Fire In The Darkness Prologue Darkness's Unfolding Rose There was a song in the woods tonight. Kenniel opened her eyes slowly and turned her head in that direction. She had been trying to get to sleep for some time now, but the music, flitting in and out of her consciousness, would not let her. Undoubtedly it was only another group of merchants playing a harp or singing somewhere in the forest, but she should have been able to see the glow of their lamps. That no cool blue glow from the captured shiners radiated through the tight-packed trees disturbed her. But then, she had never been able to sleep well or long with light shining on her. It had been a relief when the captain of the merchants she traveled with released the shiners at last and let the thick, unbroken darkness return. There was not even a moon tonight. She should have been able to sleep better. The music was not that loud. Kenniel rolled over again and punched the pillow the captain had lent her. She should be sleeping. And yet.... Why should sleep matter so to her? She had slept well the night before, had even slept in the light of the Sun this morning. It was all right to lie awake for a while and listen to the music if she wanted to do it. She closed her eyes after all, and was drifting towards the farther shore of the world when a stray thought hit her across the face like an errant shiner and caused her to awaken abruptly. Her eyes flew open, and she gasped, though quietly, so as not to awaken the women who slept on either side of her. The moon had been full last night. There was no reason why there should be no bold and brilliant silver light shining tonight. Kenniel rose to her knees and stared in the direction of the music. Still nothing that she could see, except very faint ripples of movement like leaves stirring in the wind. Except that it was new spring, with snow still lying on the ground in the most sheltered places, and there was no leaf to rustle in the wind. Her breath came faster now. She hesitated, looking back towards the other people in the camp, and then rose to her feet and made her way slowly in the direction of the music. It was louder now, with a sound as of both voices and instruments together, blended in a way that she did not know, and yet a way that seemed as familiar to her as the sound of her own name. It led her on until she found herself standing at the edge of the wide clearing she had guided the caravan to, staring into the thickness of the Great Wood. There was nothing to fear there. The caravan needed a guide only because they did not know the trails. Kenniel blinked, unable to say why a vision had suddenly passed through her head, a vision of animals she did not know darting through the trees and snapping at each other. Snapping? None of the animals with the caravans snapped at each other, save the horses when the stallions quarreled over the mares in mating season, and then they were more likely to conduct a sort of ritualized contest with stones and bits of twig and colored feather instead of fighting. They said fighting was only a remnant of the past, something they could not always control. Ridiculous to have a picture of animals snapping at each other in her head. As ridiculous as hearing the song she heard? Perhaps. But the song was still there. After a long, undecided moment, Kenniel left the true path she had trod and entered the quiet, wild ways of the Great Wood. The trees slid easily past her small, lithe form, their bark not darker than her own skin, or the clouded tangle of black hair that trailed behind her. She felt a twinge of pride as she wrestled her way past a thicket of brambles that reared before her like a wall. None of the larger people who traveled with the caravan would have been able to slip past this. Their too-thick clothes, their clumsy arms and legs, even the shape of their faces, she felt- rounded instead of sharp as hers was- would have stopped them. Something in the forest tonight made her extraordinarily conscious of who and what she was. Something in the forest tonight required that she be this way. Kenniel stepped past yet another thicket, sliding like air, and paused. Before her reared two trees she had never seen before, though she had explored this part of the Great Wood as much as any other. They leaned across her path, supporting each other, branches intertwined. She checked the undergrowth on either side, and found that she could not slip through that tangle. She would have to go between them. Beyond the gate was only darkness. She sucked in a breath and glided through the arch. At once, the darkness, always amenable to her eyes, seemed to turn as clear as the moon and slip away on either side of her. She found herself standing in a place she knew she had not seen in the Great Wood, and that no songbird or other flyer had ever seen either, because they would have told the humans about it. It could not be seen from the air, or the sides... it did not exist, then. But the enormous clearing before her, the grass shorter and smoother beneath her feet than any place she had ever seen, did exist. She could smell it, feel it, taste it. She knelt briefly, dark fingers splayed on the grass, and then touched her hand to her nose and lips. Yes, she could taste wild chives in it. Never had she dreamed with such accuracy. What was this place? A storm of singing from ahead answered her. That was the only thing she could compare it to, a storm, so suddenly did the sound break on her. And now, ahead, she could see rippling shapes drifting around and around, and she could see something shining in the middle of them, larger and brighter than any small insect they might have captured. And it was red. Warily, she approached, wishing for the undergrowth of the forest back. Yet no magic appeared to fulfill the wish. The grass remained short and sharp, and when she looked back over her shoulder, she could not see the gate that had led her to this place. No trees in sight. She stood on a flat and level plain such as she had heard lay over the Northwall Mountains. Grass, and more grass, and the figures dancing and singing in the middle of the plain, around a- A fire? Kenniel stopped, and stared. A fire, yes, and she felt a violent shivering creep up her spine and spread over her. Music, even music that seemed to banish the moon, was one thing. Taming fire was another thing altogether, a dangerous thing, something she had never seen, and that made her swallow the dangerous prickles of awe and fear and wonder trying to pierce the sides of her throat. Then she began paying attention to the dancers themselves. Fear reared and fell like a stallion caught in a rockslide under the onslaught of laughter. Why, these were her own people, the people of the Great Wood! Let the southerners look at them askance and wonder about them, whisper tales so old that they were little more than rumor and no one knew the right words for them anymore. These were only her own people. Would her own people have a fire? Would they be singing like this? And Kenniel stood and shivered, because the same impulse that had prompted her to leave the path and follow the song answered that, yes, her own people would have a fire like this and sing like this, even though she knew she had never seen anyone disobey one of the Great Laws or heard anyone sing like this in her life. The dancers themselves were small and lithe like her, dark of feature and hair, their arms thin and slender, their bodies scarcely thicker than their arms or legs. Their hair flew longer and wilder than hers, though, in tangled curls rather than the slightly curling locks every Great Wooder she had ever known had possessed. Their faces were sharp and wild, the set of bone like a knitting needle's, without the slight trace of roundness that she had grown used to seeing in the faces of the southerners lately. And their eyes... Their eyes! Dark, blacker than their skin, as hers were, so that some said they were half-deer, the people of the Great Wood, and others called them elk. But these were wilder, and there was a light in them, a picture, that she had never seen. It was as if there were many silver fires burning in the distance, and she had a sudden sharp picture, as sudden as the vision of snapping animals, of what the sky would look like with many silver fires spread out over it, less brilliant and more distant and more disturbing than the moon. She shivered. One of the dancers whirled away from the fire then, and stood looking at her, arm outstretched to her. Kenniel tried to speak, but words were caught in her throat. She could only manage a dry gabble. But not through fear. Words and images were flooding her, ancient words for things she did not know but had never forgotten, images of things that she had never seen and yet which had the same familiarity that the song did. Tears ran down her face as she knelt, to bring herself to the darkling's eye level- for so they taught her they were called- and she reached out to embrace her and put her head on her shoulder. A small hand rose to caress her hair, and a voice whispered her name. Something vanished in her, and when she rose again she knew how to make fire. Eyes of Starlight and Midnight By the Light, I am dizzy with joy! I ran through the meadow this morning, turning and spreading my arms so that I could feel as if I were flying, and then falling to the ground again panting and laughing, the world spinning around me, so that it felt as if I had flown. I rolled on my back, not caring that the grass smudged my dress so badly that I might as well have stripped it off, dropped it in the dirt, and stamped on it. I didn't care, just this once. My father had just told me that he thought I had done a good job on the painting I did to sell at the fair next month. I can assure you, Stelana, that I never thought he would say such a thing. He has always said so little about my paintings. I know they hurt him. My mother had the same skill, and she died of it finally. I would never do it if they did not call me so. Just as he does not wear the medallion that my mother's parents gave him on their wedding day, out of respect for the dead and so that they would not have to be reminded of it every time that they see him, I would not paint and remind him of the dead in that way if... But he knows now. He felt it. He stood in front of my painting of myself and the horse who calls herself Aleetha and he understood at last. He reached out and ran his fingers over the painting, and I knew that he felt the warmth of the mane under his hands, the muscles shifting under palomino hide, and that he even smelled the musky scent she sheds when she has worked herself into a lather for long enough. And then he looked at me and nodded, with tears shining