not even Rera?" she begged, referring to her best friend. "Not even Rera," said the guard firmly. Already his teeth had parted, his breathing calmed, and the coolness that ruled all his actions in the Common District out of necessity had come to the front. "Go straight to your room and stay there until I get there." Unlike most children, Faflin did understand the market for those of her age, and also understood adult seriousness. Head drooping even more, she nodded again. Then her small form fogged under his hands, becoming roiling darkness that rolled gently over the top of the nearest building and vanished. Zadok stood and turned to face Yurin, who waited for him with the patience only a Council functionary or a snake is capable of summoning. "Shall we go?" Yurin nodded without haste, and set a similarly leisurely pace through the streets, Zadok at his side. As they paced the streets toward the Council Hall, the guard allowed his walk to remain relaxed and loose, but his mind darted and spun, busy with first one thought and then another. Would Koris demand to know his information right away, or would she worm it out of him? What if she were to ask some question that forced him to reveal Faflin's involvement with Lemakush? I would die first, he vowed, without considering the consequences of such a promise. He would do whatever he must to keep himself alive, of course, so that Faflin could still have a protector. But if it came to the choice between betrayal of her and death... He knew which he would choose, not least because it would cause him less pain. The Council Hall loomed into view. Zadok studied it coolly, objectively. He often forgot what it looked like, seeing it from the outside only when he approached it in the morning. Somehow, he had forgotten its bulk and slight leaning posture, amplified by the cell-holding wings, like a vulture leaning over carrion. Shuddering, he banished the comparison, and turned his eyes on Yurin. The calmly pacing functionary had hair as dark as his own, but crystal eyes whose surface, like a mirror, reflected whatever emotion his masters deemed appropriate. At the moment, it seemed, that was a content such as a sated snake might exhibit. Yurin looked at him, waiting for an invitation to speak but not extending one himself. Bloated spider, Zadok thought, gladly hurling his anger and anxiety at a target more available than Koris or Lemakush, waiting for a fly to fall into his web. Well, this fly won't. Somehow keeping his voice civil, he inquired, "What information will the Lady Koris want from me?" Yurin never blinked, but merely nodded, as he always did when someone cut to the heart of the matter. "All information you obtained from the mad Trula Lemakush, of course," he said, in a voice like wet footsteps squelching across darkness. "One can never be too careful in cases like this." Zadok cast him a sidelong sharp glance. The glittering eyes watched him with no emotion other than calm and the contentment thought an appropriate mask for zorkro of that age rank and occupation. Still, the possible double entendre in those words, suggesting he knew of Zadok's betrayal... What betrayal? the guard asked himself angrily, his fury abruptly flaring as bright as a beacon fire. All I did was listen to her! I promised nothing, not even for Faflin's sake. Where is the betrayal in that? "Of course not," he echoed smoothly. "That is, if your lordship says so." He was rewarded with a brief flash of doubt and wariness in the faceted gaze. Now Yurin had to consider what he meant by addressing him as a lord, when he was not, and was this part of the constant rat's nest of intrigue that extended all over the city. It was not. Zadok simply wanted peace again, and time to think before he approached Koris. In one way, he supposed, Lemakush has corrupted me already. Never before did I pick and choose among what I told my Lady; I gave her everything I collected, without qualifying any of it. Or did I? Doubtful, and not particularly caring for it, Zadok shoved the thoughts of rebellion firmly out of his head. He must be confident. The doubtful ones died. ---------------------------------------------------------- "Zadok, my dear. I have been anxiously awaiting your return. What did you find?" The Council guard bowed in exactly the right way to Lady Koris, or so he hoped, face showing nothing of his inner debate. "My Lady, I found out and learned some most disturbing things about and of Lady Lemakush," he said directly, with full truth. Such baldness in the beginning might lull Koris, push her into ignoring the lies he then would have to tell. Koris did not relax in any way discernible to outsiders, but he saw her lips melt into a slightly more welcoming smile, her fingers stop tapping the stem of the wine glass and instead grip it more firmly. "Excellent," she breathed before catching herself. "I mean, of course that is terrible. The poor woman." Wearing a good frown of concern, she signaled for more wine, and Yurin brought the carafe. "Do you know when the Tri will convene?" she asked then, naming the jury of peers that would judge the priestess. "My Lady, I do not. But it seems as if Lemakush will be no trouble." Not in the sense you mean, not political trouble- I think. "She agreed meekly to the incarceration in her own home, and said she would reside there until the Tri did convene." Koris nodded, being unable to say anything until she had swallowed her mouthful of wine. That done, the black eyes abruptly hardened, the unusual openness that had shown him her glee fading from them. "And what were some of these disturbing things, Zadok?" Carefully, carefully. Calming his breathing once more, Zadok folded his arms and leaned back against air. A deliberately