Summer Sky Prologue 458, Age of the Swan, Early Summer Asoron flinched as yet another cry resounded from the chamber behind him. He knew what was happening, knew and refused to admit it. He turned to pace in a circle again, then stopped himself by force of will. The paving stones might wear if he took one more turn. He had been at this for nearly eight hours. Besides, the guards in the corridor outside must be exchanging pitying glances. He ran a hand distractedly through his hair, and felt his fingers bump against a circlet of rough metal, almost forgotten. He pulled it off and turned it slowly over and over in his hands. The silver flashed and gleamed as it caught the light, and so did the emeralds that served as the eyes of the carved river dolphins, the symbol of House Herves. He was King of Carmai, the one human nation of Arcadia, and he was a half-Elwen, the son of the land Elwen who had brought peace to Caladariz during the War of Acceptance by marrying a human woman. On him depended all the hopes from keeping the hostilities, not only between Elwens and humans but among all the diverse peoples of the Lake Province, from breaking out again. How small a thing it seemed now! Asoron's hand clenched on the coronet until the projecting flippers of the dolphins cut into it. He didn't care. He bowed his head and muttered half-incoherent prayers to the gods, as the screams sounded again and again. He had become so used to them that he almost didn't notice when the screams stopped. Then he heard the door open, and turned anxiously around. Looking at him from the doorway was a slender land Elwen woman, her face haggard and her dark eyes deep with shock. Her pale golden hair fell over a small, squirming bundle that she cradled in her arms. Asoron walked cautiously over to her, his fear muted by wonder. "This- is my heir?" he asked. Falimya Achenra nodded, and managed a smile so wan it looked almost ghastly. "Yes- my lord," she said, and held out the baby to him. Asoron caught a glimpse of eyes as blue as the sky from which the sun shone in summer, a glimpse of hair that mingled Elwen flame and human gold- And then he could no longer be distracted. "Where is she?" he demanded. "Where is Elishennrina?" Falimya closed her eyes and swayed as if she were about to fall, this time handing his heir to him more insistently. He took the baby girl, cradling her close, but waited for news of his wife before he began to coo and fuss over her. Falimya recovered herself after a moment, and looked directly at him. She looked as if she were about to speak, but did not. Instead, she bowed her head and shook it slowly. "No." His voice was no more than a whisper. "No. You cannot mean that." "I do." Her voice seemed to thin with every word she spoke; she was very near exhaustion. "I tried everything I could, my lord, everything I knew. There were tricks I have not used since I learned them and spells not performed for a thousand years in that chamber. But it was no use." "You cannot possibly mean it." He was holding the child close, he noted dimly, as if to shield her from Falimya's next words. They came anyway. "Elishennrina Herves, Queen of Carmai, is dead." The world went mad for a moment. Asoron wanted to drop the child and run. He wanted to weep onto Falimya's shoulder; she had been his friend since childhood, and his wife's special confidant, and he knew her grief must be as deep as his. He wanted to step inside the chamber, take the jeweled dagger that Eli wore always at her belt, and drive it into his own heart. Instead, he found himself bending over his daughter to bestow a father's kiss on her head and speak with soft fervor. "Her name is Kalimarina Hervesheir, and from this day forward I name her my lawful daughter and heir to all my possessions, my title and lands-" A terrible shriek resounded from the corridor outside, where the guards stood. Whoever made it died quickly, unlike his poor Eli, but it was unmistakably a death cry. It seemed to fill Falimya and transform itself into power. She took a step forward, raising her hands. Asoron stepped behind her with no compunctions whatsoever. She was a mage, and could defend herself better than he could at the moment, burdened as he was with the child and his own grief. There came the sound of a key in the lock, and then the door creaked slowly open. From the hall, it let in the light and shadows of a single lamp, the smell of blood, and silence. There was no sign of what had killed the guards or opened the door. Asoron sniffed deeply, but could catch no scent of anyone. Only the blood, so thick and hot and sweet it smelled like black roses. Falimya turned in a slow circle, her hands still up, her eyes narrowed. Asoron took some comfort in the glint of rage in those eyes. Enraged, she could call upon the natural powers of her people, which, added to her own gifts, would make her impossible to defeat. But still nothing happened. The shifting shadows danced, the blood in the corridor outside flowed and settled, the key set in the lock gleamed slightly and stayed still. The guards' bodies burst into silver flames as the stars reclaimed them, but that was the most active thing anyone or anything did for long moments. Asoron bent his head over his daughter. Anyone trying to harm him would find a berserk fighter, protecting two lives, willing to lay down the one if it would save the other. But something was nagging him. Why was nothing at all in the room with them, not even a wrong scent of some kind which would indicate an invisible attacker? Could someone have killed the guards as a warning? And why? Why do that and then depart again, rather than taking the chance to strike at the king and his weary protectoress? Perhaps it was those suspicions, perhaps a keen eye, but he saw the attack coming. He whirled away at the same moment Falimya shrieked. "Asoron!" A blade brushed coldly across his back, raising a trickle of blood. Gasping with the pain and with anger, the King of Carmai turned to face the attacker. It was a slender, short Elwen with dark hair and eyes, dark silver skin, and an expression of determined purpose on his face. Asoron felt his anger turn sluggish with fear, and fought to resurrect it. Just because he faced a shadowed Elwen- an Elwen who could turn invisible in shadows, an Elwen who had walked right past him because his scent was of black roses- was no reason to despair. He might even be able to talk him out of this. The curalli of Caladariz were traders, not fighters, and for the most part accepted Carmai's neutrality. "Why are you doing this?" He sincerely hoped he didn't sound desperate. The shadowed Elwen looked straight at him for the first time. He spoke in a musical voice laden with iced honey and darkness and, strangely enough, sorrow. "You know, King Asoron. This child must not be-" It was at that moment that Falimya, succumbing to the hereditary hatred of her kind for the curalli, screamed and struck. Fire lashed from her hands, turning the curalli into a torch where he stood. The assassin's mouth twisted in a soundless shout of pain, but he made no attempt to put out the fire. He knew it wouldn't work. Nor did he show any particular regret in dying. He gazed at Asoron with that feyness that humans found so disturbing and which made even half-Elwens shiver, and smiled. It was as if he were happy to be dying, happy to be gone from this world, this life. When the flames faded, Asoron turned to Falimya, holding his daughter out to her like a sword hilt-first. "I don't care how long it takes." His voice shook. "Find someone who can protect her." Then he left the room, without a look back. Chapter 1 Zar 478, Age of the Swan, Early Summer "He is free who does not have to worry about what tomorrow will bring." -Elven Proverb. "That dagger cannot possibly be worth four silvers. You have got to be joking." The merchant drew himself up straight and glared at this irritating customer. His eyes flashed red, a trick which caused some people to back down, but it didn't seem to be working in this case. "Are you implying, master, that I sell inferior merchandise? That I would not know a good dagger from a bad one?" "Not at all," the customer replied, ignoring the insulting title. "But the smiths who sell you this stuff may not be as good as you think." Zar Feathermaster smiled to himself as he watched the merchant's face turn an interesting shade of silver. Land Elwens were so much fun to play with. They took life so seriously that they wouldn't recognize levity if it put an arrow through their backs. The merchant closed his eyes as he fought for control. Zar was not fooled. His hands remained clenched on the counter of his simple wooden stall so hard that the daggers, short swords, and knives resting on their cushions trembled. His teeth, too, ground with a noise that was fairly audible several feet away, and caused some of the other people in Neoljir Market to look over at them curiously. But when the land Elwen opened his eyes again, he looked halfway calm. "You may be right about that. I find a piece of inferior craftsmanship on occasion. But not this dagger," he stubbornly resumed, holding up the silver-chased blade Zar had been examining. The young falcon Elwen leaned back against air and cocked his head. His wings were twitching under his tunic, and he stilled them. Like the lashing tail of a cat, they could betray his mood. "I think so," he said. "Look at the way the blade joins the hilt. It looks like it's about to crack in half any time." The merchant bent close to look at the blade. Zar maintained a solemn expression on his face all the while. The blade was almost perfect, of course, but this way he could lower the price by a whole silver or more. And it was so much fun. The merchant smirked and then shook his head. Zar knew the game was almost up, and he would have to make his move soon. This one was tougher than his usual prey. "No crack," the merchant proclaimed. "She's a thing of beauty. If you don't want her, I know others who will." He turned to put the dagger away. Zar smiled, feeling his eyes sparkle. He waited a moment, and the land Elwen spun back around, dagger held out, to capture the attention of the errant customer who would now be begging for the blade- Only to see Zar walking away, waving a negligent hand. "I'll leave it to them, then," he called over his shoulder. Several people had continued glancing at them after the merchant regained his composure, and so they were in a prime position to see the land Elwen holding the dagger out, staring after the falcon Elwen, who was walking just fast enough to give the impression that there was an odor he wanted to get away from. In other words, they were