Fortune Finder Prologue 183, Age of Falling, Early Winter He balanced on the edge of the wall and watched beneath him as the two curalli battled, darting and dodging, their arms and swords weaving a cunning, intricate web of stunning artistry. They were both equally matched... To a stranger's eyes, perhaps. But he was not a stranger, and he could see clearly that Shaunlenn was going to lose. Chirrirri Lankon sighed and settled himself more comfortably, unnoticed within the darkness, his diamond eyes fastened to the battle. He could see it all too clearly. Shaunlenn had been a feared fighter from the day he had challenged the old gang leader- what had her name been?- for leadership and won, which was the day after Chirrirri himself had joined the gang, the Moonsingers. But he had made a mistake. He had pressed Hautier of the Wolfeyes a little too hard, and now he was dying. Oh, not dying literally, Chirrirri acknowledged to himself, seeing the hopeful expressions on the faces of the other watching Moonsingers and dismissing them as fools. The gang leader had a slight gash down one arm that rilled blood, and he was slightly favoring his left leg. That was enough, against a fighter like Hautier. That was all that was needed. He was dying. He was dead. Hautier's knife had just slid forward like a bolt of steel lightning, and stolen Shaunlenn's left sword from him by slipping its curved blade around the straight one. The sword clanged off the wall, Shaunlenn's eyes widened in panic, and the knife came to rest in his heart. For a long moment, it seemed as if the leader of the Moonsingers, who had reigned for a century, might take his enemy with him. His eyes opened, and he strained against the knife, trying to tug Hautier within reach. But already the light was fading from those open eyes. Then Hautier pulled his blade free, and Shaunlenn slumped to the street, his dark hair splaying all about him. Chirrirri shook his head as a moan passed like a wind through the Moonsingers. Did they never learn? Many of them had come from gangs whose leaders had been defeated exactly like this. Shaunlenn had killed- what was her name?- the same way. Death was as much a part of life as living itself was, in a curalli city. It puzzled Chirrirri that none of the others ever seemed to realize that. Hautier swung his own dark hair over his shoulder, and glared up at the walls and around into the shadows with his unusual crimson eyes. Everyone but Chirrirri tried to shrink from him, even the members of his own gang. Chirrirri, knowing perfectly well that the man could not see him, gazed back calmly. "Hear me!" Hautier cried in a voice like a bell. Whatever his faults, he had always been a speaker. Even some of the spectators who had only come for the entertainment and were now starting to wander away turned back and gazed at him with interest. "I would have been willing to let the Moonsingers join the Wolfeyes freely, or go where they wished. But Shaunlenn tried to add my territory to his own, and that is going too far. Anyone who wishes to join the Wolfeyes must swear loyalty to me, and swear, as well, by the dark stars, that he will never repeat Shaunlenn's mistakes." Chirrirri smiled and shook his head. A good fighter and a fine speaker, but this one lacked intelligence in other areas. If any of those who had been Moonsingers until this moment rose to lead their own gangs after swearing that oath, they would effectively be under the control of Hautier, and his territory would expand. The School Masters would never stand for that, and would likely find some way to incite a war that would kill the streetrunners Hautier wanted for his subjects. The man knew no better than Chirrirri's former comrades. But here came the first of those former comrades now, a young curalli woman known as Moonlight because of her unusual aqua hair. She knelt before Hautier, her face pathetically eager, and spread her hands in the little- used curalli gesture of surrender. Her voice shook a little as she repeated the words Hautier had asked for, but she did it. Hautier nodded his approval, and gazed at her in appreciation as she rose to her feet. Rumor had it that she had been Shaunlenn's lover. Chirrirri knew for a fact that she had been; he had watched them love more than once. It would not be long before she was Hautier's, not with her unusual (for a curalli) willingness to please. Perhaps encouraged by Moonlight's example, the others were coming forward now. Chirrirri rolled his eyes and dropped easily backward off the wall, to land in another alley he could take that led away. They did not understand, any of them. It sometimes amused him that so many of them had come from outside the city, from the farmlands, or from rich families, and had only joined the gang when their families were killed in street wars or by the School Masters, and yet he was the one who stood outside and looked in. Easily, he made his way along the alley, towards the mansion that had been the Moonsingers'. It would not be for very much longer; already Wolfeyes would be heading towards it, to separate those weapons and magical toys and valuable items that the former Moonsingers could keep from those they would be required to give up. He was not inclined to give up what was his, especially one treasure that he had saved up for such an occurrence as this. He paused a few times, to let larger groups sweep by, and then resumed his pace, moving swiftly and softly through the constant darkness that enshrouded the city. He felt the hum of the sword at his side, and sent it an irritated command to shut up. Hela did so, swaying a little, sulkily. Once again Chirrirri considered abandoning the starsforsaken sword in the gutters of Shadows, but it did have its uses. It was harder and harder to remember them as time passed, of course. He reached the mansion, and noticed that someone had lit a lamp in his room, a painful precaution that would be necessary to see the traps he had left. He smiled slightly and began to climb the side of the house, avoiding the doors. There would certainly be either guards or new traps there, and he did not feel like dealing with either for the moment. He paused outside the window, just in time to hear someone scream and fall to the ground whimpering. He smiled again and swung through the window, closing his eyes tightly as he entered the ring of light cast by the lamp on the table. A blade whisked over his head, but it was shaky and landed with a thunk in the table instead. Chirrirri rolled under it and drew Hela in the same motion, plunging it into the curalli's arm. He died, and only then did Chirrirri open his eyes, blinking as they adjusted to the light. The other thief- there had been only two, and that must mean that relatively few Wolfeyes were within the house so far- was writhing on the floor. Chirrirri sighed in satisfaction. The one trap they would not have been able to find, no matter how painstaking the search, had worked, and that was the reason for his partner's shakiness. It was hard to throw a blade steadily at an unexpected intruder when your partner was writhing in the middle of the floor with half his guts spilling out of his stomach. Chirrirri moved quickly about the room, flinging several spare blades and small packets of foods and poisons that he had prepared when he heard about Shaunlenn's challenge to Hautier into a pack. Then he settled the pack on his shoulders and walked to a corner of the room that did not, precisely, exist to retrieve his two greatest treasures. Both of them were small and simple, almost absurdly so. They seemed to be small, beaten circles of silvery metal, stamped with the rising sun, and hooked to brown- and-white feathers. Nothing unremarkable, Chirrirri thought as he knelt and laid one of them in the center of the room, not far from the clotheslined man. Yet they would send a clear enough message. He closed his eyes and took a moment to reason out, from the tangle of psychic presences nearby, exactly who was in the house. Enough of them, he decided at last. Ten Wolfeyes, perhaps as many as a quarter of the gang. He leaped out the window and hit the ground running, cradling the other amulet close to him, thinking all the while about what he wanted to happen. He imagined the sun beaten on the circle of metal expanding and growing hotter, exactly as the merchant had told him. He was about two streets away when a rising fireball as hot and brilliant as the sun enveloped the house behind him. Shrieks of agony came from all about him, as curalli who had been looking unprepared in the direction of the Moonsingers' mansion found themselves blinded. Chirrirri ducked to evade the ringing bits of blasted metal and molten drops of it that fell on the streets all about him. When he thought he was far enough away, he halted and turned to gaze back in satisfaction. Hautier had killed Shaunlenn and destroyed the Moonsingers, but he would realize no gain from it. He then looked down at the other sunburst amulet in his palm. Quite the opposite, in fact. ---------------------------------------------------------- Some twenty minutes later, when the speechless and furious Hautier arrived at the burning ruins of the house that had served as the Wolfeyes' headquarters, Chirrirri was standing calmly on a wall nearby, highlighted by the gleaming flames, tossing colored balls of light in a circle. Green, blue, red, and yellow, they fell and then settled again in Chirrirri's hands, making him seem an accomplished juggler. In reality, the balls were his creations- a minor and mild magical talent- and would fly without his touching them. He was much better at juggling blades. Inevitably, Hautier turned and saw him. Chirrirri hastened the process by calling out his name, and tossing a blue ball out to land on his nose when he turned around. The ball hovered there and glowed while Hautier promised, in exquisite detail and loudly enough for all the others to hear, Chirrirri's punishment: to be racked apart, and tortured with drugs and the slower-acting and more hallucinogenic poisons after that. Chirrirri folded his hands and called the balls back to him. They circled his head like a gleaming crown while he replied. "Do you honestly think that I would stand still for that? Or that the School Masters would? They will claim the right to torture me for themselves, of course. I have killed at least twenty curalli tonight, and none of us are supposed to die in those numbers except during one of their street wars." Hautier paused as if puzzled by Chirrirri's voice. Many were. He spoke like a Master of Discipline, but with a streetrunner