casual posture, it would hopefully hide the things he was hiding from her and belittle those truths he did toss to her. "Lady Koris, she does run an organization known as the Starsgifted, whose confused and fanatic principles seem incomprehensible to the true zorkro ear. I was unable to find out exactly what they do-" that was true enough "-but what I learned is enough to make me uncomfortable and disgusted." He breathed a silent sigh of relief. One gauntlet danced. "I can see your point." Koris nodded thoughtfully, again gesturing for wine. "One would not care to inquire too greatly into such affairs, lest one found oneself caught in the same net." Zadok permitted himself a small smile. Exactly as he had learned from watching the Councilwoman herself at work: give your enemies just enough information that they could make their own, always false assumptions. "Indeed, Lady. I would not care to be caught in this net." That, too, was an unshaded truth. Koris nodded, swallowed most of this newest glass at a gulp, and fixed him with a predatory gaze that gleamed in the auralight. "I have learned a little about her while you were gone. Apparently, she makes a practice of seeking out the young as converts, though one wonders why. Even a child should be able to see through those foolish, dangerous, and irrational arguments." She shook her head for a moment, as though sadly contemplating the stupidity of the young. Zadok held his tense poise, not fooled. Koris did not wander with her wine, and should know better than to try the trick on him. Her focus sharpened on him, as if she had realized her trick would not work. "Thus, I have a job for you." "My Lady?" Zadok inclined his head warily, not letting any of the wariness show out of instinctive habit. "You are young, only a little more than two hundred fifty years," said Koris with mock casualness, looking at her fingernails as if they needed cleaning. "She seemed interested in that, as well she might be, if she means to gain converts." She looked up at him suddenly, as if hoping to find him discomfited, but Zadok faced her with the same cool mask. She continued without exhibiting any of the disappointment the guard knew she must be feeling. "You are to be bait," she said directly. "Listen to her, lure her out, trick her into one of those mistakes that not even a Trula can make with impunity. You can do it; she will trust you." Zadok swallowed dryly. He knew what some of those "mistakes" were, and he was not anxious to trick even Lemakush into making them. "With all respect, Lady, why me? I have a younger sister to protect. If something should happen to me-" Koris waved a hand airily. "There are always the Tenders. With all due respect, Zadok, siblings are an extra commodity that some children happen to have. The Tenders can raise her well enough without you." In other words, the guard thought, don't overestimate your own importance. He nodded, knowing his other objections, half of them formless anyway, wouldn't be accepted. It was supposed to be an honor to do things for the Council, if not quite as much of an honor as for the Trulae. What is wrong with me? he had to wonder suddenly. Even two days ago, I would have been thrilled to accept this task, to aid her in ferreting out a possible threat to our people. And Lemakush is a threat, far more than any potentially insane person. Why can't I feel happy about this? Why can't I? "Good man." Koris smiled affably as she reached up to slap his shoulder. "Now, I have kept you from your home long enough. As you say so eloquently, you have a little sister, who will be most disappointed if you do not come home on time." Don't work as I expect you to, and you'll never come home again. She might as well have said the words, Zadok thought as he bowed coldly and stepped out of the Council Hall. Koris surely knew of the little game-within-a-game, his awareness of her intrigues. Unless, of course, that was a sham too, and she were only guessing, or... Shaking his head, Zadok raked his fingers through his hair and looked up to study the immense clock that stood over the city. It bore pictures, on half its round face, of the sun in various stages of rising and setting above a horizon line; the other half did the same thing with the moons. The top of the clock tower, above the magical darkness and in sunlight, transmitted magical impulses that made arrows point to the correct picture. To Zadok's surprise, the arrow of the day hung on the last picture of the sun. His usually good sense of time had failed him, making him think it earlier than it was. He must hurry, if he were to get outside the city without being crushed in the nightly exodus. He made his way swiftly and silently through the streets to the barracks where Faflin waited for him, past other zorkro heading for the gates of the city. They did not talk, save for a few quiet words spoken to a hunting partner, or laugh, save for the sneers of those who hovered momentarily on the Council's favor or that of the Trulae. Commoners parted for the rare Trula, or servant in the livery of the Eaa'Vgadi. No one really looked at anyone else. No, Zadok thought, though he could not have said to what thought he was answering. A moment later, he knew, for the words completed themselves. We are not two different worlds, Lemakush- yours, and mine. We are many thousands of separate worlds, turning, alone, surrounded by darkness... Shivering, and not knowing why, he hurried around the few corners necessary to reach the place where he lived. He named it home in his words to Faflin, but never in his thoughts. Harsh and unlovely, the steps all but grated beneath his feet as he climbed to the balcony that ran along the outside of the second floor. He