in a prime position to see the land Elwen make a fool of himself. Laughter, everything from the flat tones of humans to the silvery snickers of curalli, broke out behind him, and the weapons-seller shouted something incoherent. Zar shrugged cheerfully, sharing the grins of some of those who had turned around to look. It wasn't his fault that the land Elwen had both lost his custom and set himself up to be tricked. That was the way life worked, sometimes. Zar, feeling as pleased with himself as if he had eaten his fill without having to share the kill with anyone, nonetheless kept an eye out for the heavy wagons that crossed the Market and any marching Kingsworn. This was Neoljir- the real Neoljir- capital of the Kingdom of Carmai- the real Kingdom of Carmai. Few niceties of rank were respected here, and people who hated each other traded in an uneasy peace, if at all. "Coming through!" Zar flattened himself against the stone wall of a bakery, one of the few permanent buildings here, as a great cart rumbled past. It stood twice as high as he did, and was pulled by a team of six graybrutes. It was impossible to see inside, due to both the height of the cart's sides and the Kingsworn land Elwens who closely surrounded it, but it smelled of cheese and spices. Delicacies for the Princess's birthday celebration, Zar guessed. The Kingsworn gave him suspicious looks. Zar shrugged and yawned in their faces. They looked at everyone who was obviously a stranger that way. He'd gotten used to it. When the cart was past, he resumed his stroll around the Market. It was possible that he might find something interesting here. Remotely possible. All around him bustled possibilities that he wasn't interested in. Land Elwens like the one he had duped sold weapons, or fine hunting hawks, or musical instruments, or illustrated books. Land Elwens lived well in Caladariz, he had noted. Curalli proffered more ordinary items: food, skinning knives, boots, thin, cheap bracelets of twisted copper or bronze, and small jewels. There were uniels offering healing herbs or reading lessons, humans repairing pots and gossiping with sharp bobs of their heads like birds, farmers of all races selling dried fruit or harvested earlyfruit, and still more. There were also thieves, and Zar kept a sharp eye on his purse. It was thin enough as it was. He had no silver to buy anything except absolute necessities, and yet he found himself lingering by the cages of hawks and falcons. Understanding warred with anger in him. He understood that if he were to free them, they would be bewildered, never having been taught to hunt on their own. But it made him angry that land Elwens had taken them from the wild and trained them in the first place, perhaps even interfered with them magically. That should never have been allowed to happen. "Master? May I help you?" The proprietor, surprisingly, was not a land Elwen, but a moon Elwen woman, a nuna. Mild silver eyes looked at him from beneath a mane of pale silver hair, and she gestured toward the cages when he seemed not to grasp her question. "Are you interested in a bird? I have many here, everything from kestrels to merlins." She paused, as if to see if this would elicit his interest, and went on when it didn't. "Even the larger falcons, if you are an experienced falconer. Jers, peregrines-" That was the wrong thing to say. Zar looked at her, his face expressionless, but she took a step backwards nonetheless. Zar fought the temptation to smile. She had seen that his eyes, normally a pale gray, were the same dark color now as those of a peregrine. "Ah- perhaps you would not be interested, after all," whispered the merchant. "Not unless you would be interested in letting these birds go," said Zar, making a circling motion that included all the cages. Oddly enough, the words seemed to give her spine. She stood straight up and met him glance for glance, acknowledging what he was but not giving into it. "These birds are my livelihood, my lord. Many of them were not even caught in the wild, but bred from my own birds. I assure you I have not used magic on them, or done any of the sorts of things you and your kind find objectionable." Her eyes lingered on his hair, which resembled feathers more than it did hair, proving she had figured out exactly what he was. "But I will not let them go." Zar inclined his head slightly. "Then you'll not mind if I speak to them, to find out if they really have not been mistreated." "Any contact you make with their minds will reassure you that I'm telling the truth," the nuna said proudly, lifting her head and shaking her hair back. Zar shook his head and opened a cage casually, ignoring her protest. "Falconspeech is not mere contact with a bird's mind, my lady." The falcon inside was a peregrine, dark-eyed, with gray-white feathers. It looked up at him mistrustfully for a moment, beak open in a silent hiss, but did not bate or try to bite him. Indeed, after a moment of Zar silently encouraging it, it stepped onto his wrist. The firm pressure of the talons made him wince and wish he had worn a glove, but it was not hard enough to break the skin or even cause much pain. The falcon's eyes fastened curiously to his, and he spoke to it in the silent "speech" that was more a meeting of different self- concepts and worlds than anything else. The falcon- not it, her- cocked her head as Zar told her what he was and exactly what he wanted to find out. She understood the first part well enough, but not the second. Zar found himself smiling a little, and nodding to the nuna, who stood with her anxiety barely hidden behind a mask of pride. At the nod, she relaxed and stood casually, though she still watched. The falcon at last understood what he was talking about, and flashed an indignant denial. All she could ever remember was fair and just treatment, soaring the skies after prey, and learning to kill in a manner that was fairly like a wild falcon's. She had not been taken from the nest or exposed to any terror. Zar pulled his mind gently free at last and bowed his head gravely to the peregrine. She dipped hers back. The nuna held up her hand and whistled softly at the same moment, and the peregrine turned and flew to her wrist, glancing back at Zar with arrogant confidence. "I can't believe that she didn't try to get away from you," the nuna said. "Why should she? She knew I wouldn't hurt her, and she has good food here, and a valued partner to hunt with." He said that on purpose, and saw the wonder in her eyes turn to doubt. "She is happy with me? Truly?" The moon Elwen looked down at the bird, who was no longer paying any attention, but had spread her wings to take in some of the sun. Zar didn't answer the question directly. "Falcons have much more intelligence than you give them credit for," he said, with a slight shrug that almost jerked his wings out of his tunic. "I might want to reconsider selling her, then," the moon Elwen woman murmured, shifting her hand so that the falcon's feet loosened and she could be put back in the cage. Zar shrugged again, but was inwardly satisfied. The falcon was happy here, and she might not be so with a new master. If the nuna decided to keep her, or at least thought very carefully about the kind of person she would be willing to let her go to, all to the good. "I'm sorry," the woman said suddenly, clearly embarrassed. "All this talk about falcons, and I never even asked your name. Mine is Helira Swanmoon." Zar sighed. She would find out sooner or later; if she knew anything at all about his people, she would recognize the truth in his name. He had long since given up hope that the ways of his people, the duazadi, were so mysterious that no one would know anything of his humiliation. He ought to be used to this by now, in fact, but he wasn't. "Zar Feathermaster." He watched closely, and saw it, though she hid it better than many would have. Her nostrils flared wide for a moment, as did her eyes, and he could see that she struggled not to take a step back from him. Her face did not pale- but then again, the red-banded white skin of a nuna would not show much in the way of blood fading from it. She clenched her hands in front of her and tilted her head stiffly. "I see." Two words, bitten off before emotion could form, but he heard all the unspoken accusation in them. How could you stand here talking to me like this, when you are what you are? she should have been shouting. He had wanted to give up on trying to convince them otherwise, too, but he always tried. "It's not like that," he said. His voice roughened despite his effort to keep it smooth. "Not all of us are like that. Just because-" Helira flinched, turning her head away. "Just go. I need customers here." Bitten-off words, again, but this time the disgust was plain. Zar bowed, but she did not see it. She stood with her eyes averted, as from a human corpse crawling with worms, until he took his leave. He thought he heard the peregrine call a soft farewell after him. The old, familiar resentment burned in him as he made his way through the Market to the edge of town. It had stopped being anger about a thousand years ago. Why did no one ever give him a chance? Why did they judge him solely on the basis of a name? Because of what that name means, came the answer. It was the same every single time, just like the revulsed reactions of those who knew what it meant. He knew what that name meant when he took it. He had no one to blame for this but himself, if he didn't like it. That did nothing to sweeten his temper, but he did not let it out. He forced the anger down inside himself and chained it so securely that it had no chance of breaking free. In the early years, he had raged every time he got a chance, but now he knew it did no good. Two thousand years' passage did bring wisdom. On the other hand, if this was wisdom, he dreaded to think about how wise he would be in twenty-seven more millennia, at the end of his life. He moved blindly toward the gate, ignoring the glares of those he bumped into and dodging the carts and the Kingsworn by reflex. Those who might have taken offense at this blind disregard of their existence took one look at him and swallowed their words. He could feel their irritation change to uncomfortable pity. He hated that, too. But again, it was an inevitable consequence of the life he had chosen. The gates of Neoljir loomed ahead, the only metallic constructions in a city of stone. The land Elwens had built Neoljir, but it was evident only in the fanciful carvings on almost all the buildings and the dream-like shapes of their own dwellings. Humans did not like to be surrounded by metal. Zar concentrated on those gates, and on what he could see