accent. Nothing daunted, the leader of the Wolfeyes surged forward. "Then you will die, still! By which means matters not to me." Chirrirri sighed. None of them understood. All of them clung to ideals, no matter what they did or what death took place before their eyes, and all of them clung to pride. So far as he was concerned, believing in such things- believing in anything- was the most deadly thing any Elwen could do. "Let me die," he said to the sky, half-chanting the words. He heard several helpless sniggers from below as some of the Wolfeyes recognized the poem he was quoting from, one embedded in a land Elwen drama. The hero had been almost as pompous as Hautier. "Let me die, and take my enemies with me, and lie at last in the knowledge that I have done what I could to defeat them." He lowered his eyes to Hautier. "Even when the defeat was not of my doing." Hautier's face turned slowly silver as his cowardice was exposed. Chirrirri shook his head. They used the flexibility of ideals to excuse themselves. Why did they never realize that those ideals could also be bent to entrap better than the best chains the Masters used? "I will hunt you down." "Why? I am standing here. Kill me." Hautier stared at him for a long moment. "Do you want to die?" Chirrirri let some of his exasperation come out in his voice. "Do you want me to kill you?" Again there were several helpless sniggers from the Wolfeyes. Hautier turned to glare at them in a manner that promised death to those who had laughed, if and when he found out who they were. When he turned back, Chirrirri was gone, trotting down the alley behind that wall and sighing now and then for the stupidity of the world. He climbed the outer walls of Shadows easily, unnoticed by the guards. They watched those who tried to get in, not those who tried to get out. Chirrirri paused on the top of the walls, then leaped into the embrace of a black hylea that stood just outside them. The tree swayed for a long moment, and the guards did look over. But they saw no more than the disturbance a large bird would have caused, and looked away with mutual shrugs and yawns. Chirrirri lay on his stomach on a branch and stared out at the starlit country before him. It would be best to travel at night for a while, until he was able to train himself to resist sunlight. And it would be best to move north. The rumors filtering over the walls of late suggested that the countryside between Shadows and any sister city to the south or west was torn apart by war, which was why it was called the Age of Falling. North, then, to the borderlands that the land Elwen city of Rowan held, but could not hold much longer. Chirrirri Lankon leaped from the tree and passed into darkness with no more pressure on the grass than a shadow, and no more sound than the wind. Chapter 1 A Sense of Justice 183, Age of Falling, Midwinter "A sense of justice cripples an Elwen only slightly less than the loss of both arms and legs." -Lady Ashina of Deathwield, to her adopted son and Heir, Elshar. Chirrirri stirred from sleep with a start, and laid his hand on Hela's hilt. What had spoken to him? Nothing, he realized after a moment, but the jay above his head, who flaunted brilliant blue feathers and wanted to know why the rest of the world was asleep. Smiling slightly, Chirrirri came to his feet, shaking snow from his shoulders, and looked up at the sun from the shelter of his tree. A little past noon. Not ideal, as there would be none of the shadows a shadowed Elwen could best use for concealment when trouble came, but because of the winter sun's weakness, there would be little or no heat to disturb him. It was as good a time as any to travel. He stepped into the light, grimacing and flinching only a little as it struck his skin. It no longer burned and threatened to make his tendons explode and caused him to weep black tears as it once had, but it was still unpleasant. Well, the next town was not far away. Chirrirri walked with an easy stride, whistling back to the birds now and then and listening to Hela's steady stream of sulks. The sword did not like being a sword, not even one that could kill with only a touch. She wanted to be anything else: a bird, a flake of snow, a land Elwen- A land Elwen? Chirrirri dropped into a squat behind a snowbank and gripped Hela, watching intently. Sure enough, a rider was coming over the path that led, more or less, over the snow, carelessly causing his horse to thrash a way rather than helping to break it. He was land Elwen, with pale skin instead of the dark silver skin that Chirrirri's kind bore, and he appeared to be talking to himself. "Stay this when? No, no good. That won't do. Not at all." The horse balked for a moment at a heavy drift, and he kicked it forward without paying any attention. The beast snorted unhappily, but did as commanded. Its fetlocks were heavy and soggy with the silver snow already. "I have to meet him. Yes, that's it. Meet him, and leave this when. Meet him, and leave this when. Rinian, Rinian, Rinian Dorolado." He repeated that name to himself as if to make sure that he would not forget it. Amused, Chirrirri watched until the land Elwen had passed out of sight, then took up the road at a cautious distance behind him. It led him in the direction he had been going in, anyway, and listening to the land Elwen, mad though he obviously was, was more entertaining than listening to Hela. "I don't think so!" That comment was punctuated by a sharp slap on the horse's neck, provoking a snort and long-suffering whinny from the beast. "I don't think so at all. He'll be there. They always know, don't they? They have to know. They remember the future, for stars' sake! They have to know. They have to be there. "I think the sun is green. Really, I do. Why not? It would be more interesting than a golden one, or this pale imitation that we appear to have right now." A scowl was lifted towards the faint gleam of Uunul through the clouds, almost directly overhead. Chirrirri followed his gaze, but then looked away, blinking. Faint though it might be, it was still too bright for a creature of the darkened races to look at directly. "I think the stars are golden," the man continued, in the same serious tone. "I think that I am Maruss Freewind reborn. I think the snow will lift today. I think that Rinian will be there." He laughed suddenly, and his laughter at least was a strong thing, not broken and wandering like his voice. Chirrirri found himself grinning in tune with it. "Why not? Anything might happen, and those two are the most likely." Then he began humming to himself, a song that Chirrirri had heard before, though he could not remember where at the moment. He relaxed and let himself listen. When the man began singing the words, a moment later, he sang along. The land Elwen gave no sign of noticing, focusing intently on his recitation. "Oh, there was a maid of Flidley, a maid fair, With golden shining eyes and starlight in her hair. She went dancing round an alfar-ground- Ae, maid of Flidley, you shouldn't be dancing there! "She whirled and leaped to the sound of a drum That from shadows and darkness seemed to come. And she threw back her head and howled with dread- Ae, maid of Flidley, the alfari will come! "They gathered around her like kings and their queens, In their hair copper and black and blue-gray sheens. They looked at her with eyes that showed no surprise- Ae, maid of Flidley, they know what you've seen! "And they took her, and they put on her a spell, To dance until the sun should in the sky dwell With moons and the stars, behind the night's bars- Ae, maid of Flidley, till runs dry Time's well! "She howled and she mocked them; she said that the day Would come soon to chase all night-horrors away. Then the sun did lift, bird-on-the-wing swift- Ae, maid of Flidley, but the alfari stay! "And then her strength failed; she wept crystal tears, And begged them to take her eyes and her ears, But not to make her dance forever, resting never- Ae, maid of Flidley, your cries no one hears! "The alfari melted away like shadows in the morning, And left the maid to dance and carry their warning. She dances still today, and warns others away- Ae, maid of Flidley, your pride died a-borning!" The land Elwen finished the song with a chuckle that Chirrirri echoed. So what if it had never happened? That did not make it any less true. Then the land Elwen turned and drew his pearl- encrusted blade. He admired the delicate hilt for a long moment, then looked up and called, "Who sang with me? I am bound to kill all those who sing with me." Smiling, Chirrirri stepped forward with Hela in hand. She complained about being a sword except during those times when she was actually being used as a sword, he noted. "Is that necessary?" he asked. "I enjoyed singing with you. It was a pleasant way to pass the time." "I must," said the land Elwen seriously, shifting a little as his horse pranced and steamed. "It is a sacred oath." Chirrirri smiled even more widely. There could be no doubt now that the man was mad. He was not having to restrain the hereditary hatred of his kind for the curalli. He was treating Chirrirri as he would have treated one of his own race- taking the madness into account, of course. "Then I am sorry," said Chirrirri, setting himself on guard. "As I said, I enjoyed singing with you. I shall be sorry when you die." The man sheathed his sword then, and turned his horse around, once more heading down the road. Chirrirri sheathed Hela, who at once began to sulk again, and came up to walk beside him, breaking the drifts a little so that the horse would not have to struggle through alone. He could have sworn that the mare, a handsome dark gray, gave him a grateful look. He reached up to give her a pat. "It would be easier if you walked," he told the land Elwen. The man looked at him as if he had already forgotten him, and said, "No, it wouldn't." And that was the end of the matter. Chirrirri shrugged. Every attempt he made to warn others of the consequences of their stupidity failed. He did not know why he made the attempts anymore. They stopped shortly after the small town that was their destination, Luviakeeson, became visible in the distance. The land Elwen was checking his horse's shoes, it seemed, because they were made of solid silver, and the birds of the moons would try to steal them back if he did not make sure they were still there. Chirrirri leaned against a solitary hylea and watched the man with half- closed eyes. "What's your name?" The land Elwen looked up seriously. He had silver hair and dark green eyes flecked with silver that might have