made his way to the door that did not look like a door, one of many, and knocked in an intricate, prearranged code. The door opened almost before he was finished, and he swept inside to give Faflin a swift hug and the words, "I'm going out. Do you want me to buy you something from the market on the way back?" "I don't want you to go out at all," Faflin murmured, leaning her cheek against the darkness cloth of his leggings. She seemed content to have him home, yet half- asleep, as if he'd awakened her from a nap. Certainly awareness of what she was saying did not rule her next words. "Eating souls is wrong, according to Nirnez. If you want to be-" Zadok's breath hissed between his teeth louder than he would have liked. Faflin looked up at him in all innocence. "Is something wrong, Brother?" Zadok knelt down to her level and spoke carefully, trying not to let his eagerness overwhelm him. Young as Faflin was, she was not stupid, and not blind to all the realities of her world. "Fafi, did Lemakush tell you that Nirnez said that?" Here was proof positive, if true, that the priestess was mad. "Of course. She didn't really say it, of course; She gave the knowledge to Lady Lemakush," Faflin added on second thought. "She wants us to be good, and-" But Zadok was already rising, turning away, moving in a daze. If he could get to Koris after the hunt, without being observed by any of Lemakush's servants, and tell her this, it might remove the Councilwoman from his back. She could take her proof before the Tri, and leave both him and his sister alone. "I'll be back in a little while, Fafi," he said in a voice he did not recognize as his own. "I'll bring you something from the market, I promise. Right now, I'm hungry." He felt the muscles of his stomach tighten and clench in confirmation, but could not tell if it were from true hunger, or fear and anticipatory excitement. Behind him, Faflin's resigned voice said, "All right, Brother." He turned to regard her. The little girl stood with eyes cast on the floor, patiently awaiting his return, as she had all the nights of their life together, since she had gotten old enough to stay in their rooms without a Tender by her side. But he had thought, for a single moment, that the golden eyes of the one he loved best in the world had lifted and flashed accusation at him. Dismissing that as a fantasy caused by fear, he made his way out of the barracks and down the stairs, rubbing briskly at his arms. At the bottom of the stairs, his hunting partner waited, a young female zorkro about his age whom he had not hunted with before. She had silver hair and crystal eyes, the exact opposite of the triumphant sister in the petition earlier that day. Actually, one could say they were both triumphant, since the other had escaped punishment... He pushed the thought from his mind as the woman looked up, smiling gravely at him. In one hand she held two leaves of reth, a paler black than her skin and so clearly distinguishable, sticky in appearance and both firm and pliant, like rubber. "Eat, brother," she said formally. Again the clenching of his stomach, but this time from a more familiar cause. Zadok accepted the leaf with a ceremonial nod of thanks and held it to his lips for a long moment, inhaling the scent, before actually sticking it in his mouth. The leaf smelled rich as night, yet with a faint hint of the sweet sickliness that comes from burned flesh. His teeth crushed the leaf to powder within a few seconds. It burned down his throat and stomach as the finest wines were said to do, and... ...And the Change began. One moment, he was Zadok, standing in place with the merest pretense of calm as he waited for the drug, appropriately named "oblivion," to take effect. The next moment, Zadok went somewhere else, leaving in his place a creature without soul or conscience, who could make the decisions that would allow him to survive. He opened his eyes and nodded to the woman who stood at his side, and who had undergone a similar change. Like him, her grin was wide and feral, her eyes empty. "Let us go, Brother," she told him, chuckling at that last, meaningless word. He nodded, chuckling with her, feeling the burn of reth in his veins and blood, reshaping the darkly musical Elwen laughter into something without remorse, wildly glorious. Still laughing beneath his breath, he followed her out of the city. The darkness, never a blanketing cloak to the eyes of one such as he, seemed to have receded even farther when he stepped out of the city's gates. The night sky, filled with the light their prey so foolishly took as a sign of hope, helped. Yet the darkness itself was less stifling, somehow, clearer and purer than light. He plunged with his running mate into the thickness of the forest, slipping between trees and vines, thickets and bushes, with the grace of a hunter born. She was obviously more affected by the drug than he; she performed little skipping dance steps, laughing beneath her breath even now, leaping wildly into the sky now and then as if she would seize the moons. He could not think of what lay ahead, except as a vaguely pleasurable sensation, to be enjoyed when it came and as promptly forgotten. He thought more of the feel of grass under his feet, the brush of vegetation past his body, the brightness of a patch of moonlight lucky enough to squirm through entangling branches. A side effect of reth is the amplification of physical sensations, as well as psychic ones; thus, he felt the burning in his mouth as his fangs began to lengthen a moment before his mind actually told his consciousness that it had located the presence of intelligent beings a short way off. He and she could sweep down on the starlit, dozing camp of travelers like a midnight