Strands of Destiny Prologue 1,999,999, Late Autumn, Age of Life Maruss Freewind snorted into his pillow and woke with a start. Sitting up and glancing around, he could not at first remember where he was. The black shapes around him looked blurred and indistinct in the starlight, even to his night-sensitive curalli eyes. Then memory tumbled from his own bed, and Maruss relaxed as it came rushing back. He lay surrounded by friends- his foster brother Geruth Lilacshadow, and his dear friends Jesartlu Durillo, Jierran, and Rengardlu. He was perfectly safe- even from the attacks of those star- cursed dreams, this time. He had, to his own amazement, slept dreamlessly for the past week. He sat up slowly, shivering at the chill bite of the air for a moment before he adjusted his body temperature. Satisfied, the shadowed Elwen stepped from his blankets and into an especially bright patch of starlight, smoothing the wrinkles from his tunic as he did so. A moment later he caught himself, stopping with an embarrassed laugh. It was not as if he had an audience. Well, in one way he did have. Maruss tilted his head up, eyes slowly sweeping across the sky in a patient search that had become very familiar to him. At last his eyes lighted on the star he wanted. It was different every night, but very distinctive: the only star in the sky to glow with anything like green light. Shooting a glance behind him, Maruss listened once more to the soft breathing of his friends, judging its rhythm and cadences. Knowing that no one was likely to wake up soon, the curalli turned and trotted away from the blankets, melting into the night. She only came to him when he was alone. He was about a mile away from the encampment when the starlight about him suddenly brightened. He jerked to a stop, catching his breath in wonder, as always. He might not have very much love for the stars- if they truly controlled the fates of Elwens, they had much to answer for in his case- but he could still recognize a thing of beauty when he saw it. Drops of starlight fell like rain or the tears creeping down Maruss's cheeks, assembling into a slender, silver figure. Lithe, in the manner of all Elwens, she stood a little taller than Maruss, with proud eyes and a stubborn chin. Long arms, ending in slender hands tipped with the black lines of digging claws, unfolded and reached toward him. Maruss came into her arms and held her until her ribs creaked in warning. Her return embrace was enough to leave him gasping. For long moments they stood simply embracing, trying to communicate their love as words could not. Maruss felt his old grief stir inside him again. He had chosen to stay alive, not to follow Myyti into death- the usual recourse of an Elwen when his or her beloved died. But the didn't mean he couldn't feel. Though he would not change his choice, he could still regret the decision, feel guilty about it, and grieve at how short his love's life had been. Myyti lifted her head and kissed him gently, running her fingers through his hair. Maruss closed his eyes and wearily leaned against her. Not that his tasks these past days had been so very oppressing, but they had felt much lighter when she was there to share the weight. When he opened his eyes, Myyti was staring about, partially in amusement, partially in amazement. "You really have made it almost to Gatethrough Pass. Congratulations." Maruss smiled. "Thank you." His smile faded as his own problem dropped on him like a cloak again. He hated to burden her with it, but he could at least ask her opinion. "Karai," he said, calling her by the Primal word for beloved, "Jierran and Rengardlu seem to have remembered the antipathy of their ancestors. They'll listen to me, but only for a short while. I can't talk reason into them. Their hatred, like hatred so much of the time, is unreasonable. Do you have any suggestions?" Myyti smiled wryly in the dark. "If it were any silver unicorn other than Jierran, I couldn't say I blamed Rengardlu. After what the silverini did to his people, persecuting them so thoroughly even the free races believed they were dead-" The verde shook her head, silver eyes sorrowful. "And it can't help that Jierran is Destria's son." Maruss made a non-committal noise. No matter how long the others lived around Jierran, there were times they couldn't see anything but a son of the Emperor of the Silverini. They would not accept that he absolutely loathed his father and the slavery his people practiced, and had long ago turned against them. "But you don't think Rengardlu is justified?" "Of course not." Myyti looked shocked. "Hatred is never justified." Maruss kept his opinions on that topic to himself. He didn't want any reminders of how far apart they had grown since Myyti's departure to the stars. "Well, then, do you know how I should deal with them?" For a moment, Myyti was silent, frowning. Then she shook her head. "I am not sure, mind. This is only a suggestion." Maruss steered her to sit on a log, where he settled himself more comfortably in the crook of her starlit arm. "I'm all ears," he promised. Myyti ruffled his hair as her mother Maana had used to do, but her smile was abstracted. "Could you not ask them to work together to solve some problem- something that wouldn't get them totally into a shouting match? I've seen them help each other sometimes. Perhaps you simply need to remind them of that. They must feel the common bond of unicorn kinship, if nothing else." Maruss nodded slowly. "It's a thought." He smiled at her. "Thank you." Myyti glanced at the east, where the faint blue finger of dawn was beginning to appear through the skeletal bare branches of the trees. "I'll have to leave soon. But first, I wanted to speak to you about something." "What about?" Maruss asked casually, but his muscles tensed. He had never been very good at hiding any emotion other than anger, and the most careful pretenses couldn't fool the woman he had loved. He decided to make his suspicions clear, coming straight to the heart of things with his usual honesty. "I haven't had the dreams for some days now, Myyti." The underground Elwen's arm tightened on his shoulder, almost a possessive clutch. "I know, Maruss. You told me the first night they stopped. But-" She gave a harsh little laugh. "I must admit that existence among the stars is not all joy. I can still look down on you and feel emotion." She tried to turn it into a joke, not very successfully. "I'll be jealous of the luck of any woman who wins your heart." Maruss checked an impatient sigh. They had been over this and over this. He had been sure that Myyti held no further doubts of his loyalty to her memory. "Myyti, I never have loved anyone but you, and I never will. Can't you believe that?" Despite himself, his voice ended on a wistful note. "I know," Myyti murmured, eyes on his hand, running her digging claws lightly over his fingers. "But- oh, Maruss, I have no real right to be envious. Still, there I am. Dreams and fate are not to be defied." "You know my essencename, Alvied," Maruss replied. He lifted their joined hands to his lips, kissing hers. "Can you believe dreams will give me so much trouble, when I have defeated their mistress?" "Kappama," Myyti mused, bringing her other hand up to stroke his cheek. "The Master of Fate. Still-" She took a deep breath, and Maruss knew it tore her soul out to say what she said next. "I wouldn't want you to reject a gift of love, Maruss, and possibly wound both the giver and yourself beyond healing. If you find you love someone else, please don't fear my wrath." "I assuredly won't," said Maruss dryly, "because I'm not going to fall in love with anyone else. I've been trying to make the decisions that govern my life with my head, not my heart- which you have irrevocably claimed, star-lady. Anyone who wants it can fly to the heavens to claim it if they wish. And somehow, I don't think you'd be too willing to give it up." Myyti smiled, glancing at the east as she did so. "I have to go," she said with obvious regret, rising to her feet and wrapping her arms around his neck. Maruss nodded. No matter how many times they separated anew, the grief tore at his soul. "Stars speed you on your way, Alvied," he said softly, and closed his eyes to keep back tears at the irony. Alvied. With the sun. She had told him the name of her soul only a day before the stars claimed her. "And you, Lamarten," said Myyti, addressing him by his other essencename. An excess of curiosity. Opening his eyes, he saw her smiling. "Try not to live up to your name, hmmm?" Maruss nodded, and moved to kiss her one more time. This time he shut his eyes so as not to see her melt like ice before the sun, fleeing back to the stars before they vanished. Oddly, it was as he was standing there, feeling lost and alone, that the solution for the problem of Jierran and Rengardlu came into his head. If he could arrange, on their way through Gatethrough Pass, for a slight accident to happen to one of them, he was sure the other would leap to save the one in danger. They had a closer friendship then they had let on, and as Myyti had said, that common bond of unicorn kinship. Even if they refused to aid each other, his powerful magic would remove the danger. Satisfied, Maruss wandered back to his place and curled up in his bedding. He didn't expect to sleep until someone else woke him up, but the others didn't particularly like him to speak or think of Myyti. Best if they never knew about these nightly visits. There came a quiet buzz by his side, and Maruss rolled over, cocking a brow. "Yes, Starsheen?" The sentient knife in a jeweled sheath at his side touched his thoughts with a determination Maruss had not often felt in him. ^She didn't mean it, you know. She does mind if you love someone else.^ ^She needn't,^ Maruss replied, keeping his soundless sigh concealed from the knife. He really had thought her healed of it this time, optimist that he was. ^I'll never fall in love with anyone else. I wish she could bring herself to trust me.^ ^Oh, she shouldn't.^ ^What?^ Maruss growled, turning to stare at the knife. Starsheen knew him better than anyone after Myyti. He should; some of the curalli's essence had been forged into his steel. ^You know me, Starsheen. I wouldn't betray her.^ ^No.^ The knife abruptly vibrated with anger. ^But you would deny yourself- and someone else- companionship, love! You're lonely, Maruss. You keep the others at a distance you never kept her. It's time to face up to the fact that she's dead, and you can love someone else.^ The blade paused. ^And should someone show up, I will do everything in my power to help her win your heart.