beyond them- green farmlands and meadows and forests, the rush of the Neoljir River, and, most of all, free, unfettered sky- and felt his mood beginning to lift. It always did, and the bouts of self-pity had gotten shorter and shorter as the years went by. That was the one good thing about it. Perhaps the return of his attention to the world about him was the only thing that saved him, because he heard the gate-guards talking before they saw him. He heard mention of his name, halted behind the corner of a last house that stood between him and the gates, and listened. "...calling himself that, anyway," someone who sounded as if he might be half-Elwen was saying. "Don't know that I believe it, but that's what he gives his name as." "It doesn't matter what name he goes by," said a full land Elwen, in those unmistakable tones of silvery arrogance. "We'll catch him." "I want him unharmed," said a land Elwen woman with quiet firmness. "He hasn't done anything wrong. We merely want to speak with him." Zar couldn't resist a peek around the corner at that, to confirm that what he felt was truth. Sure enough, the male land Elwen, the gate-guard, and the half-Elwen who seemed to be the woman's escort were exchanging doubtful looks. The woman shook her head, once, and ignored them. Zar ducked back before they could see him. Now this makes a pretty picture, he thought wryly. Do I trust her promise of safe conduct, or not? Even a hundred years ago, he might have done so. But that was before he learned that the harm people did didn't always fall on the great and powerful. People could be persuaded to take an interest in one as lowly as he was, and that guard sounded like he might be one of those people. He had other ways out of the city, luckily. There was no one on the street, he reassured himself with a quick glance up and down. He might as well do it now, and get it over with, before someone could start a search of the city, or come along the street, or something else equally annoying. He concentrated. It was an incredible effort for the first few moments, forcing himself to think of one single thing so completely that he ignored the world around him. But then it slipped ahead, like wind through the feathers, becoming quicker and quicker every moment. By the time the land Elwen woman and her escort rounded the corner of the building on their way back into the city proper, no Zar Feathermaster remained. Instead, a peregrine falcon sat on the edge of the roof, casually buffing a feather with his beak. He watched the two with eyes that never blinked, but they didn't glance up. Someone might, though. And though peregrines occasionally nested in cities, someone might think that was a damn funny perch for a peregrine to hunt from... Zar spread his wings and sprang up and out. This was as different from the short hop he had taken from the ground to the roof as his present form was different from his Elwen form. The sky surrounded him, the wind caught him and bore him over the city wall (and over the oblivious guard's head), and he looked down on a world seen anew. That was the only way he could describe it. The ground rapidly falling away below him glowed with a myriad of subtle shades of green that grass never possessed when looked at through Elwen eyes. The Neoljir River flung shining droplets, so swift was its course, droplets he could see one by one or all at once. The lightness of his body, the presence of his tail, and the effortless strength of his wingbeats combined to make a new and very different reality. He soared in circles for a while, the wind and the flight restoring him to good humor. He wondered idly what they would think when they discovered no falcon Elwen, named Zar or otherwise, in the city. He wished he could see the looks on their faces. They would figure it out eventually, of course, but they couldn't shoot or stop birds from flying out of the city, either. If nothing else, he could fly so high they wouldn't see him, though only for a little while, or he would hole up in the city somewhere until they got tired of searching. This mess was no more than an inconvenience, and he had plenty of those. Hunger bled into him at some point, and he searched until he found a rock on a small island in the River that commanded a decent view. He sat there like a falcon carved of stone, waiting patiently for prey to venture into the open. Finally, something did. A crow flapped heavily, looking gorged, from a stand of trees and toward the River, looking for water or something to complement its meal. Zar could feel his wings twitch, but he did not yet dive. The crow would have time to return to cover, still, if he swooped before it got close enough. He had to wait until it reached the riverbank, where the short grass and open water would favor his fast and powerful flight. The crow circled, croaking, over the River for a moment, then returned to the bank. It seemed to have found something else to attract its attention- a small dead animal, perhaps- and was paying no attention to Zar. Now. The feeling and knowledge surged through every muscle of his body, propelling him into the air. Almost silently, he flew out over the crow and struck downwards. The sound of wind in his wings, or perhaps his flickering shadow, warned it. It made one circle, then turned and fled out over the River. Zar altered his swoop slightly, snapping his wings open briefly to regain height, and again hurtled like a falling stone towards the crow. He had chosen well. There was no cover, absolutely none, unless the crow was desperate enough to duck beneath the surface of the water. Or to do what it did next. A small ship was flowing steadily downstream with the current, its sails furled for the moment, as the sailors prepared for the final stop at Neoljir's wharves. They paid no attention to the birds, and the crow turned toward them. It swooped dizzily among the "trees" of the masts, seeking some spot where it would be safe from the terrible enemy relentlessly closing in. Zar cried out in anger, the sharp, ringing cry of a falcon, and now the ship's crew did turn to look up. They watched in amazement as a peregrine danced among their masts like a mad thing, stubbornly clinging to his prey's trail, talons balled to strike. The crow had tried to land on a rope, but it was too heavy, and the rope moved under it. Cawing, it took off again. Directly below him. Elwen emotion, and even hunger, faded from his mind entirely. Instinct took over for the moment, and he dropped, wings half-flared, talons extended. He struck the crow a solid knock on the back of the head, and it staggered in midair. It dropped a little closer to the water, but kept on flying. No matter. He circled once, hounding it, staying close, and then struck again, this time for good. His talons locked deeply into the feathers of the crow's sides, digging into wetness and warm, shifting muscle. He squeezed, hard, and felt the life of his prey begin to fade. Of course, binding to it like that sent them both tumbling towards the water. Zar grimly beat the air with his wings, gaining some height but not enough. Luckily, the ship's speed was already carrying it past the island. With luck... He flapped hard, pulling against the dead weight, and landed at the edge of the water, on a projecting toe of grass. He shook his head, lifted his tail clear of the River, checked to make sure his prey was still with him, and called in triumph, mantling. He could hear applause and approving murmurs from the ship's crew. It had been a spectacular chase, and they had watched it was as much appreciation as if he had been killing at their command. Zar waited until he was sure the ship was safely past, then mantled again and lowered his head to feed. He had never liked having people watch him eat, as if it would diminish him in some way. He ate as much of the crow as he could, by which time other scavengers were already creeping close. He gave them all a scornful glance and took to the air with a rush of wings and blood from his feet that made them momentarily leap back. He landed on the rock again to clean himself and consider the kill. Not one of his cleaner ones, certainly, considering the amount of blood on his feet. But a good one. And it had provided a good show... He paused with his beak in his primary feathers as he realized what he had done. Given the ship's crew every reason to speak about a falcon chasing a crow, a falcon who would not give up and had enough sense to realize that the crew was so distracted by the chase they wouldn't shoot him. Who had flown as if to avoid any arrows that might be loosed at him. The land Elwens would hear of it, if they had any ears on the commerce side of the city at all. He cried softly and launched himself from the rock once more. It was his turn to fly slowly and heavily, this time to the edge of the water, where he changed back into an Elwen- a dizzying experience, with the world falling away and growing bigger at once, and the clarity fading- and knelt to wash the blood from his hands. What was done was done, of course. Still... "How could I be so stupid?" he said aloud, startling one of the rat-like creatures who had come sniffing to the falcon's kill. It cocked its head at him in some startlement, then apparently decided he was harmless and went back to feeding. Zar talked to it for want of a better audience. "I was so hungry I didn't even think to hunt farther from the city, where I wouldn't be noticed, where seeing a falcon kill a crow is, if not commonplace, at least not noteworthy. Oh, no! I had to give them every reason to look for me near Neoljir." He shook his head in disgust and scrubbed at a particularly stubborn spot of blood with a handful of grass. "Anyone with half a brain would think I wanted to be caught." The little creature paid him no attention, having stuffed itself and now trotting away with a bit of meat. Towards some hidden den, no doubt. Zar only wished he had one. Unfortunately, disappearing from Neoljir would not be as easy as turning into a falcon and flying away from the city. He had a room rented in one of the few inns that would put up any traveler, of any race, and there remained his pack and the few other things he considered needful. Altogether, that was more mass than he could transform, along with himself, into the falcon's feathers. Oh, he could still fly, he told himself as he spread his wings. But a flying Elwen was as sure as starfire to be noticed. He remained for a long hour on the island, thinking, his wings spread to dry from the brief soaking they'd taken in the edges of the River. Even when they were dry, he stayed there, simply because he enjoyed the warmth and did not feel like