wind, taking what they wanted before the few pitiful sentries could give any warning. But that, of course, was no fun. One thing the reth-altered creature who had once been Zadok did value was fun, the excitement and passion of the chase that pulsed and thrummed in his blood like nothing else. Thus, they halted some distance from the camp and tilted their heads back to regard the stars. Uncaring of the death that would be wrought here this night, the creators of Elwenkind, both the silver ones visible to normal sight and the black stars that those of darkness Elwen birth could see, sparkled gently on their children. To those stars, the more gentle cousins of the zorkro lift their voices nightly in the uplifting, lovely ritual known as elwensong. This music, often seeming an audible reflection of starlight both dark and silver, calms and cleanses the soul. But reth does not allow a darkness Elwen to sing normally, paralyzing the voicebox necessary for elwensong as it does. Still, the zorkro are Elwens, and they sing. It has become something twisted, dark, and horrible, but they sing. These thoughts passed through his mind and were gone, leaving no more permanent impression than a landing duck does on a pond. He opened his mouth, and the hunting song of a darkness Elwen pack started forth. A thin, keening sound at first, it might have been mistaken for the wind. Even the female's joining notes could have been excused as the second of a pair of breezes, twining about each other as living things do, seeking pleasure in each other's company. But quickly, it altered into a savage scream the trees bowed away from. The breath of the singers withered the leaves it touched, creating a carpet of black finery on the forest floor. Unheeding of their movements, caught up in the music, the singers began to run, as if the song itself propelled them forward. The notes danced about them, foul as decaying corpses and richer with the whispers of death. The camp was long awake by the time they got there; indeed, the two darkness Elwens found the camp deserted. He who had been Zadok knelt down to touch a doll left behind by a fleeing child too afraid for her life to save even such a beloved possession. His fingers gently brushed the toy's silken dress. Into his mind, psychic impressions mixing with the song until it was difficult to tell which was which, came a sense of the child, her life and experiences, her dreams and hopes, her childish fears and hatreds. He half-closed his eyes, singing, singing, pouring all the force of his heart into something whose corrupt strength only increased with that addition. Slowly, the notes altered. Now he sang the girl's life mixed with her approaching death, something incomparably foul and beautiful at once. It was a song whose loveliness drove victims mad, whose evil inspired them to run weeping. It was a song that linked him to his victim. He would be able to follow her no matter where she ran. The female had been unable to discover a similar artifact, but she had stumbled on a small patch of dirt scarred with tiny footprints. The little girl's brother, her song told him without words, as her voice became almost that of a boy on the threshold of manhood. Still, it was the boy's slayer, not the boy himself, singing the song. An important fact to remember. That done, they moved into the forest, slowly, easily, building speed as they did relish for the hunt. This family was Elwen, able to run nearly as fast as they, equipped with nearly as much determination to survive as the zorkro had to take their souls. The hunt would be a good one. It would end, of course, as they all did. His perspectives multiplied as they moved in pursuit, growing excitement sometimes forcing them to a rapid trot, having to express emotion in motion. One moment he saw only wildly swinging branches before his face, and heard only his song, and felt only his mad exhilaration pumping through him in thickening tide. The next, he felt the hot prickly touch of fear in his throat and stomach, and tasted the silvery blood that comes from biting the inside of one's mouth. His eyes blinked open to reveal treetops jolting past, as they might be seen by a child carried on her parent's shoulders. Ah, this is a good one! What remained the hunter in him exulted silently. Seldom did a spirit-song meld the spirits of victim and killer so perfectly as to allow the one to see through the eyes of the other. The child breathed- panted, more accurately, her breath rasping in her lungs. She had run a long distance, at least for short legs, before her father scooped her up to ride. She knew without being told that the increased burden would mean they turned to bay sooner than they might have otherwise, but she said nothing. An Elwen family abandoned none of its members. Like smoke, sudden and fresh and yet always known, her name drifted into the mind of he who had been Zadok. Hina. Her name was Hina. He was Hina. She was Hina. He pulled himself sharply back, aware of the dangers should the bond grow too tight. He might not be able to kill her, to take the soul he so desperately needed, if he fell too far into her mind and heart. Still, he saw through her eyes, saw her mother and brother stumbling ahead. Her mother clutched her brother's hand with the weary stubbornness of one who has given up hope, but refuses to admit it. Her dress had been snagged and torn by thorns, to the point where it was little more than tatters held on by force of will. Both her legs and the boy's, bared by leggings in a similar state, were marked with long, shallow grooves that bled molten starlight in a constant stream. Her hands clasped her father's neck anxiously, and she knew with odd clarity that they were going to die.