looked clearer if they were not glazed with madness. "Aspen," he replied. "Not really?" "No, not really." Chirrirri nodded. Aspen, as he chose to call himself, scrambled into his saddle and touched the mare with his heels. Chirrirri asked him, "Have the birds of the moons not stolen the shoes, then?" Aspen stared at him. "What are you talking about? You must be touched." The man could not even keep his mind on his own nonsense. He was harmless enough. Chirrirri nodded and fell into step beside him once more. ---------------------------------------------------------- Luviakeeson was even smaller than Chirrirri had thought it would be. Of course, large towns built of wood and stone instead of the metal that most Elwens in the Tableland of Arcadia used were asking for trouble. Luviakeeson had probably escaped burning so far by crouching in its unwalled openness and being no threat to either side. The Elwens coming and going along its street were a motley assortment of most of the races, but all of them stopped to stare at a land Elwen and a curalli traveling together. Chirrirri grinned and gave them waves and bows. Nearly all of them turned away in deep offense. That meant they would not be bothering him later. Aspen slid from his horse in the common yard of the tiny inn and gave his reins over to the groom with detailed instructions for the mare's care that made him sound almost sane for the moment. That was, until he peered into the man's eyes and asked him if he had alfar combs about. When the man snorted and shook his head, Aspen raised a hand to strike him. The man raised a hand to hit back. Chirrirri seized Aspen's wrist and looked calmly at the other land Elwen. For a long moment, the paleskin's eyes reflected his blood-hatred. But the blood-hatred was actually uncontrollable only when a land Elwen faced a battlefield of curalli. With a curt nod, he turned away at last. Chirrirri let go Aspen's wrist and turned towards the inn. The Flower, it was called, simply, and well-named, if the snowflowers and silverbloom twining around its windows in delicate embrace were any indication. Aspen's hand fell on his shoulder suddenly. Chirrirri turned. "I don't know where the alfar combs went, but they should be back shortly," he said. Aspen shook his head, and now the silver flecks in his green eyes shone clearly, without any sign of the madness that had so recently been there. "I know what I was babbling about, and I know that it isn't real," he said, in an exaggerated whisper that almost anyone could have heard several feet away. Chirrirri stared at him appraisingly. This flash of sanity seemed to be lasting longer than the others. "Really? What is real, then?" "Rinian," said the land Elwen, his eyes moving past the curalli to the inn door. There was an odd determination in his face, as if he were going to do, and succeed at, something that he knew very well was impossible. "Rinian Dorolado. That is what is real. He can send me back to my own when." He released Chirrirri then, and went stalking into the Flower. The curalli shrugged and followed. The room was almost palpably land Elwen, he knew at once. The tables were silver, a metal that curalli could not work without causing themselves pain, and the travelers slouched desultorily over the tables were exclusively pale-skinned. They turned quiet, arrogant glances that quickly became stares of hatred on him, and then looked away. He would be lucky to get out of this room alive. Smiling, Chirrirri strode to the bar, which was made of wood, and leaned against it. "Ar'dain," he told the woman who stood behind that bar, studying him with more contempt than hatred, even though she shared the pale skin and the delicate features of all the rest. She raised her eyebrows- pale green in her case- and challenged him with her eyes. "Do you think I keep that on hand?" "Yes. I smelled it in several glasses." For a moment, a flash of annoyance crossed her face. Then it was gone. "For curalli, of course. That was what I meant." "For curalli with money?" Chirrirri raised his own eyebrows in turn and laid two silver coins down beside his outspread hand. "I think you do." For a long moment, she looked hard at him. Chirrirri stared back calmly. At last, with a perceptible shrug, she turned and fetched him a glass of the bright red wine. She swept the coins off the bar with the same haughty movement, and then went back to her frozen serenity again. Land Elwens in the Tableland of late- since the beginning of the Age, at least- were supposed to display no more emotion than a tabletop. Chirrirri held up the glass and admired the ar'dain for a long moment before he drank. It bubbled very slightly in his throat, and had the suspicious sweetness of blood or sugar. He licked his lips free of a drop, nodded to the innkeeper, and turned to seek out the table at which Aspen already sat, feeling the hostile eyes. Loving every moment of it. Aspen studied him curiously as he sank into the seat the land Elwen had saved for him and began to sip his wine with more attention to detail. "Aren't you nervous at all?" he asked quietly. Chirrirri smiled at him over the lip of the wineglass. "It would be death to admit that, would it not? In here?" "Yes." "Then I'm not." The land Elwen stared at him for a bit longer, then turned away and began to scan the room. Chirrirri, because he had nothing better to do than savor the wine, turned and followed the line of his gaze. His eyes had not deceived him; though he had seen the members of many different races outside, there were only land Elwens within the walls of the Flower. Of course, most of the wars in the Tableland of late involved land Elwens, and the majority of mercenaries and refugees on the road would be them. Chirrirri nodded as he took a slightly larger swallow of his wine. That would make sense. Land Elwen warred against land Elwen, land Elwen warred against dragon, and everyone warred against... The curalli. Several of the land Elwens were watching him, and trying to pretend that they were not doing so. Most of them seemed to be trying to decide if they should challenge him to a duel, but one or two of the women were watching him with a different kind of fascination. At those he smiled, and watched their flushes deepen and their eyes sparkle with anger more than desire. They did not look away, though. As they wished. Chirrirri was not very particular about what sort of adventure he found today, just as he was not sure what would happen, and not particularly worried about it, in the Forest. He was going to see the world, to find his fortune. What happened along the way was mere background. Aspen abruptly leaped to his feet and pounded on the table. "There he is!" he shouted. "There he is! Rinian Dorolado!" Everyone, even those who had been watching Chirrirri, now turned to look at the new arrival. They might have challenged him, because he was no more land Elwen than the curalli was, had it not been so obvious that he was more a mage than any of them. His seaweed-green skin, large golden eyes, and stork-like movements proclaimed it. He was a time Elwen, a triltna. Chirrirri understood more, now, as he watched him. It was obvious that Aspen came from another time, and was hoping that Rinian would send him back to his own. He must have been driven mad by this year, or had been playing mad, to protect himself. The time Elwen came gracefully towards them, stalking and floating all at once. He stopped and studied Chirrirri for a long moment before sinking down into his own chair, ignoring the land Elwen's enthusiastic greetings. When he was sitting, finally, he looked straight at the curalli and spoke as if they had known each other all their lives. "There are two curalli following you." "I know." Chirrirri took another sip of wine and smiled into Rinian's startled look. "I have known that since last night." "Why have you not killed them?" Rinian asked, after visibly taking a moment to choose that question out of several that he must have wanted to ask. "I would like to choose the battleground," said Chirrirri, swallowing the last of the wine and signaling for another glass. "The Flower would make an admirable one, or some other place where they will be forced to attack me, not the other way around." Rinian nodded, and then evidently decided that the curalli's business was none of his. He looked up at the land Elwen. "Are you ready to go back to your own time, my friend?" he asked with a gentle smile in his voice. "Yes." There was dullness in Aspen's eyes that Chirrirri had not seen before as he sat and waved for more wine and food. "I thought- I thought it would be different, here. It is not, not really." "Why not?" Chirrirri asked, as the serving maid put another glass of ar'dain beside him with a grimace of distaste. He raised it to his lips, ignoring her expression, waiting instead for Aspen's hesitant answer. "I thought the wars here were just-" Chirrirri sprayed wine against the far wall as he laughed. The cold looks that everyone in the room gave him only made him laugh the harder. "Just?" he asked at last, when the coughing fit had vanished. "War? The two words do not belong together." Aspen had flushed, a little, but he went on in determination. "I thought that perhaps they did," he said. "I thought I could see it a different way, that it would let me feel differently about a war I had to fight. But- it didn't. And now I am ready to go home." Rinian nodded. "I will oblige you, my friend. But have this last meal first, here. The Flower is well-known for the quality of its food." "If not its patrons." Chirrirri's remark earned him more cold looks. He smiled and borrowed a plate of the food that had just arrived, putting a piece of bread in his mouth as an excuse to listen rather than talk. Aspen smiled a little, this time, and looked back at Rinian. "You are sure you can do it?" His expression was more than a little tense. "Yes." Rinian, like Chirrirri, was more interested in the food than the conversation. The land Elwen was forced to content himself with the meal as well. Chirrirri ate thoroughly of the warm bread and the warmer butter that had come with the meal, less thoroughly of the roasted meat that had accompanied the bread- he was tired of meat- and not at all of the soft fruit. He had never had much of an appetite for the fruits that was magically forced to grow out of season. He took up his wine again and leaned back against the chair, watching the door. Rinian tried to make conversation again the moment he was finished with his own bread. "You seem to be expecting trouble." "Yes. I always am." "Then why are you drinking