returning to the city at the moment. A trumpet-blast startled him from his trance, and reminded him that the city's gates would close soon. Already, sunset colors stained the sky to the west. Zar shook his head sharply, trying to shock some sense back into himself, and changed into a falcon for the flight back. Once again, he glided over the walls without anyone noticing, or seeming curious or interested. He landed lightly behind the inn he had chosen, the Phoenix's Pyre. It was large, and the courtyard in the back, which contained the well and was thus perfectly legitimate, was shielded from the street. The innkeeper understood about guests who needed their privacy, mostly because he did himself. Zar changed back again, and winced as his stomach growled. Shifting took a lot of energy, which was why he didn't usually do it except in an emergency, or when he was hungry and didn't feel like "Elwen" food. Now he would have to eat again. As if in response to his stomach, the rear door of the inn opened, and one of the servers at the inn stepped outside, carrying a water bucket. She stopped when she saw him, and scowled. "What are you doing here?" "I rented a room here," Zar said, a little startled by her rudeness. He knew Sashala didn't like him, but she had never been openly rude before. "Remember?" he felt compelled to add lightly. From the hostile set of her face, he wasn't certain she did. "There were people," said Sashala ominously, balancing the bucket so that she could lift one hand warningly. She appeared to be a young and fairly pretty land Elwen woman, if no great beauty, but appearances could be deceiving. "They came by looking for you." She paused, and smiled for the first time at his dismayed expression. "Asking after you, actually," she added, and the smile faded. "Do you know how little Master Jenneth can afford to have them doing that?" "They were from the Palace, then?" Jenneth wouldn't have been afraid of any questioners, and someone from the Palace was the only person he would have reason even to be wary of. If only because someone would notice the missing body, Zar thought with a faint smile. Sashala evidently mistook his smile for disbelief. She lifted her nose and sniffed disdainfully. "You can think what you want, but they were looking for you. Asked for you by name, wanted to know when you would be back, what you were like, what room you had taken, and all that. Master Jenneth almost lost his temper." Zar whistled under his breath. "All right, then," he said, barely stifling a sigh. "I'll find him and tell him I'm leaving tonight." Tonight, the clouds would take the moons; he could see it in the darkness edging the sunset. There should be sufficient darkness for him to leave- and if not, he could use his magic to create a distraction of some kind. "Good." Sashala smiled again, and went to the well, absently flattening herself against air to avoid touching him. Zar grumbled under his breath about nothing in particular, and went in. The Phoenix's Pyre had originally been two buildings, and signs of the wall that had been knocked down to connect the two were still there. Master Jenneth believed in making his inn comfortable, not immaculate. Zar thought the buildings had probably both been warehouses, because the innkeeper had created a very large, three-story common room with the removal of the wall. Almost every inch of it was filled with tables, the great hearths, or the long counter that stretched around the room and bent with the walls. A staircase led up to the second floor, where the rooms were. Zar wound his way between tables where people were already eating and talking quietly. No one paid much attention to him. Intense focus on someone was uncommon in the Phoenix's Pyre, because Master Jenneth tended to discourage it. Jenneth himself was taking his turn behind the bar, handing out drinks and listening to the servers detail the customers they thought might be spies of the Palace or people looking to stir up trouble. His face was smooth, as it almost always was, the only visible clue that he was not the land Elwen he pretended to be. No land Elwen controlled his emotions that well. He glanced up quickly at Zar's approach, and smiled thinly. Interrupting one of the servers in mid-breath, he gestured him away. The man bowed stiffly, shot Zar a curious glance, and walked away to take the orders of a new pair of customers. Jenneth turned to Zar. Both his hair and his eyes were extraordinarily dark, which was unfortunate. Zar felt as if he were about to be drilled into the ground every time those eyes turned on him. "So. Sashala told you about the inquiries?" "Yes." Zar reached for his pouch. "Here are the silvers I owe you. I'll be leaving tonight-" Jenneth's hand shot out, catching and imprisoning his arm. Zar shuddered, but held still. He was afraid, of course, but what reasonable person wouldn't be? "You can pay me in better ways than the silver. Tell me why they were looking for you." He smiled more widely as Zar hesitated, though he never showed his teeth. "The Phoenix's Pyre has been a sanctuary to you in times of trouble. Would you want to see it destroyed?" "You would just start again somewhere else," Zar said, in the same flippant tone he had used to Sashala. Never show fear. The falcon attacks the bird who flies away from the flock in a panic, and other predators will, as well. "The Phoenix's Pyre will always exist. Something like it, anyway." "But I have it good right here." Jenneth hardly appeared to apply pressure to his grip on Zar's arm, but the falcon Elwen ground his teeth to avoid shouting out in pain. "I don't want to move." "I don't know," Zar ground out from between his teeth. The dark eyes, more piercing than any peregrine's, stared at him. "What?" "I don't know why they want me." Zar kept his voice low with an effort. Jenneth was incredibly strong. Of course. "I heard a land Elwen woman and a half-Elwen telling a gate-guard my name, and to watch for me. They seem to want me alive. I flew over the walls as a falcon to avoid them, and flew back in the same way, and I am stars-damned hungry, and that's all I know." Jenneth let him go so suddenly that it was a moment before returning blood renewed the pain. Zar gritted his teeth and handed the two silvers over. Jenneth accepted them, watching him all the while as if he were some fascinating puzzle. "You don't know, do you?" Zar shook his head. "If I had, I wouldn't have returned, or I would have gone to the Palace and demanded to know why. But I don't even know whether it's a good or bad thing that I'm supposed to have done. It seemed best to be cautious." "And if these questioners return?" Jenneth lifted an elegant eyebrow. "Particularly if they pay me good money to tell them where you are?" "I don't think they'll return tonight," said Zar, with all the certainty he could muster. He had to convince Jenneth. The innkeeper was perfectly capable of killing him right there if he so desired. "The preparations for the Princess's celebration will occupy them. And by tomorrow, neither you nor anyone else in Neoljir will know where I've gone." Jenneth laughed, a deeply musical sound. "True spoken. And I won't say you're not a bold one, Zar." He smiled yet again. "Just so long as you're not too bold." He turned away to fetch Zar a glass of the wine he knew the falcon Elwen liked. The duazad closed his eyes and allowed himself a brief tremble of reaction. Then he opened them quickly again, to watch the land Elwen who was not a land Elwen. Darkness Elwen. Soul-eater. Jenneth turned back with an amused smile on his face, as if he could feel what Zar was feeling, just like a true land Elwen. He held a glass of the golden wine that was the special brew of Cytheria, Zar's own home province. "Enjoy," he said lightly. Zar took the drink and retired to a quiet corner, where he was even more unlikely to attract attention than just by being in the Phoenix's Pyre. He spent a long moment studying the crowd before he drank, to see if there were any land Elwens there taking an undue interest in him. Nothing. Everyone kept his eyes steadfastly fixed on his plate or on his neighbor's conversation. Satisfied, Zar took a sip of the wine, and smiled at its powerful, sweet taste. He forgot every time exactly how much it tasted like the liquid equivalent of sunlight. And how much it reminded him of the sunlight falling long and lazy across the green forests of Cytheria, seen from above, a mosaic of gold and emerald... He had to close his eyes and put the cup down for a moment as a sharp pain entered his head and obscured his vision with silver for several long, pounding moments. By the time he opened his eyes again, the server had brought the meal he had ordered every night he had been at the inn- barely roasted venison and the kind of thick bread that was popular around the wharves- and beat a hasty retreat. Zar shrugged as he began to eat, working his jaws carefully around the bread, so thick and tough was it. Those of Jenneth's servants who didn't dislike him were afraid of him. Some people were like that. He had never been able to figure out why. He had barely finished the bread when a server brought him another plate. He looked up in surprise, then saw it was a new girl and sighed in irritation. "I didn't order this," he began, trying to figure out some way to get rid of the food without causing a scene. "I know," said a familiar voice. The serving girl lowered the plate, which she had held half in front of her face, as if to shield it, and looked at him directly. He checked an exclamation at seeing the spirit of a true land Elwen in her dark eyes, and one who had a weight of some years. "I wanted to find you, Zar Feathermaster. We have some things to discuss." It was the woman from the gate, curse every trick the stars ever played. Zar sat still and gazed at her, letting his eyes reveal nothing of the tension in his wings. The woman smiled, a smile that had real humor in it, and sat down at his table, exactly as if she had been invited. Again, no one looked around, and Zar silently cursed Jenneth's custom that his servers were perfectly free to form liaisons with any of the guests. No one would think it strange, and that meant no one would move to help him. Well, he had escaped from situations stickier than this before. He started to stand. The woman's hand shot out, locking on his arm. Zar stared at her. "All I need do is use some magic," he said, keeping his voice low and casual, to make it seem as if he were gently rebuffing some sort of offer. "You won't be able to stop me." "There are twenty Kingsworn around this inn," said the woman. Her smile grew wider, but it was without malice. She seemed