in his eyes. "It is very good, Isola," he said quietly. "You have so much of your mother in you." And that was the very first time- the very first time, Stelana- that he has ever said it with pride instead of pain! So I ran into the middle of this meadow, and I am writing to you even though I know that you might not want to spend the whole of the letter reading about a painting that you will not see for months. But cousin, I thought you had to know, so that you could tell me about the grass stains on my dress if nothing else and how they will distress my poor nurse, and you could know why I had grass stains on my dress... This is a letter that you will never read, Stelana, but I need to write it because I cannot believe what just happened, and you are always the one I write to when I need to write anything, and I must write it. The call is as strong as it is when I know that I have something to paint, and I know just where to find the berries to mix the paints. This... it is wondrous, and I know just the words to use. I glanced up from my other letter to you, and I heard something like thunder. But oh, the world was as cloudless as my mood this morning, and I knew there was no storm on the horizon. I tilted my head and listened as closely as I could. Then I finally made out the sound of hooves. A little annoyed, I wondered if my father had missed me already and sent one of the horses to fetch me. But no, there were too many hooves. The whole herd would not follow Aleetha- the whole herd has never followed Aleetha- and she was the only one in the corral this morning who would have agreed to undertake the duty. It was a whole herd of brinden, and they came whipping out of the east, blowing and snorting in fear. Their hooves flew, and their golden horns tossed the Sun back in blinding flashes, and their short brown and gold coats heaved like the grass they ran over. I had never seen them so frightened, even of a storm. They were not even bounding as they usually do, when they are more concerned with the grace of their run than the time it takes. This was running. Full and flat out. I have only ever seen horses run that way, in the most serious mating competitions. But no wonder. Oh, Stelana, the tears are in my eyes still, and how I wish that you could read this! I, Isola Suneyes, daughter of Lady Endira Suneyes and Lord Berean Mashar, have served the Light all my life. But I saw something not of the Light this morning, and so help me all the suns that shine beyond Arion, it was beautiful. Following the brinden was a great cloud of animals running low to the ground. They had no horns, and paws instead of hooves. I could not believe them when I first saw them. I could not understand why they would need the thick coats of fur that bristled all over them. And such coats of fur, in all colors! The only furred animals that regularly frequent the meadows are ground squirrels, and they are always red or gray. These animals were black and silver, white and brown, fawn and golden as the brinden- and, yes, red and gray. I know that you would insist on me putting the detail in if you were reading this letter, Stelana, and so I will put it in for you- and because I want to get this image clear in my mind before I forget. Light! As if I could ever forget it. Heavy bodies, yet lithe. Furry tails that bristled out from their bottoms as their fur bristled out from their bodies. Heavy muzzles, and when I first saw their teeth flash, I winced. What in the name of the Light would they need such sharp teeth for? I soon found out. Two of them led the others, heavy animals standing perhaps four feet at their shoulders. One of them was male, and black, with silver eyes. The other was female, and silver, with black eyes. They ran side by side, never varying in step. They soon caught up with the last brinden, fast though they were running, and they were almost directly opposite me when they leapt. I thought they were playing a game, jumping over the back of the brinden. I could not have been more wrong. The male- and I know that you will not believe this, or would never believe this, Stelana- closed his jaws on the brinden's left hind heel. The female did the same with the other leg; they needed to leap at all only because the brinden was going so fast that his legs had begun to leave the ground. Both of them locked their teeth down like thorns gripping clothing and tore out the tendons that run there. The brinden lurched, screaming in terror, and I would have gone to him. But the male leapt in the next moment, and his teeth tore out the throat the same way. I have never seen so much blood. Then the whole herd fell upon the brinden, except for a few others who knocked a few more of them down. I feel frustrated writing this, because that is not what they did, but I do not have the words for tearing out the throat of something and then proceeding to eat the flesh, which was what they did. And then the male leader turned and walked towards me, carrying something heavy and dripping in his jaws. He set it down on my lap, soaking my dress with blood, and stared at me with silver eyes for a long moment. I found myself reaching out and setting a hand on the side of his head. He snapped at my hand for a moment, almost playfully, and then he turned and trotted back to join the rest of the herd. I am not going to rest tonight, I know. I will search the old manuscripts to find out what these creatures are, and the proper words for what they do. And I will know it, even if they are not of the Light. -Bad news, Stelana. I am afraid that I tore my hand open on a branch as I was coming back, and my dress is completely ruined by the blood that spilled. I hope that you will be able to give me some advice on cleaning it. I cannot wait to see you! -Your loving cousin, Isola Suneyes. -I found the words. In the very oldest books, I knew that I would find them, and I did. These creatures once ran beneath the sun of Arion, as much a part of the world as the brinden. What they did was called killing. They do it to eat. They feed on the brinden and other animals as the brinden feed on grass. They are called wolves. I am going back to the meadow tomorrow. I know that you would grieve for me, Stelana, but please do not. I want to find them again. I have to find out why they are so beautiful, these creatures that are part of the Dark. Yes, I found that word too. -Isola. Obsessions The clatter of the hooves was the only sound echoing and rebounding back from the peaks. It was not really very loud, and yet Hardovra flinched. She felt as if she were breaking silence that had been left to lie undisturbed for thousands of years. As it had been. She drew a harsh breath through her nostrils and shook her head to banish the thoughts from her mind. Then she tapped the horse carrying her on the neck and clucked her tongue. The chestnut mare nodded, lifted her head from the small brave patch of grass that had managed to wriggle through a crack in the stone, and continued up the small trail that led deeper and deeper into the haven of the mountains. Hardovra ducked her head as they passed through a natural arch in the stone, and then looked back at it. Her lips twitched a little in a smile of acknowledgment as she saw that there were characters etched deep in the stone of the arch, letters that she could not read but could recognize as symbols. Not of words, but of the end of her journey. Stroking the mare on the neck again, to quell the horse's uneasiness at being in this place- her people had some memory of it still running in their blood, which was more than Hardovra could say about humans- she nudged and urged and coaxed her up the trail that wound more and more, was almost a ledge at times, with soft words. "Think of it, Shanari. What we find at the end of this will bring peace and rest back to our home. Will that not be wonderful?" Shanari snorted and threw her back into the work, letting her hooves dance among the loose stones with more grace and artistry than any mere human foot would have been able to manage. She was more than willing to risk this if it meant that she could spend the winter in a peaceful home again, Hardovra knew. She did not really understand what the human woman she had made the Covenant with had become obsessed with, and she did not want to know. She wanted to do this, whatever it was, and then return to the lowlands and the warmer times again. It did not escape Hardovra's sense of irony that it was a horse, one of the race that had been among the strongest and staunchest allies of Lleyn Fiadar, who was going to help her bring the Dark back to the world. They had fought so long and hard for the Light. Now one of them was going to help her destroy the endless dominance that Lleyn had allowed to the Sun, a dominance that had banished the stars beyond any sight of the world and so banished the wolves, the darklings, the darkdrakes... She had never even seen a star or a wolf. She wanted to, so badly that she could taste it. But that was not the reason she was doing this. Unwillingly, she let her mind dwell on the reason she was here. She would have to do it, if in the end her anger and need was going to overcome the spells of fear that Lleyn was sure to have laid on this place. Lleyn Fiadar. If he had never done what he had done- gathered the Light and everyone who chose it into a great war to end all wars, stolen the Nightstone and sent the Dark fleeing from the world, and stolen all the magic that the Dark allowed to the world by banishing the knowledge of everything that could kill- her husband would still be alive. Hardovra's eyes, the pale blue-green of the highest stone in the ancient western mines, closed in agony, and she drove Shanari on until the horse snorted in pain. It was not fair to make the mare share this, though she could feel the shaking of her rider's body with the sobs. Hardovra eased back on the urging of her hands on the mane and the squeeze of her heels on the mare's sides, listening intently to the song of the memory in her ears but letting Shanari negotiate the last bits of the path slowly. Terranan had lain on the bed, sick after many days of the pox and now slowly wasting away from one of the diseases of the lungs that had followed in its wake. He would have thrown this off like a horse shaking off a shiner in the most ordinary of times, but not when his face was still scabbed with the sores that had risen and then burst, not when he was gasping for breath as something slowly and surely took possession of him, not when he had spent four days running a fever and vomiting before the sores had even appeared. Not when he was sick. Hardovra had sat by the side of the bed and stroked his hand, his forehead, and called out to the Light again and