wine?" The time Elwen dabbed gently at his face with his sleeve, to remove a trace of butter. "I'm lucky." Rinian snorted and turned his attention to the fruit, which he seemed to like better than Chirrirri did. The curalli slid his own plate over to the time Elwen, who seemed to appreciate the favor. Then he closed his eyes and went on drinking. It was not long before some of the other Elwens in the room worked up enough nerve, or had enough to drink, to approach. One of the women who had been gazing speculatively at Chirrirri earlier stood, and her gaze collected two men to follow her. Her hand on the hilt of her sword, she came over to stand before the shadowed Elwen. Chirrirri observed her leisurely. She might possibly have been pretty without the jagged scar that had twisted half her face to one side; the scar had been made by the claws of a beast that he did not think he knew. Her blue eyes glared out intently from behind the scar, and that did make up for some of it. Her hair was much the same pale green as the innkeeper's, though otherwise they looked nothing alike. It was bound in a long braid that curled around her neck twice before trailing halfway down her back. She was much as proclaiming that no enemy could use her hair against her in battle. Chirrirri yawned and set his glass aside as she began to speak. This might be more interesting than it had looked at first. "You know that your kind are not welcome here," she began. Chirrirri nodded. "We are not welcome anywhere," he said. "Those who see too clearly, but try to live in the world like normal Elwens, are very often not welcome anywhere." "I mean curalli!" The woman's fingers curled around the hilt of her sword. "I know what you meant, whether or not that was what you thought you meant." "You are arrogant," said one of the men standing at her shoulder, in a clipped accent that probably indicated his birthplace to other land Elwens. Chirrirri neither knew nor cared, and made that plain with a yawn. "Of course. So are you." There was a quiver through the room at that, as if the other land Elwens had scented the blood on the wind. Chirrirri still did not touch Hela's hilt. Land Elwens were not always right, and it was not really a fair contest, with them still drunk. It was up to them, not to him, to dictate how it would go. "You are very arrogant to say such a thing," said the other man, and his voice was just grotesque, the bray of a donkey being sick halfway through. "And stupid as well, I think." "I thought the wine was doing your thinking for you? Or were you stupid enough to forget that?" They stared at him, trying to decide what he meant and whether that was an insult or not. Chirrirri decided to spell it out for them. "You see," he said, slowly, lifting his fingers and steepling them before his eyes, "your wine is supposed to be doing your thinking for you. That is what 'drunk' means. It is, also and incidentally, the definition of stupidity. But your stupidity is so great that you forgot that, and you are trying to think for yourselves when the drink should be taking control. Shameful, really, to forget something like that. I would think it would be easy to remember, even for something like you." That was enough. The woman drew her sword and leaped for him, while the two men called on magic and sent lightning bolts towards his chest. Chirrirri tipped his chair backwards, so that the lightning bolts missed him and smashed into the wall, and the woman's sword hacked futilely into the wood of the chair bottom, which split away from it. He came to his feet at once, and now his hand was resting on Hela's hit. The sword chased the fog in his head away, and he found himself calm and alert once more, facing the land Elwens as he had so many times faced his own people back in Shadows. The main difference was that the land Elwens would not be nearly as hard to kill. "Do you give up?" "Of course not!" The woman heaved her sword. The scar on her face wrenched her mouth to the side, displaying her teeth. "We have barely begun." "Then do you grant the innkeeper the right to take whatever money she needs from your bodies in order to repair the damage you will cause?" "Only if you grant the same." "Why should I? I will still be alive." Chirrirri moved as he spoke, drawing a throwing knife and taking down the man who was trying to step around her. The woman swung around with an angry scream. Chirrirri asked her back kindly, "Who was that? Your brother? Your lover?" The woman turned back to him, her eyes glowing like a lion's, and Chirrirri bowed low. "Excuse me. It seems I have asked the same question two different ways." She charged, but caught her foot in the ruins of the chair and went down. Chirrirri touched her in the back of the neck with Hela, and that was the end of the matter. He then looked at the other man, but the land Elwen had already sheathed his sword and retreated to his seat. The curalli nodded and bent down to rifle the dead woman's pouches. Not finding them in the usual place, he shrugged and unlaced her tunic, looking up at the pale innkeeper as he did so. "How much will you need?" He had to give the woman her due; her eyes moved to the holes, and she said in a voice that barely shook, "Perhaps seven for the chairs. Twenty for the walls." The pouches were there. Chirrirri ripped open the first one, stared, then smiled and looked up at her. "This will be silver, I assume?" "Of course!" Chirrirri flipped a shiny pyrite piece to her, and laughed as she caught it. Then he very deliberately tipped the whole fall of them into his hands and tucked them into the pouch on his belt. Ten pyrite pieces, enough to set him up for most of a century, or even two, if he was careful about it. "Was there anything you wanted?" he asked Aspen as he stooped over the man's body, noticed a rather nice dagger, and pocketed it. Aspen shook his head, ashen-faced. Rinian sipped his wine and gazed at Chirrirri in calm appraisal. The curalli shrugged and robbed the man as well, then stood back while the silver elwenfire that came for every dead child of the stars consumed the bodies. "As you will," he said over his shoulder to his two companions, and then gathered up the coins and a few of the blades that had been left behind. Only metal did not burn in elwenfire. There was no trace of the bones, or of ashes. Everyone and everything was silent as he took his seat again and reached for the last of his wine. The silence continued to reign, and was only broken when the maid brought him another glass of wine. Everyone pretended to be very busy at that point. "What are you going to do with the money?" Rinian asked Chirrirri calmly. Aspen was still leaning back in his seat as if he thought the curalli was going to reach across the table and gut him. Chirrirri sighed and addressed Aspen first. "I walked beside you for two hours. Did I gut you?" The silver-haired land Elwen shook his head. "Did I gut that other man?" Another shake. "Well, then," said Chirrirri expansively, and decided that he might as well eat a little more of the meat after all. Munching meditatively on a bit of burned rind, he answered the time Elwen. "I'm going to leave it here, or lose it along the way, or give it to an alfar. Do something with it." "Not keep it?" "Why should I?" "It could keep you very comfortably." "No, it couldn't," said Chirrirri, finishing that small corner of meat and reaching for another. "The moment anyone learned of it, he would try to rob me. Thieves live longer than misers, as we say." "I see," said Rinian after a long moment, but in a polite voice that indicated he didn't, not really. Chirrirri shrugged and took another bite. It was not his business what a time Elwen did and did not understand. "Why did you take it, then?" "I wanted to, and I had promised her that I would pay her," said the curalli, with a jerk of his head at the innkeeper. She started when she saw him looking in her direction, then relaxed and smiled nervously. Everyone else who had been looking up looked back down into their cups or mugs again. "This is very strange," Rinian murmured in what seemed to be utter absorption. "I have heard tales of people like you, but I have never met one." "What kind?" "Soulless." Chirrirri hastily swallowed his wine again before he burst out laughing. The innkeeper would probably insist that he pay for cleaning the wall if he laughed with wine in his mouth again, and there were better uses for ten pyrite coins then that. "That is as good a description as any, I suppose." "You have no beliefs?" Rinian asked, in a crisp voice that made the question almost rhetorical. "None." "You survive as you can?" "Yes." "Survival is its own goal for you?" "No." Rinian tilted his head. "There, you have lost me. Would you explain, if you can?" Chirrirri tiled the glass back to get the last drops of wine that he could. "I cannot," he replied, licking his lips and thinking about signaling for another glass. But even Hela would have difficulty fighting off the effects of four for him, and at last he put the cup down without waving. The maid looked relieved. He ignored her, looking back into Rinian's puzzled golden eyes. "I would explain if I could," he said, and he meant it. There was no reason to deny a stranger the explanation for something so harmless. "But I have never thought much about it. It is not a great preoccupation of mine." "What is not?" Rinian had the drifting expression that Chirrirri had come to recognize. Most people wore it when they tried to spend more than three minutes in conversation with him. "The future." Chirrirri watched the time Elwen react to that with a start, and a stern look. Of course, he would. His kind traveled the years, had thousands of incarnations for every conceivable time, and could see through the world itself. How else could a time Elwen be expected to react? And how could a natural teacher be expected to resist an opportunity to lecture? "That is a mistake that youngsters of the darkened races often make," said Rinian severely, folding his hands before him and peering over them, much as Chirrirri had when he had lectured the land Elwens on the benefit of wine-soaked thinking. "You are young, I assume? You do not seem to have much more than-" "Nine centuries. That would be about it." Chirrirri had heard that time Elwens could tell one's age, which was quite a trick when most Elwens displayed agelessly youthful faces, but he was not eager to have it proven to him. "Nine centuries, yes," said Rinian, with a little nod. "Nine centuries. What can you know of the future? You have lived always in the present, and in the darkness of a