^ Furious, Maruss shut off the telepathic link and pushed himself into slumber. No. He wouldn't love again. Chapter 1 Gatethrough The morning sun hung like an overripe lemon in the whiteness of the winter sky. Maruss's breath puffed out before him in steamy silver clouds as he slogged toward the opening, visible at long last. Ahead towered the last slopes of the Cloudy Mountains and Hope Mountains, sheared away as suddenly as if a giant knife had cut through them. Gatethrough wound into the distance, swiftly widening from a narrow crack to a path a thousand miles across. Or so the map said. Maruss had never been so far north before, and his southern blood found such a thing hard to credit. He was having trouble enough with the snow. Oh, varied Minamar was tropical in summer and buried in feet of snow in the winter. But the drifts, his mind argued, should be chest-high, not up to his knees- just large enough to be inconvenient. And not green, but a deep indigo, almost the color of the hair, now down to his shoulders, that tumbled continually into his violet eyes. It wasn't right. Behind him spread the rest of the group, gamely slogging, as he did, through the snowdrifts- with the exception of Geruth. Maruss saw his foster brother from the corner of his eye, wheeling high above the snow with no wings but those of the magic in his body, and shook his head in exasperated amusement. Geruth had an advantage, that no one would deny, but did he have to look so damned smug about it? He turned to look over his shoulder, making sure the rest could keep up. Jesartlu, of course, walked with his head bowed to the cold. Of all of them, the land Elwen suffered most, having neither cold adaption nor magic to fly nor the undoubted help of being native to this country. But the master fighter would not speak a word of complaint, and would walk until he dropped dead if necessary, Maruss gave himself a mental reminder to check the land Elwen when they stopped tonight. He might have wounds only magic could heal. Jierran walked far apart from Rengardlu, but they maintained the same pace, as if neither one wanted to let the enemy out of his sight. The silver unicorn looked perfectly comfortable; like Maruss, he was a creature of ice. The violet eyes that could tear any creature's soul to pieces, enslaving him or her instantly, were bent on the ground, as well as blindfolded. Rengardlu glowed a bright contrast to Jierran's dainty silver beauty, looking like a moving blotch of blood on the bright green snow. The rufouso was at least eight feet tall, looking more equine than any unicorn Maruss had ever met, muscles rippling under the sleek crimson coat. His horn, seemingly made of red glass, was lowered, as if to hide the brilliant green eyes that could flare with temper at any time. He walked with almost scornful ease, hopping over the snowdrifts his great strength could not split. But, after all, he had been born here. Maruss, watching the two stallions, hoped desperately that his plan would work. Every temper in the group was short today, with the bad weather that had kept them motionless part of yesterday and the constant plunging of the temperature. Even the stoic Jesartlu and mild Geruth had gotten into a snapping match, and Maruss had felt his own icy fire more than once. So far, he was the only one in the group who had managed to keep calm- at least, not to express his anger openly. ^Calm, are you?^ Starsheen's taunting voice rang in his head. ^So self-controlled and smooth, are you?^ A mental snort, and, as it had a habit of doing in times of great emotion, Starsheen's voice became a copy of Maruss's. ^You won't listen to me; you haven't spoken to me since I promised you-^ ^Shut up, Starsheen,^ Maruss snarled warningly, trying to dismiss the pleasure at finally venting his spleen, and especially at someone who deserved it. ^I can't talk about something that won't happen right now. I have other things to worry about.^ He leapt lightly over a snowdrift and tilted up his head, scanning the sky. The unicorns sometimes used flying creatures as spies. ^Assuredly you do,^ said Starsheen acidly, but did fall silent. Maruss sent a glance upward again, but this time it lingered on the slopes of the mountains. He admired their enormity, their silent strength. The green snow on their barely visible peaks would give way to steel-gray on the other side, he knew, where the province of Fhevu had its own laws. Maruss cast an irritated look over his shoulder as someone called his name, but swiftly smoothed his features. They needed him to seem calm, even if he really wasn't. Jesartlu was leaning on his sword, which was stuck point-down in the snow. His eyes were closed, and he panted wearily, but still he showed no outward sign of pain. Jierran and Rengardlu both stood regarding him with concern, but pointedly did not look at each other. His anger forgotten, Maruss leaped back, his curalli grace carrying him lightly over the deeper drifts. Landing in front of the land Elwen, he said softly, inquiringly, "Jes?" The warrior lifted his head and shook it. His deep blue hair fell into black eyes filmed with exhaustion, but still proudly stubborn. "I'm sorry, my lord. I didn't hear you coming. Are you all right?" Maruss bit back his retort that that might be a more useful question applied to Jesartlu himself. The land Elwen would never forgive him for making him seem weak. Nor did he mention disease or injury. He simply said casually, "I'm all right. Do you think this would be a good place to make a camp?" It was a ridiculous question, out on an open plain as they were with no shelter closer than the mountains, but it was a tacit inquiry if Jes needed rest. The land Elwen shook his head. "I think we would do better under an overhang or in a cave in Gatethrough Pass. I, for one, will welcome warmth again." It was as close as he would come to an admission of weakness. Maruss quietly reached for his magic. It hummed and sang in his veins as he wove an intangible bubble of warmth around Jesartlu. With any luck, his friend wouldn't sense it, and he couldn't smell the magic. With this wind whipping snow into their faces, Maruss doubted anyone could smell much of anything. The curalli feared the land Elwen might have frostbite or some such thing, but knew he would never persuade him to show them. "So will I," he admitted easily. "The thought of a fire seems a luxury..." His voice trailed off as he mentally smacked himself in the forehead. How utterly stupid he was! He constantly forgot how useful and varied his magic was. "Excuse me," he murmured, his face flushing, and conjured a smokeless flame that floated in the air, shedding a circle of radiant warmth. Neither of the unicorns appeared to need it, but Jes unconsciously moved a step closer. He appeared almost comfortable again, and his shivering had nearly stopped. Maruss viewed him with discreet approval for a moment, then moved away. When the flame would have followed him, he sent it a mental command to dart among the others in a random circular path. Jes could take advantage of the warmth without appearing to do so. ^That was kindly done,^ Starsheen observed in his head as he resumed his place at the front. Maruss glanced at the sentient knife in surprise. ^He wouldn't admit he was cold, or wounded, or whatever it really was. I'm not going to force him. Respect, Starsheen. A lesson,^ he added delicately, ^that it wouldn't kill you to learn.^ ^I'll give it to you when you're worth it,^ Starsheen retorted. A silence chillier than the air was between them for the rest of the day. ---------------------------------------------------------- They came upon the entrance to the Pass when the sun was just beginning to fall west. Maruss glanced about nervously as the mountains began to loom over him rather than just in front. No curalli liked enclosed spaces, and Maruss had had more than enough experiences to instill that hereditary dislike as a conscious fear. Geruth circled down and landed before him as Maruss hopped gingerly over a drift-covered boulder. The viaquia's deep purple cheeks were slightly reddened from the wind, and his lilac hair had become hopelessly disordered. But his deep blue eyes sparked with good humor, and his bow was even more flippant than usual. "Shall I hunt for our vespermeal, lord?" Maruss groaned silently at the title and nodded. The viaquia smiled, showing his lengthening fangs, and hopped into the air. Sunset was coming on, and what better hunter at this time than a sunset Elwen? He began looking for a cave, but for a time the rocky walls wound past without a noticeable break. Maruss longed impatiently for the darkness, when his superb eyes would allow him to see things ten times more clearly than most creatures could in daylight. Bells rang as unicorn hooves cracked and rebounded off stone. Maruss glanced behind him and made a small exasperated sound in his throat. Jierran and Rengardlu walked as far apart from each other as the still relatively narrow pass would allow. Jierran was wrinkling his nostrils at the unfamiliar smells of stone and rock dust, occasionally tilting his head up as if he could sense the mountains bending malevolently over him. Rengardlu walked as if utterly bored, yawning now and then and casting disgusted looks at Jierran's gaping. Maruss silently wove the magic to push them slightly closer together. The unicorns obeyed without realizing they were doing so, and Maruss let triumph fill him for a moment. He had them right where he wanted them. Now, if he could only make this work... Perfect. A boulder perched on a broad ledge some distance up one smooth stone wall. Under the gentle prod of Maruss's telekinesis, it teetered, grumbled, and bounded over the edge, rumbling toward them with a deadly song. Jierran stared around, blind and unable to accurately hear what direction the danger was coming from, for the echoes the stone roused bounced from all sides. Maruss felt sorry for causing him such fear, but he could stop the rock at any time, after all. He simply wanted to see if this would work. Rengardlu paused for a long, agonizing moment, then flung himself at Jierran, screaming a warning. The silver unicorn whirled around, horn lowered, his movements shaky as a young colt's. Rengardlu's hooves hit him, flinging him from the stone's path before the red unicorn galloped away himself. The stone rolled by where they had been, past where Jesartlu flattened himself against the stone wall, and on down the channel of the Pass. For a long moment, its thunder echoed back to them, finally subsiding into silence. The two unicorns were the first to stumble back into the center of the Pass, both peering up anxiously, even the blindfolded Jierran. Then they both turned their heads and stared at each other. Rengardlu's green eyes were indecisive, and from what Maruss could see of Jierran's silver face, he looked startled and confused. "I've hated the silverini all my life for what they did to my people," Rengardlu said suddenly. Jierran did not stiffen, and Maruss knew why: Rengardlu had said the silverini, not "you silverini." "But I found I could not hate the wilder silverini. Silmisa and Garaldon were as intelligent as any rufousos. They had many of the same beliefs my kind does-" "Our kind," Jierran corrected gently, his breath steaming up before his face. "Yes," said Rengardlu, after only an instant's hesitation. A small smile grew on his lips. "Yes, we are both unicorns, are we not? Yes, our kind has beliefs opposing those of your former people, Jierran. I wish