again. None of the small magic she knew was useful, and neither were the herbs she knew. Her reading had suggested that a certain herb known as landora might help, and she had scouted feverishly for that before realizing, from another book she kept but had never let her husband see that landora did not exist any more. Its other name was horsebane, and it had been banished from the world with the rest of the Dark when Lleyn Fiadar had his great war. Anything that was evil, in his eyes, he had sent away from the world, and then destroyed the key that opened that door. He had wanted a perfect world where people lived in peace, without fire or weapons or any of the other things that Hardovra had read of and that could kill. But he had not been able to fight disease. He had not wanted to fight disease. He did not know what caused it, and he had said it was necessary to kill trees that lived too long, or animals that lived too long. He had not taken death away from the world because, he said, death was part of life. He had just taken away all the means of causing death, or of preventing it. Hardovra had been compelled to sit there and watch her Terranan waste away, while she knew everything necessary to save him. But she had been denied the chance to use that knowledge, because of one man's old obsession. Light and Dark had shared the world of Arion since the birth of time, and never had one destroyed the other or tried to destroy it. But it had happened, because of one man's obsession, a dream that he had wanted to last forever. "Three thousand years," Hardovra murmured as Shanari reached a plateau and could run for a little while, her mane and tail, and Hardovra's own hair, exactly matched in color, streaming behind them. "That is long enough." Then the path straightened out, and Hardovra felt the first onset of fear. She closed her eyes, clamped down around her misery and pain, and rode Shanari through it. It did not affect horses, who had all allied to the Light long ago because they ate grass- just humans, who had remained divided in their allegiance to Light and Dark even in the days of the great war. Illusions. The feel of rats running over her legs. Illusions. The feel of shiners battering her face, buzzing around her ears, the instinctively irritating sensation that would make a human swat even though there was nothing to be afraid of. Illusion. The fear that she might fall over a cliff, something that Lleyn had not been able to prevent because he could not destroy the mountains. Lleyn Fiadar. Dark, she hated the man. And then she was through, as if hatred had been the key that would unlock the door of the illusions. Hardovra blinked and lifted her head and opened her eyes, and found herself in a small meadow of stone, fenced around with gleaming walls of rock that were tinted a soft malachite hue as the sun lifted high enough to send the shining colors of dawn spinning down the walls. And in one wall... Lleyn had counted on his dream lasting forever. Dark, anyone could have opened this long ago if they had known it was here. But only Hardovra and a few others like her knew that there had been a war between Light and Dark at all, that the Dark had ever existed. Lleyn had thought forgetting, ignorance, better than constant vigilance against the Dark's return. It was never going to return, after all. The door could not be opened from that side. But it could be opened from this side. Hardovra rode confidently for the green door in the side of the mountain, and paused to study the characters on the stone. Excitement flooded her as she realized what they represented. Visual pictures of things described in her books, things she had only been able to imagine until now but recognized at once when she saw them. Such instant knowledge confirmed to her that she was a true servant of the Dark. Only someone like that could know this. She reached out, and grasped the heavy handle, and pulled. The door swung past her with a heavy thump that told of finely balanced mechanisms the ungrateful man who set himself up as god of the Light had adopted from the Dark. Hardovra shook her head and reached in, scooping up the cloth-wrapped bundle that lay inside. It was large, filling her arms completely, but soft and warm as summer night. Summer night without a moon, of course. She unwrapped the folds of cloth, and gazed at the prize. It did not bring the Dark back to the world at once, of course, but this was the Nightstone, a deep blue-black and as finely cut as the ancient diamonds in the illuminations of the books she read. No one could do work like this now, because no one could forge the metal needed for the tools, because no one could use fire. No one had been able to use fire. Hardovra threw back her head and laughed, then started to fold the cloth over the Stone again, marveling that Shanari had not tossed her head and run at the feel of the Dark. It was so long that horses had forgotten they ever had a choice. They did not feel the Dark because they did not even feel the Light anymore. They just knew the world the way it was, and they could not even imagine anything different. Something stopped her, a movement under the surface of the stone, like a movement under the surface of water. Hardovra stared at the thing that moved, an actual image, and tried her best to read it. But if that ancient art had ever really existed, she was not in possession of it. She could not tell what was happening, except... As the image showed her. She wheeled Shanari and drove her forward, shouting, knowing even as the horse ran that it was going to be too late. Behind her, the door glowed white and shut, vanishing into the mountain with no sign that it had ever been there. Pieces Arana had tripped for the fifteenth time and fallen to the ground hard enough to scrape her elbow open this time, but she did not care. She was not ever going to care about anything again. With all the sullen determination of an enraged fifteen-year-old, she picked herself up again and ran on. That was the one thing she was good at, running away from things, she thought, with fierce outrage shining just below the surface of the pride in the thought. She would never have had to run if they had just told her the truth about her mother from the beginning. She would never have had to hate her father. This was all his fault! Why hadn't they told her that she was a clanless bastard, that she would never have anything because her mother had no clan and no female could inherit from a male? She had thought she knew what the rest of her life would be like. She would have the small farm that had been her mother's, and she would have to work hard, but she would have it. She would always be just secure enough. Now... Her father had told her, bluntly, simply, that her mother had not known who she was and had been looking for her clan all her life. Her father and a few of the friends her mother had made had helped her buy the farm and keep it up. Now that she was dead, though, it would be parceled up and handed out to the people whose money had gone into it. That was the law, and there were no exceptions to it. A mother had to provide for her daughters, a father for his sons. Inheritance could pass only in a direct male or female line, to descendants of the same sex. Not even her mother's stones could be hers, because without a clan to confirm it, she was not the daughter of her mother. Her father had argued, fought, had called in the wandering Judges who knew the law better than anyone else to try and save the farm for Arana. But he had been told, as bluntly as he had been forced to reveal the truth to his daughter, that there was nothing that could be done. He could help Arana with money, as he had helped Liliarn, until she could find her clan. But he could not give her the same land, and he could not give her any of the land that he held. That had to belong to her brother. Anything given to her, beyond coined money, would see her father executed. Arana had raged, and one of the Judges had looked at her stonily and said that it had to be that way. "Why?" "Because that is the way it is," had been the fussy response. The Judge had then gone on to suggest that Arana's mother had abandoned her clan or been exiled, and that in such a case, the woman should not have been able to hold land anyway. He had been on the point of suggesting the taint of whatever crime she had committed had been passed on to her daughter, when her father stepped in and forced him to leave. She had stormed at her father and raced out of the room. If he had told her this from the beginning, she could have been prepared. She could have helped her mother to search all the old genealogies so that she would know who she was, and if Liliarn had been undercutting the search on purpose so that her clan would never find her, then Arana could have done the real work. Or she could at least have known from the beginning, and apprenticed herself to some trader or sea-merchant or tree-toucher so that she would have money. She was fifteen now, too old for any apprenticeship she knew, and when her father could no longer afford to support her, she was simply going to fail in the way that her mother must have failed. She didn't have even a talent to sustain her. Her copying of manuscripts was shaky at best, her singing sounded like the rattle of stones, and no one would give her money just because she asked for it. There were such people in the great cities, but out here, where wooden coins were in fact worth more than the food and clothes and bedding they paid for, she could not survive as a beggar. She stumbled again, but caught herself this time before she hit anything. She was slowly growing too tired for even the anger to have any effect, tired enough for the despair and hopelessness to set in. She stopped running at last on a small ledge to which the trail led, and sat there with her head resting on her knees, her arms folded around the long dark fall of her hair and her eyes angry and grieving. Except that no one could see them. They had stopped following her a long time ago, when she had told them she wanted to be alone when she went into the mountains. Arana could hardly change her mind and ask them to accompany her now, but part of her wished that someone would follow her. She wanted to be alone, but it would feel so good to have someone to scream at. Even her father. She curled herself as tightly as she could and cried. ---------------------------------------------------------- It seemed that had been going on longer than she could have tears when something startled her. She raised her head and wiped tears from her eyes, sniffling. The first thing she noticed was the sinking sun beyond the nearest peaks, and then the long darkness that crept