curalli city, no less, where to think about the future or the past instead of the present is to die because you are not paying enough attention. Have I described the situation accurately?" Chirrirri shrugged. "As far as I know," he said. "I told you, it is not really a subject in which I have much interest, or on which I have done much thinking." "That is obvious," snapped the triltna, and then had the grace to look embarrassed. "Forgive me. But it is true that you are not in a curalli city now, and you must think about the future." "Why?" Chirrirri did his best to conceal a yawn. He might as well listen, since he had nothing else to do, but this was boring him. "Because- well, because there are consequences to actions here that would not exist in a curalli city." Rinian, Chirrirri thought in amusement, spoke the words "curalli city" as if he were speaking of some strange and distant world. "There are legal consequences. There are land Elwens outside this room who will not be afraid of dark silver skin or skill with blades, and they will call it murder, and I think they will come hunting you along with the curalli already on your trail." "And should I not have defended myself then?" "You could have disabled them without killing them." "That would not have been defending myself." Chirrirri pointed a knife at him; Rinian did not appear to know how a blade could have appeared in Chirrirri's hand so quickly, and eyed it a little uneasily. "Never leave an enemy alive behind you, or you are cooperating in your own death sentence." "The authorities-" "Would they have called it murder had Scarred and her companions killed me?" the shadowed Elwen asked as he sheathed his knife again. Rinian nodded, very slightly. "Good. You have a point. They would not have. They would understand that the land Elwens' blood-hatred drove them to do it." "And I understand that stupidity led them to face me and fall on my blades," said Chirrirri, stifling another yawn. He had slept most of the morning, but he had walked all night and for two hours this afternoon, and that was really not enough to make up for it. "We have different understandings. In this case, I chose the understanding that allowed me to live." "I don't understand something." Aspen broke in, his voice harsh and demanding. "Why did you leave an enemy alive behind you to send these curalli on your trail, if you really live by that dictum? It does not seem to make sense." "He is not my enemy. His wounded pride is, and there was nothing I could do to kill it. I will kill his trackers until he either stops sending them, or brings his pride within reach and allows me to set it on the pyre where it belongs." Rinian laughed. "You are most unusual!" Chirrirri nodded in silent agreement. He was, in the depth and the clarity of his vision. He thought he had always known that; what amazed and often amused him was that others could not see as he did, and that they seemed to prefer it that way. "Aspen," said Rinian then, "I trust that you would like me to send you back to your own time now?" "Yes," Aspen muttered in a voice thick with disgust, his silver-flecked green eyes on the curalli. "I would like you to do that. Anything to get away from this- this murderer." Chirrirri snickered in surprise. "Did you really expect me to be anything else? Your own ideals should have told you that I would kill land Elwens who tried to kill me. For once, the truths that your people hold so dear were right. Why would you abandon them now, just to try and see goodness in me?" "You did not deride me for my madness, and you stopped the groom from striking me," said Aspen in the same stiff, amusing voice. "I was justified in assuming that you had some scruples." "No, you weren't," said Chirrirri, and yawned again. "Never trust anyone, and never assume anything about anyone, who does not wear his ideals on his face. It is always a bad business. Always." Aspen turned away, and nodded to Rinian. The time Elwen stood. "Let's go outside, then," he said, shooting a glance at the innkeeper. "I doubt Mistress Harla would like us opening a door to another time in her inn." The woman's face flushed, but she lifted her chin. "I wouldn't mind if the curalli paid me again," she said. The silence that followed her words was half-shocked and half highly amused. Chirrirri dug out another pyrite and flung it to her. She caught it and shot him a charming look of confusion. "For that performance." The woman seemed as if she might argue, and then she looked at the place on the floor where Scarred and her companion had died, even though nothing remained there. She swallowed the protest, and her hand and pouch swallowed the coin. Everyone continued to watch their table, but now the attention was more on Rinian and Aspen. A few of the land Elwens even looked as if they might like to come and watch the gate being opened. It was not every day that something like that happened, Chirrirri thought as he closed his eyes and snatched a few seconds of rest. It would be something to see. Were he not so tired. And were his pursuers not at the inn door in this moment. He opened his eyes as the two curalli sprang into the room, and drew a knife with an economy of motion that the land Elwens would not have seen even had they been looking for it, flinging it into the arm of one of the two leaping shadowed Elwens. The man took the blade because he had thought they would take their prey by surprise, but Chirrirri knew they would be more careful in the future. That was the one lucky hit he would get. These were curalli, fighters who fought every day of their lives, and they were as merciless as he was. But he did not fear death. He rose to his feet and drew his sword. The eyes of the woman who stood behind the man snapped to the blade, and an expression of deep shock came over her face. She put out a hand to stay her friend, looking straight at him and speaking slowly. "You know what you carry?" "Yes." Chirrirri swung Hela slowly, amused as ever by the sword's attentive silence. The times when she should most complain, if she truly disliked being a sword, were the times when she didn't. "I know what it is, and I know how to use it. Come and kill me if you can. You cannot, but it will be fun to try." The woman and the man traded glances, and then she looked back at Chirrirri again. "We did not know this, and neither did Hautier. We are sure that he would welcome you if he hid." "You are saying that, if I come back with you, I will be given an honored place in the Wolfeyes?" Chirrirri lowered Hela. "Yes." The next moment, the woman, whose guard had relaxed, was dead. Hela could kill just as well when hurled like an arrow. Chirrirri snorted at her corpse and at the man, who had bared his teeth. "I know you don't have the authority to offer that," he said in a bored voice as he drew the dagger he had taken from the dead land Elwen. "Only Hautier can offer that, and he is not here. Let's fight." The man came slowly forward, favoring his arm but otherwise not slowing. He did pause by the woman's corpse to snatch up Hela. Chirrirri nodded to commend his good sense, feeling his eyes light up. Perhaps this battle would be more interesting than he had thought it would be at first. Swinging Hela in his wounded hand- a good choice, because the sword only had to scratch or touch in order to kill- the man advanced again. He stood there for a long moment, meeting Chirrirri's eyes with every sign of contempt and hatred. He had crimson eyes, like Hautier's, like a rat's. Chirrirri bounced the dagger up and down on his palm and waited. The man rushed. Chirrirri dodged to the left, around the deathsword, and accepted the dagger hit that he took high in his side. The man had been aiming for the heart, but the blow glanced off Chirrirri's ribs instead, leaving a bleeding but shallow gash. The man only had a moment to blink before Chirrirri snatched the knife from his hand and turned it against him. When Chirrirri aimed for the heart, he did not miss. The man, too, died. Chirrirri stepped back, shaking his head. "I am disappointed," he said to the room at large. "Is this the best he can do? I would think that he would know better than that." Of course, Hautier hadn't known about Hela. That might explain some of the stupidity, but not all of it. Chirrirri shook his head, then slipped the sheath from his belt and slid it over Hela, hooking the sword's hilt easily into his hand. The sword began complaining again almost at once. Chirrirri shut it out and looked at the innkeeper. "How much do I owe you for damages on the floor?" he asked, indicating the liberal spray of white blood that had resulted from his dagger strike. The woman was now looking at him with more loathing than fear. "None," she said, curling her upper lip when he bowed to her. "Leave the Flower- now." Chirrirri bowed again and did so. Rinian and Aspen followed him out, apparently assuming that the two pyrites he had given the innkeeper more than paid for their meals as well. It must be so; the innkeeper did not call after them. Chirrirri yawned again, and decided to find a cool place to rest the moment the opening of the gate was done. It seemed that he was going to see it after all, and he did not want to miss it. He turned, and saw Rinian already deep in concentration. Aspen stood there for a long moment, gazing at the time Elwen, then turned and met the curalli's diamond eyes. At once, his face darkened with the rush of blood, and he clenched his hands. "Are you proud of yourself?" "If I were, I would have allowed myself to be insulted first," said Chirrirri. It seemed that nothing interesting was going to happen for a few moments, but he was not interested in speaking to the land Elwen, either. "What does it matter?" "I don't understand you, I am disgusted by you, and yet you did not try to kill me when we met on the road, as you could have done." "I do not kill unless there is a reason." Apparently there was some hope within him yet, that he could make someone understand, Chirrirri thought. It was certainly not the part of his soul that knew better speaking these words. "But then, the killing does not trouble you." "No." Aspen shook his head and drummed a fist softly on one leg. "Why that way? Why not one way or another? If shedding blood does not trouble you, then killing should not. But if killing does, then shedding blood should. Instead, you avoid killing, but do not care about it when it does happen." "I cared nothing about them until they attacked," said Chirrirri, squinting as he thought he saw a faint golden shimmer appear around the time Elwen. Those were sounds of the