delighted with every resistance he put up. "All with arrows. And full quivers. Do you think you could outfly twenty arrows at once?" All right. Perhaps those other situations hadn't been quite this sticky. Zar sat down with a thump. At once, she took her hand from his arm and leaned forward expectantly. "What do you want with me?" he asked in a voice that held anger no matter how hard he tried to stop it. "It's no trouble," said the woman soothingly, mistaking the source of his anger. "You have committed no crime- that we know of," she added, shooting him a doubtful smile. "There is something you can do for us, though, and once I can explain it to you in private, I think you'll find our offer most agreeable." "You misunderstand, my lady-" Zar paused. "I don't believe you gave me your name." He was watching her face rather closely, and so he knew he saw it. Doubt shone in her eyes again, as if she had forgotten her name, or did not know it. But no lie buzzed in his ears when she did offer it. "Falimya Achenra." "Rezt!" he blurted, ignoring the disapproving rise of her eyebrows. "You're the counselor to King Asoron, aren't you?" "Yes." Falimya folded her hands atop each other complacently. "You see that I am in a position to make the offer as attractive as possible." "As I said, you misunderstand." At last, his voice was back to its normal calm level. "About what?" Falimya smiled again. Zar resisted the temptation to toss his wine at her, just to get that stupid smile off her face. "We have you surrounded, and you are listening to me. I don't see what's so hard about that." "I will not do what you want." Falimya considered him closely. "You don't even know what it is." "No. And I don't care." A shudder ran through his wings, but he resisted the temptation to spring into the air. "I have business of my own, travels of my own. A life of my own. I have better things to do than what you should be doing yourself." A moment later, he leaped to his feet with a startled oath. He knew he had seen that, too. For an instant, something else had looked out of her eyes, snarling at him with as much fear as anger. And he was sure he had seen a very personal hatred. Then it was gone, and Falimya rose to her feet. "Not so easily, Zar Feathermaster. You are in Carmai, and you are under the Crown's jurisdiction. You are obliged to at least come to the Palace and see what the King wants." "What can he want that you can't tell me about in public?" "There are matters of state, Zar, that-" "Please don't use my name. It makes it sound unclean." Her eyes shone with the dark force of rage, but her voice rose only an octave or so. "Master Feathermaster, then." She paused to survey his angry flush with a smile of pity, then dropped her voice to a whisper again. "Is there no title I can use that will please you?" Zar hated being needled when he was in no position to return the barbs. "You don't understand. You could offer me gold and silver and all the jewels in the King's treasury. You could offer me Neoljir itself or anything I want. You'd cage me, as much as if I were a captive falcon, and that can't be." "That much is true," Falimya admitted freely. "This task will necessitate your staying in Neoljir. But surely you can stand to have your horizons shrunk by that much, if you can get a good life out of it?" "I have-" "Listen." The mask of pleasantness dropped from Falimya's face, and she looked, for a moment, as dangerous as Jenneth. "I made an extensive check into the state of your finances, Master Zar. I know you don't have enough silver left to feed a starving cow. You also carry everything you own in the world on your back. You should be grateful for this." Zar's heart froze, and he glanced at the bar out of the corner of his eye. Sure enough, Jenneth was watching them with a relaxed smile. When he noticed Zar watching him back, he lifted a glass of wine in a salute, and turned to listen to one of the servers' reports. The bastard. He had sold Zar out already, and Zar had walked into the trap like an eyas flying straight into the falconer's hand. "I know other things, too." Falimya was back to the smile now, but she didn't look as sure as she had before. "You are a wanderer from place to place. You like sunlight wine." She gestured to the glass on the table. "And you are a mage." Zar felt the tight knot that had formed in his stomach without his even realizing it ease a little. She didn't know everything, then. Of course, he hadn't told Jenneth everything, but there were other sources she could have gone to if she were really curious about him. That realization restored a little of his confidence. He looked at her and shook his head slowly. "And why does any of this qualify me for whatever task you have in mind?" Falimya relaxed fully and looked like a fisherman finally pulling his prey in. Zar shrugged mentally. It wasn't his fault that she didn't know he would be a slave under no conditions. "Falcon Elwens can teach their magic to others, can they not? Even if the pupil has no mage-Gift herself, or even if she is an elf, or other race that has no innate magic?" Zar's heart sped, and he could only hope this cold bitch would pay no attention to the sound. If she knew that about duazadi, she could know- or find out- other things, after all. He nodded slowly. "That forms part of the task," said Falimya in a voice of thick satisfaction. "But, as I said, we can talk about this later." She started towards the door of the Pyre, apparently with every confidence that he would follow. Jenneth smirked at Zar and waved a hand in farewell. Now. Zar concentrated for the briefest moment of time, then waved a hand. A gust of wind boiled out of nowhere, howling in fury, and slammed Falimya against the wall. She slid to the floor with a gasp of pain that muffled any cracking sounds there might have been, her head lolling on her neck. Everyone started to his feet, and everyone yelled at once. Ignoring a person's business was one thing, but seeing the King's counselor hurt right in front of you was something else. The confusion was just what he needed. Zar snatched one more bite of the meat and bread, then slipped into his falcon form and sprang immediately aloft. He became aware the moment he was airborne that he was dangerously near exhaustion. But he made it to the rafters, and that was all he needed. Compared to his Elwen body, his falcon body wasn't large at all, and he could hide comfortably behind one of the supports. He listened to the chaos raging below him, and watched as much of it as he could without sticking his head out far enough to be seen. Several land Elwens surrounded Falimya, not all of them in the livery of the Kingsworn, and darted nervous glances up and around- especially up. Others were calling for a healer, or asking Jenneth what was going on, or getting the starhell out of there while they still had time. Zar looked longingly out the door every time it opened, but he knew he had no chance. Even if he made it down to that level and out the door without any of the Kingsworn noticing and shooting him, he couldn't fly far under his own power before he simply collapsed. Then he would turn back into an Elwen in the middle of the street, where someone might kill him before the Kingsworn could find him. Not good. On the other hand, given that the other land Elwens had expressions of rage on their faces, perhaps having someone find him before they did wasn't so bad after all. Either way, he couldn't stay here. Already, he could feel the panic building up in him, the feeling that he was in a cage and would soon be taken and tamed and enslaved to another's will. The land Elwens of the north had never taken slaves, even when their southern cousins still did, but they might make an exception- He couldn't even think about it. The thought was too awful. "I'm all right!" That was Falimya's voice, arrogant and irritated. She stood up, one hand pressed to her side. Zar studied her walk closely. She didn't seem to have anything broken. Despite himself, he was glad. He had never killed an Elwen and didn't want to start now. "Zar." Falimya had her eyes on the rafters as she spoke, and pitched her voice to carry, though it was calm. "We still will not hurt you. But you have committed a crime now-" So what else is new? "-and if you continue to hide, we will declare you a fugitive and outlaw. Do you know what that means?" Zar struggled to keep himself from bating in sheer outrage. He did. But such an extreme punishment, where every Elwen's hand would be turned against him and anyone who met him could kill him, was saved for rapists and murderers, not people who used their magic in a reasonable defense of their freedom. "Come down," said Falimya, "and I swear to you that you shall be treated fairly." She looked at his plate, and shook her head. "You haven't eaten much, and this Shifting takes energy. I'd prefer that you come to us before you fall down." Damn her, anyway. Zar knew she was right, though. Already he could barely keep his perch, and a long fall, unbroken most likely, could snap his wings and severely damage his head. But giving in to them... "Treated fairly," Falimya repeated, her eyes scanning the rafters keenly. "I swear it by my blood, and by the wind you hold dear." Does that include not being chained? "Zar." There was still no sign that her patience was at an end; now she was shaking her head sadly. "I meant what I said about just treatment, even though the king may take a dim view of someone hurting me and getting away with it. If you don't come down, I may not be able to convince him to let you live, or even convince these fine fellows here-" she nodded to the Kingsworn, who stared fixedly upward "-not to shoot." His mind had run in circles for what felt like an hour now, and he had no solution. The falcon had been netted, the clever mind trapped by its own cleverness in Shifting and flying up into the rafters. He would have to let them take him, galling as that was. But this did not solve his problems. He did not have the strength to fly to the ground without falling halfway through it. He could change into an Elwen and simply drop, with his wings spread wide to catch air and soften the fall, but the Shifting might exhaust him enough to kill him. "Zar." Falimya's voice had changed yet again. Now she sounded sympathetic. "I understand your reluctance, and I promise I will do whatever I can to help. But only if you come with us of your own free will." Zar decided he had to risk it. He had only once before exhausted himself to this level, and the sign that he had to stay in one form had been a mind-numbing headache that he did not feel now. He could risk it, if he didn't do anything after