slowly across the rocks. It was going to be a full-moon night or near it, but still, she didn't want to try to find her way back in the dark. The moon wasn't all that bright compared to the Sun, and besides, she didn't like the dark. The second thing she noticed was that there was an unusual rock formation in front of her, something she had not seen before. She stared at it, fascinated. The one thing she did know something about, beyond farming and helping horses, was stone, and this wasn't a kind that she had ever seen before- dark, a flow on top of the more ordinary granite that made up this particular cliff. Basalt, it looked like, but it was smooth as jet, not pitted. She reached out and ran a hand down it, wondering- Arana yelped and jerked her hand back, staring, eyes wide. The stone had stung her hand, she thought indignantly as she sucked at the red, aching place that felt like a bite. There must have been an insect on it that she didn't feel. Save that, when she reached out again, it still stung her. And it was hot. That was it. It must have been the heat that stung her. "Burned," she murmured, after a moment of struggle to recall the correct word. The rock formation swung. Arana ducked just in time, and the thing, shaped like a pendulum, cut over her head and smashed into the stone. There was a loud hiss, and when the thing drew back again, she could see small droplets of melted rock clinging to it. Her stomach churned, and she leaned to the side, about to lose everything she had eaten that day. But then she recognized the thing fully, and the ledge beneath her stirred at the same moment, distracting her. It was a tail, and the ledge beneath her felt just as smooth, just as hot, just as alive as the tail had. It was going to burn her if she did not stand and move quickly. Arana stood, but found all the stone about her darkening and segmenting, as if every small rock were turning into a worm. The hard plates of stone grew smooth and alive to the touch, as she found when forced to lean on them, and they seemed to be growing in a sinuous circle that thickened and then turned impossibly slender, forming the outline of a long-necked living creature. She fought herself free of the darkness at last, and stood on the cliff above, watching in disbelief as, beneath her, something separated itself from the stone. Its head was rather like a horse's, but longer and smoother, as was the case all over its body. The segments had become overlapping scales, stronger and tougher than the scales of the goldfish she had watched lying beside her father's pool. The neck swung the head a great distance above the body, and the body itself, darting like a lizard's but blooming at the back into enormous wings, blazed black, with a kind of subdued red tint to many of the scales, as though she were seeing the shadow of a creature swimming in magma. The thing at last was free, clinging to the depression its body had made in the side of the mountain. She saw it spread its wings and shake them, slowly, once, as she had seen a butterfly awaken from its cocoon. Clawed paws gripped and flexed, and then suddenly it sprang into the air, wings sweeping down and creating a wind that knocked her to the ground. All the scrapes she had taken unnoticed in her wild rush to reach this place suddenly flared up again in protest, and she cried out. A hot shadow fell over her, and she opened her eyes, terrified, expecting to see the great tail swinging just above her- But she met its eyes instead. Oh, by the Light! Cold and searing pain broke out in part of her, and yet it was not a physical pain. Something beyond her chest, inside her wildly beating heart, was pulled free. It flew into the creature's eyes, and the firelight around its scales darkened and turned black again. It cried out and wheeled into the darkening sky, wings spread wide and head tossing, curved horns sprouting from the smooth surface even as she watched. Then it was gone, a shadow over the hills to the west, flying so fast that Arana knew she could never chase it and retrieve whatever it had stolen from her. She lay there, crying, until a pair of arms folded around her and a voice with the accents of the lower hill country whispered in her ear, "It's all right. It's all right." "It's not!" sobbed Arana, burying her head in her arms out of pain and fear this time, and refusing to look up at her comforter. "It took something from me. It's never going to be all right again!" "I'm sorry," said the voice, with a personal guilt she could not understand. "But know this: Few even in the ancient days faced a darkdrake and survived. You are very special, chosen by the Dark-" "I don't want to be!" "Do you want the part of your soul back?" Arana hesitated. Then she lifted her head at last and nodded. The woman kneeling with her arms around her shoulders- an older but still pretty woman, with bird's egg eyes and long brown hair- smiled. "Good. We will need the help of others to find your darkdrake, but we will find it." She turned her gaze to the west, where the creature had gone, and shivered a little, though Arana did not think it was from fear. "And if this means what I think it means, then you will become someone very powerful and important." Arana gasped, clinging to the promise of a future. "I will?" she whispered. "There is something I can do?" The woman's gaze came back to hers. "Yes, many things. Even if this does not mean what I think it means, you will have to go on a quest to find the drake, and that is something that you can do." "Thank you," said Arana. "My name is Arana. What is yours?" The woman dipped her head, smiling a little. "My honor to meet you, Arana. My name is Hardovra." Powers Dark And Wild Shush-slap, shush-slap. Darstan lay listening to the sound of the waves, a melody that had lulled him to sleep for far longer than he could remember. His eyes fell closed, and he turned over to lie more fully on his side. The dream would come to him again tonight, he thought in the sleepy moment before his mind followed the example of his eyes and shut. And it did. In the dream he was standing on the beach, at night, and the sky was filled with moonlight, clear and pure and beautiful. Then the moon went behind a cloud, but for some reason he still cast a shadow. And he could see. The sea, leaping at the edges of the beach, had the green radiance that it only possessed, so far as he knew, in the tropical sea he had sailed only once, when he was a boy. He had been frightened by the green night-light of the seas then, instead of fascinated by it. The light did not shine here; it was too cold. But here it did not frighten him. He stood watching as the green color changed to silver, and then to black, feeling quiet anticipation well in him. He knew what was coming next, what had brought him to the beach. Then the moment came. The leaping sea radiance changed to blue-black, and the moon vanished altogether. If he looked up, the sky was alive with alien silver light, sparks of trailing lightning burning so far away that he thought not even a breaching whale could reach them. He knew that he would not remember their name when he woke up, but for now he knew and accepted that they were stars, and their shining on the world was natural and right. The dream usually tried to tell him the name of the enemy who had banished them, but he never paid attention, as he did not this night. He had something more important to do. He turned and strode to the edge of the surf, waiting only a moment to be sure that the light on the waves was truly blue-black, the color of the sapphires his uncle handled with such care and reverence, and then strode into the water. The sea was cold all about him, but it drew back so that none of the cold touched him. He might have been walking in heavy air, such was the combination of pressure and freedom. Darstan drew a deep breath, remembered his name, and used it in his mind again, as he pulled off his tunic and undershirt and flung them onto the beach behind him. Wearing only the pants that he needed to protect himself from being frozen completely by the waves, he dove into the water and swam out, pushing against the incoming tide, shoving hard against the slap of the waves. Then he came into a place that seemed all calm water, and it was easier. He knew that it must be a sandbar, but that did not matter. Not in the dream, he thought as he gained the sandbar and stood, breathing lightly, leaning over with his hands on his knees and his arms aching and biting. They felt the cold even if the rest of him was too focused on a task to do it. What task? The water raced shallowly over his feet here. Darstan ignored it and stared at the horizon. A trail of silvery light shimmered across the ocean into infinity, even though the moon was gone. He glanced up at the stars, his gaze being drawn to one that pulsed with a deep, steadily growing reddish light. It was the eye of the constellation that the sailor-traders had called the Dolphin in a time out of mind. But the constellation looked different in his dream. He could see more stars, dim ones, or there were more stars there that those ancient sailors had ignored. They made the body of the dolphin thicker. They formed scales. They gave more depth and height to the flukes of the tail and the dorsal fin. Darstan stared until the light had spread from the eye to every star of the constellation above him, and was no longer reddish but deep green. Then dark green light fell upon the water, and he knew that it was time. He could see the darting forms. He reached into a pocket of his pants and pulled out a small piece of stone that could not have been there earlier, because he would have felt it jabbing him as he swam. But in the dream he had no such concerns, and the stone was there. He lifted it high as the forms swam towards him. And that was all. That was the point where he always woke up, Darstan thought as he rolled on his back and stared up at the ceiling of the small hut where he lay. With half an ear, he listened to the ocean, the familiar rhythm he heard at night on the shore as he heard it all day against the sides of ships. Shush-slap, shush-slap. Shush- Then something interrupted the rhythm. There was a jarring grate, as of a coracle beaching. Darstan sat up and stared out the window, wondering if there was a boat coming in late, or a visitor, already reaching for the lamp of shiners he would need to coax awake if it was a visitor. To him went all the welcoming duties for a year after his seventeenth naming-day, to show that he was a man now. But his hand bumped against something sharp that sliced his skin and caused him to bleed. The lamp was not on the table. The piece of stone from his dream was. And there was no boat on the beach. There