now to apologize for the insult I gave you in considering you one of them. I was judging too much by the color of your coat, instead of the color of your soul." "I did the same thing." Jierran's voice was low, apologetic. "And I have no defense to offer. I can only ask that you forgive me." Rengardlu inclined his head. Maruss turned his head and looked up to hide a smile of satisfaction. And blinked, his smile slowly widening into one of delight. The boulder had been wedged into the entrance of a cave- a deep one, to judge from the depth of the darkness in its mouth. He thought they had found their camp for the night. He laid one hand on the rock wall and began to climb, moving over the rough stone as easily as a spider on a wall. All curalli had the climbing talent, and Maruss had utilized it often enough to be a skilled and graceful climber. He made it to the lip of the cave and peered in cautiously, almost expecting to be charged by an angry inhabitant. But though the cave bore signs of use, all were ancient, and nothing stirred in it. Maruss's eyes climbed the patterns carved into the stone, and he frowned thoughtfully. A series of three interlocking triangles, repeated over and over. Where had he seen... Of course. Maruss felt his breath whistle between his teeth and firmly calmed his fear. He had often made use of the gifts and abandoned places of the alfari. There was no need to be frightened of this one. Still, as the only member of the group with the magic to deal with any traps that might be laid, he ought to explore first. He swung himself inside effortlessly, rising slowly to his feet. He reached his full height without any incident, either magical or physical. He stood only five feet tall, unusually short for an Elwen, and the cave arched four feet higher than that. He relaxed slightly and stared around curiously. Alfari built their places to last for centuries- eternity, perhaps- but whatever had been in this one must have been destroyed or removed. Little remained but for the delicate carved patterns and something in the corner opposite the entrance draped with a rotting cloth. The cave was circular and very large, as he had seen, stretching back for perhaps two hundred feet before bending into a narrow tunnel that must lead deep into the earth. Maruss knelt down and ran his sensitive fingers over the floor where it joined the wall. Strong, seamless stone, fashioned and supported by magic. No danger of this collapsing on them. Still, he didn't intend to be caught from behind by something nasty. He wove magic over the tunnel entrance, a transparent barrier as strong as stone, and turned, meaning to call to his friends and tell them he had found a haven. But, for some reason, the cloth-draped thing drew him. Telling himself he would just make sure it wasn't dangerous, Maruss reached out a hand and gripped the rags. They fell apart at his touch, revealing a circular object propped awkwardly against the wall, as if it had been placed there in haste. It was so covered with dust and some unpleasant blackish substance that Maruss could not tell what it was. He conjured a flame, brighter in the dark than the fading, pale sunlight falling through the entrance, and held his hand, from which the fire sprang, near the black stuff. It caught at once, smoldering and bursting into flame within an instant. Maruss remained confident it wouldn't hurt the object. It smelled of metal- silver, more precisely- not wood or any other flammable substance. Soon enough black flakes had fallen to the floor to let him make out the fancifully carved silver frame. The alfar pattern twined among abstract geometrical shapes, visions of birds and flowers that could only have come from a madman's mind, things that might have been meant to be stars or jewels. Maruss frowned, both at its oddness and at the chill fingers of familiarity brushing his spine. He had seen something like this before, only much larger, and then had not known what it was. This was a smaller copy of the mirror he had once possessed in Sweptoromaru, the now-destroyed Annihilator stronghold. It had seemingly had no special properties, but one could never tell... Against his better judgment, he brushed the flecks of slime and less pleasant things from the mirror's glass surface. It felt cool as the frost, but warmed so swiftly under his hand that Maruss looked at it warily. The sunlight winked and flashed from its surface, momentarily blinding him. When he could see again, the mirror was filled with a haze of gold. Maruss drew away, but then paused, staring at the mirror. He could feel the magic within him rising in his blood, tingling, responding. Not surprising, as this was an alfar artifact and his magic had originally been a gift from the alfari. But- did he really want to press his mastery of the gift that far? He drew a deep breath, told himself that he was trembling from excitement and not fear, and tilted the mirror to catch the sunlight once more. The golden haze flashed and glowed for a moment, refusing to form a comprehensive picture, then shaped itself into a face. A golden face, a face crowned with blond hair and marred with silver-gold eyes that stared into the distance with blank anger and despair. Maruss blinked. If he was not seeing some image conjured out of his own wistful hopes, this must mean Aeren had escaped from the destruction of the Annihilators at the Shattering. But what had happened to the dawn Elwen to so horribly change him? Before, even in his bleakest moments, he had appeared alive and full of energy. Now, he seemed bent only on death, but whether for himself or someone else, Maruss didn't know. The scene in the mirror widened, drawing back to show that Aeren was clambering through an icy tunnel. Maruss gasped. The tunnel in the Coldors was one he himself had passed through on his way to Cytheria. The alalori bent to sniff the ice with practiced grace, then lifted his head and stared along the corridor. For a moment he looked blankly into nothingness, silver and gold of his eyes both clouded with grief. Then a terrible, feral smile crept across his golden features. He trotted forward with silent, flowing Elwen grace, vanishing around a bend in the ice. Maruss shivered without understanding why as the scene in the mirror shifted. He almost cried aloud in joy at the next face he glimpsed. Covered with dark blue skin spangled with tiny silver dots that looked like stars, it appeared to be looking right at him with gold-green eyes like spring leaves in sunshine. Dark blue hair, touched here and there with an elusive hint of silver, tumbled around her features. Elenyi Starwolf, his foster sister, looked wasted and gaunt, but still determined to go on with life. Again the scene widened, opening into a room through which silver light blazed. Maruss felt his heart swell again as he realized where Elenyi must be- safe in the underground Wolf-home named after her. At the moment, Elenyi was studying a map by the silver sunlight, lips moving as she looked at it. For a moment her changeable eyes lit with hope, and she rose as if about to call out to someone. Then she threw the map on the table before her, cradled her head on folded arms, and sobbed with weariness and grief. Maruss felt himself reach out, instinctively, a tiny comforting tendril of thought. It wouldn't do any good, of course. He had used a scrying device before, and the person being scried couldn't respond unless he or she had an identical dev- Elenyi sprang to her feet, trembling and staring about wildly. For a moment her features flowed into those of a wolf, but she controlled the Shift and stared straight ahead. Her lips moved in the one word Maruss had become skilled at reading: his own name. For a moment, she again looked hopeful. But then she shook her head with determination and sat back down at the table. The map was pushed to one side by one of her dark hands, and she bent over a parchment filled with small, precise writing. Unheeded, perhaps even unnoticed, silver tears streamed down her cheeks. Maruss wondered what she could be crying about as the picture faded. He settled back against the stone, cradling the mirror gently in his hands, wondering what it would show him next. "Maruss!" The urgent sound of his name caused Maruss to snap his head up and jump to his feet, pulling the mirror out of the sunlight as he did so. At once the golden haze faded, the glass surface reflecting only his own surprised face. Geruth stood in the entrance to the cave, a brace of birds cradled in his arms, a look of disbelief tinged with worry on his face. He came slowly toward his brother, as if making sure Maruss were real, before laying down the birds and smiling uncertainly. "I wasn't sure if you heard me," he said softly. "You were staring into nothingness so hard I could almost feel your concentration." Maruss looked at the mirror in his hand. It was perfectly obvious to him, but perhaps only those with alfar magic could see it. "Nothing to worry over," he said lightly as he slipped the mirror into a pouch hanging from his belt. "You know how I get lost sometimes. Thanks for bringing me back." The viaquia picked up the birds and tossed them to Maruss, a reminiscent smile wandering across his lips. "Stars, do you remember how it used to be? You read a book, whether or not it was the one Maana told you to read, as if you were hunting down elusive prey. I had to dump ice water over your head once to get your attention." Maruss smiled wryly. "You got my attention. I recall you ruined a page of the book as well, and earned yourself a punch in the eye for it, too." Geruth, appearing comforted at this reliving of common memories, grinned unrepentantly. "Yes, and you were spanked." "You exaggerated how badly your eye hurt," Maruss retorted, taking the birds toward the center of the cave. Each bird had been killed by a neat thrust through the throat. The two holes, tiny but ultimately fatal, were surrounded on each by a ring of crimson. "I did not!" Geruth sounded wounded, but laughter trembled below the surface of his voice. "You can throw a wicked punch when you want to!" Maruss smiled but did not respond, letting the memories die away naturally into a pleasant silence. Better that than to remember, inevitably, that Maana was dead, Myyti was dead, their foster brother Phaedon Shoregazer was dead. So many gone, so many who had been an intricate part of their first forty-eight years of life. And others, who had come to mean as much to Maruss in the short months he had known them as his family did. The curalli laid stones swiftly in a ring for a firepit and asked his brother to hunt for kindling while he made his way to the front of the cave and wove magic. The wall was far too sheer for the unicorns to climb to the cave, and Maruss was not about to let the shivering, exhausted Jesartlu try it. Maruss's conjured flame hovered unobtrusively near all the time now; it was a mark of Jes's weakness that he didn't protest its presence. But even its magical warmth was failing to chase the chill away from whatever injury Jesartlu hid. Before