sea, weren't they, the slap of sails and the shrieks of gulls? "I care less about them now. I do not mind killing, and I do not go out of my way to avoid it. Neither do I relish it and seek it. It is not my way. I do not care." "About anything?" Chirrirri shook his head. Aspen could not seem to leave the subject. "You must care about living, or you would not fight to defend yourself." "Living and death are the same to me. Living is simply the state I am in at the moment, the one I know best. I will fight to defend it if I can, but not care greatly if someone takes it from me." Aspen took a step back from him, staring at him. Chirrirri cocked his head. He had never seen that kind of fear in someone's eyes before. He had not been considered the best fighter, certainly not one to be feared, in Shadows, and he had not been a gang leader. Why should anyone fear him? "What is it?" Chirrirri asked at last. So intense an expression did the land Elwen wear that he glanced over his shoulder, thinking that the man must have seen something coming from that direction. "I find you frightening." Aspen spoke as if he were choking. "More frightening than any curalli in the stories that my parents told me. You are not evil, and yet- you are frightening. You do not care about anything. You are not happy, you do not love, you do not hate." "Or regret." "I would not pay all prices to keep myself from paying that one." Chirrirri stared in turn, and then smiled. This was the first time he had been puzzled in several centuries, aside from his usual despair at others' refusal to accept his wisdom. He did not understand what the land Elwen meant, and that was wonderful. "What do you mean?" he demanded, his eyes shining. Aspen looked at him narrow-eyed. "I mean that you have spared yourself regret, yes, but at the price of everything else." Chirrirri's interest collapsed with a rush. He shook his head and looked back at Rinian. The time Elwen was shining a soft gold now with light that came through his skin, but he did not seem to be doing anything else. "You still do not understand," he said, in a voice softer than the clouds that were beginning to move over the festering sun. "I am not afraid of regret. It is simply not something that I feel." Aspen backed away from him once more, and this time he did not speak. Chirrirri was more than content to listen to Hela and watch Rinian. The time Elwen was adding other colors of light to the initial golden aura that had enveloped him, sparkling opalescent shells and brilliant blue-green patterns like stars or pinwheels. There was even a lurid pink tinge from the clouds in the west, where the sun shone around them. Chirrirri studied it all quietly, soaking it in. Aspen tensed and opened his mouth, but closed it when the curalli glanced at him. The golden light was growing richer and thicker, stronger; it reminded the curalli of something, though he could not think what. The opalescent shell was expanding behind it, quivering and dancing like water stirred by the entrance of a stone. The aqua patterns were growing deeper and more numerous. The whole pattern shimmered in agitation, danced for a long moment, and then exploded. Chirrirri put a hand over his eyes. He was still unused to light, at least a little. When he could look again, a shimmering gate hung in the air, an upright oval edged with golden, glimmering fire that crawled at the edges. Rinian stood beside it, one hand resting on the fire, looking exhausted but triumphant. Chirrirri eyed the room that waited beyond it, and decided it was land Elwen- stern, austere, and largely silver. Not very interesting. Aspen sighed in relief to see it, though, and stepped forward to take the time Elwen's hand. "Thank you," he said, in a voice that sounded choked. "I will never forget this, I swear!" The time Elwen merely waved him away, nodding. Aspen stepped through the oval and was gone. Rinian closed his eyes and spread his hands, and the fire flared, once, then began to close in upon itself. Within moments, the portal was gone. "It doesn't take very long to close, does it?" Chirrirri asked, still studying the spot in the air where it had been. "No." Rinian opened his eyes and glanced at the curalli with something in his face that intrigued Chirrirri all over again, because it was something that he could not read. "And no, I will not open it again and let you go through it." "Why should I wish to? This is my world." Rinian smiled slightly, but it faded within an instant. He walked towards the shadowed Elwen and halted a foot away, staring hard at him. Chirrirri looked back with a silent shrug, his hand resting easily on Hela's hilt. The man was no fighter, and he had just shown how long it took him to do magic. There was no danger from him, none at all. "I do not understand you," said the time Elwen at last. Chirrirri hissed and released Hela's hilt. "Do you have anything new to say? If not, then I commend you for a good performance." He turned to walk away, only to be balked as the triltna stalked around in front of him. He folded his arms and eyed the man with his eyebrows raised. "Yes? Was there something you wanted?" "But I think we are alike," Rinian continued, as if he had never been interrupted. "You seek knowledge, challenges- your fortune. I seek much the same thing, though I count my treasure as knowledge I have gained." Chirrirri nodded. "That would be a fair description," he said, even as he knew that the time Elwen had to have worked thought-reading magic. There was no other way that he could speak the words that Chirrirri had been thinking earlier that evening. "Will you-" Rinian said, then stopped, shaking his head. "The wrong words," he murmured, smiling slightly. "Will you permit me to ask you questions that might help me find what I am seeking?" "Of course. It is rare that I meet with another of my kind. I do not know how helpful my answers will be, or if I can give you all of them." Chirrirri settled his pack on his shoulders as it shifted and looked expectantly at the time Elwen. "You are looking for something new," said Rinian. "New knowledge, new places, new people. Your quest is more generalized than mine. Would that be fair?" "You need not be so cautious," Chirrirri said. "I will not attack you unless you try to use magic or a blade against me. I do not fight for words. Yes, that would be fair, as far as I know." Rinian continued with more confidence. "And you do not really think about the future?" "No." These were questions that Chirrirri knew Rinian had already asked, but if he wanted to confirm the answers the shadowed Elwen had already given, that was all right. Everyone else in the world whom Chirrirri had met so far needed to confirm the answers. "Why not?" "It is not of much interest to me," said Chirrirri. "I do not spend a great deal of time on anything that does not challenge me." "And, of course, you are the one who decides whether or not it challenges you?" "Of course. I see clearly, and I hear what there is to hear. Whose judgment should I trust, if I am not to trust my own?" Rinian whistled quietly to himself for a long moment before he asked his next question, and this was a new one. "There is a reason that this incarnation of mine remembers this meeting with you. And I think I know what it is. How are you at accepting gifts?" "Will it try to kill me or not?" Rinian started to laugh, then stopped when he realized the curalli was serious, and tried to turn it into a cough. "Ah- yes. This gift will not try to kill you, I assure you." Then he hesitated, and a shadow fell across his face. "Of course, it does depend on what you mean by kill." "Being slain." "In soul or in body?" "I think we have already established that I do not have the former." Rinian ground his teeth very slightly, but his smile stayed fixed. "I do not like arrogance," he said softly, his golden eyes sparkling like deep pools with the wisdom of countless years. "You would not. It is one of your own great failings." "It is your arrogance that makes you assume you are right," Rinian continued, as if the curalli had not spoken. "It is your arrogance that makes you ignore both future and past, certain you have nothing to learn from them. It is your arrogance that makes you so certain that you do not have a soul." Chirrirri listened to him quietly. It was no different than what others- though only others outside the city of Shadows- had told him. He knew that, and they were presumably right, since they would know him better than he knew himself; he had no interest in self-knowledge. He did not understand why they would want to repeat it again, but Rinian seemed to find it important, and this was one of the rare times where another's enjoyment in something was enough to satisfy his restless mind. "I am minded to destroy that arrogance," said Rinian, meeting his eyes again. "Would you count that as slaying?" "No, because it would not work." "That is arrogance," said Rinian. "Assuming you are right without even questioning it. Taking your abilities for granted. I watched you." He made that sound like an accusation. "You made no preparations for those fights. You did not care. You assumed that you would win them, without even trying." "And you," said Chirrirri with quiet amusement, feeling an early-rising night wind ruffle his dark hair, lifting it above his eyes. "You do not like things that do not fit the world as you understand it. That is why you are trying so hard to understand me." There was a little silence, and Rinian flushed. "You did answer my question," he said at last. "You would not count slaying your arrogance as slaying, and that means that I am free to give this gift to you." "Certainly, if you wish." Rinian closed his eyes and bowed his head. "You will not even ask what it is?" "You would not tell me." The time Elwen nodded in agreement, then folded his arms and murmured something that sounded less like words than like the sound of flowing water. Chirrirri thought another voice murmured in his ear, repeating those same flowing sounds. For a long moment, the impending night filled with something that he did not understand, something wild and sweet and strange. He smiled, enjoyed it while it was there, and bid it a fond farewell when it went. He hoped to find something like it in the Forest. Rinian opened his eyes. "There," he said with great satisfaction, staring hard at Chirrirri. "That should do it. That should kill this arrogance, and even give you a soul." Chirrirri chuckled. "If you say so." "I say so. Where are you going?" "North." "The Forbge Forest?" A smug smile widened across Rinian's face. "That is right. You