was something leaping in the waves beyond it- a dolphin, he would have said, but the body was thicker, the tail was wrong, the dorsal fin was higher, and there was a sudden thick taste of excitement in his throat that he knew did not come from seeing a messenger. He rose to his feet and moved slowly out of the hut and down the beach to the water, the wind stirring his thick blond hair. The thing leaped again, and then it lifted its head out of the water to stare at him. Heavy, pointed head, massive jaws, and flat, dull eyes that had never looked, lively and intelligent, out of a dolphin's face. The body flipped and flopped awkwardly back into the deeper ocean as its owner saw that he had Darstan's attention. Once in the water, though he had looked like a fish on land, he swam faster than a dolphin in a circle, his body cleaving the water as the piece of stone had cleft his skin. Darstan drew a breath and pulled off his tunic and undershirt, dropping them behind him on the beach. He did not need to swim to a sandbar, but he knew that his arms and chest would have to be bare. He ran down the beach and into the water, wading deep enough that he did have to abandon his footing and tread water. The immense shape exploded out of the water right in front of him. The dull eyes locked with his, and he found himself spinning into the depths of another mind, something that was supposed to be impossible. Animals must learn the language of humans to speak with Darstan's people. No human could speak the language of an animal, mind to mind and silent, full of impressions and emotions- Save that he was, now. Darkness and deep water and long sleep, the leaden weight of sleep slowing fins and stopping the flow of water through gills that needed it. A faint and far memory of racing free in the ocean, having limitless territory to wander. Once they had been widespread in the seas of Arion, but long-time-gone they had faded and faltered and sunk into the mud of the world-water to sleep. Mud, settling like stars on the sky, settling over them, burying them. They could not move, could not swim. They slept. They had been locked behind a door, and there was no passing back through that door. And the door had still not been unlocked; it could not be. The ancient enemy had planned too well for that. But something had brought them back, even though they could not tell him what it was. Darkness and deep water and wildness and blood. Darstan gasped and fell to one knee, but he did understand what the shark- that was the name of this one's people- before him wanted from him now. Hands shaking, he turned the piece of the stone and widened the cut that it had made in the heel of his hand before. It was not much, but it was acceptable. Blood spilled into the water. The shark exploded out of the water once again, snapping at him, teeth and scale alike tearing away his skin. Darstan sucked in a sharp breath and turned his head the other direction, staring at the trail of silver light. He could not bear to watch as the shark ate what had fallen into the water, and then the great jaws reached up and closed on his arm. He felt the shark tear it off, and screamed in pain and terror, crumpling into the sea as the other sharks came racing towards the scent of blood and leapt and danced all about him, tearing off pieces and eating him, abrading his mind as surely as their skin abraded his, hitting him with blast after blast of power so dark and wild that he did not know how he would retain his sanity in the middle of it. But he did, somehow, and found himself lying on the beach, at last, with less clothing and skin than he had had before, but with both his arms back. He had died and been reborn, his body somehow miraculously restored, turned into something that could feed the sharks again and again. He could still see and feel them just beyond the edge of the beach, where the water grew too shallow for them to venture, snapping at the bloodied water and each other, caught in the middle of a feeding frenzy. Soaring, dipping, graceful bodies, masters of the water in a way that not even the dolphins could be- and he had always thought them the birds of the sea. The shark who had called him leaped out of the water. His eyes locked with Darstan's, and the dark purple maelstrom whirled across his mind again. Must leave. Must go. The water was too cold for sharks, and they needed the tropical seas. He would see them there again, hunting dolphins and fish and feeding as they had been meant to feed. And he would see them rising to fight the great war again, to bring back what had been lost. They had been the fiercest warriors in the old days, and even the whales had been afraid of them. What warriors? Darstan asked groggily. He could understand the concept of war now, as gained from their minds. War was a spilling of blood when all the world acted like the sharks. But he could not understand when one would have been fought, and though he could see the images they flooded his mind with, he could not really comprehend them, or understand how they would bring them to life. You will bring them to life, the shark told him with all confidence. Darstan would find a way to make sure the Dark entered the world and stayed, as it was supposed to, this time. Why? For the sake of seeing sharks fly. The one leapt a last time, in farewell, and then he was gone, sliding back into the deeper waters and swimming hard and fast to the south. The last thought that Darstan received from him was a sense of power and wonder, absolute heady confidence. He was going home again. His waters would not have forgotten him. The dolphins would learn again what it was to be afraid, and all the creatures of the Light. Darstan could feel the others dispersing. And, if he closed his eyes and cast himself into the proper frame of mind, the one who had come to him with the dream, and reached out with his mind to the sharks... He could feel all of them rising, all at once, in a great upward migration, from the bed of the sea and towards the surface. They slid through the dark green water, impelled and pulled by something above them. They leaped above the water long enough to see the Sharkcaller on the shore and the light that had called them high above, and then all of them were gone, moving so fast that... Darstan blinked tears from his eyes. The shark who had called him was right. He would dare anything, do anything, to make sure that sharks swam the seas again. He ran lightly and swiftly back to his hut, wrote a note for his uncle, and then flung the few things that he would need into the pack that he slung over his back. It had not been meant for traveling long distances over land, only on a ship, but he would not feel right taking one of the boats, and he could not find food in the middle of the ocean in any case. He would simply have to find a way to replace the soft and worn cotton of the bag soon. He thought he knew a way, but he let the thought lie dormant for a little while. He did not wish to shock himself further. He took the piece of bloodied stone with him, the few changes of clothes he possessed, the water flask and the bread and cheese that his uncle had meant him to eat on the ship with him that day. Nothing else was necessary, not given who he was now, what he had become on the beach this night. He left the hut as the Sun was rising, but soon enough to note something was different and glance up. The softening night sky was filled with stars, for the first time since the sharks had been buried and the Dark had been banished. For the first time in three thousand years. Chapter 1 Fiordatha Coming along the rocky, curving trail that led to the city, she supposed, someone might not hear the sounds of shouts and calls, the pleading of tree-touchers and the rolling of stones, until she was quite close. It would be hard for a human to hear much of anything, of course. They were deficient in that way. But, even if her ears hadn't been much better than any human's, she would have had a better view. Coming in from above, Alsona was laid out in a wheel. It was planned that way, of course, but not obvious to any person on the ground. From up here, the dazzling white stones and the slightly shabbier wood buildings flashed in the light of the Sun. Fiordatha swung as she came around the far edge of the city, banking in perfect time with the two other brightdrakes following her. Telleirin looked sullen as usual. She had wanted to lead this morning, but it was Fiordatha's turn, and she, young though she was, was bigger than most of her other brightdrake sisters and brothers. Telleirin resented that, along with most everything else. Stolid Siomath followed as usual, without a word of complaint. Fiordatha would have been happier about that if she hadn't thought that it meant her brother was off daydreaming, as usual, instead of just being patient. She snapped her spine, making her scales rattle like falling hail, and Siomath came awake and glanced at her as if he had been paying attention all along. "I don't want you crashing into the Lleyn Tower, which is assuredly what you will do if you continue flying the way you are," Fiordatha told him coldly. Her brother was impossible to make angry. He only smiled at her and lapsed back into his dreaming, staring out over the mountains they had just flown from, as if he was looking back to the Blazehold and the mate he had left behind. Fiordatha shook her paws and then slanted down, her wings cupping and scooping the air, throwing it behind her as the Lleyni would throw the water until they found just the right amount for their Seeings. Telleirin followed her, briefly pulling ahead, but falling back when Fiordatha snarled at her. She was apt to challenge authority, but not yet a fool. Fiordatha glanced down, and saw some humans- Lleyni, most likely- rushing to the center of the wheel of the city, named Fiadar after the greatest hero of the Light, to welcome them. Some shielded their eyes, and she self- consciously tried to keep the sun from blazing on her vanes as she backwinged. The light from a brightdrake's golden scales could blind a human at times. Siomath appeared in the corner of her eye, and she saw to her relief that he wasn't going to crash into the Lleyn Tower. She aimed herself for the center of the Fiadar, then, no longer worrying about what the others on either side of her were doing so much as concentrating on her own landing. Chopping the air, she landed without much grace, skidding along the Fiadar and tossing dust into the air. This center of the wheel, as all the city, would be paved with stone crushed by the claws of her kind when all was done, but for the moment, there was just enough laid down to insure that she got a good deal of it in her nose, eyes, and