the trio formed a solid ramp of golden magic. Rengardlu, his nostrils flaring nervously, stepped onto the ramp, then drew a hoof back. Jes barely appeared to notice, shivering with his head down, not looking beyond his own misery. Jierran coolly strode up the ramp, as if he had been doing this all his life, which he probably had. His father was a powerful mage, and unicorns often used other contraptions instead of stairs. He made it to the top without incident, trotted into the cave, and curled up next to the unfinished firepit. Ren was next, but even the unicorn's nervous snorts and trembles didn't rouse Jes. Maruss stared at the land Elwen, noting the pale skin, the glazed eyes, the way he appeared to hunch around his hands... Maruss's lips compressed into a thin line. He felt angry at himself for not recognizing more quickly the signs of frostbite, but mingled with his anger was determination. This time, respect be damned. If Jes's pride led him to refuse help of his own accord, Maruss would simply have to put him to sleep and heal him without his willing cooperation. The curalli trotted down the ramp to the land Elwen, lightly touching his arm. The fighter didn't react. Frowning, Maruss placed a hand on Jes's shoulder. And gasped, for he could feel wild, flaring heat. It took him a moment to recognize it for the artificial heat of a fever, and to realize there was nothing to warm Jes beyond that. He had given up completely on adjusting his body temperature. "Fool," Maruss murmured as he wove hasty, inelegant magic, sending Jes to sleep before the land Elwen could object. His telekinesis, augmented by his power, picked the sick land Elwen up and sent him coasting up to the cave. Maruss followed on the ramp, not so concerned that he would flagrantly abuse his magic by flying up after Jes. As he reached the top of the ramp, a loud, crisp sound rang out over the world, the sound of a footstep breaking a thin crust of ice. Maruss looked wildly at the peaks for a moment before realizing it had come from beneath him. Slowly, he tilted his head downward. Beneath him in the snow, at the foot of the fading magical ramp, stood a land Elwen. His features were sharp, his skin unusually pale, and the only protection he wore against the cold was a shimmering cloak and tunic as red as the bands of skin encircling his wrists. His face was pure and cold as the winter moon, and, as he stared at Maruss, etched with hate. The curalli shivered- as if they didn't have enough problems already- and ducked into the cave. ---------------------------------------------------------- Maruss sat back on his heels and released a long, trembling breath. If they had walked only a few more hours, Jes could well have been dead. As it was, Maruss wondered how pride had kept him going this long. The land Elwen had a bad case of frostbite, a worse fever, an even worse cough, and a broken rib that he might have acquired in any number of interesting ways. He lay near the fire now, wrapped in as many blankets as they could spare, head pillowed on his pack. Maruss had healed the rib and the frostbite, but had been too weary to drive the sickness from his lungs. They would be unable to move for a time yet. The exhausted curalli stared at the slumbering land Elwen and slowly shook his head, though he had to smile slightly. Sometimes, he wasn't much better, insisting on being up before the healers said he could. Of course, such incidents had been rare after he became a healer himself. The others sat on the other side of the fire, speaking quietly, their conversation wandering through Primal and the silverini tongue. Everyone seemed content to leave him alone, and Maruss used the rare quiet to confide to someone who wouldn't repeat what he heard. "I saw Salsi in the Pass," he mused, putting his head in his hands and rubbing his aching temples. The tightness around his eyes signaled the arrival of a fatiguing headache. "I can't tell the others. They've got enough to worry about. And, at any rate, I thought the lord of the winter moon had forgiven me for my so-called transgression. If he hasn't..." Maruss's voice trailed off, and he shrugged. If Salsi hadn't, gods were liars. But then, he had always known that. Maruss darted a quick look out the mouth of the cave. The moons were rising in the dark white sky, red-white Salsi in the forefront. Maruss imagined he could feel the moon glaring malevolently at him. Behind him floated Rareth, the purple moon of spring, and Takon, aqua lord of the summer, beloved of the silverini. The shadowed Elwen's gaze abruptly slid past the winter moon to focus on the summer. Takon. For him, the divine powers of Arcadia had sworn not to interfere with the rise of the Silver Unicorn Empire. Out of misplaced compassion, and that emotion Maruss hated, pity, millions had died. He wondered if the gods considered it a fair price. "Ah, well," he mused, looking back at Jesartlu affectionately. "Some of the gods do tell the truth some of the time. And one of them did ask me to keep you safe." He wagged a scolding finger at the land Elwen. "Nystze will be most displeased if you kill yourself for the sake of pride." Jes stirred, and for a moment Maruss's hopes soared. But the land Elwen lapsed so quickly back into sleep that Maruss almost couldn't be sure he'd seen the small movement. With a soundless sigh, the curalli reached out and pulled the blankets more securely around his friend. "Heal," he murmured, turning to stare into the flames, hoping their ever-shifting colors would help to relieve the headache now attacking in earnest. "That's all I ask." ---------------------------------------------------------- Maruss lifted his head, startled. He lay dozing by the ashes of the fire, a blanket draped around him. He shivered, surprised at how cold the cave was, called magical flame to the kindling left, and turned to check on Jesartlu. The land Elwen had crawled completely inside the blankets; not one hair of him showed. Thinking they really should have a talk about pride, Maruss reached out to shake his shoulder. "Come on. If you're awake enough to move, you're awake enough to-" The words died on his lips as his hand pushed into empty blankets. Maruss stared at the cloth cocoon for a moment with unseeing eyes, then pulled it apart. There could be no doubt. Jes was gone. Maruss lowered his head to the floor and sniffed, almost instantly picking up the land Elwen's faint, warm scent. He would have noticed it before if he hadn't been so preoccupied with building the fire. It led straight to the entrance of the cave. Maruss frowned and rose to his feet. So Jes wanted to lead him a chase, did he? Very well. But behind the curalli's anger and exasperation chattered a voice of very real fear. Jes could well be dying only a few feet from the door. The odds of that became even greater when he moved away from the crackling fire and heard the mad shriek of the wind just outside. Pausing, he stared into a swirling green miasma. Even if he had been maddened by the fever, how and why had Jes gone out in a blizzard? Maruss pushed such questions away, trying to replace his doubts with self-confidence. No creature could handle itself better on a winter night than a curalli. Though he had never had occasion to call upon his reserves of talent, he could track Jes through a snowstorm more blinding than this, see him in magical darkness, climb glass after him. He hoped he wouldn't have to fall into such a primal mindset, but if he did... Well, best not to worry about it. Maruss pulled the hood of the cloak close against him and stepped onto the ledge outside the cave, leaving the magical fire to burn. It would provide much-needed warmth to the others. He didn't wake them up for the same reason; they needed their sleep. One question bothered him as he made his way to the bottom of the Pass. Jes shouldn't have been able to walk past without rousing him, or at least alerting Starsheen. If he was pain-maddened, he should have taken even less care. Which left two unpleasant possibilities- that the curalli had become a heavy sleeper, or that Jes's madness had introduced the special cunning of the insane into him. Maruss knew the first wasn't true. Which meant he was tracking an insane, sick Elwen through a snowstorm, in a Pass where he had seen the god he had offended. "Wonderful," he announced gloomily to the world at large, vaulting the last five feet with enough force to shatter a snowdrift. There was no particular reason to do so, but he felt like it. He stared around at what he had dropped himself into- mildly unpleasant for him, absolute hell for anyone else. What had prompted Jes to do this? The wind yammered around him, seeming several winds at once, sometimes changing direction in mid-motion. Its push was such that he had to fight to keep his feet. Great, wet green snowflakes the size of his head whirled through the air or split into smaller pieces of snow, cold and penetrating as Salsi's gaze. Maruss remembered the techniques he had learned from the book on curalli in his foster mother's library and looked through snow and stinging bits of ice. Still, nothing revealed itself to him. But then, Jes wouldn't have any reason to do so. "Jes?" Maruss called softly, as an experiment. The wind shrieked in delighted, childish response, but no living voice answered him. Maruss called again. ^It's useless, Maruss. You're not going to find him this way. You'll actually have to go out searching.^ Starsheen's voice was profoundly sarcastic. ^I always intended to,^ Maruss retorted coolly, bowing his head and starting forward. ^I always did. Speaking of which, did you see him leave?^ ^Maruss, I am not that angry at you, nor am I so great a fool,^ Starsheen replied angrily. ^I would have awakened you. He must have gone past more silently than a shadow.^ ^But now a shadow hunts him.^ Maruss was grateful for mental communication; it was the only possible way to talk and be sure one would be heard above the wind's whining complaints. ^I didn't think he was that sick.^ Belaboring the obvious, perhaps, but it was good to have someone to talk to. ^Neither did I,^ Starsheen affirmed. There was a thoughtful pause as Maruss clambered over a boulder, following the faint trail of sunshine and summer smells through the reek of winter. ^Which leads to the fact that he isn't.^ Maruss put two and two together, then told himself to forget it. What reason could Salsi possibly have for calling Jes out of the cave? What little sense he possessed answered brutally. To make Maruss follow, of course. But why the sick one? Maruss's brain argued. So as to be more believable. Which means this whole thing is a... ^Trap!^ hissed Starsheen, as the snow exploded behind Maruss. ^Ellosonor! Turn!