that but eat and rest. He changed back again, and jumped from the rafter before it could crack, or even creak, under his weight. He could see the Kingsworn still staring at him with murder written in their eyes as he drifted down. He ignored them. Let the fools hate what they could not understand. He landed just beside Falimya, and swayed on his feet. At once, she pushed him back into the chair he had risen from and gave him back the plate of venison, as well as the extra plate of bread she had brought. "You have to eat before we can go any further. I understand." Triumph rang in her voice and shone in her eyes. Zar eyed her with dislike, but fell on the food. He ate all he could and asked for more with his mouth full. It was brought by a land Elwen who glared at him meaningfully, touching his bow like a promise. Zar shrugged. He didn't have time to worry about what enemies he might have made with his little stunt. The headache had come, and he had to finish the food and convince Falimya that he was not the man she wanted before the pain sent him to sleep. He swallowed the last bite of bread and looked up, feeling slightly better, though the words were still forced out around the pain. "I can't come with you to the palace. I won't be of any use to you." Falimya sighed and gestured. Two of the Kingsworn stepped forward at once, grinning, a length of chain and two of rope in their hands. Others who looked as if they might have liked the honor subsided with groans, but watched him with avid eyes. Zar threw an accusing glance at the councillor. "You said just treatment." "This is just," she replied. "It is how we treat all criminals whose crimes are not too terrible." Zar grimaced, but rose and turned to offer his wings and wrists to be bound, more because he didn't have the strength to resist than out of respect for the law. The Kingsworn lingered almost lovingly over the knots they tied, making them as tight as possible, until there was no way he could move his wings. His wrists they were only a bit gentler with, probably because chain didn't tie as easily as rope. They left a tiny bit of chain free, which Falimya promptly took up. "Come along, then," she said, and started for the door a second time. Zar followed her, burning in silent humiliation. A falcon on jesses, for the stars' sake! A falcon on jesses. The headache receded somewhat as they neared the door, and he realized with some surprise that he wasn't going to faint or fall asleep after all. He must not be as badly exhausted as he had thought. That gave him an idea. "Your pardon, Councillor," he said in a loud voice that caused Falimya to stop and everyone to look at the pair of them. "But there is a matter of one dishonor that I can repay." The land Elwen woman looked at him in confusion, clearly not understanding. "And what do you want me to do about it?" Zar flexed his hands. They did not move far, constrained as they were by the smooth loops of chain. "Unbind my wrists and give me a knife." Instantly the Kingsworn were on guard, arrows nocked and pointing at him, swords drawn. Zar gave them a patient look and spoke as slowly as he could. "Do I look like a warrior, you idiots? I wouldn't know how to strike with a blade, first off. And my wings are bound. I'm not going anywhere." When they stood watching him, he groaned and forced the words up from deep in his chest. He would have to abide by them, and that he didn't like. "I give you my sworn word." "The sworn word of a criminal?" asked the young archer who had brought him the food. "What kind of promise is that? I would sooner trust a viaquia not to take slaves." Laughter made Zar have to struggle to calm his temper and chain his anger again. "I will swear by anything but the stars," he said. "Anything you choose. But this I must do." He looked at Falimya and held her eyes for a long moment before he spoke. "Since I cannot redress one dishonor, give me leave to redress another." She turned pale, though he was not quite sure why. It was another of those affects he had on people. After a moment, she turned to the Kingsworn with a sharp nod. "Do as he says." "But, my lady!" protested the archer. "How can we trust him? He could take the knife and fight us after all, or try to kill you, or try to kill himself-" "All of those courses would result in death, and I assure you I love life too much to do that," said Zar dryly. The ache in his head returned a little at the mere thought of using magic, but this was something he had to do. What he had in place of honor demanded it. "If you won't trust me to honor my given word, and to go on living, you might as well kill me right now. Those are the two things I can always be counted upon to do." The archer still scowled, but two other Kingsworn stepped forward and unwound the chain from his wrists. Falimya let the leash go willingly, shaking her hand as if it burned her. Zar noted that tiny detail and filed it away in his brain. Such things could be useful. The Kingsworn who had untied his left hand handed him a silver-chased blade and stepped back, his blue eyes watchful. Zar gave him a humorless smile and used the knife to make a tiny cut along his left wrist. Hot silver blood ran out, and he clapped his other hand over the wound, still holding the knife. When he looked up, everyone in the inn was staring at him curiously. Including Jenneth. Good. Zar turned fully to face the darkness Elwen, feeling his wings lash against the firm bindings. This kind of thing should really be done with wings spread, so said the old laws, but in Zar's opinion, that was only to make the mage look more impressive. He forced himself to relax and concentrate on Jenneth. His blood abruptly grew so hot that it seared the palm he held over it like a burning brand, and then silver fire danced along his fingers. He lifted his right hand to show that fire, his words falling calm and bright into the pervasive silence. "I curse you with blood, Jenneth Blackstorm. By wind and fire I curse you. May you be as helpless as the crow before the talons of the falcon when your time comes. May you die, not in battle, but of a knife in the back. May all you care for desert you. May-" That was as far as he got before the startled Kingsworn tore the knife from him, bound his wrists, and gagged him, but it was far enough. Farther than he'd expected to get, actually. Only the first words of any curse needed to be pronounced in order for the curse to be effective. Any details that the accuser happened to add on were just fun. Zar craned his neck to see the expression on Jenneth's face as they dragged him out of the inn. He couldn't be sure, but he thought Jenneth Blackstorm looked frightened, for once in his life. He should be. Zar walked tamely between the land Elwens, who kept giving him nervous glances, to his vast amusement. Falimya did not hold the leash this time, but walked beside him, looking as if she would like to pull the secrets of falcon Elwen magic from his head without his teaching. "Will that curse come true?" she asked at last, and when he made a muffled sound, gestured. "Oh, remove that stupid gag." Zar made a great show of licking his lips and swallowing when the gag was taken away, stretching it until he saw Falimya's eyes light with anger. "Yes," he said in a normal voice. "Everything I detailed. And everything I did not detail will happen in some way. He'll be hounded by ill-defined bad luck until he dies, if nothing else." "Your way of taking vengeance?" Zar shrugged. He couldn't deny that he was feeling pleased with himself, even though the cursing had brought the headache back to the forefront of his brain. "If you want to look at it that way. I've never been a great one for vengeance. It seems so silly and pointless to me. What are the dead or dishonored going to do, drink the blood you spill?" The young archer, who was walking ahead of him, jumped as if stung and whirled to face him. "Don't ever speak of the dead like that?" Zar held his eyes solemnly. "Why? Someone preying on your mind?" The land Elwen checked a snappy response, cocking his head proudly instead. The starlight from overhead shone in his golden eyes, lending them some of an unblooded young falcon's gleam. "Yes. But someday, I will put her to rest, never fear." "Not by killing, I hope." The young man snarled at him and turned away. Zar shrugged resignedly as they stuffed the gag back into his mouth. He spoke what he thought and said what he meant, and somehow that earned him more enemies than if he said some of the more sarcastic things that came to mind. Earned him enemies, and made him no friends. Zar stared up at the stars as he thought about that. He had no friends staring at the stars and thinking about him, falcon Elwen or falcon, land Elwen or human. There would be no one here to pull his tail feathers out of the fire. He would have to rescue himself if it was going to be done at all. It had never troubled him, and it did not now. But he wondered, for the first time, why it did not trouble him. They were almost to the Palace, which brooded over the city like a peregrine over her egg, when Falimya made a sharp noise. The escort of Kingsworn pulled up and gave her puzzled glances. The land Elwen woman paid no attention to them. Her eyes seemed turned inward as she lifted a hand and pointed down an alley filled with the shadowy, shifting lights of torches. "There." Even her voice sound sepulchral, fit for the unnatural creature she had suddenly become. "There. I feel the presence of great magic there." Zar saw something move in the shadows, and then step forward without any further hesitation. He made another sound against the gag as he recognized Helira, the falcon- seller in the Market. On one wrist dozed the peregrine, hooded and jessed, and on the other wrist something he couldn't see very well was coiled. "What do you want?" Falimya sounded more than weary. "If it's to interfere on his behalf, don't bother. He won't be killed or mistreated, and we have to-" "Not that," said the moon Elwen harshly. She looked at Zar with so fixed an expression of disgust that he felt his last fading hope that she might have come to vouch for his character die. "I have something for him, something I have never been able to give away or sell. It always came back to me somehow. This time, I think I have finally made the right choice." She unwound the other thing from her wrist, moving her left hand slowly and carefully so as not to disturb the peregrine. It looked to be a whip with a single long tail, its handle decorated with an unfamiliar, patterned red- and-golden material. "A weapon?" Falimya asked. "We can't allow-" "No." The nuna's smile looked like a talon-scratch. "Only