jaws. She coughed and spat, a gout of light flying from her and landing some yards away. The man walking up to her skipped and dodged the bolt, then looked up at her with an expression of respect faintly touched by amusement in his eyes. "Great One," he said, with a little bow. "I am Brother in the Light Reyn Mountainshield. Is there ought that I may do for you?" Fiordatha studied him for a moment. He stood as high as her knee, perhaps, with deep green eyes and golden hair with a hint of red in it. She clenched her uplifted claw briefly across her breast as she noticed that, warding off the unluckiness that red could create as the color of forbidden fire. "Brother," she said, dipping her head. "I am Sister in the Light Fiordatha, of Summit Blazehold. These," she added, turning to look behind her, "are Sister Telleirin and Brother Siomath, both of the same Blazehold that I am." Siomath nodded his head amiably to the greeting, and then went back to scratching tiny flakes of stone out of his eyes. Telleirin lifted her chin and turned her head to look the other way. Reyn seemed to shrug and look away from them without taking much notice, while at the same time taking in everything about them that mattered. Fiordatha was impressed, and a little wary. Despite the arrogance that the keeping of his former clan name once he had been sworn to the Light implied, he was clearly intelligent. He might understand the warning she bore, too well. "Brother," she said, to draw his eyes back to her, although they had returned there already, "have you heard of the Blazehold Bells?" "Yes," said Reyn almost at once, leaning against a back of stone that was yet to be broken up for the covering on the Fiadar. "They were supposed to ring in times of attack by the Dark, before the Great Banishing. Lleyn Fiadar himself invented them." Fiordatha blinked. Despite everything, there was a softening of the lines of his mouth when he spoke of Lleyn Fiadar and a hunger in his eyes that was positively Lleyna. Perhaps he might be the kind of human that she needed to hear the message after all, she dared to hope. Perhaps she had not made a mistake in volunteering to bear the message to the first Lleyna her eyes should light upon after all, as the Shath-a-Della had said. "Yes," she said. "And, of late, they have been ringing. We thought it was the vibration of the wind at first; the bells never ring for long before falling silent." She shifted a little at the look Reyn gave her, as if to say: How could you have ignored them? But she went gamely on. "But our blazemothers have become convinced it is something else. The Shath-a-Della said that someone must bear the warning to Alsona and speak to the first Lleyna her eyes should light upon- that only in this way would the message be truly understood." Reyn stood poised as if he were a deer listening for a sight or sound of man. "I think I do understand," he whispered, his eyes on the ground, but his voice low and intent as she could have wished. "I- think I do, but I am not sure. Great One, can you tell me on what side of the Blazehold the bells are ringing?" "What does that matter?" asked Telleirin loudly from behind Fiordatha. Fiordatha lashed her tail without even looking, and knocked the smaller brightdrake sprawling to the ground. Brightdrakes and humans working all over the city looked up at the crash, but went back to work when they saw that Fiordatha wasn't pursuing it. Fights were only a cause for concern- a violation of the Great Laws- if pursued by a leader instead of a subordinate. "It matters," she said, inclining her head to Reyn. "And it means that you are more well-read than I thought you were, if you know to ask at all." Reyn shrugged as if modest. "I have been scouring histories of the Great Banishing, the Last Stand, the Blaze Wars." "Why?" Fiordatha could not have said why she was interested in the answer, but she was. "I thought it mattered. I don't know why." Fiordatha smiled. That was the same way she had felt about wanting to know how he knew. "The bells have been ringing on the east side." Reyn smiled. "In that case, I can forgive you for having let it go so long, Sister in the Light." Fiordatha clenched her claw near her breast again, this time to concentrate on something besides the urge to laugh. Reyn was arrogant, calling her by the title that he would call another Lleyna instead of the "Great One" title that he had been using until now and which properly belonged to a brightdrake. But he was amusing all the same. "Yes. And why does that matter?" "Because the east is the direction of the Sunrise, the direction of the Light," said Reyn softly. "It is the direction that Lleyn Fiadar began walking from during the Great Banishing, following the track of the Sun. If the bells are ringing from that direction, it means hope for the Light and little for the Dark." Fiordatha nodded. "The Shath-a-Della said the warning must be given, or we would not have troubled to come. The Dark does this every so often. The Nightstone testing its bonds, most likely." "Should you be speaking the name aloud, Sister?" asked the Lleyna. His smile was gone, flashing from his face like the jerboa it resembled. "Trouble follows where that name is spoken." "Forgive me," said Fiordatha, dipping her head low and spreading her wings, making some of the Lleyni who had come crowding up about the newly landed brightdrakes back away hastily. "But I do not think that it will follow here. The Nightstone is followed and watched wherever it goes. Even if it escaped, it could not bring the Dark back. Lleyn Fiadar made sure of that." Reyn nodded slowly. "I am very interested in things like this, Great One." Fiordatha lashed her tail, scattering stone dust, and more humans. She was sorry for that, but this laugh would have burst forth, so strong was the desire to make it, if she had not made a stronger gesture to contain it than just the clench of her claw. That he was calling her this meant that he was about to ask her for something. The arrogant, but somehow entertaining, Lleyna did not disappoint her. Meeting her eyes, he asked boldly, "If you see more- some evidence that the Dark is loose, and rising- will you tell me?" Fiordatha bowed. "I will be honored to come back to Alsona and tell you, Brother." "You did not seem so eager to come today." "There is a Rebirthing ceremony that I was anxious to attend," said Fiordatha, and ignored Telleirin's angry gasp from behind her. It was for Telleirin's mother, and that meant, in her eyes, that it shouldn't be mentioned in front of anyone who didn't already know about it on the day of the ceremony itself. But there were traditions that Fiordatha just wasn't interested in keeping. "I pray that you will forgive me; Alsona is a beautiful city, and I will return eagerly to help build it, and to converse with you again." This time, Reyn was the one who couldn't hide his amusement. Fiordatha held his eyes, acknowledging the challenge and the amusement both. "But for now, I should return to my Blazehold as soon as possible." Reyn bowed to her. "Then you should go, Great One. I am pleased that you came here to deliver the message, and I will take into it into consideration." Fiordatha gaped at him. "You?" "Yes. You didn't know that you were talking to the Lord of the Lleyni in Alsona?" Reyn's mouth and eyes were both smiling. "I would have thought a brightdrake, no matter how young, would know that. This is only the tenth city to be built in all Arion, after all." This time, it was Fiordatha's turn to bow to him. "Well scored," she said softly. "I should indeed have known, and I will tell the others at the Blazehold that the message was delivered propitiously." "Very well." Reyn bowed once more, this time touching a hand to his throat as he did so. "May the Light that shines in the life of every being under the Sun go with you," he said formally. Fiordatha's smile became one of admiration. The salute would ordinarily be made touching the hair, but he must have realized that, given the unlucky color of his, that would make her uncomfortable. Or he had simply noted her earlier discomfort. Truly, he was remarkable, the Lord of the Lleyni of Alsona. The kind of man that they would need, if the Dark did come rising again. He could put it down with a minimum of blood, she was sure. "May the Sun shine in your eyes, on your face, and in your heart." She answered with the proper response for the salute he had given her, and then turned and began pacing across the Fiadar. Reyn backed off and watched with a kind of dreamy expression on his face, much like Siomath's, as Fiordatha began to run forward. He was devoted to the Light, thought Fiordatha. If someone asked for her opinion on whether he should be removed for reasons of arrogance, she already knew what her answer would be. Love of the Light and one's brothers and sisters in creation mattered more than a few little character faults. "Did someone like what she saw?" Telleirin asked, once they were above the city and winging their way back to the mountains. Alsona flashed once and fell behind them. Fiordatha snarled at her again. "Those tales of brightdrakes and humans wedding are just tales. It doesn't happen now." "That doesn't mean that someone doesn't like what she saw." Fiordatha hit her from above, knocking her briefly into a spin. Telleirin squawked and did her best to regain her balance and her dignity, both at once. On the other hand, Fiordatha thought in satisfaction as she turned back to the Blazehold once more, there were times when character faults did outweigh the love of the Light. "Did you see what she did to me, Siomath?" "Who did what?" Sun, there were times that those faults were even useful. ---------------------------------------------------------- "And as the Heart of Light blazes, so blaze our hearts, our wings, our souls. The heart is the heart of all, the heart of Light, the keeper of our true intentions, that we may never stray from the ways that our ancestors have lived. "The wings are those which lift us into the sky, those which guide us and make us of the earth and yet not of it, for we can spurn it at a moment's glance. "The soul is the soul of a brightdrake, the soul of a guardian of the Light, standing ever against the Dark. Into the light that soul can go, borne upon the wings of the heart, and emerge, new and yet whole. Reborn. This is the principle of the Rebirthing, this the continuation of brightdrakes yet unborn." Fiordatha closed her eyes as the words washed over her. It didn't matter how many times she heard them, either aloud or in the perfect memory she possessed, which included even misty memories of that brightdrake she had been before her own latest Rebirthing. They never failed to inspire a solemn awe in her. The