will find things there that even you cannot ignore." "That is my hope, yes." Rinian scowled, and turned back towards the inn. The noise of the Flower, which seemed to have returned to normal, swelled around him for a moment as the door opened, then was shut in again as it closed. Chirrirri snorted, then turned and stared across the snow that stretched unbroken to the north, past the town's roads. No paths, now. He would be going across wild country that he did not know. Hopefully, there would be something new. Smiling, he broke into a run. Chapter 2 Ormismal 183, Age of Falling, Late Winter "When someone offers a haven, always make sure you know where the back entrances are." -Curalli Proverb. Chirrirri blinked his eyes, and tried to decide what had awakened him. He was lying on his back in the high branches of a black hylea, supported by several of the thickest boughs, so it was unlikely to have been one of the branches cracking beneath him. And the birds were no louder than usual. He never dreamed, and he had the impression that he had. That might have been what had startled him awake, he thought with a smile. The sheer unexpected and unwelcome experience. No, it was voices. Even as he thought that, the voices spoke again. Chirrirri rolled over onto his stomach and gazed down at the newfallen snow between the branches, shifting a little to keep himself safely out of sight. He thought he had recognized the accents, and that could mean only one thing; there was only one kind of accent that mattered to him. Yes. Curalli. They made their way through the snow, arguing softly and continuously. Chirrirri could only make out scattered individual words here and there, none of which made much sense by themselves. All of them seemed to be carrying bows and knives, but as they also wore swords strapped to their sides, it was unlikely to be a hunting expedition. Chirrirri studied them with interest. They were the first of his kind he had met in the Forbge Forest. After a moment, however, his interest faded, and he was forced to concede that they really looked no different from anyone back home. The same dark hair, the same dark silver skin, the same intent expressions in their eyes. They were going to kill, and not because someone else was trying to kill them. Chirrirri yawned and closed his eyes again. Something pulled him back to wakefulness. This time, the branches near him had creaked. Sleepily, he opened his eyes and met the dark indigo gaze of another shadowed Elwen. Shifting his eyes a little let him see the arrow she had nocked and pointing straight at his chest. "Intruder," she said softly. "I have you now." Her eyes sparkled with hatred that Chirrirri had seen only land Elwens give him before this. He smiled and shifted a little so that he could rise if he had to. "Why am I an intruder?" "You are in the territory of the Marukusi, and without our leave," said the woman, her eyes never leaving his face. She blinked less often than a snake. "You will come with me now, and our glorious leader will decide whether you should be condemned to death or allowed to live." Chirrirri fought to keep from bursting out laughing, and managed to hold everything but a chuckle in. The woman's eyes narrowed, and she reached down to tap the arrowhead against his chest. "I mean what I say," she hissed between her teeth. "I assure you." "Of course." Chirrirri got a grip on his hilarity. Yes, curalli trying to act like land Elwens were funny, but it would have to wait. He would have to get himself out of this first. "But that doesn't mean I will let you take me to your leader." "Why not?" "I am probably a better fighter than you are," Chirrirri told her calmly. "Now. You is your leader's name, and what are you doing?" The woman frowned at him, but either she was too young to know better or she had not specifically been told to keep the plans secret. She struck a triumphant pose. "Faiened is leading us to destroy the land Elwens of Ormismal," she bragged. "Ah." Chirrirri knew the laughter was gleaming in his eyes now, but with any luck at all, she would be too young and too proud to read that. "And when do you plan to accomplish this slaughter?" "In a few hours." The woman looked stunned about something, enough to relax the grip on the arrow and draw a knife instead, laying it across his throat. "It will not be slaughter! It will be victory." Chirrirri yawned in her face. "Slaughter," he said. "I suppose you are still going to take me to Faiened?" "Of course! I obey orders." "Are you part land Elwen?" The knife drew a drop of blood, and she hissed in his ear, "Come! Now." Chirrirri shrugged and fell easily from the branch, landing on his feet and shouldering his pack as she dropped beside him. "If you say so." He had nothing better to do, after all. And he was eager to see a little more of the Forbge. The girl eyed him for a moment longer, then gestured curtly into the Forest. Chirrirri moved that way, with her behind him every step, holding her knife and waiting for him to try and escape. He was not going to escape, even though he did not bother telling her that. She would not have believed him. He turned his head from side to side, seeing and absorbing, appreciating the beauty all around him as much as he would a good meal. The trees were all at least three times taller than he, and many soared to a hundred feet or more. Their trunks were wound with green that gleamed like emeralds amid the snow and almost made up for the missing leaves- moss and ivy and holly. Now and then, a jay or chickadee would flash bright or somber amid the branches, and now and then a pine would appear among the lesser trees, clinging to its sweet-smelling needles. But for the most part, it was barren and dark and so silent that Chirrirri thought he could hear the trees growing. But, for all that, he thought he could feel some sense of curalli in it, stronger and more definite than it had been around Shadows. And there was wildness and sweetness and magic, like the spell that Rinian had used on him near the Flower. Dark things lurked just out of sight, these airs suggested, and had he not been curalli they would have destroyed him at once. This place had belonged to shadowed Elwens for so long that they had made it shadowed Elwen in some way that he did not really understand, but delighted in. So absorbed was he, and so thirsty for what he was seeing, that he almost tripped over the other curalli when the girl pushed him into the clearing where the rest of her friends were gathered. Chirrirri knew he should think of them that way, as ordinary curalli playing at being land Elwen, or he would start laughing. To think of calling them the Marukusi, the Children of Freedom, was simply too ridiculous. They turned cold glances on him, mostly from eyes as dark as coal. Yes, they were everything that shadowed Elwens were supposed to be, without even pale eyes like his own, which some said represented the land Elwen blood that had crept into the curalli over the years. Chirrirri shook his head, amused all over again. The only curalli in the world, perhaps, who could reasonably be said to be real curalli, and they were not content with that; they had to act like land Elwens. "Who are you?" demanded a voice that made him wince. There was too much of everything in it: music, passion, emotion, and indifference. The music did not produce beauty, but a clashing dissonance as it ran like scum over the top of everything else. "I found him, Faiened," said the girl, poking him in the back. "He wouldn't tell me what his name was, or his business." "You never asked," Chirrirri protested mildly, not looking away from the woman who had begun to force herself through the others. She was taller than normal for a curalli, almost as tall as himself, and she had black hair arranged much like the hair of the scarred land Elwen woman he had killed those dances ago back at the Flower, wrapped around her throat and hanging almost to her ankles. She wore hunting leathers almost the same color as the silver snow; they did not flatter her. Her eyes were the same intent, dark, piercing color as a falcon's. "Who are you?" "Chirrirri Lankon, late of Shadows, at your service," said Chirrirri, with a bow that was greeted with a curling of her lip. "We do not stand on ceremony here. That is reserved for the land Elwens." Chirrirri laughed. "If you intend to purify yourselves, you are not doing a very good job. You look like curalli, but you act as if you want to be in the light dancing to the silver stars." Faiened flushed, and there was a low and very nasty murmur that traveled the length of the circle before she raised a hand and let it die. Her eyes never turned from him. "Tell me what you are doing here." "Wandering," said Chirrirri, hitching one shoulder, drawing on memories of his conversation with Rinian for the answer. He could not really have given the reason himself, but he knew that would trouble these other curalli as it did not trouble him. "Going where I wish. Seeing what lies over the next hill-" "That, too, sounds land Elwen," said Faiened. "I think you may be an ally of Ormismal." "If I were, would I have allowed myself to be brought here?" "Tana?" said Faiened. "I brought him!" the girl standing behind him protested in a hurt voice. "Look at the blood on his throat if you don't believe me." "I still allowed myself to be brought," said Chirrirri, ignoring the way the girl gasped with outrage. He touched Hela's hilt, noting the way their eyes all jumped to the sword, and their suddenly wary expressions. Yes, he could fight his way out of this if he had to, though he would prefer not to. "Do you really think that I could have been forced? At the end of an arrow, or even a knife?" Faiened shook her head, ignoring Tana's second protest in turn. There was a smile in her eyes now, and she continued to look at his deathsword. "No. And I think that I will forgive you for pale eyes and rude ways and wandering into the middle of a battle. You could be of use to us." "In your fight against Ormismal?" "Yes," said Faiened. "They will fall to us, of course. They do not know how to prepare a town for battle, any more than they know how to live in the Forest. But it would be nice to have someone helping us." She made it sound as if she were granting him an honor. "It sounds better than being killed." Faiened nodded, pleased. Then her face turned serious, and she motioned for him to follow her to the far side of the small clearing they stood in. Two other curalli flowed to their feet and accompanied the pair, too casually for anyone less attentive to notice it. Her guards, of