something he deserves." She stepped forward and bound the whip to his belt. Zar had to stand there and let her do it. Mocking silver eyes met his. "Don't touch the handle near the whip," she whispered. Zar blinked. "You heard me." He saw nothing in her eyes or voice that might have conveyed a secret message, and after a moment she turned and stepped back into the shadows. Falimya moved them on at once, but Zar twisted his head to look back. He thought he could see Helira standing still in the alley, caressing the peregrine, her lips set in a smile of cold satisfaction. He looked down at the whip on his belt and shook his head. Why were these things always happening to him? "Move on, you!" The golden-eyed archer had taken the leash when Zar wasn't looking, and now jerked on it sharply, making him stumble. Zar regained his feet at last, and gave the archer a glare dark enough to make him surrender the leash to someone else. Thus, surrounded by people whom he had no reason to trust and who did not trust him, Zar Feathermaster came to the Palace of Neoljir. Chapter 2 In Neoljir Palace "The greatest deception within a king's court is the king himself." -Terling Wolfgarth, First King of Terling. The first impression Zar had of the palace was that it was grand. And yet, looking closely at the halls through which they passed, all built of snowy white stone delicately veined with gold and blue, at the mirrors flashing back the starlight, at the thick carpets that depicted scenes of battles and hunts in much the same way that tapestries did, he found himself wondering. Almost no one was in sight. And the doors they passed all had a very faint patina of dust on them, obscuring the shine of the metal or the rare wood. Was every corridor as deserted as this? He closed his eyes, trusting his guards to guide him, and risked using magic. Carefully, in case he stumbled into magical traps set up to protect against this very thing, he focused his farsight on the doors and the rooms that lay beyond. What he found only puzzled him all the more. The furniture that swam into being in his mind, with that odd sharpness that told him it was a real vision and not something conjured up by his imagination, looked as dusty as the doors. Spiders had hung their webs in corners of the ceilings, and generations of them had lived and died there. Tapestries that made his inner eyes blink with the realization of their worth looked rat-eaten at the corners, their matchless perfection ruined by long neglect. He didn't see anyone in any of the rooms, either sleeping or awake. There was not even a lingering sense of presence. This wing of the palace had been abandoned for years, apparently. He tried to focus on one door they passed, and found himself abruptly breaking out in a sweat. He doubled over, sick and shaking, and vomited the whole of the meal he had eaten at the Phoenix's Pyre, and the gag, all over the floor. The archer swore sharply and came forward to kick him, but Falimya stepped in between them. "Unharmed, remember?" she reminded the archer sharply. "Look at the carpet, my lady," the young land Elwen said, trying to see over her head to Zar, who had just regained his balance. "Even the dogs know better than to ruin the King's carpets like that, and this lout-" He lost the words then, foaming at the mouth almost with his eagerness to punish the falcon Elwen. "Nonsense, as usual, Hermanth," said Falimya crisply. "For all you know, it was your presence that so sickened him." Zar felt like laughing, but no one else had, and he didn't think it would be wise. Instead, he shook his head. "No, my lady. It came from that room, over there." Pointing at the dust-smoothed door took all of his effort. He could barely even look straight at it. He was afraid the foulness might reach out and grab him again if he did that. Come to think of it, he could feel something watching him alertly, with a mixture of caution and hunger, waiting for him to try something like that. Two of the Kingsworn exchanged startled glances, and one of them said, "But that's impossible." Zar looked pointedly at them, and then at the mess on the floor. "Well, something caused that mess, and it sure as starfire wasn't the fact that I want to be out of here so badly that I'll do anything but break my word." He was rewarded with their scowls, and gave them one of his half- smiles. "Something in that room gave me a weak stomach. Open the door, if you like, and we'll see what you find there." Falimya had been struggling for some moments through the staring Kingsworn to reach his side, and now she hissed sharply in his ear, "You don't understand. The King ordered that room shut up long ago. It goes against the deepest orders he ever gave to open it." "Is that because they were five deaths in it?" Zar asked quietly. Falimya shook her head. "No. Why do you ask?" she asked, seeming curious. "And why that specific number?" "It felt like it." Zar looked over his shoulder at the door, nervously this time. He no longer wanted to open it. The eyes were still there, not yet closed. No wonder no one lived in this wing of the palace. He shuddered despite himself. "Come," said Falimya with abrupt briskness. "The King has been waiting for our return. He'll want to speak to you as soon as he can, I'm sure." They turned at last out of that haunted corridor, and the feeling of eyes went with the corner. At once, the hall widened and became much brighter-lit. The carpet under their feet was now a soft pale color, one minute seeming to have a touch of cerulean, the next of green or aqua or gold. Zar eyed it in admiration. He had heard of such carpets, woven out of magic more than any cloth, and it said something about Asoron's concern for both wealth and beauty that he had one. Now there were people, too: Kingsworn dressed in livery who chuckled and stared as they went past; land Elwens dressed like servants who carried themselves as anything but; salt Elwens who would look up from a discussion of dragonslaying or the finer points of knighthood to regard him sternly. Zar returned their gazes defiantly. He was no more dishonored than they were. Well, he didn't think so. The corridor turned into such a branching mess of halls and wide rooms that Zar gave up on trying to memorize their route in. His headache had returned once more, and now his vision swam and his feet dragged. He badly needed sleep. The one other time he had been compelled to use this much magic, he had slept for two days straight. Sleep didn't seem to be an option now, though. Falimya led them without stopping to great doors, both carved of wood. Zar focused enough to see that the predominant figure in the many designs covering each was the figure of a river dolphin. The Councillor spoke quietly to one of the Kingsworn who stood at each side of the doors. The woman nodded and slipped between the doors with so little noise that Zar could not figure out how she'd done it, until he saw that the doors stood slightly ajar. He wondered why that was. And then he didn't, because he staggered on his own, without any tricks of Hermanth's. He heard the startled oaths of the Kingsworn, the sound of steel scraping free, but he couldn't care. The exhaustion of overuse beckoned him with a soft, warm darkness that was too overwhelming to ignore. Dimly, he heard Falimya's voice, ordering all those clustered about him to stand aside. Then he felt a pair of cool hands on his forehead, and heard a murmured phrase that, even to his well-traveled ears, sounded like nonsense. A jolt seemed to travel all through him, and he was standing again without any memory of how he had gotten to his feet. He shook himself, cautiously, stretching his arms as much as he could with his wrists still bound. He felt as refreshed as if he had spent at least three hours asleep after a clean kill. Falimya smiled at him, but there was steel, not kindness, in her eyes. "Feel better? It wouldn't do to have you falling asleep before the King." "What did you do?" "Didn't I mention it?" Falimya seemed perfectly casual as she watched the door, waiting for the messenger she had sent to return. "I'm a mage, too." She shot him an amused glance when he blinked and shook his head. "I have the gifts of my people, and several others as well. I can't do all that much, but enough to ensure that I won't have to defend myself with a sword, ever." Zar gave her a half-smile, recognizing the threat in her words. Now he felt on familiar ground. He had been threatened before. "I don't use a sword, my lady." She stared at him, brows drawing down, but at that moment the Kingsworn slipped back between the doors and to her place, nodding to Falimya. The Councillor nodded back and led Zar through the doors with all due ceremony. Two Kingsworn, Hermanth and the blue-eyed one who had lent Zar the knife, followed them through; the rest dispersed. The room inside was pleasant as well as grand, meant to relax and impress the visitor at the same time. But Zar had been in too many places like this to properly appreciate the effect. He saw only that the ceiling was high and that he could fly if he needed to; he paid no attention to the pretty mosaic of the stars that glittered there. Nor did he show much interest in the carpet, or the wealth it represented. It cradled his feet, and that was enough. Asoron did not have a throne, but simply a large chair, and the dais it sat on had only two steps, rather than the customary four or six. He looked utterly at ease there, lounging rather than sitting strictly upright, studying Zar with all the insolence that a protracted examination can hold. Well, Zar admitted grudgingly, it's not as if he has a great deal to fear, surrounded by Kingsworn and all. There were at least seven guards arrayed around the chair, all of them human, and land Elwen Kingsworn in the background. And Zar had seen the faint outlines of doors in the room, where more could hide. Since he had nothing better to do, Zar looked at Asoron in turn as Falimya dragged him nearer. The half- Elwen stood about as tall as he himself did, six feet or near that. His hair glittered red beneath a silver-and- emerald coronet that looked like the real thing. His eyes, of a color between blue and green, revealed nothing but curiosity and a certain arrogant confidence. Zar had seen other men like him, and had found none of them particularly awesome opponents. All that had changed was that this man had him at a disadvantage, and was protected by people who had no real reason to keep Zar alive if he tried to harm Asoron. Force was out, then, and magic, too. If Falimya had granted the gift of increased vigor, doubtless she could withdraw it, too, and he would be as helpless as a hatchling