brightdrakes alone of all the races in the world since the Great Banishing could Rebirth. It was a wonder that should never be denied nor forsaken. "As the Shath-a-Della goes, so goes the brightdrake race," finished the last, solemn phrase, the one that no one ever really believed if you spoke to them in private, thought Fiordatha, but did if you looked at their faces during the Rebirthing. "If it should dim into obscurity, then so shall we dim. If it should flare and go out, so will we flare and go out. If it should continue shining forever, then so will we continue shining forever. "Bright Shath-a-Della, bright Heart of Light, O! Shine forever in the darkness that you guard against, protect against- the darkness of ending, the darkness of losing, the darkness of death. No brightdrake in all the world has died since the beginning, save by the talons of our ancient enemies. No brightdrake has died since the Great Banishing. Flare against the Dark, O bright Shath-a-Della, and forever shine." "Shine forever!" roared out Fiordatha, on cue, with all the rest, as the chant came to a close. Eyes turned to Telleirin's mother, Aloira, as she came forward to the Heart of Light, her eyes half-closed as if to guard her against the almost blinding radiance. A brightdrake could stare into the heart of the Sun and not be blinded, though. Aloira was only closing her eyes in reverence, and so that the visions she might see in this moment of her Rebirthing would not unduly affect her in her next incarnation. It might possibly unbalance a youngling, if that youngling had too many memories of that life that had come before. For all the pride that Fiordatha took in her own memory, she was glad that it didn't extend beyond more than a few hazy recollections- such as that she had once been male, for example. She was her own spirit in this incarnation, as she would be in the next, and then the next. Thus the brightdrakes kept themselves alive, while forever renewing themselves. The Heart of Light gleamed like the holy Sun as Aloira reached its edge. She paused, gazing around at all the eyes lifted in her direction, and then raised both claws to her breast, rearing on her haunches so her smooth, serpentine neck almost touched the ceiling of the cave. One claw was to keep and hold the Light; one was to ward off the Dark. She spread her wings, rose gracefully into the air, levitating rather than flying, and cast herself into the Light. One moment, she was a dark shape against it. Then she was gone. From the middle of the Shath-a-Della came a flare that turned the whole cavern golden, banishing even the incidental darkness that lurked there. Fiordatha joined in the steady hum welling up from the congregation of drakes, and spread her wings to bask in that Light, to soak up what was worth more than any physical nourishment to her kind: the truth and wisdom of immortality. Then there came a squalling cry from the center of the Heart, and Fiordatha's heart lifted to hear it. She stood upright on her own haunches, trying to peer over the edge of the seeming sphere of gold, even though she knew it was impossible. There came a movement, and a tiny, glistening drakeling rolled out of the center of the Heart of Light. She lay still a moment, and Fiordatha held her breath. The brightdrakes had to rise on their own, had to prove they were fit to take their place among their own kind without help. Otherwise, there was a chance that the Rebirthing had failed, and something of the old self, which could expect help, still lived. Such a part would be a prime target for the Dark. In this time, with the eastern Blazehold Bells trembling, one couldn't be too careful. But the youngling rolled upright, and opened her mouth to give another cry that transformed midway through into the musical cry of a brightdrake. She looked about for a moment, tilting her head this way and that as if she thought that she might make a different choice of parents than the one that was expected. It was only for a moment, though. Then she bounded over to Telleirin, who had once done the same to Aloira, and her mate, Rasthain. She nuzzled both their feet and cried out the choice of her mother and father to all the assembly. At once, Siomath, who could be a good Light Chanter when he put his mind to it, launched into the Song of the Heart of Light. Fiordatha sang it along with the others, but her mind as well as her eyes were fixed on the new little drakeling, wondering if Aloira in this incarnation would remember her promise. She did. The little one- only a hundredth of the size of an adult brightdrake- turned and tilted her head up to Fiordatha. Her cry came forth thinly again, and she thumped the ground with her tail. "Fiordatha Blazeheart Kyellin," said Telleirin formally, though it obviously grated on her to have to say this. "Will you name my child, who was once my mother, who before that was my sister, who before that was my father?" This was the only part of the Rebirthing Ceremony where it was fit to name what the renewed one had once been. And even now none of the names were spoken, for fear of carrying part of that old spirit and soul forward with the new incarnation. "I would be honored," said Fiordatha, bringing her head down until her own great blue-green eyes were on a level with the drakeling's pure golden ones. Those eyes stared at her without fear. At the moment, she who had been Aloira remembered nothing of the Dark. Even her memory of having asking Fiordatha to name her would be more on the level of instinct than conscious memory. "Her name is Oiratellatha." There was a murmur around the cavern. It was customary to combine the old name and the namer's own in a new fashion. It was almost unheard of to include the new mother's or father's name in the designation, but a sign of great honor. Telleirin stared at her a moment, and then said, in a slightly choked voice, "Will you give her her name to all the world outside the Blazehold?" Fiordatha nodded. The sign of honor was being repaid. "Her designation is-" Light glowed and enwrapped her, dizzying and dazzling her for a moment. When she could see again, she knew that she had already spoken the name. "Darkfighter?" asked Telleirin. No one else complained, though names invoking the Dark were supposed to be ill-omened. The Shath-a-Della itself had granted it to Fiordatha, and no one could say anything of such names other than that they were good-omened, no matter what they invoked. "Oiratellatha Darkfighter," said Telleirin, and bowed her head to her daughter, the spirit and soul she had cared for and been cared for by for centuries. "Welcome anew into the world. Welcome back." Siomath began to sing again, his voice deep and booming. The Shath-a-Della flared then, enveloping them and taking them back to the surface. When a Rebirthing had gone well, it did that so that they would not have to walk back to the surface through the darkness. Fiordatha shook her wings out as she emerged into the light of the setting Sun. That had indeed gone well, and no one had complained of either name she gave. The child's third name would wait until her adulthood at the age of a century, when she would choose the one that pleased her best. Fiordatha watched the drakeling Oiratellatha walking away with her parents for a moment, and her heart burned a little in her chest. That could have been her child. In a way, it should have been her own child. She was old enough now to choose a mate, to claim a child from the Rebirthing if she should so desire one. There would be three more soon. But none from among her own chosen family in this incarnation, and- well, she was fussy. She didn't want to associate with a spirit whom she hadn't known in other lifetimes, though brightdrakes who wanted a family and had no one from their own family ready to Rebirth often did. She wanted to wait until her sister, or brother, or parents, or close friend, passed on. "A lovely name, Fiordatha." She couldn't help the shiver that traveled down her spine, spreading her wings and turning her head under them so that she met Sesaethi's gaze. "Thank you," she said, cursing herself for the hundredth time. Just because he had purple eyes- and had had in every one of his incarnations, the only one in their Blazehold to do so- was no reason to stare at him. "A lovely name," he said again, moving up beside her and spreading his own wings so that they overlapped hers. Fiordatha knew what came next, and braced herself for it. But instead of saying it, Sesaethi only sat there, so that it was made more obvious that he thought her lovely, as well, without his actually speaking. It reinforced the compliment, and set light running in the veins of her wings. She shivered, and folded her own wings close back to her body so he wouldn't see them glowing. "Have you nothing to say to me?" Sesaethi murmured after a moment. They were both sitting and staring to the west, where already the colors of blood were running down the sky. Fiordatha bowed her head. "I'm nothing special, Sesaethi," she muttered. She didn't want to sound so modest, either, but, like the staring, it was something that his presence seemed to enforce on her, will she, nill she. "You could choose many others who would do you just as well as mates, I am sure- or better." "But none of them are you," he said, in a voice like sweet fruit. "Ah, Sesa." "May I call you Datha now?" he asked, with a faint, sweet baring of his teeth. Fiordatha bowed her head again. She had used the shortname without thinking, in the manner of a drakeling thanking another for a compliment. But he had meant his. Slowly, she tapped one paw in acknowledgement. "Good." She feared then that he would try to wrap a wing around her. But, instead, he leaped into the air and coasted off, the colors of the sky, purple and pink and gold- no red tonight, she thought in relief- glowing through his wings. Her gaze followed him, then tugged back down. That was probably what he wanted her to do. She sprang aloft as well, sweeping with a draft down across the canyon where the caves of her Blazehold lay, and then out again, into the upper sky. Here the view of the sunset was unbounded, and bellow her the Northwall Mountains fell away in barren rock and green forest alike. She circled to the south, and the bright gold and orange sand of the High Desert appeared. She flew on and higher, away from the other brightdrakes spreading out to hunt for carrion to feast on or to bathe in the dying light. Everyone she might meet tonight would want to talk, to exchange the formal compliments as well as the clever original ones that one gave after a Rebirthing. In particular, they would want to talk to her, as the Namer and, in particular, one inspired by the Shath-a-Della. She didn't want to talk to