course, Chirrirri thought, and grew more interested, Bodyguards were another land Elwen idea. Those curalli leaders who could not fight their own attackers did not generally last long, and it said something that Faiened was strong enough to think she could do this and get away with it. "There are things that you must know, if you are going to join us," she told Chirrirri when at last they stopped. She sank down onto a fallen log and arranged herself as if she were trying to make herself comfortable on a throne. I never said that I was joining you, Chirrirri thought. You made that assumption. But he said nothing, folding his arms and looking at her attentively instead. "The land Elwens have been living in the Forest for the last century or so," said Faiened, her eyes intent and not quite looking at him anymore. "They have been scouring our land for silver, chopping down trees, and scaring off the animals. They also kill the curalli whenever they find any. It is time that all this was ended. I have formed the Marukusi to do that." Chirrirri nodded, even as he had to fight against inward laughter again. The land Elwens were losing their grip on the borderlands, but that was because of the wars in the south, not because of any curalli activity in the north. He was not about to tell her that, of course. "Ormismal is the closest of the border towns, and one of the largest," Faiened went on. "It will demoralize the others when they learn how easily we will destroy it, and that will clear the way for us to take the others over. Then they will learn who is truly master in the Forest, who belongs here!" Her voice soared in triumph. Chirrirri decided that he had a question to ask. He made some effort to understanding the stupidity of those around him whenever he possibly could. It might help him to really understand them some day, and not only in the superficial way he did now. It might permit him to figure out that great and enduring mystery- why so many people looked at the world with their eyes closed, and even liked it that way. This might not be the question that would tell him the answer to that mystery, but it would help. "My lady," he said, and nodded as he saw her accept the title with pleasure. Even that title was land Elwen, but he doubted that she would see it that way. She was too entrenched in the ways of the paleskins to realize that she was entrenched anymore. "My lady, would not the Forest destroy them on its own, given time? I have never seen or felt a place more suited to curalli." Even as he spoke, he took a moment to savor that. He found belonging somewhere, or at least having magic tell him he belonged in a place, an intriguing sensation. "Is there really a need for the Marukusi? You will see the land Elwens run soon enough, because of problems in the south and because of the Forest. There is no need to kill." Her face had darkened as she listened to him, and now she shook her head briskly. "Perhaps Tana was right, and you are with them. There is no other reason why you would be defending them." "I am trying to understand why you wish to kill them, when you do not need to waste the effort." "We have to kill them! We are defending our land and our honor. There is no other way to behave, as you would know were you a real curalli." Faiened's face reflected suspicion as well as scorn now. Chirrirri met her gaze. One of those, he thought in disgust. Even the word for honor that she had used was a land Elwen one. "My skin is as silver as yours," he said aloud. "But I do not wish to die for an unnecessary cause, or for any cause at all, if I have the choice. Let me go, and I will travel farther into the Forest, not stopping to help either of you." "When the battle comes, you will fight for your life, even as we will," said Faiened, rising to her feet. "The matter is settled." She turned to one of her two guards. "Dancer, watch him." Then she was gone, whipping away into the snow like a sleek silver wolf. Chirrirri looked after her. I did try to warn her, of course, he thought, and felt Hela tremble in agreement, breaking her stream of sulks for a moment to do so. She will learn when the battle begins, I suppose. Not in enough time to do anything about it, but she will learn. And at least fighting beside land Elwens will make for something unusual. ---------------------------------------------------------- Chirrirri sat on his heels in the snow and watched the Marukusi prepare for battle. The more he saw of them, the more he was sure that they could not be the people who had caused the Forest to feel full of shadows and sympathetic to them as it did. They might as well have been land Elwens, for all the color of their skin. They were doing everything from polishing swords of land Elwen make to painting their faces with swirls of red and blue berry juice. The shadowed Elwens who had forged the Forbge would never have done anything like this; he was sure of that. Oh, well. He closed his eyes and relaxed. Faiened had made her mistake, and he was going to teach her better. There was really nothing else to do but wait for that time to arrive. One of the guards whipped him to his feet when it did. Whips were a land Elwen innovation, too, just like slavery. Chirrirri stood and wiped snow from his tunic, only to find Tana standing sullenly in front of him, thrusting a silver outfit like the ones that other shadowed Elwens wore at him. "She says you have to wear that." Chirrirri shook his head. "It wouldn't fit me." "What?" Tana was poised on her heel, having already turned to go. She listened to him with the nervous look of a bird about to spring into flight. "Look," said Chirrirri, with all the patience he could muster. Really, he should blame Tana less than he blamed Faiened. Faiened's words and beliefs were the products of deliberate and very blind stupidity. Tana was young and ignorant. But in battle there was no place for ignorance. "It's too wide in the shoulders, and not long enough in the legs. It'll sag if I try to wear it, and I certainly can't run in it." Tana glared, but did not try to make him wear it, for which Chirrirri was grateful. She turned away and stomped towards Faiened, shouting an explanation as she went that was probably meant to embarrass Chirrirri. Not much could have embarrassed him, save acting as they would have him act, Chirrirri thought as he made sure his pack was secure. He would have to change sides and positions very quickly during the battle, and he did not want the pack to tumble from his shoulders while he was doing so. It seemed all right, so he went to join the growing circle of the Marukusi, who were gathering about Faiened and looking to her for a speech, as land Elwens would have looked to their leader. Chirrirri stood and did not listen while she went over everything that she had told him earlier, adding some new and even more boring platitudes about the impossibility of curalli and land Elwen living in peace together. He was busy planning his movements. To kill Faiened would be too easy; besides, he had the idea that the Marukusi would only reform if their leader died or walked away. The best course was to capture her, then, preferably at a key point in the battle, just as her soldiers were looking to her for answers. Chirrirri smiled blissfully to himself. Yes, that should work, and then she would see the error of her ways, and he would be on the good side of some land Elwens, which they should remember when they were killing the rest of the curalli. At last, Faiened finished her speech, and they began to move. At least these false shadowed Elwens knew how to move like shadowed Elwens; they flitted through shadow and snow more swiftly and more silently than deer could have. Chirrirri gave them points for trying, but it would not be enough. Not against him. He worked his way carefully forward through the ranks as they walked, an easy thing to do. Any one of the Marukusi only knew where a few other Marukusi were at any given time. Soon, he was hugging the shadows just behind Faiened. She did not even look around. Apparently, she trusted in the blade in her hand, and in the blades of those around her, to protect her. Well enough. Chirrirri glided through the shadows, and waited for his chance. They came in sight of Ormismal after cresting perhaps five of the small hills that seemed prevalent in this part of the Forest, rising and falling across the ground like small waves beneath the surface of a grassy sea. The land Elwen town nestled in the lee of a hill that would protect it from the killing bite of the north wind, the most common wind in the Forbge. The snow had been cleared in a wide circle leading away from the wooden palisade that surrounded the wooden and stone buildings, and there were no trees for at least half a mile away from it. No curalli would easily be able to approach it unseen. Even on the hill, there were no trees, only a broad expanse of snow- covered grass. Of course, there were shadows, because the Jretirmon sun was filtering weakly through the branches, and that was all a true curalli really needed. Faiened lifted a hand, and the other curalli began to spread out, slowly moving to encircle the town. Chirrirri stood invisible in the shadow of a tree, and waited as patiently as it did. The town seemed silent, he noticed then, too silent. There was no smoke drifting up from the houses, and the edges of the palisade did not tremble as they would have if guards had been pacing just behind them or on top of them. There was something strange going on. After a moment, Chirrirri, studying the snow to the sides of the palisade- or the slush that remained- began to smile. It was trampled, as if many people had moved past the town. He looked back at Faiened, and his smile grew wider. It seemed as if their small party was expected. Chirrirri grinned, and waited for Faiened to notice. She did not, however, but continued ordering her people into position as if she expected them to handle anything the land Elwens could throw at them. Chirrirri's grin faded. Capturing Faiened was one thing, but allowing others to suffer the consequences of her stupidity was another. In his view, stupidity's consequences should be restricted to that person. Particularly in this situation, where he might be one of the ones hurt. "Faiened," he said softly, his eyes on the trampled snow. "Hush." He stared at her narrow-eyed. She was regarding the town with an expression of stupid satisfaction, as if she could not see the danger signals, and perhaps she could not. Perhaps she really was stupid enough to think that the land Elwens would have had no warning of a force this size.