in their clutches. Guile it would have to be. They halted at the foot of the dais, where the King of Carmai could look straight down at him- an experience Zar did not enjoy. He forced himself to stand there and look at nothing, as if he were here of his own free will and perfectly content to stand there until the King deigned to notice him. Because neither of these two things were true, it was difficult. Asoron smiled slightly, and motioned Falimya to climb the dais. She did, moving with the ease of long familiarity, which almost hid the hitch of extreme age, and took her place behind the throne. Asoron said something to her that Zar doubted even the human guards could hear. Falimya started to shake her head, then frowned and nodded slowly when the half-Elwen continued to stare at her. "Unbind him," she commanded Hermanth and the blue-eyed land Elwen. Zar again felt the exchange of doubtful glances, but they did. Hermanth pulled the chain from his wrists with a long snap that told Zar he would have silver burns on his hands in the morning. He brought his arms around in front of him, chafing his wrists, and flexed his wings. No weapons were pointed at him, at least overtly. Asoron was trying to show that he had the power to let Zar go free and not worry about it. Zar had already known that, too, and it did not disconcert him. He would have to fly by the wind that the King of Carmai blew, for now. He focused his gaze on Asoron's face and waited. "You are the falcon Elwen known as Zar Feathermaster?" Asoron's voice was intriguing, almost as intriguing as a full Elwen's, deep like a human's but full of silvery music. Zar, judging him on the basis of that voice alone, would have called him a good man. But then, jumping to conclusions was a hasty and irritating habit, one he had tried to get rid of. "I am, my lord, but I still hope there's been some mistake." This was the only chance he might have to plead his case, since Falimya didn't seem inclined to listen to anything he said. "I have done nothing to upset the crown of Carmai, and I was planning on leaving Neoljir soon. Why would you-" A knife pressed into his ribs. The blue-eyed Kingsworn looked at him and shook his head, once. "I wouldn't," he said softly. "We're trained to kill anyone who insults the King." "I wasn't insulting him. I was telling the truth. I can't think of any reason why he would want me in his custody or his service." "Remove the knife, Kefremmen," said King Asoron, waving a hand. Kefremmen did it with what Zar thought was relief. "And as for you, Zar, you are right. I wish you to enter my service." "What a novel idea," Zar said before he could stop himself. This time the knife was from the opposite side, and he knew it was Hermanth. He did not deign to look at the archer, though, still focusing on the King of Carmai. This was the man who held the power, and the man he had to convince. "And why is that?" Asoron appeared to be having much the same reaction to him that Falimya had apparently had. There was a slow smile spreading over his face, as if he found Zar amusing despite himself. "No one has ever asked for my service before." "And why? Falimya tells me that you keep your sworn word and are quite a competent mage. I can think of several leaders I know who would be glad to have an Elwen like that on their sides." Zar made a polite bow, ignoring the warning scrape of the knife over his ribs. "For future reference, my lord: Flattery does not work on me." Asoron thumped one arm on the arm of his chair, causing Zar to look up at him. "That's why!" the King of Carmai exclaimed, looking pleased. "That's what everyone can't stand about you. You're so damn self-possessed that you look like the most arrogant bastard I've ever known." A pause, and then a sigh. "Hermanth, please put the knife away." The knife went away, and Zar breathed a bit more easily. He did not turn to face the hatred burning in Hermanth's golden eyes. "So," Asoron said, sitting back with a smile more pleased and amused than ever. "You are not a swordsman, then? No skill with the blade?" "None, my lord." Some things it didn't matter if they knew about him, so long as he could move them away from the more dangerous lines of questioning. "How do you defend yourself, then?" Zar thought this was getting tedious, but he really had no choice except to answer. With all those arrows that could be nocked at a moment's notice, he wasn't going anywhere. "With magic, my lord. I would not call myself a mage like Her Ladyship Falimya-" he saw her mind twisting itself in knots over why he would give her that overly courteous title "-because my magic is only the power of my people. But it serves to save my life. On most occasions." The King sighed and shifted position yet again, this time to an even more comfortable lounging posture. "What will it take to reassure you that we have nothing against you?" "My freedom." Asoron threw up his hands, then turned and said something quietly to Falimya. She looked unhappy for a moment, then nodded. Her reply carried to Zar's ears. "It might be for the best, my lord." Asoron turned back and nodded at Zar. "You have our permission to wait in one of the antechambers until we may speak with you privately. It will take me some moments to clear the court." His smile returned, but Zar did not like it nearly as much as the ones before. It looked arrogant. "And, my good Zar, no doubt you will feel much freer to speak without anyone around." It was all but a threat. Zar growled under his breath, but nodded obediently and turned toward the faint line of the nearest door. Hermanth had begun jogging from foot to foot the moment Asoron announced his plan, and now he burst out with, "My lord, is this wise? He is a known criminal, who tried to hurt the Councillor. Should he be left alone as if he were a trusted servant?" Too late, Falimya hissed at Hermanth to shut up. Asoron had heard, and was turning towards Zar with eyes so mild that the falcon Elwen tensed. "You hurt the Councillor?" Zar didn't care how reasonable these people thought they were being. There was no such thing as a reasonable person who would come after a duazad for no apparent reason, march him chained to the palace, and then try to cajole and bully him into agreeing to serve. He glared at the King, and did not reply. Falimya stepped hastily into the gaping silence. "My lord, he must have thought he was in danger. He had no idea at that time that he was not being picked up as the mistaken man in a crime. He used wind to slam me against the wall. But it's nothing. I'll visit the healers if you like, but don't punish him." Zar eyed her mistrustfully. She seemed a little too frantic in pleading the case of a person she didn't know. Asoron stared at the woman, then nodded slightly. "You have always been my wisest adviser, Falimya. I would be a fool not to listen to you now." He turned to Zar. "Go into the anteroom. Do not attempt to leave it. There are areas of the palace nearby that can hurt those not keyed to them." Hermanth scowled sullenly as he watched Zar walk away. The falcon Elwen did not oblige him by returning the scowl, keeping his face as bland as gull meat. Once the door to a small chamber- richly decorated with mosaics and carpet, as usual- closed behind him, he allowed himself to spit out a curse. He stood in the middle of beauty, and he was what he had not been for well over a thousand years, a prisoner. And all due to his own stupidity and trust. A single chair stood in the corner and he took it, spreading his wings and shaking his feathers rapidly, in an attempt to get the ruffled ones to lie down. His mind was working as furiously as his emotions. There was some way out of this, if he only looked hard enough; there always was. He could perform spectacularly badly at whatever job the King wanted him to do, or break his ban on killing Elwens if had to. He only had to be careful that he didn't maneuver himself into a position where they would extract promises from him not to do that. A bit mollified, he assuaged his boredom by drawing the whip Helira had given him from his belt. It tumbled through his fingers so easily that he raised a brow as he picked it up again. Not leather, then, but something softer, more silky. And warm, he thought as he touched the patterned handle, although he carefully kept his hand away from the place where thong joined shaft. It felt more like the warmth of a living being than anything else, and must come from magic. Whoever had bought this- or had it stolen- must have paid a pretty sum. Zar was just bending his head to examine the red-and- gold diamond pattern more closely when he heard a click from across the room. He jerked his head up, staring. A door he hadn't realized was there slowly opened, and brilliant light streamed into the antechamber from it. A figure he couldn't see well stood silhouetted against it, and he could almost smell her startlement. "Oh! I'm sorry, I didn't think anyone was here." "I didn't know that door was, either." Zar eyed it, but he had given them his word not to escape. And given that this woman knew the secret ways through walls and such, she must be a member of the royal family. She probably wouldn't let him pass. "Who are you?" the young woman asked, stepping out of the light so that he could see her better. She had an expression of curiosity so lively that Zar almost smiled, until he saw the red in her long, mostly golden hair, and her eyes, the shade of the summer sky, and realized who she must be. "You're the Princess, aren't you?" he asked slowly. "Asoron's daughter." "That's funny," she said, after a minute. "I've never heard anyone call my father anything but 'Your Majesty' and 'my lord.'" Her face seemed friendly enough, but her voice held a note of warning. Zar shrugged. "To his face, yes. They probably call him other things in private." The Princess's eyes went as wide as a young girl's. "Has Father brought you in to report on some intrigue?" she asked in breathless excitement. "I almost never get to hear anything. Do you know what's happening between Lord Corraebno and His Excellency Selbyicinday?" Zar shook his head, a little bewildered by the names. Caladariz seemed to have a vogue for long ones. "I've never even heard those names. I've heard yours, I know, but I've forgotten it." There was a flash of outraged pride across her mildly pretty features- though she had that glittering hair and those blue eyes, she did have features that looked more human than land Elwen- and she lifted her head. "I'll have you know that I'm Kalimarina Hervesheir, scion of House Herves, Lady of Neoljir, heir to the throne of Carmai." She tossed her head so that her hair shone like flame.