them, though. It was skimming close to a violation of the Great Laws, but just this once, she didn't think anyone would mind or would tell the blazemothers. After all, the Heart of Light had just touched her. She had never been farther from the taint of the Dark and violence in any of her incarnations. Incarnations. Therein lay part of the problem with Sesaethi's courting of her. She knew as well as anyone else that he had once been Telleirin's mate, or the mate of she who was now Telleirin. Everyone had expected them to choose each other again. When Telleirin had chosen Rasthain, Fiordatha had been beyond surprised. And hopeful, and frightened, all at once. She had remained unpartnered in her last three incarnations. Beyond that, she could not remember if she had been male or female, or who her mates had been, and no one would tell her. And Sesaethi's course of courting was so strange. He didn't ever skim the borders of the Great Laws, no. But he didn't fly about her, or pay her the formal compliments, or dance for her, either. He would sit and gaze at her for hours, and then tell her one thing, and fly away. Or nothing at all, until Fiordatha would become uneasy and half-bored, and flit away herself. Sometimes, he would come and sit beside her, and then go to sleep. When he did speak to her at length, it was almost never about something more intimate than the latest Rebirthing or the Great Laws, things that all the brightdrakes shared. Tonight, the exchange of shortnames, was the first time he had ever come close to something like normal courting. And already she was wondering if she should have done it. It could be the formation of a new bond. It could be something different altogether. She felt another shiver of mingled excitement and fear travel through her, and forced herself to dismiss it for the moment and instead pay attention to how richly the golden light fell through the sky. She rolled over on her back and sculled with lazy pulls of her wings, her forelegs folded on her breast like the arms of a sleeping maiden in some human story. The Bells woke her. From up here she could hear them, faint and sharp, jangling and jingling. She glanced down, and from flashes of light saw them vibrating. The east and the south, this time. She studied them, but before she could dive and see if they portended a call for a Meeting, they stopped. It could have been the winds, after all. Fiordatha turned and saw the darkness coming on. The brilliant glow of the moon was visible in the distance, just come rising over the curve of the world. Could she face the Dark, if it came? The question was there in her mind, sober and serious, as if her mother or the Shath-a-Della had asked it. Fiordatha forced herself to consider it, instead of shoving away from thoughts of the Dark in revulsion as almost all of her people were trained to do. Even wheeling and looping in great lazy circles, the mode of flight most conducive to thought for her, it took her a long time to decide she could. She didn't like what she had read and heard of wars. She didn't like her own, faint memories of the Great Banishing and what had followed. She didn't like the Dark, the tales of darkdrakes, or the idea that she might find herself facing them one day and have to fight. But if it came down to it, she would do it, rather than suffer the death of her Blazehold and all those she loved. Resolved, and feeling much better for some reason, she gave one more glance into the infinite depths of the sky before heading down for food. She saw the stars in the same moment that the Blazehold Bells began clanging. Already knowing what she would see, she glanced down. The northern and western Bells were ringing. Chapter 2 Reyn The night could be beautiful. The moon just now rising was soft and brilliant, a lesser Sun in place of the vanished lord of day. Her color was soft as well, soothing, a white that touched the mind and soul with thoughts of sleep. One could call the night beautiful and peaceful, if one did not know what had once lived in it. If one did not know what he was convinced still did. Reyn Mountainshield stood at his window, watching the moon rise and thinking thoughts of Light and Dark, good and evil, peace and war, until the moon was well above the sill. Then he closed the wooden shutters against the rising wind and the darkness both, and retired to the table in the center of the room, specially commissioned from a tree-toucher. It had taken a year to find a cherry- tree big enough that the tree-toucher could coax it into that shape. But it had been worth it. The soft, sweet, constant scent that pervaded the room gave him good dreams, Reyn was convinced. It helped him sleep, if nothing else. Lately, all his dreams had been disturbed by the notion that there was something he should be doing, or by sounds like the ringing of bells in the distance, or sights like the thought of a black brightdrake flying across a sky lit with alien silver fire. And now he knew why. Reyn shook his head sharply. Lleyni were taught to be humble. How would it look if he told his underlings that he had been warned of the Dark in his dreams, like some kind of Lleyn Fiadar born again? The problem was, he could easily be Lleyn Fiadar. All the signs were in place. He had been born at the rising of the full moon, as Lleyn had. He had been born with the slight deformity- in his case, a sixth finger on the right hand- that made sure he would be dedicated a Lleyna. He had never shrunk from tales of the Dark, as other children had; he had wanted to fight it, and had even once made a darkdrake out of jumbled black stones and thrown other stones at it until his horrified father stopped him. And now, the dreams. Reyn closed his eyes as someone shoved the stone at the bottom of his door sharply against it. He would need to make sure that he was at his very best and calmest when he repeated what the brightdrake had said to his underlings. They would take panic as horses did at a lightning fire if he wasn't careful. "Enter." In they came, all of them looking at him abashed from the corner of an eye, as if they had been caught misbehaving. Reyn had been known to stop in the center of a building site and make them recite the Great Laws. He conceded, in return, that they had a right to be cautious around him, and careful of his temper, as no one could tell where it would run today. Still, their timidity irritated him. "Sit down," he said, almost a snap in his voice. They winced, and he made his voice more cordial. "Please, sit down. There is a rather serious warning brought today by the Great Ones, one that I think you should all hear." "What is it?" asked Torella, the member of the Ring least cowed by him. She was a Great Wooder, her hair long and wild and dark to the middle of her back. She refused to cut it no matter how much he advised her about it. She sat on two cushions in the chair as well, being so short, but refused to allow anyone to make comments about that. She had started fights more than once. "Something about the Dark come rising?" Reyn barely restrained himself from smiling. He didn't like Torella that much, but at least she showed some fight. Even if the fight in this case did come from a Great Wooder's usual casual contempt of the Dark and what it could do to them. "Yes, actually." Torella blinked, caught without a word for once. But the others began to babble in fright. Reyn waved a hand, and all of them went still at once. "You first, Rolode." The Ringer he pointed to was a tall woman with copper- bronze skin from the Kivla Areva, the Summer Isle. She nodded once at him, and then burst out, "The Dark cannot really come rising, can it? The Lord of Light locked it safely away." Reyn shook his head. "The Dark is part of the world-" They began to babble again, and he realized they had misunderstood him. "Part of the world in the sense that it was born with Arion," he said, almost but not quite shouting to be heard. They heard him, and calmed. Reyn went on. "The Lord very nearly lost his battle, which was why in the end he dared not meet the Dark in open war. He walked across Arion to do the Great Banishing, carrying the Nightstone and destroying it as he went." They were silent by the time he finished. They all knew the story, had heard it as children, but he could still use it to calm them. "Light bless the Lord," murmured Torella, with something like piety for once. "Yes," said Reyn. "But the Dark might still come back. There is always a chance. The Nightstone moves about, and in the end the Lord could not destroy all of it. The Sister Fiordatha came to tell me that the Bells in Summit Blazehold are ringing." "What direction?" asked Clireyn, whose voice was low and calm, intelligible despite his harelip. He had worked most of his life to get around the deformity. "East." Half the room relaxed. Most of the rest tensed. Torella just looked interested, and as if she was about to speak. She did remember to give Reyn a glance asking his permission, though. Reyn nodded. "What does it mean that the Bells are ringing at all?" asked Torella. "Couldn't it be just the wind, instead of the great mighty Dark?" "The Dark could destroy you," Reyn felt compelled to warn her. "I'm Lleyna-trained. It's welcome to try." "You should still not leave any holes in your defenses that it could exploit." Torella paused, looking frustrated. His statement obviously meant he could have the last word; she couldn't come up with anything to say that wouldn't carry the argument into a violation of the Great Laws, or she would have said it by now. Reyn turned back to the others. "The Bells are ringing from the east," he said gravely, "the direction of hope and sunrise. But that doesn't mean they won't begin ringing from the west." The direction of sunset, death, blood, and fire. They all knew that much, at least. Reyn was relieved that the mention didn't send them into a panic. Torella sighed loudly and stood to wander away from the table, to the shutters. Reyn studied her, then let her go. As long as she was only opening the shutters, to feel the night wind on her face as the Great Wooders had some kind of unaccountable urge to do, he would permit it. "My lord?" He turned back. Rolode again, but he permitted it. "Yes, my lady?" The title was a courtesy that made her flush with pleasure. "What would happen if-" A cry stopped them all short. Reyn turned as fast as a snake, only later thinking that the cry had more of ecstasy in it than fear or pain. He found Torella standing and staring up at the sky, staring up into endless darkness. The image troubled him more than he could say, and he spoke more sharply than he intended. "Shut the window." She turned and looked at him, dark eyes large and luminescent. "Come and see, my lord."