^ The knife flared with silver- white light and began to buzz angrily, his thoughts reaching out to clasp Maruss's. The curalli let himself be drawn into the bond with the sentient steel, at the same time making a silver aura appear about his body. Distantly, there came the faint shrieks of dying unicorns. He was Ellosonor, the Bane of Silver, the one silverini feared above all else. The hunched, ape-like creatures behind him were almost to him, bounding with unbelievable speed. Their shaggy coats of green fur had hidden them perfectly under the snowbank, and their winter-wind scents were harder to smell now. But their glimmering blue eyes and long white fangs made them very visible- as did the red-and-white light playing about them. That, if nothing else, was a sign Salsi had sanctioned this attack. One beast crouched, bending its spider-like limbs awkwardly, and sprang at his throat. The other circled behind him, just in case he should think of springing that way. The attack ended with a wild shriek as the creature spitted itself on Starsheen and collapsed, a foul clear liquid bubbling from the heart-wound. Maruss started to whirl to face the other, but a heavy weight dropped on him. A moment later, teeth closed on his shoulder and tugged the muscle back and forth. Gritting his teeth against the burning pain, Maruss kindled the silver aura. The flame was painless to him, but the creature screamed more loudly than its brother had and sprang free. Maruss spun, feeling the wet warmth of his own white blood on his back. Salsi's creature crouched in the snow, snarling at him without a break, now and then turning to nurse a burned foreleg. Maruss gave it a smile as cold as the air around them. Just as he had once banished the winter-lord by creating a small patch of summer in the Coldor Mountains, he could fight these creatures by using heat. Still, there was nothing to be gained by killing it immediately. Already he was regretting his immediate strike with Starsheen. If he could have kept the creature alive, questioned it somehow, instead of killing it and increasing the likelihood that this one would not answer, he might have been able to find out what Salsi wanted. "Do you understand Primal?" he asked softly in that tongue, the common language of all races since the creation of the world. The creature simply drew its lips further back from its fangs and didn't answer. Maruss decided to see if he could make it respond. "Sometimes I think Salsi doesn't either," he said conversationally. "What is working for him like? I think I would die of boredom, personally-" The creature snarled, low and deeply, in its throat, rising to its hind legs as it did so. "Shouldn't- mock!' it said with difficulty. Its fangs appeared to get in the way of its forming effective words. "Have- friend! Will- torture if- mock!" "Really." Maruss smiled coldly at him. "And what could you do to him, thing? I'm not sure what you are, you see. Forgive the insulting term of address." "Not- have him!" spat the creature, seeming more angry than fearful, but still eying the curalli's silver aura with wary respect. "Great Lord Salsi- have him!" Spittle gleamed on the creature's whiskers as it completed with a satisfied air, "Will torture." Maruss let his own fury and fear rise- they would give him strength- but was careful to show no outward signs of it. Either would be interpreted as a weakness, and might prompt the creature into attacking. He hated unnecessary bloodshed, and wanted to leave this one alive if possible. To that end, he stalked slowly forward, face a blank, cool mask. The creature watched him smugly for a moment, but then began to back up. Maruss knew how he must look, and bit the inside of his cheek to keep from laughing. Chuckles would spoil the charade of this stone-faced curalli, hunting his prey as if he were a moving silver statue draped in darkness. Maruss's poetic mind liked that simile, and he repeated it beneath his breath to keep his amusement down when the creature fled screaming into the darkness. Maruss's laughter faded quickly as he stood considering the situation. Salsi had Jes somewhere unknown, trapped and sick, and was willing to send minions to kill Maruss. Or, perhaps, had they been sent to herd him? "Shall we find out?" Maruss murmured wryly, and began tracking the thing. ---------------------------------------------------------- The trail was easy enough to follow, even though the wind filled in footprints almost as soon as they were made. The minion, in haste and fear, had taken no precaution to hide its trail, and it was only a few minutes before the shadowed Elwen saw it trotting along the floor of the Pass, occasionally glancing nervously behind it. To avoid its sight, Maruss kept to the shadows, where he was invisible to everyone save another of his kind or a darkness Elwen. At last the creature relaxed, dropped to all fours, and began to shamble along at a rapid pace. Maruss followed easily. Curalli could run eighty miles an hour for quite a distance before becoming tired. The darkness was abruptly broken by a radiance brighter than starlight, and thus more immediately visible to Maruss's eyes. He halted, wincing slightly, and peered upward. The light flowed from a cave high on the cliff wall, a cave alight with warm red firelight. At first, Maruss though they must have circled back to his own campsite, and his heart froze as the creature began to scramble up the wall. But then he saw the relaxed, happy expression on the minion's face, an expression that he surely wouldn't have worn going into a cave where a vampiric sunset Elwen slept. No, this had to be where Salsi was keeping Jes, or at least where he had told his creatures to go when finished with their task. Maruss sprang silently upward, closing his hands around a protruding rock, and in two seconds was twice his own height above the ground. As when walking, he kept to the shadows while he climbed, doing it skillfully, speedily, silently. He reached the lip of the cave before the thing was halfway up, and peered over with true caution this time. This time he knew there was a trap. It seemed a cheerful enough place, a small, cozy chamber with a large fire blazing in the center. Jes lay close to the fire, senseless, wrapped in fine fur-lined rugs and blankets. Salsi sat on the other side of the cave in land Elwen avatar form, his expression of distaste as he regarded the source of heat evident. Maruss heard the soft scrape of claws behind him and drew back smoothly, letting the creature scramble inside, oblivious to his presence. "Master," breathed the creature's reverent voice. "Great Lord Salsi." As before, it spoke the phrase with no spluttering at all; doubtless it had had practice. But the stammering and difficulty came back on the next words. "Master- I ap- apologize- but Hun- Hunter dead." "What?" Salsi's voice was soft as a single snowflake, but as piercingly cold as the blizzard that combined all snowflakes. An awful voice, a voice full of godly power, and the creature's voice trembled as it responded to that power. "I- I sorry, Master, All- fault of- mine. He- got away, Master. Sorry. Let me- go, but killed Hun- Hunter." "Really." There was no indication in Salsi's voice that he believed his servant. "And where is he now?" Maruss wondered if he could have asked for a better cue if he had rehearsed it with the moon-lord. "Here," he said lightly, stepping into the cave. The creature moaned and fell on the floor in a dead faint. Salsi started to rise quickly to his feet, then apparently decided this would show too much respect and stood with slow arrogance instead. His eyes flicked over Maruss, as if appraising him for the market, and his brows rose. "You have grown in power since we last met, Resadadal. My congratulations." Maruss did not react to the name the way Salsi doubtless expected him to do. Resadadal meant "the caught one" in Primal, but Maruss had lost his fear of being controlled by fate. Did not the very name of his soul promise mastery over it? "Good evening, my Lord Salsi," he said, inclining his head slightly. Salsi looked startled for a bare moment before he smoothed his features, accepting the courtesy as no more than his due. Still, as if irresistibly tempted, he remarked, "You have also learned courtesy." Maruss shrugged. "I am still not sure if I respect or trust you, Lord of the Winter Moon. But certain things are proper between equals." Maruss heard Starsheen's shocked buzz, felt Salsi's outrage, and did not care. It was exactly the kind of outrageous thing the moon-lord would expect him to say, and through his anger, he would be dancing with glee that the curalli was apparently playing into his hands. He wouldn't be alert when Maruss turned the tables on him. Besides, it afforded him a small amount of satisfaction to taunt this immortal, immoral creature who had wrongs to pay for. Luring Jes into the storm, trying to kill Jierran when they had crossed the Coldor Mountains- and most of all, abandoning Arcadia to the whims of the silver unicorns. How many millions had died that the moon-lord's power might have saved? "Watch yourself, Resadadal," Salsi breathed. "You are not my equal, and never will be." A smile whipped across his lips like a snake slithering to shelter. "I cannot kill you- you are too important to the future of Arcadia. But I can tell you things that will make you wish you were dead." Maruss snorted, enjoying watching the pale face grow silver with anger. "I didn't come here to listen to you. I came for my friend." He turned toward Jes, hoping the new sojourn in the cold hadn't given the land Elwen anything worse than what he already had. "Stop," Salsi's voice was a calm snake's hiss. Maruss glanced at him, letting his silver aura flare and beat just a little higher. Not a threat; a warning. "Why?" he asked quietly. "I came here to tell you things." Salsi's face twisted in a sneer, and he looked around the cave scornfully. "Do you think I would enter this pitiful world otherwise?" "It is you who are pitiful, Winter-Lord," Maruss replied, sitting back on his heels. He had seen enough to know that Jesartlu still looked reasonably healthy and felt warm enough. "Tell me if you will, then release us." Salsi stared at him as if he were some exotic beast. "By all the gods that are my cousins, Resadadal," he breathed, "do you wish to lose your life? You throw it about as if it were worth less than a battered trinket." "I shall worry about it when I am in danger." Maruss knew he walked a thin line, but Salsi deserved no less after taking Jesartlu than to be insulted by a person he didn't dare hurt. He smiled sweetly at the moon-lord's expression of outrage. "Very good," he complimented him, "but if you're planning on getting a portrait done, unwrinkle the forehead. It's going to be dreadfully prominent someday." Salsi snapped his mouth shut, and a look of calm settled over his features as smoothly and serenely as the snow falling outside. "You are as you are," he said, oddly, as if he were repeating a formula. "I am as I am. I will tell you my piece and be on my way, leaving you to writhe in torment." Maruss pinched his lips tightly together, but the snort of laughter escaped nonetheless. Salsi's face again turned to stone, and he spoke in a swift, clipped voice. "May it never be said that I did not warn you. I did, and here is the warning." Salsi turned his head, eyes glowing now white, now fiery crimson, and pinned Maruss with his stare. The curalli looked back calmly, almost casually. He had never denied, after all, that Salsi had power, merely that he knew how to use it properly. The moon-lord's voice rumbled like sepulchral thunder. Had Maruss been able to look away, he would have peered outside in fear that the immortal was starting an avalanche. "Know that you have escaped the clutches of Fate, but not the meshes of my net, Resadadal. You are still the Caught One, the little fish helpless in the hands of the fisherman- but the identity of that fisher has changed." Maruss smiled unpleasantly. "My, my, my Lord Salsi. Direct interference? Do you so enjoy the prospect of the Oblivion?" Shock cleanly scrubbed Salsi's face for a moment, but when he calmed himself, he did so in the matter of a moment. "That is different," he said, a smoldering, explosive fury in his voice. "Every divine power has the right- nay, the privilege- to punish blasphemers." "Just not silverini blasphemers?" An invisible magical hand gripped Maruss's throat, throwing him back and slamming him into the wall. The curalli breathed comfortably around it, a little impressed by the sight of Salsi's anger but not frightened. He wasn't sure what encased him in protective warmth and urged him to new heights of recklessness, but he welcomed it, whatever it was. "You cannot know what line you cross." Salsi's voice was soft and deadly. "You simply cannot know, Resadadal. This is a matter for the powers that be alone." "Take it up with the God of Strength, if you must," Maruss retorted. "He told one of his worshipers, which is more than you've done for yours. Rengardlu, a rufouso, one of the race you created, travels with me now. Why are you not speaking to him?" Salsi's face twisted in confusion for a single instant. Then it became smooth anger again. "I told you, you cannot understand." "And you obviously cannot understand how precious Arcadia is." Maruss felt faint, sick with disgust. The loyalty trained into him by his foster mother and by long hours of study in the dell that had been his home rejected the idea of traitors with loathing. He had been a traitor himself once before, but he had paid the price in guilt and self-hatred- indeed, paid it still, for he had been unable to forgive himself. But Salsi's betrayal was more profound, more complex, and more unforgivable. The moon- lord was right; he could not understand. But he was glad he would never comprehend such a depth of foulness. "I can." Salsi's voice was quietly deadly. "I can understand that you are leading me away from the subject I came to speak to you about. Fate has passed the net to me, Resadadal. And I will do whatever is necessary to bring you back into line." "You mean, inflict horrors on me simply to make me cry, 'I surrender?'" Maruss's lip curled. "No. I will make you give up, give yourself to me, before this is done." "Any Elwen knows the difference between surrendering and giving up," said Maruss pleasantly. "I might as well tell you it won't work. Talk to the stars; they created us that way." "My, my. Denying responsibility for something, Resadadal?" Salsi's face seemed sharper than ever as his cold smile cut across it. The smile faded so swiftly that Maruss had only the memory of the sharpness to remind him. "But no, you are right. Elwens simply flee into death if they cannot endure pain- and may the stars endure much pain themselves for giving you that cursed gift!- or face it until they are worn down, and even then go down fighting. It is not with pain that I will confront you. Any fool has the courage to last that out. And whatever else you are, you are not a fool, Resadadal." "Thank you," said Maruss wryly. Again Salsi smiled, and for a single moment, they shared a camaraderie, the companionship of the powerful. "You are welcome." Then the flickering eyes drained of all color, and the moon-lord rose to his feet. "I shall see, however, if you have the courage to grasp what I will offer you. Fate has surrendered her mastery of you, but she had- interesting ideas. Perhaps I shall implement one." There was no stir of magic, not even a silent rush of power that would indicate the operation of undetectable divine magic. Salsi, his minion, and the fire were quite simply gone. Maruss stared at the embers of the fire for a moment, then turned and scooped up Jesartlu with his telekinesis, wrapping the blankets more firmly around the land Elwen. "Come," he murmured, wondering why his voice sounded small, almost frightened. "Let's go back." ---------------------------------------------------------- The others were awake when they got back, and made an immediate fuss over them. Geruth laid Jes back near the fire, listening anxiously to his breathing and warming what was left of their vespermeal into a broth that the land Elwen might be able to drink when he awoke. Jierran and Rengardlu asked Maruss question after question, Ren's particularly ardent. He wanted Maruss to describe Salsi so many times that the curalli finally closed his eyes and faked a snore. He heard Ren chuckle, and opened his eyes to see amusement warring with concern in the red unicorn's green gaze. "I'm sorry we're boring you to sleep, Maruss. But please, just a little longer. What was he wearing?" "A shimmering red cloak and tunic, brilliant as your coat," Maruss answered promptly. He didn't like to flatter, but his eyes burned and an army seemed to be marching inside his head. Neither his magic nor his body had had a chance to fully replenish itself. Ren, in the manner of all unicorns Maruss had ever met save Jierran, was slightly vain. He glanced around at his perfect, smooth crimson pelt, at his tail like a fall of airy blood and his trimmed crystal hooves. "Do you really think so?" Maruss nodded, and the rufouso finally turned away and sought his bed. Jierran lingered a moment, looking at Maruss with ears and nose rather than eyes, then said abruptly, "Do you mind if I take this off? It's a little uncomfortable." Maruss shrugged. "Go right ahead." Jierran, with a sigh of relief, fixed his teeth on the knot that secured the blindfold and tugged. The cloth fell to the floor, and the silver unicorn shook his head and snorted, then turned violet eyes on Maruss that could not hurt him. The curalli's fate-magic gave him an immunity. "I can't quite reach my nose, and it needs scratching. Could you do it, please?" Maruss smiled as he climbed to his feet and fulfilled the request. Jierran, who loathed slavery, made a special point of never ordering anybody to do anything; he always asked. The silver unicorn closed his eyes luxuriously and sighed as the itch apparently fled, then opened his eyes again and winked at Maruss. "So hands are good for something. I always wondered." "And now your curiosity is satisfied," Maruss chuckled. "So that's the reason you've been traveling with us. To find out." Jierran looked startled for a moment. There was relatively little teasing in unicorn society, except about matters Destria's son considered sickening, and few Annihilators bothered to return any teasing banter he offered. But he recovered swiftly. "Yes. I look at these curious contraptions-" he nudged Maruss's hand with one side of his nose, moving it to his forelock "-and wonder, what can they possibly be for? Were the stars drunk? And if they gave their creatures hands, why in the Seven Stars didn't they give them the wit to use them properly?" Jierran's excellent imitation of his father on the last words made Maruss laugh aloud. Amusement gleamed in the unicorn's violet eyes as well, so like his own, and Maruss felt relived. It was rare Jierran could relax; surrounded by creatures a slip of his blindfold could enslave in an instant, he had to be constantly on his guard. Of course, Maruss had the power to heal shattered minds, but the damage to the group's trust in Jierran would never heal. At last, Jierran sighed and asked Maruss to tie the blindfold on again. The curalli did so, and Jierran cantered to the mouth of the cave, as if he intended to watch the stars and moons through the whirling snowstorm. Maruss wished he could do something to ease the stark loneliness usually on the unicorn's features, loneliness for those of his own kind, but it did not seem so bad tonight. Perhaps their teasing had done more than simply provide him with a chance to relax. The curalli curled up in his bedding, but though his eyelids felt like irons attracted to magnets at the bottoms of his eyes, he forced himself to stay awake. He needed to relive a scene from his past tonight, or, as he knew from bitter experience, it would haunt his dreams. He forced himself to see himself again captive in that strange, pulsing cage of power. Destria called Myyti back from the dead, and Maruss threw aside all oaths in his heart, ready to revoke them for the sake of love. Then Rengardlu charged Destria, and in trying to throw a blast of fire to warn the Emperor away, Maruss killed Myyti. She died a second time, and his heart with her. He never became aware when he passed from recollection into true sleep, but dawn was just fingering the lip of the cave when Starsheen's voice spoke softly in his head. ^Your pillow is wet with tears.^ Maruss lifted his head, staring at the rolled blanket he had laid his head on. "I know," he said dully. ^Maruss.^ Starsheen's voice was angry no longer, but softly and gently concerned, with just a bit of a cajoling tone. ^You have to stop doing this to yourself. What good will reliving the past and torturing yourself about it do? For that matter, what good will this guilt do?^ Maruss didn't look at the sentient knife. "It reminds me never to do it again." It was obviously taking a great deal for Starsheen to keep his patience. ^But you won't. And you're hurting me, and the others. Don't you trust us to tell you if you're truly betraying us?^ ^Yes, but-^ ^Nothing,^ Starsheen cut in. ^I wish you would understand, Maruss. There's no real excuse for beginning every day with grief. It's simply your own stubbornness.^ Maruss shut off the telepathic link and rolled out of his blankets to begin packing. Geruth was asleep in a sitting position, he saw with a sad smile, still holding the cup of broth toward Jesartlu. They might not be moving today at all, though the sky was calm, if the land Elwen didn't wake up. Even as he watched, however, Jesartlu opened his eyes. The warrior blinked drowsily for a moment, then stared. For once, however, he made no complaint about blankets or a place close to the fire. Perhaps he could feel the lingering traces of the disease in his body. He simply pushed aside the blankets and stood up, yawning. His motion roused the others, who greeted him with smiles of relief. Maruss walked past their stirring forms to the entrance of the cave, and ignored the quiet conversation that sprang up a few minutes later. Stepping onto the ledge outside the entry, he stared at the Pass below. The storm had buried it in drifts deeper than they looked, or so Maruss estimated. Again he was grateful for the deep green color of the snow, for it swallowed the sun's light and reduced the glare his curalli eyes found so hard to cope with. With any luck, even given the hindering effect of the snow, they ought to reach Fhevu today. Perhaps. He heard a scream above his head, and looked up quickly. A magnificent eagle, feathers giving off a coppery gleam especially noticeable against the pure white sky, wheeled high above the snow, hunting prey that would come out to feed with the arrival of dawn. Maruss watched the bird until it plunged downward to catch something in its talons. This was a cold, lonely place, yet the eagle managed to survive, even thrive. He could easily survive the cold loneliness creeping into his own soul- a loneliness there was no reason for. Starsheen murmured something at the back of his mind, but Maruss turned his head away. Chapter 2 Meljae They had to spend one more night in the Pass, but fortunately, no second snowstorm came to offer them its greetings. And on noon of the following day, the mountains rolled back as if the maker of the pass had walked only so far and now farther, leading them into Fhevu. Maruss, leading as usual, had been the first to note the gray speckles among the still-common green of the snow, and was the first to see the new country. Trotting with his head bowed, he passed the last mountains without noticing, but felt a sudden sensation of freedom. Lifting his head, he looked about curiously. His breath huddled at the back of his throat. Before him stretched what looked like a vast, stormy sea, from which the masts of wrecked ships thrust. Even when he recognized it for what it was, the comparison did not lessen. Fhevu was all rolling, rising hills and downs that dipped down at last into a mighty valley watered by two great rivers. The steel-gray snow made the sun glitter in a dull miasma, heightening the impression of a storm at sea. The trees this far north had lost all their leaves long ago, and now rattled bare, skeletal branches together mournfully. Maruss could not stop staring. He had never imagined anything so bleakly beautiful. He heard the others coming up behind him, their soft gasps, but did not as yet turn to speak to them. His eyes simply drank in the harsh defiance of this province, the last to be defeated, the province where the unicorn victory had never been complete, for at least four free peoples lived here still. It awed him, filled his veins with a triumphant song not unlike that of his magic. There was no glory in war, but there was pride in rebellion. Geruth circled down beside him at last, eyes wide in wonder. "I almost hate to camp here," he said in reverent tones. "It would be like- desecrating a temple, or disturbing an elven tomb." There was a little doubt in his voice as he said the last. Among Elwens, it was a sign of contempt to bury an enemy. "I don't think it would be quite like that," Maruss replied thoughtfully. "Temples and tombs are hallowed places, never to be touched. But Fhevu was something they fought for, something more important to them than a temple or burial ground. A home." The viaquia seemed comforted, though he still regarded the vista before them with wide eyes. Maruss at last began to assess nearby shelter. The dipping and rolling of the downs made it impossible to see far, but he thought he saw a smudge of green in the distance. A pine stand would shelter them sufficiently. "Let's start walking," Maruss said at last, reluctantly nudging Geruth from his trance. He could have stood there staring, enchanted, forever, but he had the others to worry about. And, too, who knew what beautiful visions they might discover beyond the next hill? ---------------------------------------------------------- They maintained a relaxed pace through the country, not heading toward any definite destination but that green smudge vaguely placed in the west. Rengardlu had as yet suggested no place to go; he seemed content to merely sniff the chill air of his home again and bask in the barely warming rays of the pale sun. They soon split up, ranging in pairs or alone through the winter-drained woods slumbering under the snow. All around were things to see, and Rengardlu assured them that no dangerous creatures, intelligent or otherwise, lived in the surrounding woods. Maruss pushed aside the slim branch of an elm that had somehow entwined itself with another elm and found a frozen pond before him, a shining thing, all of a piece, a strange milky-gray color like a flawed pearl. He knelt down by it, breath steaming before his face, running his fingers lightly over it. A strange, wild, woodsy smell lingered here, a smell of life, as if the world had not quite given up on summer. An angry chattering overhead revealed the life, and Maruss smiled in amusement as a sable jay alighted on the branch above him. The bird, darker than the cloak Maruss wore, folded its six-foot wings and spoke angrily, scolding him in its own tongue, its dark eyes very bright. Maruss hesitantly reached out toward the animal's mind. Elwens had been able to do this, once, but these wild creatures could not have seen a free Elwen in so long... The bird stopped in mid-chatter as his mind brushed its. For a moment it stood ice-still, then tilted its head in all directions and rapidly scratched its crest with a foot. Maruss bit his lip to keep from laughing, keeping up the delicate pressure, trying to sense the faint, elusive flit of the bird's thoughts. Abruptly, somehow, he did it. The bird gave a triumphant chatter, as if it had been the one to initiate the contact, and glided down to land on the wrist he held up. Its claws dug in for only a moment; then it leaped to his shoulder. Maruss blinked, surprised. He hadn't told it to do that. He was even more surprised when the bird took hold of his thoughts in a practiced manner. It had obviously done this before. But how? Had an Elwen come here regularly enough to teach it? Or had its parents somehow taught it? The thought faded in wonder as the jay leaped into the sky, pulling Maruss's thoughts with it. Maruss had flown before, in the astral world, but he had never felt himself actually inside the body doing the flying, working the wings and turning and soaring... The bird, of course, didn't really think about freedom, but Maruss could feel it. He felt a momentary sadness that he was a purebred curalli, instead of one of the crossbreeds the unicorns sometimes created, born with wings. But the sadness and exhilaration both faded when the bird began to coast down toward an isolated patch of oaks. Maruss blinked in disbelief. The dead of winter- and the boughs wept buds like emerald tears. Even more curious, there was a faint but definite draw on the bird's mind, as if it followed an old trail back to a familiar haunt. Not a pull, not someone consciously calling the bird, but a- path. It was the best word Maruss could come up with. The jay landed on one of the oak's boughs, which whirled beneath it as it leaped to a lower perch, dizzying Maruss. All the while, the sable bird called out softly, almost in a croon, quite unlike the guttural warning cry it had given at the sight of Maruss. Something moved in a clearing framed by the oaks below, and for a moment Maruss thought a green light shone between the branches. Then he realized it was a pair of eyes, so brilliantly green that they blinded. A startled voice, not quite speaking words, not quite speaking the wordless language of the jay, intertwined with their thoughts. Who have you brought me, Sablewind? "Maruss!" Someone shook his shoulders roughly, drawing him inexorably back to the real world. The curalli threw up his hands with a cry of protest as the link between him and the jay wound down to one thread that quivered, quavered, and snapped. At the last moment, that startled voice wound into his mind a last time, giving him one word. Glevia. West. The panting curalli looked up into Geruth's face. Drained of all blood, it looked a pale, delicate lilac. "Why did you-" the curalli began, not sure if his anger would show or not. Geruth's temper ignited before his could. "What were you doing?" the viaquia snarled. "Maruss, you were totally out of your body- and you weren't in the astral world, either! I've learned to recognize the signs of that- I've had to, as you wing out whenever you please. Where were you?" "Flying with a sable jay," Maruss said weakly. How feeble it sounded in the face of Geruth's angry concern for him. That gave the viaquia pause, but only for a moment. His memory, though not as swift as Maruss's, was still excellent, and he had read the same books. "You touched its mind?" he asked in disbelief. Maruss nodded, and Geruth closed his eyes, muttering under his breath. Maruss caught only the words "pray" and "favor this madElwen." He sniffed indignantly. He needed no protection from Dermand the Sunset Lord. The bird and his mysterious friend had been perfectly gentle. Maruss wouldn't have succumbed to the terrifying fate of "spark- loss," the spark that was his own being entwined and lost among others. Maruss, at Geruth's request, told him everything he could remember, particularly about the green eyes and the buds on the boughs. He had a suspicion, though he hoped Geruth would form it on his own. He wanted to go west to meet this fellow, and desperately wished for agreement or a not-too-adamant refusal from his brother. But Geruth's command was absolute. "No. Absolutely not. Would we really want to face a mage with that kind of power, that he can make leaves grow in the beginning of Ilmtirmon?" Not a mage, Maruss thought but didn't say. "Geruth," he said patiently, "I'm a mage nine times over. If anything became beyond my powers, as the very last recourse I could call Coastdancer." He laid his hand on the mark on the inside of his right wrist, a mark shaped like a coiling dragon. "Few are more powerful in magic than an angry aqua queen. I wouldn't be a prisoner for long." "I don't want you to be a prisoner at all!" Geruth said in a low hiss. "Other than the obvious reasons, we don't have the time." He cast a nervous glance at the eastern horizon. Maruss kept his thoughts to himself. Geruth was dreadfully certain that next year would be a Blue Moon year- that is, that Takon would turn completely blue instead of aqua during four days in the summer. That time enraged all creatures, afflicting them with nightmares, diseases, bouts of madness. All creatures, save the silver unicorns. Geruth had convinced himself that if they did not gather an army, march south, and defeat the unicorns once and for all before the Blue Moon arose, they would never win at all. The viaquia at last broke his staring trance, smiling weakly at Maruss. "I'm sorry, brother. I know you can handle yourself. But I don't think it's wise for us to go west. We- all of us- know what deceit can do." His voice sank to a whisper. Maruss was silent, remembering the Shattering that had scattered some Annihilators, enslaved many, killed thousands more. Until learning of the survival of his sister Elenyi and some of her people, Maruss had thought that only five had survived. Five out of thirty thousand. And all caused because he had accepted the lie of an honorable unicorn surrender. The Shattering, enslavement, death for Myyti and Phaedon, Coalcloud's death, his own attempt at suicide and his madness... Maruss took a deep breath and forced the guilt away. Yes, he deserved it, but he couldn't spare time to deal with it now. "Geruth, he could be the help we need. Perhaps his people-" "Why is he out here alone?" Ger interrupted. "Why and how did he call the jay? Isn't it just so absolutely convenient that the bird showed up, claimed your thoughts, took you to him?" He shook his head, expression as stubborn as his brother's. "Too many questions, Maruss. I'm sorry. I know I'm overtaking your place as leader, overstepping my bounds. But the fact remains that I don't think you should do this, and I'm sure the others will agree with me. We'll bind you if we have to." "I can use my magic-" Ger smiled slightly. "The greatest mage in the world couldn't do much if clunked on the head." "Ger-" "No," said the viaquia. "I refuse to discuss this any more. You know your options. I'm merely serving the will of many others in keeping you safe. Others have a claim on your life now, Maruss." His evening blue gaze sharpened. "I couldn't say this two nights ago, before the others, but I think you were a fool to defy Salsi. He might have killed you." The words he had to speak if he wanted to retain a modicum of freedom were nonetheless ashes in Maruss's mouth. "He wouldn't. He's come to the brink several times, but he says I'm too important." Geruth looked only slightly mollified. "That doesn't change anything, Maruss. In fact, it only makes staying alive more imperative for you- or should. If the divine powers have deigned to notice you, then you should be looking after yourself." Starsheen buzzed in his sheath. ^Don't worry, Geruth,^ he said grimly, speaking directly to someone other than Maruss, a rare occurrence. ^The Crafter put more sense into my steel than my friend has in his empty mind. I'll watch over him.^ ^What is this, a conspiracy?^ Maruss thought angrily back. ^You know I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself, Starsheen. I have magic and you.^ Seemingly despite himself, the knife purred. ^Thank you. But though I would normally agree it's your choice how you risk your life, I don't want you to go to meet this stranger, Elwen or no. As Geruth said, too many things are too convenient.^ Maruss said nothing, but thought in a very private part of his mind that knives could be removed. "I can't promise to like it," he told Geruth, willing himself to sound defeated. His brother would detect a lie, but if he thought Maruss resigned to staying, he wouldn't ask for a promise. Geruth smiled his thanks and clapped Maruss sympathetically on the shoulder. "I truly am sorry. But though we're the same age, I'm your big brother. I can't simply let you run off." Oh, really? Maruss thought. But he did understand, much as he would have preferred not to. Geruth always had felt protective of him. The curalli slowly inclined his head. But he made a face at his brother's back, and spared a silent glance for the west. ---------------------------------------------------------- They camped in the clearing with the pond in it, for it was the only source of water for some miles. Maruss broke the ice by the simple expedient of stamping on it, then widening the cracks with Starsheen. The ice broke apart sluggishly, its flawed pearl surface soon becoming that of a jewel crazed beyond repair. While the others sat around the fire talking excitedly of the beauties they had seen, Maruss boiled the ice over a fire in the one pot they had brought and stared gloomily into the darkness. Geruth had told them all about the mysterious Elwen, and every now and then, every one of them would turn and eye him, as if to make sure he were still there. Maruss calmed himself by remembering what he was. They could gaze all they liked into shadows, and wouldn't see a shadowed Elwen. He never consciously remembered when he had decided to go against Geruth's orders, nor what fueled the decision. Resentment and curiosity alone, or more? Did he really know that this stranger could help them? Either way, he had determined to go. The other Elwens had caught some game, even the weakened Jesartlu felling a shy squirrel with a small rock, but again Maruss could only look the other way when they gazed at him, expecting his contribution. A tense silence settled about the camp for a moment before Jesartlu turned to Geruth and said, with the manner of an eager child, "Do you want me to show you how I killed the squirrel? I think your skull is hard enough to absorb the blow." Ger's mouth fell open at this uncharacteristic teasing from the stoic land Elwen, but he quickly caught on to its purpose and laughingly waved away the offer. The unicorns chuckled and snorted, then moved a little apart, pawing at grass and knocking snow aside to get to their meal. Maruss felt his magic stir inside him, and wished he could have helped by melting some of the snow and scenting relatively fresh plants. But tonight, he couldn't risk drawing their attention to him any longer than was absolutely necessary. They looked at him often enough already. Geruth made some kind of composite stew, largely by flinging in Jes's squirrel and his own hare, along with largely unidentifiable kinds of grasses he had found, and hoping for the best. The stew was actually surprisingly good. Maruss enjoyed its hot, spicy taste thoroughly, especially after he had switched the bowl Ger handed him for another. He wouldn't have been surprised to find bits of a sleep-inducing drug floating in his portion. It hurt to have to suspect his friends, but they were doing it out of good intentions. It was nothing malevolent. He curled up in his blanket and pretended to fall asleep quickly. This seemed to satisfy Geruth, who stayed up talking to the unicorns, not noticing that Jes also fell asleep uncommonly quickly as well. Maruss, hardly daring to breathe, rolled away from the fire a little. Nothing happened. The thick, wet snow, long fallen, largely cushioned any sound he made. The others did not even glance at him any more, apparently reassured by the loud snores he released every few breaths. He had almost reached the edge of the camp, keeping always within the fireshadow, when a sleepy voice buzzed in his mind, ^What are you doing?^ Maruss froze. Stars, he had forgotten to remove Starsheen. He rose to his knees in one smooth, soundless motion, as silently weaving a curtain of weak mental energy about them. It was something that wouldn't stop the knife forever, but would stop his first attempt to speak to Geruth. That attempt came like the strike of a snake, and Starsheen's betrayed hiss as he reeled away from the wall was luckily masked by a loud pop from the fire. Maruss stood all the way and casually strode into the night, his fingers busily at his belt. Starsheen could still tell he had gone, of course, but he couldn't tell which direction. ^Yes, I can.^ The blade sounded furious. ^I can feel your mind always, Maruss, however faint the link may be. I can simply call Geruth and have him turn me in all directions until I feel the strongest pulse.^ He paused grimly. ^Besides, I would say there's going to be little trouble determining where you went. The success of your mission depends on no one noticing you are gone.^ Exasperated, Maruss stopped and stared at the knife gleaming in its jeweled sheath. With any other weapon, of course, he could simply have left it behind. But not Starsheen. ^I don't suppose I could persuade you not to alert Geruth?^ ^No. The moment this mental curtain falls-^ Sparkling starshine erupted from the sky, a volcano of light. Maruss looked up, expecting nothing less than a comet or falling star after that. But the sky was clear- save for the star directly above him, twitching with agitated green light. When Maruss looked down again, Myyti stood in front of him. For the first time since his visit to her in her own realm, she looked like the woman he had known once more. Flashes of green touched the silver of her face and hair, and her eyes were once more emerald. The digging claws no longer appeared so impossibly slender, and she wore an expression of mingled anger and fear, much closer to Arcadia than the serene compassion she usually displayed. "Myyti!" Maruss greeted her happily. "Stars' greetings. I'm glad you came." He opened his mouth to tell her about the discovery he had made riding with the sable jay, but she interrupted him, her voice flat and smooth and cold as the icy pond had been. "I know, Maruss. I saw." Though she was obviously trying to make her voice pleasant, it shivered and shook, jagged shards of emotion surfacing in the middle of a word. "And now I beg you: do not go west." Maruss blinked in astonishment and the beginnings of concern. Had Myyti, with her high perch and little to do besides look, seen something he had not? "Is there more danger than I thought?" Myyti nodded earnestly, now-green hair tumbling about her shoulders. Her eyes were wide with grave alarm. They were silver again. She seemed in control of herself once more; perhaps she had despaired of catching him before he went. "Maruss, my beloved," she said in a soft voice, "you do not know what danger crouches in that clearing you saw, waiting to devour you. Or rather, the beginnings of danger. It may not be immediately apparent, but it is there." She found his nerveless hand and squeezed it. "Do not go." Maruss could only stand, swaying and dizzied. A danger, waiting to devour him? Why would the jay have been drawn toward a creature like that? And why would a creature intent on ambushing them make buds bloom in the winter, a virtual clue to his presence? Still, he had to take Myyti's word for it: a crafty creature, with the danger not immediately apparent. He smiled gratefully at her. "My thanks." "Your thanks, your love." Myyti smiled, but there was still an odd strained quality to it, as if she thought he might bolt off despite her warning. "The only two possessions I value now, or need to value." Starsheen was buzzing agitatedly at his side, but Maruss ignored him, instead speaking casually to Myyti for several minutes before she announced she had to go. Maruss watched the sparkle of her star die into silence with admiration and love. Imagine, rushing down here almost as soon as the stars had arisen, frantic about her beloved! ^Was she really?^ Maruss slapped Starsheen's sheath without looking at him, gaze still trained on the star. It was a childish gesture, for it could not really hurt the knife, but it shut him up with astonishment for a moment. Before he could gather wits or breath to speak again, Maruss turned to look at him and raised an eyebrow. "You have your wish, so I don't know why you're complaining. I won't be going west." He felt a swift, regretful ache in his heart, his dirge for curiosity, but he was adamant now. He wouldn't go. ^Why is it that you will listen to Myyti over any one of us?^ Starsheen asked, in seemingly idle wonder.